>>478397264 (OP)
Cont:
>"Sure mum sounds good" - in reality - she hadn't paid for the 3 months, and then took £550 in total off me twice for the following months and didn't pass it along. My mum gave me approx £2.5K debt. "Thanks mum."
>She denies it even happened, is mental. Tries to commit suicide again, this time gets taken away by police forcibly to hospital - get commited to Newcraigs mental health hospital. Gets out - tries it again, gets commited again, is away at mental place for months and months - meets a drug addict/alcaholic guy - says she loves him..
>She leaves family for this random guy; quits her job, won't give me any of my money back. My dad is devastated, outstanding guy who has supported her through 5+ years of her being a maniac smashing the house up and drinking herself to hospitalised level all the time. He doesn't get out of bed anymore all depressed and shit.
>GF I had since 15 and I break up - I "pay" for her (turned out I wasn't paying for jack shit except my mums booze) to live in my flat for 5 months whilst I sleep on couches.

>>478397369
>I get sacked from my job which was supporting my Uni studies because of travelling home 300 miles away to family home to deal with all that family shit pretty often.
>Lecturers asks me to defer a year because of patchy attendance with me being away back home so much (is understanding of the situation because I gave them proof it's not bullshit) so they don't properly kick me out just defer me a year which isn't great but not the end of the world.
>Landlord who is family friend at first understanding; is all it's fine pay me back when you can. Being sacked makes it hard to pay back.
>try and get new job, fail so hard. Nowhere wants my faggot ass - summer starting so hopefully get something soon when the students fuck off back home.
>get told I need to find £550 for rent or out on the street

>>478397424
>girlfriends 21st is on 13th of May
>feeling so beta that I can't even get my own gf a decent 21st gift
>feeling so beta because I need to be in the city (300miles frm family home) for Uni and can't support my family.
>feeling beta becaue my family are all depressed as shit, mum dad and sister all on anti depressants.
>Know I am probably depressed but would never in a fucking million years touch meds for that shit -
>know that if I could get a break, a job or some shit come up that I could turn this all around.
>Feel shit that my 19 year old brother is living with my depressed won't leave bed dad and my depressed anti-depressant, still fucked up from crash sister. My dad is always sad about my gran being killed, didn't get to properly mourn her cos of my mum being an alchy and doing tonnes of stupid shit.
>have no idea how to be there for my dad and bro and sister
>have no idea how to be there for my mum who for some reason doesn't understand why the rest of my family hate her and don't talk to her - which I still do even though she fucked me over with money.

>>478397482
Anyway /B/ if you can help me out with some paypal shit that would be great, if not, then fuck it I don't really expect you to anyway as I know it's not a fair thing to ask. General feels or advice or whatever. Feel free to ask any questions or share your own advice or story with me. General feels.

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>>478397264 (OP)
bump with lightning

Also many apologies for how newfag this shit is; actually wrote this in my wordpad so I couldn't fuck it up and fail post or some shit.

tldr: sad shit happens and I lost alot of money on it, help a poor pleb out.

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>>478397264 (OP)
Tough breaks OP, have some tits.