Please don't ban me this is a heart felt request and I haven't been on 4chan in a while anyways.
But here's apart 1 I'm 16 going to turn 17 soon but This is about a girl I met at Tsubasacon.


So you most likely will all remember this girls as the cat girl who danced during the masquerade. She's apparently a really competent dancer and has done allot of cosplay in the past.
She's only 13 so I have no idea how she gets all this stuff but it's pretty awesome.
Here is a link to her youtube:
http://www.youtube.com/user/xSailorAni#p/p
Her video game related youtube:
http://www.youtube.com/user/wowchic97#g/u

Her deviant art where all her cosplays she has done are shown.
http://xsailorani.deviantart.com/

The thing that BAFFLES ME is that a 13 year old girl goes to so many conventions. It's so Odd. I suppose though that she may be incredibly wealthy though. Even though this I think she is amazing.

Anyways on to the main reason I'm here oh goodness give me some advice.
So this is a story where yall find out about how life turned in and upside
so can I have a moment and sit right here and I'll tell you how I met this girl.

Tsubasacon is the only convention SO FAR, that I have attended. Now I'm happy to go there and such and one of these opportunity is to meet new people, and for a 16 year old boy who can't find a date at school THIS IS A PRISTINE TIME. Well I don't go after girls I just talk to them if I meet them some how.

2

So last year I won 2nd or 3rd place on video game name that tune. I won some pokemon stuff and a PIPLUP
(IMPORTANT) So I come back this year and decide to check out the masquerade. Boy was it a good idea.
I found the piplup someone actully kept it for me. They gave it back. (SADLY I left it at the pokemon panel, though I belive Eric and his fiance will keep it nice and safe for me.) Now this piplup is odd.

It vibrates.

So I start showing it around and I meet a girl with bright green hair a cute dress and a ( If I describe things this way I apologize but I'm swooning) cute voice.
She thinks the piplup is hilarious.
We start talking and then out of the blue she asks me to dance. I accepted, and we do our best to keep in line it was fun and we even both got dizzy. Well anyways as we danced we talked to each other about all sort of things. Shes such a fun person to talk to. Both of us seemed to match. She seemed to enjoy my company and we danced for I don't know how long.
(did I mention she's wearing a mask this whole time and my highschool formal was saturday)
So eventually after talking and getting to know each other we finally ask each other.
What's your name.
Here's a pic from the official con facebook:http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10150490589103065&set=pu.61118373064&type=1&
amp;theater

So we part ways from there. I WAS MELTING I FELT SO GUSHY. I felt so happy inside. Raven the DJ even congratulated me. I was being myself and a girl got along with me fine.

Yet here's the thing until Saturday. I never saw her face. I was daydreaming the rest of the way home.
Oh and my friends mom played "Life's a Dance" Since she likes country and she felt it suited my situation.

Well I'd also like to make it clear I've never been in a relationship before. So when it comes to girls I am absolutely clueless sometimes. Yet with her I felt we got along great and it wasn't boring.

All the girls I've liked in the past who are fans of anime have been quit and stoic unless at the con mainly. I really like Arianna for her energy I find it adorable.

So anyways on to the next day.
I finally meet her again and she's dress and Meirin from Black Butler.
She's absolutely stunning. So When I see her she waves to me with a big smile and hello. I talk to her for a little. Yet she has to get back with her friends due to so many people wanting picture of their group.
I eventually follow them to the cosplay speed dating panel. I'm not really dressed as anyone specific. yet I went with Zenagata from lupin. It was ok.
So anyways I end up talking to her and Since I was clueless who her character really was till I looked it up tonight all I really did was play my role.
She was amazing she was so emotional and her body language was great. Hand gestures,etc She seemed adorable.
Well after that she left for a while to change costumes. After that I went around and returned for the cosplay cooking show. Little did I know she was dressed as the chesire cat. So For the whole panel I was
Almost oblivious to her being there. :(
After that she went on her way.
Then let's skip the the masquerade. When she was called up alone I was confused I knew she had a performance. Then Finding out it was a dance I was Impressed.

>>5053079
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But Once it started I was the was like this:
http://media.photobucket.com/image/wolf%20droopy/gordo00/avery_tex_wolf2.jpg

HELLO NURSE. I was pretty much oogled by her charm.
I was fgdg flabbergasted. AWESOME. She just wow that was gdkdpgd flllpt
Sorry I can't concentrate she blew my socks off.

Anyway's she said she would contact me through the Tsubasacon facebook wall yet sadly this hasn't happened as of yet.
I also sent her friend request. Yet It seems that either A. facebook is messed up or B. she blocked more. Since ever since I sent her a friend request I couldn't find her profile anymore. Though facebook has done this in the past. I was just confused. Yet Time will tell.

My only concern is her age she's 13 yet almost 14 and I'm 16 and turning 17 in December.
Yet some people have said it doesn't matter much. Yet so far I believe this is my best chance. I have only felt like this once in the past and that girls in college now. (senior last year)

So yes I need your advice. blake/Red from pokemon said it wouldn;t work out. But for the past 4 day's I've rolled 20s on my luck. I've been doing amazing.
Got in with only half m money and then selling some stuff.
Meeting this amazingly fun and energetic girl.
Finding a room and being offered one by the vice president (he said to bring 3 new people, Can do.)
Oh and starting an acquaintanceship with Chris Carson.

I felt I did pretty good. I'll wait for a reply from her on facebook and see where that goes.
Now I recently agreed to work for the landing zone for charcon. So maybe I'll work with them at tsubasacon next time.
YET I am going to start mowing lawns and pretty much saving up money. I have Know soem people who may pay me for my services. As well as a guaranteed one from one of the workers from "the landing zone". $20 ever other weekend is fine. Yet if I want to save up more I might want to try mowing for more people.

