You're going to die.

>>>/benz/

>>21464754
no
>>21464760
what?

>>21464765
Go to the benzo board on 420chan and ask. This is a fucking technology board.

>>>/b/

Why do you need pills?

>>21464802
anxiety, social awkwardness

>>21464808
cant you deal with it?

one? fucking hardcore man

>>21464808
Grow up and stop going to 'ronery' threads.

>>21464808
Could just start drinking or kill yourself, Cheaper.

>>21464808
>giving a shit about other people

>>21464815
no i cant, obviously

i went out to a club (10th time at least) and was still shy as fuck

felt bad man

>>21464821
no, i actually go out a lot and this happens to me

>>21464823
drinking makes me sort of sloppy and generally doesn't help my paranoia in social settings

>>21464831
>going to a club
>2011

Pathetic.

>>21464735
What is that?

>>21464831
>able to go to a club for the tenth time
>herp derp I still need medication against anxiety
What the fuck.

>>21464831

Never did anything for me. I'm pretty sure they give these to hypochondriacs who won't know the difference anyway. Get yourself a real downer and see what I'm talking about.

>>21464856
im still just standing around with my hands in my pockets, or in one of several of my "signature" standing positions

i am getting better but clearly not 100% confident

i got laid but I was still nervous as fuck

>>21464860
Oh god.

clubs are for faggots, hipsters and guidos

Take two rabbit turds and call me in the morning.

reported

>>21464831
That's even more pathetic.
If you can't get your shit straight then stop going.

>>21464831
keep hanging around other people be it school/uni/work or whatever, your anxiety will fade over time. trust me.

>>21464860
probably the best post here

because this is exactly what i did and was starting to have a great time

>>21464884
Are you trolling?
I mean, seriously.
You're a shy faggot, but clearly not someone who is in need of medication.
This shit better be a placebo.

>>21464901
yeah i know, i am slowly noticing this

>oh god what do they think of me
>oh god she's cute what does she think of me
>oh man they're having fun what do they think of me
>they're looking at me
>ohgodohgodohgodohgod

This is you.
You're a faggot who's trying hard to fit in.

Reported.

>>21464902
> starting to have a great time
That's how you remember going out? You must be doing wrong then, every following morning, without fail, I think "never again".

>>21464906
i am shy and awkward

these people keep inviting me out on the weekends

im sure they are trying to help me get confidence in going out

they even got me laid 3 times lol

but im stilll fucking shy and nervous

>forcing yourself and pretending to have fun in a place where you aren't having fun just because you wan to fit in with the average

You may as well just kill yourself because no one is going to miss another sheep.

Normalfags are so retarded.

>>21464935
yeah cause you can't really live up to their standards and etc.

at least you got laid :)

Protip: Nobody gives a shit about you. You're worrying over nothing.

>>21464930
admittedly I do think that almost every time...but i think to myself "who gives a fuck, really"

>>21464949
They also can't write properly.
Must be Facebook, making people dumber by the minute.

This isn't technology.

>>21464955
what do you mean i cant live up to their standards and etc?

they almost never want to hang with me unless its the club though.

>>21464960
yeah i know this

my problem is im too shy to be friendly or outgoing, and even if i am, its awkward

thats what im trying to change!

>>21464975
Stop forcing yourself to be something you're not.
Hang out with people that share your hobbies.

>>21464991
BUT HE'LL BECOME A SOCIAL OUTCAST BY NOT TRYING TO FIT IN WITH PEOPLE HE DOESN'T KNOW

DIDN'T YOU LEARN ANYTHING

>>21464947
im not trying to fit in

I want to go out and have fun

and get laid

i dont want to sit at home alone playing video games

>>21465003
And...?

I'd rather be an outcast doing the things that I like than living a fucking lie.

Grow a spine.

>>21465003
i dont want to be that one guy who everyone thinks he thinks he is better than everyone

i want to be that guy who is outgoing and friendly

>>21465023
living a lie?

what does that have to do with going out and trying to get over social anxiety and shyness in an attempt to be social and get laid and get a gf and friends?

