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09/27/11(Tue)08:55 No.7930130>>7930050
FEELS LIKE BURNING
>>7930051
i'll try and keep this as short as possible
had major social anxiety in high school, barely spoke to anyone, made people feel uncomfortable with the silence. had 1 or 2 friends who would ditch me for "cooler" people whenever possible.
education
wasn't a high priority for me back then, i hated the environment, the
people, i was just unhappy. i was passing subjects... barely.
but i left before graduating due to a suicide attempt.
i
really wish i knew how important education was back then, i think maybe
i would have worked harder and ignored everyone else because when you
leave HS none of that social stuff matters.
Anyways... since then i've had part time jobs and have done volunteer work with animals...
but
lately i'm just in a complete rut. socially isolated and co-dependent. i
always feel intellectually inferior to everyone so i just avoid
everyone and dont say much if i have to interact.
Well thats enough rambling... I just wish i were your age so I could do things differently.
I'm guessing you don't live in Australia... there are some good and affordable options for completing high school online here. |