okay candy-ass. been studying mental disorders for a few years now. heres what i got. you have mild to major paranoia. schizophrenia. and either manic depression or clinical depression.. depending on if your depression is constant or comes and goes over the course of 2 to 3 days

>>332478566
things are lookin up OP you got dubs

it´s gotten worse.. Been depressed for about 5 months.. My sight is also changed. I see these lines around people. And their contures seem to stick to mye eyes and stay there for a while.. My eyes also lock on objects all the time, and I feel like I`m gliding into a daze.

>>332479858
then thats clinical. with the sight. that could come from either the schizo or a side effect of the depression. or some neurological problem co-existing with your other symptoms

Embrace it. Don't fear anything, try to come to an understanding that all of this means nothing, that your life means nothing. Someday you will die and nothing you ever did will matter, you will just become nothingness.

For now you are having an interesting experience, embrace it.

don't worry, your just developing your natural mutant powers, you see, when you were born, there was a ripple in your genes, giving you abilities that no other humans poses. Here at Xavier Institute for special kids, we allow you to unlock your inner potential!

Hey wanna/b/ psychologist, diagnose me now...

I am 17

I always have to argue with what other people say even if I know that it's right, I obsess over small social arguments I have with my friends to the point that I can't sleep because it keeps running through my head. I fantasize of me being some kind of 'broken' super powered entity. I am very, very protective of my friends to the point that I don't like them meeting new people because I fear it will take them away from me. I don't have a 'type', I will flirt with any woman (Even my close friends) and attempt to make a relationship out of it. When I am in a relationship I am over-bearing, constantly worrying about what they are doing (At a party etc.) but then once out of the relationship I see how overbearing I am. Whenever someone abuses me, odds are I will feel a bond with them similar to the one I have with my father (My father has never abused me).

I constantly lie to people without realizing that I've lied until its too late. I feel like I am aware of everyone's motives when they speak to me, I constantly try and assess what they are trying to achieve by speaking to me.

And last but not least, even when I hear people clearly I will ask them to repeat themselves.

So what you got?

schizophrenia, you should see some sort of therapist, the only thing that will help that is medication.

kill yourself?

>>332480478
easy. thats a form of a sociopath. many people think there all the same but theres different divisions of the disease. some like violence. some are more of con men. some are extremely rude but only so they can be alone. and some, like you, try to be helpful and, unknowingly, the center of attention. the asking them to repeat themselves is just weird.

and with that. im off to watch dragonball z. i dont get paid for this nonsense

Sounds like schizophrenia dude... I like Zyprexa

You are most likely a schizophrenic, OP.

You should get treatment as soon as possible.

>>332480845

I can`t seek help.. a psychiatrist will always find something.. and I`ll put shame on my parents if I did. I`ve caused them enough..

>>332480478
in terms of disorder, the only thing i'd say is anxiety. you don't sound like you have any mental illness, you just have strange personality quirks that you should work on using pure will power. if you can assess yourself to talk to some /b/tard, then you can assess whats wrong and take steps to fix it. maybe try to get on an anti-anxiety medication, but other than that you just need to settle things for yourself. Don't worry, you're 17, you'll be fine and you're not even that abnormal, I had a lot of similar things to you, but mainly it had to deal with me not being sure of myself, and having troubles with my own ego which then manifested in a sort of pseudo-arrogance, which sounds sort of similar to what you're experiencing. You know what's wrong, so fix it. make yourself. it's as simple as deciding a course of action, even if it's maybe the wrong one, and doing it.

>>332478566
SERIOUS ANSWER:
So your symptoms are:
Social isolation
Depression
Anxiety
Psychosis/sudo-psychosis
This is probably psychotic depression. Schizophrenia is a possibility but less likely.

My advice on what to do depends on what country you live in. So what country do you live in?

btw: I have an large amount of psychiatric experience.

>>332478566
Youir a candy-ass.

>>332480478
Sounds like BPD to me.

Why did you ask for diagnostic assistance if you are not going to get help??

psshhh women.

>>332481658

I`m don`t know who you are.. I`ll tell you this. I`m from northern europe.

>>332481386
Dude, listen, you have no other option. Without medication you will only get worse. What's more shameful, getting help that you need, or letting your illness grow so bad that it consumes who you are and make you incapable of functioning? You have nothing to fear, you just need medication. Schizophrenia is the kind of disease that it's impossible to fix on your own, there's physically no way to do it. You need help, and if you don't get it, you're going to have a hard and miserable life. From a religious standpoint, hopefully to ease your paranoia, God loves you. He loves everyone, and he loves sinners even more than he loves the righteous because sinners are just like children, they know not what they do. You need not fear hell for you believe and you repent, you repent even that which probably doesnt need repentance. Jesus forgave everyone, from the prostitutes, to the men who murdered him, and he will forgive you as well. You just need some medication. I have schizophrenia in my family, i've seen what it can do. You don't want to face it on your own. Trust me, trust God, he sent me to tell you this.

>>332481814

My mum has BPD so I guess that's not too far a jump... But hers didn't manifest till later in life?