>>21465015
>i dont want to sit at home alone playing video games

Why? Do you hate having fun?

god damn /g/

proving how beta and forever alone you are

give op a break

hes trying to be social, not fighting it or giving up

he's better off than most of you, dont hate

>>21465051
>and get a gf and friends

as you noted in another post, the club thing has little to do with it

so, if you enjoy clubbing with them, do it

if not, don't bother

>>21465036
I'm that guy who thinks they're better than everyone. I'm also outgoing and friendly.

Dealwithit.

On a side note, I am better than pretty much everyone.

dont do it man.

drugs are for fa­gs

>>21465066
That's the spirit OP!

Self support and confidence, right?

>>21465062
im almost 26

video games are no longer fun for me

i can no longer wakeup and spend 14 hours on my computer and go to bed thinking i fulfilled myself

i want to go out, get laid, make friends, have people hang out with me all the time and not be alone

>>21465051
>doing things you dislike to impress retards to whom you're basically invisible

You are the definition of Omega.

>>21465068
welll yeah i am pretty much better than everyone, but i dont want to portray that.

i want to be liked and make friends

>>21465089
Oh Jesus fuck just get the fuck out of here and to some other board that gives a shit.

>23
>attend classical concerts
>hang out with old people and talk about random shit
>have a good time listening to actual music and listening to life stories about people who aren't uninteresting

and i don't even have to get drunk
what's your excuse?

>>21464808

You mean some dumbass wants to take drugs to not be as human as the rest of us? Hrmmm...

Nope. Ain't buyin' it.

The only cure for the human condition is death - that's not preaching suicide, just saying there's no cure for what ails us, so learn to deal with it as it happens, one moment at a time, until there's no time left.

>>21465098
dont you get the reason i dislike it?

because i sat at home playing video games and watching tv alone all my life and never learned proper social skills

now that im fucking 26, im not only bored with video games and generally being alone and not having a gf or getting laid, i want to change how my life is

im not doing it for anyone else but me

>>21465104
being horny as fuck, wanting to get laid, wanting a gf

>>21465101
You're not better than anyone if you need to take drugs to talk to people you fucking nerd.

>>21465089
Get a job then you fucking hippie.

>>21465104
10/10, I threw up a little

>>21465108
not drugs, social boosters

i want to be more human in the sense of being social

>>21465135
you sound like a teenager

>>21465144
jelly as fuck

>>21465142
i have a fucking job already

>>21465135
>>21465122
>wanting a gf

Here you go.

>>21465149
Nah, I went through a classical concerts and ballet phase when I was fourteen (classy as fuck). It's the listening to old people that's so revolting.

>>21465149
im pretty sure the people i want to hang out with are not only literally teenagers, but also stuck in teen modes

>>21465159
clearly you were doing it wrong

as long as i got pussy on the daily, i didnt give a fuck


i was her little bitch and i didnt care

im getting laid, thats all i really cared about

>>21465122
>bored with video games

Stop playing generic console trash and rehashes, you filthy casual.

>>21465167
>classy as fuck

post disregarded, attending classical concerts is not about being classy

>>21465171
then grow up and find appreciation for something with a bit more depth than alcohol and loud bass noises

>>21465183
You might want to finish high school and learn capitalization and use of periods.

>>21465183
Ok, now you're just devolving into shitty troll territory.

>26y old acting as a highschool brat.

Why am I not surprised? You normalscum are insufferable.

>>21465193
Games are boring no matter what shit it is.

>>21465183
>im getting laid, thats all i really cared about
Being pussy whipped is not something to be proud of.
>>21465194
Sure, in the same way smoking cigars isn't about acting cool, but it does look cool.

>>21465200
>getting all nerdy on his spelling

you have been awarded the Medal of Supreme Grammar Nazi, First Class

>go out to a club
>walk over to random group of girls on dance floor
>start dancing with them
>grab the one I like
>start making her grind on me
>dance away
>kiss
>get her number
>no pills needed

feels good man

>>21465226
Then you may have a psychological issue.
Like the common winter-spring blues depression.

>>21465183
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nrI7QUJfkvI

>Be 18 in university
>Get into club with friend's ID
>Grind with some girl
>Go outside with for a smoke
>she tells me she's a lesbian
>I tell her I'm gay
>We fucked later that night

Bisexual/Pansexual master race

...Still don't know her name.

>>21465339

I would fuck you so hard.

>>21465339
Why do you have a lightning rod in your nose?

