People like you are why I room alone.

>>4843447
creepy.
but i'll get in on this.

i never think sbout you unless we're together, but i am so fucking determined to steal you from your girlfriend... just because she doesn't deserve you, and i want you to realize that there's better things out there for you.

yeah. i think i'm better than you. so what? so does everyone else. get off your high horse, you stupid cunt.

sometimes i wish i was male. but if i was, i'd be a trap, so it would be somewhat pointless.

i wish that guy in my dreams (the one who looks like Rock Lee, but isn't) was real. but with that wish, i start feeling like a total freaking weeb, and am just full of all kinds of shame.

i want to abandon my whole life, and start fresh across the country.

Spending the weekend watching you and your girlfriend was so hard. She was so nice and helpful that I couldn't bring myself to hate her, but watching you being so openly affectionate with her was maddening. Every con we room together I spend the whole thing hot and aroused and frustrated just being around you. What I wouldn't give to have you touch me the way you touch her. Just having your hands on me, feeling your body against me would be so good. I think we have the same fetish. Does she let you do that to her? I would. And I wouldn't be bitchy and emotional if you forgot to call me either. I know she's prettier than me but she doesn't understand you the way I do. If you just gave me a chance I know I could make you happy.

I think I'm dissatisfied with my male body but I don't want a female body. I want to be as beautiful as I can, but I think I have a weird idea of what beauty is...

You've been my idol since we went to high school together, and I was so happy when we actually became friends. I have the worst crush on you and am too terrified to say anything, and I feel like a total dumbass because we're both out of college already and both still single.

But I'd rather just be friends and let this stupid crush die off on its own than risk our friendship by telling you I love you.

I'm so glad I got away from you, but so scared what will happen when I see you next.

I want to touch you.
I want you to touch me.
I want to room with you at the next con.
I want to fuck the shit out of you, even if you say you're waiting for someone you "love"
I want to become everything you want and control you.
I'll become a tsundere, even though they don't exist.
I want to be cold to you so you'll come to me then I'll fuck you and treat you like you treated me.
I want you to know what you have done, but I want your virginity.

This is the real reason I play with headphones every time

you make me feel things i never knew i could and it tears me up inside that we are so far apart

I want to have you.
I want you to realize that he's no good for you.
I want to tell you the things he tells me whenever it's our "bro" time; yet I'd rather let you love a lie than break your heart.
I want you to know he's all lies, that as soon as the next easy screw comes along you'll be yesterday's news; but that'd never be the case if you were with me.
I want to feel your touch again, to hold you close as I break down everything you thought he was to you...

I only wanted to be the girl of your dreams.. I wanted to take you with me to my next con that you were so excited to go to. Why couldn't you have stopped me when I told you that I couldn't talk to you anymore? Talking to you was painful when I knew that you wouldn't respond to my feelings.
I know it's my fault, but I felt like I didn't mean anything to you and in the end... I guess I really didn't.

In your eyes, did I ever even exist?

I left my boyfriend and bought a vibrator.
It gets me off better than he did anyway.

I don't even know you that well but I've already planned out how you're gonna fall for me and spend months, maybe even years in my door room eating my cooking and letting me cuddle you. You'll rub my shoulders while I'm studying and when I've had a really frustrating day you'll let me cry on your shoulder. You'd come to me with all of your problems and I'd naturally have solutions. I'd drive you everywhere and help you with your cosplays. Every day we'd spent together would be wonderful and exciting and we'd go on all sorts of adventures. I think you barely even know my name. You might even read this. I'd like to take you for dinner the next chance I get if thats okay.

I really like you but all we've done is worked on our physical relationship... I didn't want to have sex with you that one time... I wanted it to mean something... I should've started off with a better emotional relationship with you but I don't think you even want that from me...

This world is full of so much pain. I can't take it all, but it bothers me so much somehow...I know I was sad, but I really do want to die. I can't kill myself. I just can't bring myself to do it, but my heart is suffering. All I wanted was strength from you, but you couldn't handle my truth, my world. You left me when I needed you most, because it was easier for you, because you "couldn't help me" but I don't think you understood, you were helping. And now that you're gone all I can do is hope for death, all I do all day is sit here and talk to no one. I lurk 4chan and listen to music, hoping and longing for death, knowing one day for certain I will die. And wishing that one day you will return and I will be here waiting. I can't kill myself because I am hopeful that you will return to my life. You're the only thing I had. I'm so afraid for my future...I wish you hadn't pushed me away...I wish I hadn't pushed you away as well...Please return to me, my love.