So If I get in contact with her and save up enough money I might be able to go to animeusa 11 since she plans on going there next. :)

Well let me tell you something Since I've never been in a relationship before I have the utmost respect to girls. I would respect a girl to the utmost if I dated her. I wouldn't even kiss her unless she wanted me to. This is due to seeing so many relationships fail with guys my age due to prudeness and rash actions.
I am going to get the film developed tomorrow and maybe scan a few of the pictures if I can yet It might not work yet there is the possibility.

I was worried there wouldn't be another blog thread today. But here you are.

Today I decided to start learning Hungarian. And I uploaded more books onto my Kindle. That's about it.

If you would like to know more about my day, email me at evaexpertunit01@yahoo.com

Anyways I am a dreamer and having dreams is important to me. Goals are important as well my goal is to ask Arianna out. I would love her company again.

Ok so to end it all I'm gonna say I was the guy in the yellow trench coat. Believe it!
I really enjoyed this year it was incredibly memorable. I hope my dreams come true and I hope yours do to. So give me advice and such ever thing is welcome.


THANKS I really want some advice. So far it seems I was blocked from her facebook. Yet she seemed liked she really liked me so I can only presume this is her mothers doing since she is homeschooled and may be a bit protective.

>>5053100
This is my forum post from the Tsubasacon fourms.
She also plays Otome games. Which seem o be visual novels targeted towards girls. She reviews games and them as well.

bump

>>5053101
>girl talks to me!
>she must want to fuck!

Probably got turned off by your creeperhood. Bro, some people talk to others because they either seem nice or they seem lonely in which case they'll talk because they feel sorry for you. Girls talking to you does not automatically mean they want to be in a relationship with you.

As a then 16 year old girl who got hit on by a 23 year old at a con because I was simply being nice to him and talking when he came by, her blocking you implies you were coming on too strong and have thus entered creeperzone. Don't roll again, don't return to start.

In her deviant art post she said she is going to 3 or 4 more conventions this year. I can only presume her family loves anime. Or she's rich.

>>5053101
Sorry bro but 13/14 and 16/17 is not gonna work out. You're both at radically different developmental stages, emotionally, physically and hormonally. You'll end up looking like a creep throughout your relationship, and honestly you'll probably end up acting like a creep despite your respect of women and best efforts to not be a creep. I believe you have the best intentions but... those ages do not mix well. Sorry.

>>5053120
Well then she lied. The only reason she asked me to dance was because I started a conversation with HER. She didn't seem to feel sorry for me either. she told me she would post on the Con facebook wall to contact me. She didn't so all I did was send a friend request and BAM blocked for no reason. I was never rude to her or anything. We even talked about visual novels and she wasn't creeped out. She even brought up that subject too.

I miss someone like crazy. It's affecting my drawing >:/

>>5053133
My only other option is to wait three years and go into an overly expensive college and date a girl who will be 21 and most likely with someone else by then.
I don't have many options.

wow I can't make head or tails of whats going on in this thread

on topic though, I think I'm ugly and boring and wish I could disappear

>>5053136
If this is West Virginia's Tsubasacon, the con was 3. days. ago.

If any dude from there instantly sent a friend request to me and baww'd like a baby on 4chan because I didn't accept, I'd be fucking creeped out.

Most people aren't going to tell some crazy neckbeard to get the fuck away from them at a con, that completely ruins the mood and is just going to lead to con drama. Even if you weren't a complete creeper at the con, you're just being a stalker now and that would certainly make me inch the bloody hell away.

Plus, 13. 16. Big age gap mentally. Chances are she's not even interested in dudes at that age, while you're the type who's crying because they haven't had a girlfriend yet at 16 while everyone else has had one.

>>5053150
Take sun, lift some goddamned weights, take a walk or go jogging, eat like you should, and sleep like you should.

I'm dead serious here.

>>5053144
No, your option is to not try and get with a 13-year-old and wait for a girl who is your age who you find interesting and adorable as well. You're having a case of "first girl who I want to get with who is actually being really cool to me". There will be other girls. 3 year age difference is not a lot, but it is when you are in the teen years. A single year is a huge span of time when the human body and brain is developing.
Stop being socially retarded and realize that she is not the only interesting girl in the entire world.
Protip: not every girl in college is taken, and you will probably find another girl before you're 21.

How long has the term creep been used in the lexicon of english. Is there a better word to use.
I mean That is the first time in my life I've danced with a girl that wasn't related(Aunt taught me a little dance) to me. I've never even kissed a girl before at all either. I feel by saying this it will reinforce my above statements. I'm crying and depressed

>>5053160
QQ harder and become an hero.

Seriously, get the fuck over it. As said before, girl being nice to you does not automatically mean she wants to fuck.

>>5053160
News flash: A LOT of people don't do anything with someone of the opposite gender who they are interested in/not related to until your age, or older.
Here's a better word: desperate.

>>5053155
I hate your opinions. All the girls at my school who like anime allot are mean to me. I was being myself and a girl got along with me great.

I don't get to go places often, but I might be getting a side job at at rite-aid if not then the lawn mowing would be fine.

>>5053173
Again, you're being desperate because she's the first girl you found attractive to be nice to you. SHE IS TOO YOUNG FOR YOU, YOU WILL END UP HURTING HER.
Also if all the girls who like animu at your school are mean to you, it might be a hint you are creeping on them without realizing it. Take a step back and look at yourself from their perspective.

