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11/16/10(Tue)20:22:59 No. 287759XXX Sure
I've got my buddies and we hang out every now and then... but I don't
have that special someone that I just wanna be with all the time. Or well, I know who she is, but she'll never feel the same way. So
I'm mostly lonely, except for when I go out drinking in the weekends.
Though I never get anyone to join me in my bed and just be there with
me. Feels lonely after all these years spent alone in my bed, at
the same old place, looking over at the same old window, seeing the
orange light from that same old street lamp seep in underneath the
blinds, hoping for that same (not old though) girl to lie there instead
of the pillow that I squeeze tight as I've done so many nights before,
knowing I'll do it so many nights to come. Fuck me, now I'm sad. OPs pic is related, that's how I sit sometimes late at night when I think about what a failure I am. Did I turn this to much BAW?