I said I'm over you, I'm not.

I'm really glad we mess around, the intimacy means a lot to me. I really wish you'd fuck me. I really wish you could see that I could make you happy. I don't mind waiting.

I want to meet my future boyfriend at an anime convention. I don't think I'm ugly but I'm definitely not hot shit. I get hit on a lot but I don't want to associate myself with a guy who doesn't have the same hobbies as I do. I'm a huge nerd so I want to meet guys at conventions. I don't care if they aren't super attractive. I love guys who love what I love (anime, games, nerding out in general). I get turned on thinking about hooking up at a convention, but at the same time one night stands aren't my thing. My next two conventions are PMX and ALA. I hope I meet someone there.

I hate you.
I loathe you.
I despise you.
You just bitch and whine all fucking day while doing nothing to help yourself. You are negativity incarnate. How the hell did I put up with you for all these years? In fact, how the does /anyone/ put up with you? Crying and complaining will get you no where, brat. I try to be nice and tell you that there's good things in life, but no. You just have to keep going on about how depressing your life is. Your life is nothing compared to good friend of mine. The difference between you and her is that she takes action. I really wish you did move so that I never have to see you again.


By the way, I never loved you.

You. Yeah, you. You creep me out, you fucking freak. I've told you a million times before, leave me alone! Now do it!

You're clingy as fuck and if you don't give me some space I'm going to leave you. I don't give a fuck about how kind you are to me, I need some goddamn personal time for myself.

I really want to punch all the people i know in the mouth. Why? Because they look at me like im some sort of joke, like i cant go on a war path. Like i cant kill and destroy the competition, like i wont speak up about things. But just you wait. When it comes time in may, my actions and talents will show themselves, and ill prove to you that i dont need alot of women or an awesome cosplay to bring my joy in my life.

I have a really awesome guy friend who gives me lots of positive attention. I really enjoy his company and we hang out often, but I feel guilty when he dotes on me like a boyfriend would. Guilty to the point of feeling physically sick sometimes.

Ahahahahahahah... Ahahahahahah omg ahahahahah

>>4843622
dude, do it

I hate myself right now. I want to become a cold uncaring person. I want to become indifferent to you and make you hate me. I want you to become sick to your stomach at the mere mention of me. I just don't want to be used by you again. I know it's inevitable...This happens all the time. 5 or 6 times in the last month! I just want to make you hate me forever!

>>4843595
Um..will you be attending AX this following year?

I'm a 5/10 guy, but wouldn't dare touch a 5/10 girl. I'm painfully shallow when it comes to initial contact, but after that it's all about the personality. I want to stop getting attached to perfect girls that live 2000 miles away, and fall in love with an average one that lives in the same area, and shares my love for geeky things.

i hate that i know absolute zero in the way of good cosplayers in my area...

i just want to be in a cosplay group. that shouldn't be so hard.

Yes, I actually do have a fucking problem with you. Stop being such an attention whore and stop thinking that you're my girlfriends "platonic soulmate". No, she doesn't think like that about you and no, it doesn't mean you can kiss her whenever I'm around. Get to know other people and stop being such a clingy bitch.

Hey, remember the time I got drunk and confessed to you? Well, I wasn't drunk. And it broke my heart when you just thanked me.

>>4843477
TELL HIM THEN YOU SILLY HO

I want to go to my Mexican neighbor's house and steal all the liquor away so they cannot drink tonight. They're sitting on their back porch watching the Perseid showers and SCREAMING every time one shoots by. I'm like, I get it, it's cool, but it's not worth screaming for at 1am.

>>4843698
>blub blub i don't want people to enjoy things they shouldn't be having fun

i wonder if i can ever love again

women say i'm attractive but why only when i ask them?

>>4843698

MIRA GUEY OTRA LUZ

TOMATE OTRO TRAGO, NO SEAS MAMON

>>4843721
Pretty much.

No but really if you heard them, you'd agree with me. They're not cheering, they're SCREAMING. And they do this when they throw parties too, like someone's being murdered. And they taught their children to do it too, so now every time their daughter is outside she's SCREAMING like she's being raped or...stabbed or something. These people have like no control over the volume of their voices or something.