Yeah so what. What do you think half of /v/ is desperate as well.
>>5053167
My father said she seemed like a nice girl. Yet he didn't start dating till after his time in the navy. At my age he never gave girls a thought. This was due to the way he was raised, but still Even my dad didn't tell me hey maybe she hates you.

Feelin' awesome right now, I managed to cheer someone up and I hope they are okay still but they seemed like they were in a better mood. I feel so good right now :3

>>5053183
Oh and I'm getting destroyed by the CPU on 3SO.

>>5053176
I already know they hate me I've known this for a while. I don't hang out with them anymore. I have only a few female acquaintances and I feel only 2 of them are truly nice to me yet I do not wish to date them.

>>5053181
>Even my dad didn't tell me hey maybe she hates you.

Never heard of a dad who upfront went about a girl 'lol she hates you'.

Stop being so desperate and stop being a creeper. If you stop seeing girls as dating objects, chances are they may actually start to like you.

For some reason, I feel really worried about my Boris cosplay. I think it's because Anime Vegas, the con I'll be debuting it at, is coming up, and I'm starting to get pre-con jitters. I hate feeling anxious like this, it doesn't feel good.

>>5053190
I don't see her as an object. I only met her due to coincidental finding of a toy. Then showing it around.
I am desperate I have a fair amount of stress at home. My dad and I argue allot and this is due to our situation were are in.
I wish that these fantasies of enjoying a day at the park with someone I care about would be real.
I want to be able to get away from my worries in this way.

>>5053200
No1curr she doesn't want you now get the fuck off.

>>5053206
Your a very rude person. I thought /cgl/ was one of the nicer boards.

>>5053211
/cgl/ isn't a nicer board than others. In fact it's vindictive and cut throat.

Bump I guess

>>5053211
/cgl/ is nice. If you're not a gigantic faggot.

I'm not going to lie to you and go 'LOL OH SURE BRO YOU SHOULD TOTALLY GO FOR IT'. Your age isn't for her, she blocked you and you stated 99% of all female Anime fans hate you. That means there's something so wrong with you that girls don't even want to try and fix you. Combining this knowledge with you stalking the shit out of her in the past 3 days? Yeah, you're a fucking creeper, leave the damn girl alone.

>>5053217
Well then I'm going to /adv/ I only posted this here due to the fact she was cosplaying.

>>5053223
/adv/ is just going to tell you that you're a pedo and that all girls are bitches and whores. Have fun with that.

>>5053217
You came here hoping for our blessings for you to go and start a sexual relationship with a CHILD, then act like a bitchy aspie when we tell you not to. Why would we be nice to you if you're just going to throw all our advice in our face and try and start your own pity party?

>>5053225
What part of my comment made it sound like I wanted anything to due with girls? Because you referenced>>5053217 while I think you meant someone else...

>>5053221
I hate myself I wish I didn't ever have a desire for companionship. It's a curse on the human race.

OH yeah and multiple guys at the con said I should ask her out MULTIPLE. Even the fucking host of the masquerade did.

Taking HRT to look more masculine was a really bad idea.

>>5053230
Yup so basically you came here asking for our blessings for you to fuck a child. You seem to need people to convince yourself.

Human companionship is awesome, just stop being so fucking desperate for it and busy yourself with things other than 13-year-olds at cons.

>>5053230
I'm just barking up the a tree. I should just go fuck a local slut and then get aids. Oh and of course I wanted sex it's not like I restrain wouldn't myself by getting that over with ever night. I can't even get a nosebleed the next unless I mess around if I do what I usually do.
Fuck my life. I have plenty of means of killing myself if I truly wished to, but 4chans not a good enough reason.

>>5053237
I didn't even know she was 13 till she told me.
No one except 1 person said it would never work. Maybe every one else there are lonleyfags too.

Droping my trip.

A buddy of mines that I haven't talked to in a while asked me if I wanted to go to his halloween pt a few days back. there's this girl that's in his circle of friends that has a thing for me and I'm pretty sure she's going to said pt. to make a long story short, not sure if I should fuck. I mean she's pretty hot and all but she's one of those fobby asian girls that are in to k pop or w/e and she sort of have this bitchy personality going on. I'm not really concern that it'll ruin my friendship with said buddy cuz like I said we hadn't talked for a bit. it's just I don't want to start any drama if i were to hit it and quit it.

>>5053239
Shit bro, I think you need some therapy, not a 13-year-old girl.
We're not telling you to just go and lose your virginity to a prostitute or settle for a loose girl you don't really like at all, we're advising you not to start a sexual relationship with someone who is WAY too young for you. SHE IS NOT THE ONLY GIRL ON THE FACE OF THE PLANET. THERE WILL BE MORE WHO YOU WILL LIKE, AND THEY WILL NOT BE CHILDREN.

>want to hit on this chick
>think about it for a second
>Oh God, she's a tiny person, how old is she, is she a teenager? Is she 18+? (I'm 22).
>Fuck

Wat do.

>>5053223
I will be waiting upon your arrival.


What's bothering me? I tell you what's bothering me.
I can't find a god damned person who loves AGAYB48 with me.

>>5053247
Casually mention drinking, asks if she indulges. She will probably mention her age.

>>5053239
Jesus fucking--
Would you just SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP.

Hating on yourself is just going to make you more miserable. Crushing on 13 year olds and asking for strangers for their blessing to fuck them? Not going to happen. You're TWO YEARS REMOVED FROM LEGALLY BEING AN ADULT. She'll be 15 by then. Not even the legal drinking age in fucking Holland.

Instead of crying about how miserable your life is, how about you turn around, stop being a pathetic ass, DO SOMETHING about it?

