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A wide range of emotions I could hardly begin to pinpoint.
I
feel like there's so much I want to do. I feel down, dismayed and a bit
regretful because of all the time I've wasted not getting things done
(ironically, partly due to "not believing in regret" for so many
years). But even so, that's just one ingredient in the stew.
I
have no intention in wallowing in that helplessly. I can't say I'm
particularly energized or determined. I'm feeling tired and lazy, yet
again. With indifferent understanding, I push forward, in yet another
day's attempt to get something meaningful done. |