>>4843734
I dunno if alcohol is actually involved, 'cause when you put it like that it sounds fun. Maybe I should just soundproof the house instead. At least it's a weekend.

>>4843550
Yeah babe, dinner's fine

50% of this shit is depressing
25% of these people need to fucking take action
25% makes me laugh my ass off

>>4843734
I love you for this

>>4843734
In a meetup thread you said you lived in Santa Maria. Isn't that like, Spicville?

Reading some of these makes me fucking paranoid, like the one about being to clingy, I sure as fuck hope thats not me.
Then again I'm far to paranoid to begin with

>>4843787
If you have to worry about being clingy you are probably too clingy

>>4843788
Oh there is no denying that I am. Though at the moment, my girlfriend has not really said anything at all about it.

>>4843792
In fact I think I may have mentioned it at some point and she said she did not care
I worry anyways

Didn't think I'd be with you in the end, but boy am I glad we got together. I knew you were a cutie when I first met you last year, and it hurt a bit when you gave me those confusing looks. But now we've gotten to know each other and we're in a committed relationship, I'm just happy.

I love you baby.

I want to eat.
Something really tasty.
Then I want to masturbate.
Then sing afterwards.

>>4843447
...This is why I am so hesitant about sharing a room with some one.

does this even belong on /cgl/

the guy you're seeing seems like a douchebag and i don't want to hang out with him. you have pretty bad taste in guys. i can't tell you this, though. it's something you have to figure out on your own.

>>4843854
it can't be helped. /r9k is gone

I think I was prettier when I was fat.

lol op
keep it up champ

Are you serious, two confession threads on page 1 of /cgl/ ?
Get this shit out of here, guys.

I love you so much dude. Sorry Im never single. Maybe when we go to this con, I can tell you for real reals? Ill even finish my cosplay so we can hang out together the whole con!

I want to marry my boyfriend and be his wifey and sugar momma so he never has to work again

I want to propose to my girlfriend within the next year. ;A;

this thread makes me sad.
I wish to electronically hug all of you.

Except OP, because that shit is creepy.

>>4845762
I want to hug you and smell your hair and possibly snip a bit of it off so I can keep it as a memento.

i just can't let go out of the past
i refuse to
it was so amazing.

I wish I had someone to confess to.

I like LoL too but when you forget our date for the 7th time because you needed JUST ONE MORE GAME you're overfuckingdoing it.

I love my boyfriend way more than I ever loved you.
But...
I get the feeling that I might change, and grow out of loving him.
He knows that, and he's scared, and I don't want him to be but I get the feeling that, if I do 'grow apart' from him, I'll still have this spark and lust for you.
Why do you have to be such an asshole. Why couldn't we have just fucked while I was single, and you weren't a TOTAL creep or something so I could get rid of this burning curiosity? Ugh.

You moved clear across the country with him before I ever had a chance to tell you anything. I'll never forgive myself for not acting on my feelings earlier. Maybe things would have gone differently if I did. Now I just have to stand by, wait, and hope.

how could you leave when I've given up so much for you? my family's trust? my friends? everything. and now you think that "we're too much like friends".

I enjoy the company of my cats much more than most of the people I know.
The other people that I enjoy spending time with blow me off and ignore me.
/shrug/ Oh well.

I just need to fuck you. Just once. This sexual energy around us needs to be taken care of.

I don't care that you're 31.

I talk about how I hate you and say things behind your back

I always look for your posts

I wish you were my girlfriend

I would dump anybody to be with you

And also sex

I want to be with you

I'm dating your best friend because she's the closest I can get to you

But it's not real

I don't care about her

I want to be with you

I want to love you

I want you to love me

and I want to do terrible, unforgivable things to each other

i know you're worried. i'm worried too. but i can do this. i'll miss you.

i wish you'd talk to me more. but no matter what, you'll always be my friend.

i love annoying the shit out of you, i really do. but i'm glad i know you. i look up to you more than you could ever imagine.

thanks for being there. i will always love you.

i loved you...once. but i'm glad nothing came of it. you were meant to be with her, weren't you? take care of her. you two are so lucky.

i know you're out there. i hope you're nice. i hope you're funny, and kind, and smart, and brave, and so many other things. i hope i get to meet you. i hope you like me.

yes, i was the one who called you. you're NOT ugly. you're fucking beautiful, damn it.

i'm worried about you. do you even know what you're doing? i hope to God you have a plan. i don't want to see you destroy yourself chasing after some intangible dream. please be smart. please don't do anything stupid.

i had a dream last night. you were in it. you hugged me and welcomed me. damn it, i hope you still think of me as a friend. i hope it comes true.

i believe in you. don't give up. i'm sure you'll become something wonderful. and no matter what, DON'T CRY.