Fuck. I hate shits like you. Shits that whine about how miserable they are just because they don't have anyone to date. You're able to go to conventions, you probably have friends if people at conventions try to make you feel better by saying you have a chance, you've got a roof over your head, parents that feed you and let you live with them, an education.

But nooo, instead you're here sobbing your ass off because people don't condone your borderline paedophilia. Get the fuck over it and get the fuck out, faggot. Don't come back until you're 18 and don't come back until you have real issues.

>>5053251

Fair enough, thanks.

>>5053246
But I don't meet man new people, my mind is obsessed with her right not like every girl I've ever met who's been kind to me like she has.
I don't know anything about dating ok.

....but going to the gym regularly is harder that it sounded.

I live in California with my boyfriend or at least I did until the other day. I was coming to visit my family on the east coast for the first time since I moved out 5 months ago and he decided to break up with me via text message as I was driving to the airport. I usually drive his car since he insisted I didn't spend the money to have mine shipped out so now I'm unable to get to school or work on top of being single, homeless, stuck on the other side of the country without my stuff, and with no money to my name. Not feeling so hot.He keeps telling me he still loves me.

Not the best subject to keep my trip on for. I may put on a smile but I have suicidal thoughts everyday. I might just live up to it one of these days but I'm too pussy shit to even try.

>>5053252
My parents are divorced. I live with my dad. he earns a dollar over minimum wage.
I never said I hated my life. I've gone a whole summer with only leaving my apartment once.

>>5053271
We don't care. Know how many families there are out there with single parents who only earn minimum wage? A lot. Get over it. Get out. Stop being desperate. Stop hitting on girls who're obviously too young for you. Stop stalking girls. Stop being a miserable piece of shit.

>>5053265

I'm sorry anon..... I was in the same situation a couple months ago. I somehow made it ok (moved back home with parents... definitely not something I wanted to do but I had absolutely no choice..) But I hope things look up soon.

>>5053257

Let me give you some advice from someone that's been through that (Hell, I still kinda go through it, want nothing more than to talk to that person etc, in fact, sort of waiting for a girl to accept a friend request now and shit). Find something else to do, stop fucking worrying about it. Keep occupied, you're just really infatuated right now with the possibility of what could be, but think about it, this person could turn out to be someone with habits you strongly dislike. Just try to keep busy.

Also, (inb4 /cgl/ get's pissed) whenever you think of her or refer to her, use a sort of insulting "name" but use it casually. Even if you're praising her for whatever reason (That bitch had cute eyes, that bitch was hot, etc etc, whatever). Why? You're more or less downplaying it, and doing it sort of makes you realize that it is just one girl out of millions, "just another bitch" per se.

Part 1 of 2

>>5053280
thanks <3 it's actually great to hear you made it through and I'm not just auto-fucked by this forever. Not that I would expect that but you know how things feel when you're in the thick of it. Oh and I hope things are getting even better and better for you!

>>5053285

Part 2 of 2

Yes, you and I both know there's a particular reason for this specific one (I guess in your case just because she was nice, I haven't personally talked to mine yet, more than a few words, but I can't get her out of my mind for some reason, and I won't see her again for a long, long time, so I'd like to talk a bit). But she really is just one female. Next convention (Yes, I know, sucks waiting months just to see people that share one of your hobbies, at least that's how it is in GA, ha ha.) you'll probably meet a ton more girls that are your age and attractive (Hell, lucky you, I'm in my low 20s, and I feel like I'd be some kind of predator trying to actually meet a woman at a con, so many of them look young, I have no idea if they're legal or not, ha ha), until then, work out, get better at social skills (make some female friends, get more comfortable with women, I wound up becoming good friends with 3 sisters the past couple of years, and women are alot easier for me to relate to now, helps that all 3 are attractive, lol).

Wall o' text, scrambled advice, I know. But main point is stop stalking people, it's weird. Stop, take a look at what you're doing, and if all else fails. Think about what that person would do if they found out you did this, if you seriously think they'd praise you instead of being weirded out and cutting off communication with you, you're insane.

>>5053286

Thank you :) It is actually a lot better, although the loneliness is definitely what kills me. I was with him for about 2 years so the change was drastic. But I live and I'm actually doing great. You definitely will too. Do you have a place to stay? Back at your parents perhaps? It sucks, but it will help you get back on your feet again. Good luck with everything! We are here for you anon :>

Doing my best to get back together with the guy who dumped me.

The issue was that we just stopped being a couple and started just being two people who happened to live together. We wouldn't do anything together and the rare times we did, we'd be talking to different people, across the other side of the room. The last year of our relationship... I can't even remember it, other than us shouting at each other for tiny things.

Even if it doesn't work out, it's nice to have a goal. I'm working out, I'm studying, I'm working on costumes. I'm doing all that because I want to be interesting for him. And if he does find another girl... I'll remain there for him. Because he's my best friend. I'll always be there for him to lend him a hand or an ear, no matter what happens. I just wish he was aware of that.

>guy is lonely
WHAT A CREEPER LOL PANSY ASS
>girls left and girl lonely
Awww cheer up guuurl, everything will get better xoxoxoxoxo

>>5053294
I'm at my parent's place now so at least I'm not on the streets. My plan is to spend some time here cooling off from the past few crazy months (we dated a year and a month total) and figure out how to move out there properly by myself. Get my car out there, find a roommate, etc etc. I'm NOT looking forward to writing big fat letters to the bosses of my two jobs telling them why I won't be coming into work anymore though. And the loneliness...it just sort of creeps up on you, doesn't it?