>go to skate park
>be sexy as hell in my banana hammock
>sleep with any girl i want

>>21465140
anxiety, socialy anxiety is a serious condition

>>21465453
Yeah for people with peasant genes.

>>21465432
that would work if it wasn't 62F in my room alone, where i need a blanket to not freeze

>>21465101
>thinks he's better than other people
>has to take drugs in order to go outside
I'm getting a major autism vibe off of you. Stop with the superiority complex, I bet you still live with your mother.

>>21465416
to attract thunderous faggots
the jewel glows and emits pink sparks when a faggot equal to his gay level is nearby

This thread pretty much shows why normalfags are dumb, sad and depressed all the time.

>>21465465
im alpha as fuck other than being socially awkward and having anxiety

its my only real bad aspect

OP, if you want to be social, do cocaine.

Benzodiazepines will actually make you MORE nervous, more irritable, and they make you OCD. On top of that, should you get addicted they are horrible to come off, and the withdrawal can cause permanent brain damage.

If you must take them, take one with a relatively long half life like Clonazepam (think it's called Klonopin in Murrca). Avoid Lorazepam and Diazepam, and really avoid Oxazepam.

>>21465453
It's also temporary, and requires that you snap out of it at some point in life, since you can't go into a hole until you're 80.

>>21465490
cocaine makes me more paranoid

i did too much one night, and was nervous as hell

super fucking paranoid

>>21465487
>im alpha as fuck other than being socially awkward and having anxiety

>>21465487
>I take it up the ass but I'm not a faggot

Just stop posting.

>>21465487
>alpha
>socially awkward
Stop contradicting yourself.

>>21465503
i dont consider 26 years temporary, and thats why i must make a change in my life

literally 26 years btw, since ive been awkard since i can remember

grade, middle, high school...all socially awkward events

>>21465490
Benzodiazepines are also known for making you lose you hearing.

But who care's about hearing past the age of 45, at least you'll be popular, right? Right?

>>21465487
0/10

Only prescription I have had was for Adderall. It was awesome and I beasted out work left and right, but after a few months of use I started developing chest pains and started becoming really anxious. Makes sleeping a bitch too.

So now I'm just a caffeine and nicotine fiend.

Dumping some loli to help OP build some confidence.

>>21465512
>>21465522
when i got drunk at the gay club and took my shirt off on the stage and danced with some gay dudes, i was super fucking embarassed

but i still go to that club, with the same people who work there and the same guys i was dancing with

i was drunk but that isn't an excuse really

point is, i dont care that much

but i am still socialy anxious and nervous all the time

>>21465509

Well, sorry to ask a stupid question, but have you ever been out much? If not, you may either have serious social or anxiety issues, or you may have the nervousness we all had when we first went out to clubs when we were 15 or 16 and tried to talk to girls for the first time.

I dunno, I think contact with others in these situations is very Aristotlean in some ways. You have to learn to be relaxed rather than it being instinctive.

Shit, I'm sounding like I belong on r9k

>>21464808
Try an SNRI or something, benzos are shit.

>>21465567
>I don't care that much
>I am still socially anxious
I just think you're a moron.

>>21465567
Getting drunk and dancing with gay dudes isn't ``alpha''. It's just getting drunk and dancing with gay dudes.

I have a script for 2mg of xanax everyday, and my doctor said I can take it indefinitely

u jelly?

>>21465635

I took some Xanax to help me sleep once. Shit is baller. I'm a little jelly.

Xanax was the popular thing at my high school the last two years I was there. I never got into it though. Just smoked a lot of pot instead.

>>21465561
sounds like you did too much too often and developed increased heard rate and anxiety due to withdrawel

thats the exact thing that happened to me when i used to smoke weed 24/7

i figure that i did so much all the time, it fucked with my bodies natural heart rate/anxirty/etc

now when i smoke weed, i get SUPER paranoid. will not go out of the house without looking like a meth addict (super shy)

although, the one time i took a friends weed drink, i was laying in my bed, elevated heart rate, nervious as fuck, did not want to get out of bed due to fear of having to even look at/talk to/be seen by my dad

i was laying there and laughing my ass off at shit though

>>21465586
>benzos are shit.
you best be joking

benzos make everything better

if you don't feel good when taking benzos, it's because you don't have anxiety

they chill you the fuck out if you're anxious, but just make you tired if you don't have problems with anxiety/agoraphobia

>>21465643
>>21465633
>>21465623
>>21465617

The only way posting that shit will make us feel better is knowing we're not fucking pedos like you.

