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!!aDbFqhWbRph 06/24/11(Fri)03:58:00 No.336452702Tripcode on for a bit, for a reason.
I
realised today, or was reminded would be more accurate, that I have
massive trust issues. I am always a paranoid person by nature, feeling
that at some level everyone is... well, not "out to get me" per se, but
just apathetic at best, or generally self-serving and only dealing with
me in order to improve their own social standing. This only gets worse
when I'm depressed, when it becomes fullblown thinking all of humanity
is against me and I begin to interpret even vague acts of kindness as
part of some kind of conspiracy to weaken me before they go in for the
kill.
I need to learn to get over this, so I can actually function properly. |