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07/01/11(Fri)14:20:54 No.338066935>>338066092 So
my girlfriend broke up with me a month ago. I handled it and kept her
around because she said she just wasn't interested in a relationship
right now. And for a while, I thought things were getting better. Her
birthday is coming up soon and she likes to cosplay so I bought her all
the stuff she needed for the costume she wanted, as well as Portal 2,
and a kigurumi, not to mention I spent money to prereg to the con that
she wants me to go to. All in all, I've spent around $300. I find out a
couple nights ago she had a dream about her ex boyfriend (from like 3
years ago) and she felt happy. Of course, she doesn't tell me about the
dream, but she tells my best friend. Then, a couple days later she tells
me she never loved me in the year she's known me, and she was only ever
infatuated with me, and if I can't think of her only as a friend, that
she'll leave. However, at the same time she's spilling all this crap
about wanting me to be in her life and that I'm such a good friend. Well
guess what, I don't believe it. She lied about loving me, she can't
tell me anything, she says one thing and then means another, and I
really don't know what to do. Most people would say just leave and don't
look back, but I know if I do that she'll actually probably be happier
without me and that would drive me batshit insane knowing when it's all
said and done that I meant nothing to her.
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