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02/20/10(Sat)23:21:35 No.199740609Senior
in high school.
I have buttloads of people that love me at school,
but I hardly hang out with anyone outside of school. Probably cause I'm
relatively new here and everyone already has their own "crew". Idk. I
get lonely as shit on fridays and saturdays though.
I'm just barely
overweight, to the extent that you can't tell under the right light.
When I wear a shirt, though, you can't tell at all, got that whole
V-shaped torso and big biceps thing down.
No girlfriend as of now.
I
get a good amount of girls, but I live in a white-people state, and I'm
fucking brown, which limits my horizons. Most girls call me sexy as
tits. I get those long-lingering stares when I enter a room and
everything.
I don't really have an actual family. Mom'll come home,
go into her room and work on her laptop. Dad'll come home later, work on
his laptop. No siblings. I probably say like 20 words to my mom through
the day, and none to my dad.
I get pretty good grades, but I could
do so much better. I don't do any homework at home, I never study. I'm
managing a 3.73 right now, but I hate myself because I'm so lazy. I
could easily have gotten like a 4.5 if I really wanted to.
I
don't know why, but I'm miserable. Really, genuinely, miserable. |