I've just spent the past 6 weeks inside my house after deciding to give up on the people I only ever pretended to like. I've turned to being a social recluse and I've never been happier.

I feel like an idiot.
i dont understand why your mad at me.now here i am, heartbroken, alone and crying..while your out somewhere having sex with HER.

"Zack you fucking weirdo stop stalking my cousin or I am going to injure you.

And if you think you're staying in our room at Ohayocon you're out of your fucking mind."

This is immediately what I though upon reading OP's post.

I hate you

I cant even express with words how much I hate you

you were prefect

physically

My ideal guy

physically

but on the inside you were so disgustingly rotten

your personality is that of a witch

your friends are my enemies

your habits disgust me

I could make a list so long it would be a book

your trash

the lowest of the low

I dont get how its possible for anyone to be as horrid as you

all those times I should have punched you I should

but I just kept living, hating you for what you did

I'll never find a guy as perfect as you

your face

your body

nothing can compare to that

I will never be satisfied

You dont deserve happyness

and niether do I

I............hate you. So fucking much.

Your response to me pouring out my feelings is to move to Georgia and met married to a guy you've only known for 3 months?

I spent YEARS being your emotional dump, listening to your crying over the latest guy to hurt you, trying to contain my hatred for him making you cry, and you throw it back in my face like I said nothing?

Well FUCK YOU! Whatever affection I ever felt for you before is now crushed by the weight of the hatred you spawned within me. I hope he leaves you penniless and alone when he finds another conquest (like the 3 girls he has already cheated on you with since you were married)

I love you. I love so much. Too much in fact.
I know your using me, I know it. Because I will do anything for you, and you know that, and you take advantage of that.
I'm not deluding myself either into think your a great guy who can do no wrong. Your actually a horrible person sometimes, But I love you...oh so much.
So use me. As much as you want. I'd rather be your emotional punching bag a personal vacuum than nothing.

I know that you're lying to me. I even have proof. I hate that I'm so addicted to you that I let you. This is going to end terribly and I know it will cause me so much pain. I wish I could stop wanting to be around with you.

I know exactly what you're doing.. I know you think you have me fooled, but you don't. You're just so convinced that you can convince that I can't get you to stop feeding me bullshit, so I give in. It's better than listening to you whine.

No one believe we will be together forever, or really any longer than a year. Including me. I'm just waiting for you to cheat on me so that I have an excuse to make your life a living hell. All the years you emotionally abused me, and I've finally woken up. I think you know it, too.

The bomb has starting ticking. You can either diffuse it and stop being such an asshole, or sit by and let it blow up in your face, but either way I'll be here waiting and pretending until then.

I'm so tired of you lying to me. It's just a matter of time until you cheat on me, if you haven't already. I would leave, but I gave up everything for you. I moved to another country, dropped ties with my friends and family, dropped out of college and let you talk me into not going back after we'd moved...
There's nothing I can do. Stay with him and know he's lying to my face, but I can't call him out since I don't actually have concrete proof, or live on the streets with no job, no education, and no one/nowhere to go? Which do you think I'm going to choose...

>>4843658
Fuck yes I will.

>>4846038
Can't you go back to your family some how...? They are your family... I hope they would love you, forgive you and take you back in. But you have to do a lot of shit to make it up to them.

I can't stand you.

For a long time I've been waiting for a way to get back at you for way you've been torturing them for months. I wanted to strike you where it hurt the most, but I didn't know your personal information so there wasn't much I can do.

Until now.

I found out who you really are. I know everything about you and your conservative family. They really like to keep up appearances don't they? You even said that they were "strict like Nazi's" and that your life would be ruined if they ever found out about the things you do when they're not around.

They'll be receiving your nude pictures among other things sometime this month.

