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10/14/08(Tue)01:43 No.762550
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 >>760771
Damn, i feel the same way as you do, also being bipolar and stuff (see >>758625
xD), i pretend to be a careless person most of the time instead of
overcoming my fears, so that way i might look like "that carefree guy
that doesnt take things seriously", coz like that i cant fail because
im not really trying, just in a very sad way.... lying to myself and
everyone every day.
Picture related...
>>761073
remembers
me of one of those ronery days when no one is around at home, one
morning i woke up, and realized i was alone , because everybody else
had things to do, was almost 1pm i think..., i walked down to stairs as
usual, realizing i was alone..., and, well, my house is somewhat big
(not thaaaaaaat much) , so i started to walk around in my pajamas
without any real reason, i live in a pseudo rural area, so there was
nothing but silence inside.., half an hour later i made some lunch and
ate it in my room, coz it was depressing to eat alone in the dining
room really, with all the table for myself..., though its not rare, coz
i almost never have lunch with my family.., moments later i went to fed
my bunnies outside and talked to them a little while caressing them in
my lap, then went back and checked my cellphone for msgs etc, wich is
really stupid in fact coz i rarely get a call, most of the time its me
calling, if so...
i had nothing to do that afternoon really, for
what i remember, it was one of the saddest days in my life... the
feeling i mean, of that saturday. |