>>21465667
They're shit for treating anxiety because they don't actually treat anxiety. They calm you down. You'll build up a tolerance and dependance on them just like any other narcotic.

>>21465663

Yeah I think I went a little overboard at times. I became a bit dependent on it, I'd take it in the morning to replace my coffee, even if I wasn't doing anything that day that required a lot of focus.

Doc said just to come back to him if I ever want to be put back on it though.

>>21465620
you missed the point of my story

the fact that even though that would normally be the type of thing that would cause me to hide in my room and never come out, yet I still went back, means to me that I didn't care that much and slowly progressing

>>21465671
Liking 2D girls doesn't make you a pedo.

>>21465690

Or maybe you're just stuck in the closet. Faggot.

>>21465692

Liking 2d depictions of underage girls clearly designed to arouse kinda does.

>>21465684
I'm already addicted... if I stop taking xanax I get seizures

I ain't even mad though, since my doctor just keeps giving me more and more

but as long as I keep taking it, it's all good

>>21465706
But I would never have sex with a 3D girl. ;_;

>>21465671
You're talking as if you're not alone here.
When did these delusions begin?

>>21465690
This guy knows what he's talking about. Using benzos more than a few months is fucking asking for trouble.

>>21465667

Taking benzos for anxiety is like drinking to stop the shakes.
If you really want to be calmed down and you're that retarded, take phenobarbitone

>>21465714
>But no 3D girl would ever have sex with me. ;_;

ftfy

>>21465711
You're already dead.
I am truly sorry for your numb, pointless existence.

>>21465698
honestly 100% straight

just nervious around girls

ive noticed that same sex relations are TONS easier

ive thought about going gay, except I have no atttraction to males and love that poon tang

this again is the reason I want to be more social, so that I can be comfortable around the ladies

>>21465730
don't feel sorry for me, I enjoy my life

Sounds like you need some CBT OP. And also pretty much everyone else in this thread. And on 4chan.

>>21465738
That won't last unless you cut before it's really too late.

>>21465730

>posts loli
>accuses someone else of having a pointless existence.

Costanzaetc.jpg

>>21465757
But I am quite happy with my life, work and current hobbies.

Is there something you'd like to share with everyone else?

>>21465756
it would take at least 6 months for me to ween off of xanax without having permanent damage to my body and brain

and then I wouldn't have a way to cope with anxiety anymore

fuck that, I'll just keep on taking more

I don't give a fuck

>>21465776

So happy that you need to form a relationship with 2d characters that look like children. I bet your girlfriend would be proud.

Oh wait.

>>21465777
Do it in a year and you'll probably slowly kill the anxiety as well.
Or at least get to a 0.5 a day or lower dose if you want to take it forever.

>I don't give a fuck
You will when your body and mind start breaking.

>>21465667
Ignorance is bliss.
Enjoy while it lasts.

>>21465809
well at least I'm not a pedophile

Benzos are boring, opiates are where it's at.

>>21465821
Holy shit guys he found out.

Better hide

>>21465802
>relationship
No, these are just fapping images.

Is this how you cope with your issues? Projecting and making fun of others?

Because that usually backfires in life.

>>21465821
Neither am I.

>>21465777
>and then I wouldn't have a way to cope with anxiety anymore

Or the medication is now the cause of your anxiety, and weening yourself off could potentially free you of both problems.

Seriously man, get some CBT. This sort of social problem isn't solvable just by pills, you need to fix it with some degree of society and actually talk to someone.

>>21465832
>opiates
oh man don't tempt me

I used to be horribly addicted to oxycontin

full body euphoria while nodding off, fuck yeah

but now I just take benzos (and don't abuse them)

>>21465849
Seconding CBT. Far more effective than pills in situations like these. Less frequently employed because psychiatrists are fucking lazy jews.

>>21465846

You are sexually excited by images of small girls getting fucked. I'm not saying that I'm not a sick fuck, but at least I could take two steps back, look at myself and admit it.