>>5053298
Anon, I wish you the best of luck in your life.

>>5053304
Girls here aren't stalking or being paedophiles, there's your difference. Stop being butthurt.

>>5053310
>girls here aren't stalking or being paedophiles

2/10 for typing that out.

>>>/adv/8107359

Faggots' being a faggot on /adv/ now.

>>5053306

Thank you.

Sincerely, thank you.

I've told very few people in my life, and the few I have told say nothing or look at me with pity. I'll probably never be fully normal, but fuck if I'm not trying.

I'd really like to fucking move out of GA though, there's hardly any females to meet here with my interests as there aren't any kind of regular "clubs" or "meets" for stuff like gaming or anime, at least that I know of. I'd miss alot of people though, I have quite of bit of people I consider family that aren't actually blood related.

>>5053305
Where in CA if you don't mind me asking? It's funny because mine was the opposite. I was in the east coast for 2 years living with my bf, then we broke up and I moved back to CA to be with my parents. Your bosses should understand. They won't be happy, but they can't do anything about it since it's such an abrupt change. The loneliness is AWFUL. It's definitely a void that won't be filled for a long time... and I have no choice but to bite my tongue and plow through it. Plus I'm stubborn and I don't really talk about it to any of my friends because I doubt they understand where I'm coming from.

>>5053324
This might sound like a long shot, but if you know of any places that you can contact people who you've never met in your area (forums, chats, etc), maybe you could try starting up your own club or hosting a meeting yourself. In my country, this didn't become a hype until recently. I've met about 20 people in my city alone who love Anime, while a few years ago I thought I was the only one. And I don't even know half of the friends of those people in my city - counting those up, there's about 40 people in my direct area and over 100 who live an hour outside of town.

If you can arrange that, you won't have to leave your family behind. Even if they're not blood related, a family is the most precious thing you can have.

I suppose I'm insane then I started looking at porn when I was 13 then. I was diagnosed with adhd as a kid, but got off the meds soon after. Also 4chan that's all I can think of that ma mentally fuck me up.

I just got asked on a date by a non-geek guy and I'm super bothered by how afraid of it I am. Don't get me wrong, I'm no weeaboo and I don't decorate my place with super obvious stuff but I do spend a huge chunk of my free time working on costumes or props and my friends are almost exclusivity costumers. I do some small time costume modeling for a site, I go to a lot of cons,I work at a comic shop, and I do a lot of events...so it's a big part of my life. I have no problem with him not liking the same crap but I just don't know if I know how to talk to a guy who doesn't know his doctor whos from his spider-mans. Not a good sign on my half.

>>5053337

Not that I really know of off the top of my head, we have a pretty big convention here once a year (AWA), and a smaller one I believe called Momocon. Outside of that though, there really aren't any places to just meet new people, it may sound kind of shallow to just say "females". And I don't really mean JUST females, that was just sort of what the topic was about. I have other hobbies like Airsoft, weight lifting and such, and I've made a couple of friends through both. But they're not really on the same level as anime and games are for me as a hobby. I could talk about Airsoft for maybe a couple of hours, and lifting for maybe an hour. I could talk forever about games, anime, and TV shows.

GA is just a really bad place for this, I do enjoy bowling, but literally, my city has two options, a bowling alley, and a movie theater. That is literally it. It's very hard to meet like-minded people here.

>>5053326
Orange County. I'm looking to move up to LA though. And yeah, I keep alternating from full on panic attack to complete calm, it's really wearing me out. Luckily I have a lot of amazing friends who are behind me! I just think it'll be a long long long time before I'm able to date again.

>>5053340
Op her I feel the same allot. That's the reason I like his girl so much. I know not a single girl s far that has such a similarity to me. But fuck it I'm a worthless pile of shit for liking the opposite sex I'll tell my dad I'm a fag and g marry a trap. That way i'm viewed as gay and I can't have children.

>>5053340

I'm not female, but I've gone on dates with a few girls that aren't really into games/anime. I can make them laugh all the time in casual settings as I'm very good at playing off of other people. But when it comes to one on one... we really don't share many hobbies. I can still talk, but it's just not anything that I can get into. And I'm just different when I talk about my hobbies, I get... excited I guess, like a kind of passion that I don't have when I normally talk. And it's just not the same.

I'm still really good friends with some of em. But when I really think about it, I don't think I'd ever really be happy if I had got with them. However, I'm not trying to discourage you, but if you can't find some other common grounds, there probably won't be a whole lot to talk about that flares that passion inside of you like it does me.

>>5053350
I guess the difference with you and I, OP, is that even though I'm scared I'm so sick of limiting myself to people who watch the same tv and shit as me that I'm going to make myself do it. Get out there and find another (older) fish in the sea.

>>5053356
I can't go anywhere but school and most of the girls there seem to consider me a fuck up. Or luaghinggirls.jpg

>>5053365
then spend your time becoming not a fuck up.

ITT: pedophiles

>>5053365
>talk to people more, guys or girls
>gain confidence
>gain interest in other things than Anime and 13 year old girls
>learn about said interests
>talk to more people
>gain more confidence
>don't go around acting like a foreveralone faggot
>girls flocking everywhere

I can hear the man in the apartment below me snoring... Enough that I can't sleep. This fucker must have sleep apnea or something, Christ. At least when my boyfriend snores I can roll him over.

>>5053388
>make the guy downstairs your boyfriend
>roll him over

i have homework to do baw
also in a one-sided "she likes him, he thinks of her as a younger sister" crush on this senior at my school. ;_; furiously denying my attraction towards him

I know people will think I'm trolling but can I just say I fucking love what sluts female cosplayers are?

