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12/17/11(Sat)18:47 No.5256189>>5256167 I
used to feel this way too. When I stopped caring about relationships,
people started liking me, and I eventually got a boyfriend. People can feel it, you know.
My
current problem uh.. Back in 2009 I liked this guy who really liked me
too. We had gotten to know each other through /cgl/, and eventually I
visited him, at a time when I was suicidal and batshit and not really a
very great person to hang out with. He of course told me "nope" when
I got back home, which made me go completely nuts, and over the last
few weeks I've been thinking how much I would fucking love to talk to
him again. He did some dumb things and so did I, but I still think he's a
great person and wish that we could start over now that I have matured
so much. He probably does not feel that way about me, and it would be
kind of awkward to contact him almost 2 years after all of this. I
really would love to be friends with him but I guess I'll have to forget
about it.
I am really fucking bothered about my awkwardness, alright. |