>>21465849
I had CBT for 4 years

I even went to a ``therapeutic treatment facility'' for two years (basically, a boarding school for teens with problems with depression/anxiety/etc)

didn't do shit for me

drugs are effective, therapy is bullshit

>>21465888

>drugs are effective, therapy is bullshit

Ok, solution 2: Don't go clubbing. Works for me.

feeling great from one of these pills

gonna shower and go eat

already got a movie date setup with a 30 year old with a kid (shes hot and great personality)

also gonna buy 10 more of these pills in op pic

will post back or make new thread

>>21465902
I'm not the person who said he goes clubbing

even with drugs, I'm too anxious to do that kind of stuff

and besides, even if I wasn't anxious, I'd rather spend a friday night alone, smoking weed, taking xanax, watching anime, and setting up a new GNU/Linux distro VM rather than going to some stupid club to socialize with people

>>21465902
but i love having fun

going clubbing is boosting my social skills

>>21465929
don't take benzos if you're planning on getting laid

it completely KILLS your sex drive... unless you just took a really low dose

>>21465870
I do not enjoy any 3D girls getting fucked because it's usually disgusting and dirty.

Stop being silly.

>>21465934
>having fun
>clubbing

Pick 1.

>>21465989

>Implying people with pedophile fetish automatically act out on it
>Implying people with loli fetish don't later become pedophiles

Fucking hell, I'm sick of being called a disgusting faggot just because I enjoy fucking men, yet people like you exist who somehow think they are harmless.

>>21466036
hypocrite.

>>21466036
I dislike real little girls though. I could never fap to any of the CP I've seen.
If I ever fuck a 3D pig it'll be over 16, thus legal in my country.

Please stop assuming you know or understand me or anyone else.

>>21466111

I don't feel the need to understand you. Trying to empathise with something like you is not something I would want to do.

I do however know that I would not post gay porn on here as not everyone shares the same likes as me. Yet you somehow feel justified in shitposting your underage porn and all over /g/.

Don't try and play the "you don't know me" card. It's for fuckwits who think they are misunderstood when in fact they're rightly rejected because society sees them for what they actually are.

>>21465989
The only true things about that picture are the first paragraph under Lolicons and Pedophiles.

Everything else is just bullshit.

>>21466163
>i'm different
>i hate others for being different

yea, no.

>>21466163
This thread is offtopic anyway, I was just posting some on topic techloligy.

How dare you call it shitposting?

>>21466184

Or maybe I just don't feel the need to have it shoved down my face. If he wants to fap to loli, he can. Just don't post it on a SFW board. If he wants to think I'm disgusting, fine. I'll do the same.

>Benozs
Shit makes me feel horrible in the morning and their "recreational value" is shit because they either make you feel like you do when you're sick (That ditzy, light headed feeling) or make you just black out completely.

>>21466202
just so long as you don't hate on all lolicon, the actions of our shitposter here doesn't reflect us all.

- Anonymous lolicon

>>21466036
>>Implying people with loli fetish don't later become pedophiles
They don't because to be a lolicon you must be a peodphile. There's no way around it. Just because you don't like 3D children doesn't change the fact you're attracted to children, real or fake.

>>21466245
>[citation needed]

what's with all the people in here making statements about something they aren't even into?

>>21466245
You must know this by experience, right.

>>21466245
fiction != real world

You are wrong to assume this, since pedophile is a term to describe being attracted to REAL HUMANS.

>>21466270
Ciration needed? Look at the fucking definition of pedophile. It even includes the term "fantasies"
If you think you need to like, touch, or harm a real child to be a pedophile then you're an idiot.

>>21466300
>since pedophile is a term to describe being attracted to REAL HUMANS
You're an idiot.

>>21466310
As for the definitons.
Common definiton: http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/pedophile
Doesn't say anything about reality vs fantasy.

And here's a more scientific one.
http://www.annualreviews.org/doi/abs/10.1146/annurev.clinpsy.032408.153618?journalCode=clinpsy

>>21466300
No, it isn't.

All children are different. A pedophile isn't defined on a per-case basis, but rather based on the abstraction of a child. If you are attracted to that abstraction, you are a pedophile. Now, a drawing is an example of the abstraction. You are a pedophile whether you are attracted to real children or children of the non-real type because you like the abstraction of children.

Now, here's an important bit of insight: it's not wrong to be a pedophile if you don't harm anyone. A strict lolicon-only type of pedophile will never hurt a child, so I'm fine with that. What's important to recognize is that you are a pedophile and you should accept yourself for who you are. It's you.