I honestly mean that, I love how much crazy stuff you girls are into and how easy it is to get you into bed. You make a welcome change from normal girls, and the daddy issues make for some incredible fetishes/fantasies.

Again, not trolling, I love promiscuous, slutty women and for some reason they're found on /cgl/ and amongst female cosplayers in plentitude.

You girls are awesome.

>>5053173

Sorry to hear that, but you need to be more forceful with them. Girls like assertive and aggressive men. Keep this in mind when talking to those girls: Virtually ALL of them have rape fantasies and tons of fantasies about being degraded and humiliated.

That's how I keep myself 'above' females when I'm talking to them.

>>5053252

Beautiful.

>>5053404
Female cosplayers aren't sluts. Individual women are sluts.

There's just a lot of sluts into cosplay because cosplay gives attention.

>>5053225
Oh come the fuck on.

I've had sex with <16 girls at cons and I'm 24 for fuck sake. It's something that's just extremely hard to resist if they're into you. And it feels fucking incredible to take a 14 year old's virginity, treat her softly then treat her roughly after you've built up some momentum, not going to lie about that. I don't see what's so 'freaky' or 'creepy' about it. Nearly every girl I've ever met has told me I'm extremely attractive.

>>5053427

>Nearly every girl I've ever met has told me I'm extremely attractive.

Every girl you've ever met has been 12. Weirdo.

>>5053430
I'm referring to girls my own age, whom I also have sex with. The whole 'good looking older guy' thing is what draws 14/15/16 year old girls in in the first place.

>>5053427
By the way, <16 means 'less than 16'. Just so you know.

>>5053450
That's my point.

>>5053079

She's hot.

>>5053443

>implying that makes it okay to take advantage of them.

>>5053453
Oh, I thought you saying less than 16 girls, but I guess you mean in age? Whoops.

>>5053472

How the fuck do you instantly assume he's "taking advantage" of them just because they're young?

>>5053547
This. Young girls love attention from older guys.

>>5053427

Can you tell me how best to have sex with 14 year old girls? What do I have to do? It has always been a fantasy.

>>5053563
You've probably heard it a thousand times before but you have to be kind of a dick. Don't lack for confidence, girls that age, especially girls that age who are into weeaboo hobbies are notoriously insecure, even the really cute ones. You have to play on that insecurity and manipulate it to your own advantage. For example, by making them pine after validation from you - A lot of them have daddy issues so being a sort of father figure who is affectionate sometimes but distant other times works extremely well. Another good thing is to allude to the fact you may want something long term and serious (even though you don't) so they'll be more willing to try out different kinds of things sexually, including some really kinky stuff.

There's loads of other advice I could give, but the above is a short summary.

>>5053582

stuff like this just makes me scared of men in general.

>>5053563
>>5053582
I believe Chris Hanson would like a word with you two.

Been thinking about trying to get in contact with my ex-girlfriend. It's a super bad idea and I'm already having ex issues since my best friend is speaking with my ex-fiance and friended him on Facebook. Didn't really bother me until I went to comment on one of her statuses and my ex-fiance literally commented right as I was going to comment and I went "...fuck this shit." and closed Facebook. We haven't spoken in years since I broke off our engagement and came out as a lesbian and my best friend was nice enough not to bring me up in conversation around him so I'm dreaded the moment where I run into him and the world explodes or something. Broke up with my ex-girlfriend about a year ago, really unhealthy relationship, but since the holidays are drawing nearer I'm feeling that winter depression sort of thing and just feeling really lonely. Meh.

>>5053100
Evaexpert, I'm very invested in your life, but e-mailing is too much work.

I have a lot on my mind, but nothing I want to talk about.

bump

I recently found out that a guy who was obsessed with me snuck into my house and wrote horrid threatening things about me underneath my pictures. They were found just last week, but we think they have been there for a very long time. There is no proof that this person did it, but we can't think of anyone else who would have wanted to, or had the opportunity. I can't really tell my friends about it for various reasons, but I HAVE to talk about it somewhere. I just don't know what to do...

>>5053755
Why is he so obsessed with you?

>>5053755
call the police and get a gun. don't wait for something worse to happen >.>

>>5053759
no idea.

>>5053763
It is a bit late for the police, my mother washed them all away and didn't take pictures or anything. She wont even tell me about what half of them said. A gun is an idea, though I am against them in general. I don't like the idea of having one in the house. They are fine for other people, but i just couldn't bring myself to own one.

I am seriously thinking about just moving. I was planning to anyway for school, but now I want to do it earlier.

About to take a massive test that's on 19 chapters of politics in the middle east dating back before the time of the Ottoman empire to the present. It's ridiculous. I've been up since 6am cramming to study. I won't fail, but it won't be good. Fuck at this point I just want it over with!

My mom's breast cancer seems to have re-emerged after 10 years of being cancer-free. I'm scared as shit about it. I just don't know if she can survive this time around because of her age and diabetes.
Also I'm doing poorly in school. I'm afraid of not passing this semester, and how that might affect my mom.
My mom is currently in Taiwan getting treatment, and I'm all alone in a big house. Good thing I have my dogs to keep me company, but the loneliness get to me sometimes.

>>5053427

This man speaks true, Consex = EZ mode.

>>5053877
That sucks, have an internet hug. Try and keep your chin up and stay hopeful, if they're treating her they have reason to believe it will be successful :) Also, if you feel you're struggling at school you should talk to your tutor - you may need some time off whilst your family's going through this tough time or you may at least be able to have your grades assessed with these issues in mind. But they won't know until you tell them!

Oh hell, why not.

