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08/28/11(Sun)10:50 No.4901196>>4901158 It
actually is quite hard to fix your life when you've shit all over it. I
did just that in my late teens/early 20s and it wasn't until my mid 20s
that I sat myself down, acknowledged that I couldn't keep living the
way that I was, and resolved to fix things. It took a lot of work and
conscious effort but I think I'm now in a position where I don't owe
apologies to anyone and I'm essentially content with my life (not that
there aren't things I still need and want to change - need a better job
for one thing - but I'm no longer sitting around whining into
Livejournal or whatever about how no-one likes me and I'm a useless
human being, waaaahhhh).
I've got a great deal of respect for
people who do the same thing, take proper control of their lives and
stick things out to fix their previous messes, because I know it's
difficult. But PT has shown time and again that she's not interested in
making an effort to achieve anything and just expects all her dreams to
be dropped in her lap. If she weren't constantly posting her "gravure"
shit with all the "tee hee, look at my booty!" or "oooh, a peek of my
bra, whoopsie desu~" attitude and going on about how she wants to be a
kawaii aidoru, and was instead holding a full-time job, seriously
studying Japanese, really saving up to go to Japan and making a proper
effort to better herself, I doubt anyone would give a flying fuck about
her ancient nude photos. |