ITT:

moralfags talking shit, don't you have a little bubble to live in?

also a guy asking about teva

>>21466342
And more.
http://www.britannica.com/EBchecked/topic/448575/pedophilia

>>21466348
>>21466342
>>21466310

Call me when psychotherapists call someone "pedophile", because he is attracted to drawn images.

In the meantime: You are wrong.

>>21466369
Moralfag? No, I'm just not a delusional idiot who creates an imaginary, false separation between pedophiles and lolicons. I'm a lolicon which also means I'm a pedophile. Yes, I hate 3D and only like 2D, no that doesn't change anything.

People here try to make it seem like it's different or that pedophile automatically means you're a child rapist, which is just stupid. Stop being so insecure and just admit your a pedophile.

>>21466373
>>21466342
Those are nice definitions, but if you are going to argue that way I am arguing that there aren't even talking about the "adult" being a human.

So when a dog hums a 3 year old kid it's also pedophile?

>>21466396
>Call me when psychotherapists call someone "pedophile", because he is attracted to drawn images.
See: Every country that bans lolicon as child pornograpy, aka half the first world.

>>21466396
>No rebuttal to the points stated

How's that river feeling for you?

>>21466440
and you've never broken the law? ever?

even if it's against the "rules", lolicon never hurt anyone

>>21466440
No, they just ban photorealistic images so actual pedophiles don't just slap a watercolor/crayon filter on their real CP and call it drawn and victimless crime.

>>21466446
>implying I have to rebuttal your non-fact opinions

I don't. You are by definition wrong, not me.

>>21466440
1. that's irrelevant. I've said as long as it isn't considered pedophilia by doctors, it isn't pedophilia.
>half the first world
and the other half?
How very convincing

>>21466424
>Those are nice definitions, but if you are going to argue that way I am arguing that there aren't even talking about the "adult" being a human.
Please rephrase that.

>So when a dog hums a 3 year old kid it's also pedophile?
No. Not only is that a fallacious argument but to be a pedophile *you must be attracted to children*. If you rape a 9 year old just because you like having power and control you're not a pedophile. If you rape a 9 year old because you like 9 year olds you're a pedophile. See http://www.annualreviews.org/doi/abs/10.1146/annurev.clinpsy.032408.153618?journalCode=clinpsy

>perhaps half of sex offenders against children would not meet diagnostic criteria for pedophilia.

>>21466464
In my country it's gray area, so no I haven't braken any anti-loli laws.
And where did I EVER say lolicon hurts anyone?

>>21466486
Can you prove that? After all you asked me for proof.
It doesn't change anything anyway because if you showed a lolicon picture to the average person and explained what lolicon was you'd be branded a "child predator" even though you don't like 3D.

>>21466506
The burden of proof falls on you since you're making the horribly unrealistic claim that lolicon wouldn't be seen as pedophile material.
Bold claims requite bold evidence after all.
Either way I'm sure I could easily find something regarding the simpsons porn scandal with a psychologist talking about it and pedophilia, but you'll probably say it wouldn't count because it's not asian.

>>21466521
>It doesn't change anything anyway because if you showed a lolicon picture to the average person and explained what lolicon was you'd be branded a "child predator" even though you don't like 3D.

That's because they assume you like 3D as well and will likely not believe you due to shock and just plain ignorance.

>>21466521
>Please rephrase that.

Those definitions are not specific enough.

see
>>21466506
>I've said as long as it isn't considered pedophilia by doctors, it isn't pedophilia.

>>21466547
>Either way I'm sure I could easily find something regarding the simpsons porn scandal with a psychologist talking about it and pedophilia, but you'll probably say it wouldn't count because it's not asian.

No, then I would actually be disproven.

/g/ - techloligy and morals

>>21466548
And that's why you don't tell people. Apparently however some people want to make it fine to admit you're a "only a lolicon".

>>21466556
Why would they need to be? Why would they make a discintion between reality and fantasy for pedophilia when every other paraphilia does not make that distinction?

>>21466614
>>21466607
Source?

>>21466874
should be
http://hotfile[dot]com/dl/44121351/cadf6a9/_Bar_Peachpit_-_Sho-Chu-Rock.rar.html

>>21466874
Filename, exhentai reverse image search,idiot.