I dated a girl a while ago. She was seventeen, I was eighteen. Her mother had really sheltered her and I was her first relationship (and still only relationship so far). She was very naive, ditzy and not all that bright, though intelligent, as in she knew a lot of facts but didn't understand the world.

We spend one and a half years together. I had some severe doubts in the first few months because something felt off. I decided to ignore it and go with it. In these one and a half years I've dragged her out into the world and showed her around. She became noticeably less naive over the course of our relationship.

I, however, experienced "Love makes blind" for the first time and ignored all the signs. She had discovered earlier she was bisexual. Me, being gender-uncaring, didn't really mind. Two days before our one-and-a-half-year mark, she came out of the closet and we drifted apart.

We kept in contact for a while until she stopped replying. This weekend, I heard he found out he was FTM. I saw both these things coming but ignored the signs.

>cont

>>5053958
It's all a bit.. odd? for me. I should be happy I managed to play such an essential role in someone's life and was able to help him unfold and discover himself. I should be happy I managed to really, really help someone. Somewhere I am, but still there's a feeling of guilt. I know it shouldn't be there. I have no right or reason to feel guilty, but it's there.


I feel left behind too. He went on to find himself and become happy. I'm no longer part of his life, eventhough I care so much. I know this too isn't justified because I actually learned a lot from that relationship and am much happier in my current relationship, but it's still there.

A mutual friend of mine said he probably stopped contact because somewhere, be it consciously or subconsciously he regrets how he dealt with all these things regarding me. That it is a border he still needs to cross and a facet of himself he still needs to come to terms with.

I don't know. I have to figure this out myself but it's not going to be easy. People tell me I'm a good guy, but am I really when these are my feelings?

... I just hope he'll be okay and manages to sort everything out.

I'm conflicted between my two loves, conventioning and fighting games. Last anime north I signed up for BBCS2 and SSFIV but the tourmanents took forever (espescially since I did moderatley well) and I ended up missing out on a good chuck of my convention. Next year I want to play in them again but I don't know if I really should, as I'm making a cosplay that will take lots of time and effort and I don't really want to waste it playing blazblue and streetfighter.

>>5053186
How? The only hard cpu is gill. and even then if your at least a competent player you shouldn't have much trouble

I think my friend has been avoiding me.

She's often busy with college, so I there's times when we don't talk for a day or two... but this was a week and a half. I sent her a few messages, none of which got a response. I texted her, asking what was up, she responded with 'college' and nothing else.

Another friend of ours saw the text and asked me what was going on with us, I told her the story... apparently the friend in question hasn't been acting differently around anyone else. She's been talking normally to everyone but me.

Yesterday afternoon I got a message 'oh sorry i was so busy, i'll be online later' ... I could believe it, but why didn't she say anything beforehand? She had time to talk to other people, but she couldn't spare me a quick "Oh, sorry, I'm busy this whole week but we can do something later"

I've asked around, no one knows anything about it. It's just so... random. Last contact was a skype call on the 30th, and the others we were with don't remember me saying anything that might offend her.

I'm probably overreacting, but... she didn't tell me anything, she wouldn't even talk to me, for ten days. Even if it doesn't mean anything, it still bothers me.

>>5053998
My best friend did the same thing to me a few years ago. It hurt bad, but it allowed me to realize that I don't need friends like that, and she was kind of a user anyway.

I've been ill for the last 4 months, was horribly depressed the entire time. What made me even more depressed was that NONE of my closest friends even bother calling and see why I haven't been online. Instead they just made their own plans and totally excluded me when I've always tried to include everyone in any plans in the past. Now that I'm out of the hospital and with a con coming up... I don't know if I want to see/talk to them at all.

Got over the ex and had fun at a con for the first time in a long time. Hung out with her and others and didn't feel awkward at all. Also won like every contest I went into, which is a nice bonus. I mastered being a nerdy teenager art the age of 22. Feels good, man. Now to do something with my life.

Have a few things bothering me at present, most are inter-connected in one way or another.

Issue the first: My father
Ever since I was 10, Dad's had bad health. He is 6'6" and weighs easily 450 lbs. Already, you can see the issue. He had his first heart attack when I was 11, followed by two seizures and another four heart attacks between then and now. He has anger issues which help in no way, ulcers, high blood pressure, cholesterol issues and quite possibly diabetes.
And! To top it all of, my old man has stage 3 skin cancer that has spread to his lymph nodes and possibly his liver. Doctors say there is still a chance, but he refuses to get his treatment.
Now, adding all of these factors together he is just a big ball of happiness and sunshine. I will admit, I'm far from perfect. I screwed up what little college I've taken so far, can't find a half-decent job to save my life. And what work I've been able to find keeps me from the house from stupidly early to late evening. So I'm the worst person ever in his book. And this leads to my second one.

cont, this islonger than i thought it would be

>>5054396
Issue the second: My siblings
Thieving
Lying
Bastards
My brother and sister are both guidos to a T, my sister even saying that Snooki is her hero. They've both been drinking and smoking and doing god only knows since my brother was 13 and my sister 14. They've had sex with their friends on every surface in the house, I kid you not. They leave cigarette butts on the carpet and leave their dirty dishes everywhere. My sister has a puppy and won't take care of him or clean up after him, leaving my mother and I to do it.
And to top it all off, they've stolen just about everything of value from my parents and I. I'd go into a list of what I'm missing, but the total is worth at least $2000. About the same from my parents, not including things of huge sentimental value like my grandfather's old pocket watch that dad had, or my grandmother's pearls that mom was going to give to me when I got married.

Issue the third: Boyfriend
I love him. I really do. But he knows the shit situation I live in and has said he'll get me out of there. He said that when I was 18. I'm now nearly 22. I gently remind him and help by pitching into the savings account he has for us getting a place whenever I have a spare twenty bucks. I promised to do the housework if I could only find part time and would take care of the dog he wants while he's at work as well.
Four years I've waited. Two of which we were in an actual relationship for.
I wouldn't mind so much about this if it weren't for the fact that when we do hang out (always at his parents' place), all we do is watch TV or he plays WoW while I entertain myself. I want to call him out on it. I honest to god do. But because of my upbringing and my previously mentioned issues, my confidence is less than an ant is tall. I can't vocalize myself.

>>5054398

Issue the fourth: My confidence
Yeah. There's absolutely none.
Family brought me up to be seen, not heard. Years of bullying in school brought me down to nearly nothing. And then the fact that my boyfriend doesn't do anything romantic, or even touch me for that matter, I think it's easy to see why I have a problem with speaking or voicing my opinions. I was never heard back when I had a backbone, and even less so now. I wish I could fix this problem more than any of the others. I'll eventually move out and not have to deal with my family. I could be that strong person that's out there when looking for a new job. With some confidence, I can talk to my boyfriend and we can work things out. And Dad...well...I'm already steeled to the fact that he's gonna die, plus I hate him, so I probably won't be that sad when it happens. But I know I'll have to be the one who carries Mom through it all.

/rambling rant
Damn I feel better now that that's all out

Why doesn't anyone ever say "What's on your mind grapes, Kenneth?" God, I love 30 Rock.

Anyways, I was this awesome person all along, love cool guy movies and cooking and working out, but now that I'm how I feel like the total package since I'm a solid 6/10 (which is like an 7-8/10 in this town, yikes) from all my working out. Except I'm still single and it's gay as hell. I just want to fuck/be fucked already, this is ridiculous.

>>5054427

You my friend, need a night out.

Call your friends, hit the club, get some playa.

It will not solve your current dilemma. But it will at the very least, treat the symptoms.

>>5054481
Can't; I have epilepsy, so drinking, flashing lights and late nights are out. And my friends have slowly disowned me for that fact even though I've explained a million times about the seizures. I can't even be the DD because of my license getting revoked (because of the seizures, you see, and

>>5053616
Dang, girl. Email ain't hard.

I should open a Twitter account.

>>5054528
Do you take meds for it?

It sounds like you've done a lot of job for your physical status, but now you need to start looking around town for places that you like and find a little peace in. I would look for lower key places. Personally, there's a jazz club about a mile away from my apartment that I like to hang out in every so often. Cheap drinks, relatively quiet atmosphere, a crowd that gives you a lot of prospective, and who knows what you'll see any given day.

It's an annoying task though. When I lived in NYC, I would find a nice, down tempo D&B lounge, go there 3 or 4 times, then the place would fold and I'd have to try and find another one.

>>5054541
Yeah, and they've sucked what little personality and creativity I had left and make me talk "not so good," hence all the superficial work.

You're right, it is hard, especially when you live in the opposite of NYC. But maybe someday I can transfer and move to a slightly larger town, I suppose. Or seize in the shower and hit my head and bleed out. Whichever comes first, I am very comfortable with either scenario.

I've been in an absolutely horrible mood these past few weeks, it's like I'm having constant PMS, but that can't be it. I just.. ugh.. need.. to... punch... someone...

i want to go out and buy ice cream but i dont want to go to the store

does this count

I'm bipolar and I'm having a severe depressive episode. I can't do anything but sleep, and no amount of medication is helping things. I don't want to go back to inpatient again; the only inpatient facility my insurance will accept (aka what I can afford) has more in common with a prison than with a place that heals, and I still have two weeks before I can get to a mental health doctor. I can at least count myself lucky that I have the ability to detach from the whirling maelstrom of misery and realize "huh, that's me being sick" and therefore survive, but it's not easy.

>>5054576
Are you ovulating?

I've been struggling with a myriad of health concerns for roughly three years now. My immune system suddenly started waging war on my body, setting off multiple new allergies (mostly dietary, and nothing as severe as anaphylactic shock), issues with heart rhythm (seriously high heart-rate response to even minor exertion), and more.
I'm still in my early 20s, and the main disease behind all of this is known for being mild in most cases, but it's also most commonly diagnosed in people twice my age. The older you are at the onset, the more mild it tends to be. The most critical years for knowing if the disease will be mild or not are the first 3-5 years. During this past year, I developed a spontaneous allergy to pineapple, and suddenly became photosensitive to UVA rays (essentially an allergy to sunlight), and a few other symptoms.
I'm really worried that with things progressing during this year, that they're just going to keep getting worse and worse. An allergy to pineapple can spur an allergy to latex, which I'm especially worried about.

I'm still functioning and holding a job and going to university, but there's so many things I love to do and want to do, I just don't want this to take over my life any more than it has.

pic not related

>>5054609
Yes I've obviously been ovulation for 1 or 2 months straight.

>>5054626
*ovulating

What's bothering me right now is that I've realized that no matter how much I've improved myself the last two years I still haven't had a girlfriend since I was a kid. I have a good job, I'm very successful in my hobbies, and I have a good amount of friends that I trust.

I don't even think I look that bad. Such a shame.

>>5054576

Your hormones may still be out of whack due to stress or diet, or a combination of both. PMS is tied to low levels of estrogen, so if your symptoms are similar, that may be an issue. Soybeans, and soy derivatives have large amounts of natural estrogens (soy sauce does not), and other good sources are flaxseeds, citrus fruits, wheat, licorice, fennel, and celery.