Don't even give a shit that you're one of my closest friends and my best bro's girl. I would rail the FUCK out of you.

After she tried to steal you away from me..you promised you wouldn't talk to her again. But then you fucked up by talking to her behind my back. Of course i found out and you told me that you "forgot". You get so fucking mad when i act like i don't trust you, but how the fuck do you expect me to trust you? I've always had trust issues anyway..and when i get jealous, you get so fucking mad. But if i talk to one of my guy friends that i"ve know since middle school (who dates my best friend) im a cheating bitch? What the fuck...
I wish you would've realized it was only because i loved you...i miss you and i always will...

>>4843546
Does your name start with an L? If so, you are still the girl of my dreams. I think about you often. I didn't stop you, because of fear of getting you upset at me. I just wanted to show you that I could listen. And I have been responding to your feelings. But sometimes your too blind and stubborn to see it yourself. If you want to talk to me, then talk to me. Just don't continue to leave me hanging on a string.

V

Honestly? I hate you. I'm waiting until we meet again, and I'm going to buy you crepes, and promptly leave you then. You're awful at art, and believe you are the shit. Your OC, Jack, is nothing more than a mary-sue. Rose looks like she's just supposed to be some hot girl. You don't even care about Al. They all have the same personalities, and always have the same face.

I haven't even mentioned your meme-spouting tendencies. Stop saying hampster-jelly. At least spell hamster right.

You know how much I hate typos, and keep making the same mistakes over and over and over, as though you want to annoy me. your=/= you're, fuckass.

I used to like Doctor Who, until you started doing nothing but mimicking Daleks and talking about your sonic screwdriver.

Speaking of sonic screwdrivers, stop talking about your dick all the time, and how it hurts to shave it, and asking me about what I fap to. It's creepy and annoying.

You bring all the fun out of games, and focus on the grimdark parts, or focus only on collecting everything, without enjoying anything. You play horror games the wrong way entirely, which is why you aren't scared.

I at least listen to you. If I occasionally bring up a new topic, don't just ignore it without saying anything, or pretend my tastes are in what nobody likes.
Holy shit that was long.

I finally stopped acting like bitch and started talking to you. And now I like you more and more; But now I think i've fucked up and there's no chance, I should have listened to my friend and just hung out with you. I hope there's a chance but if not I understand and i'm sorry for how I acted.

I'm glad that after all these years of being such a huge slut, you've fallen in love with someone. Because he doesn't give a shit about you, and I'm going to take him away from you for what you did to my best friends. You do realise the only reason he's fucking you at all is that he sees you as a poor man's version of me? Anyone who wasn't a complete retard would have put two and two together when he would only fuck you from behind in the dark... but hey, you're probably used to that, you ugly sket. I can't wait.

I used to be friends with a girl back in high school, and my best guy friend had a raging crush on her. After I realized what a lying piece of trash she was, I tried to get him to stop talking to her because I knew it would only get him hurt. It eventually caused a 5 year rift in our friendship. Even after we became friends again, he wound up getting together with her. She cheated on him, stole over $10,000 from him, and used him to babysit her devil-spawn while she was out cheating on him.

So, now he finally can't stand her, and won't even say her name, he only calls her "The Cunt". He always talks about how he can't believe how he swallowed her lies, and put up with her shit, and wasted so much time on her. And I nod, and tell him soothing things like, "At least it's over now." and "She'll only get what she deserves in the end."

But inside I'm thinking, "I fucking told you so." But he's been my friend for 13 years, and I can't bring myself to put him down by saying it to his face.

K - I loved you, more than I could have let you know. I know you couldn't have felt the same for me.
I swear, if the bastard bus driver who murdered you doesn't get life, I'll be waiting for him when he gets out. I miss you so much - I'd give anything to have you back, just for a day.

I used to defend your ass because you seemed like fun. Then I noticed you're all you ever whine about - a little shitty emo kid who gossips behind peoples' backs, drawing only paedophilic generic Animu art and posting about supposed 'friends' in Anonymous places.
It's hilarious that you act tough but meanwhile a shitty little crossdresser or a bunch of anons posting you has you crapping your Animu pantsu.
Go whine about weeaboos some more in your Animu merchandise loaded room while you listen to Japanese music, dressed in Japanese clothes, writing in katakana and doodling up loli shit. I'm sure that's going to improve your oh so shitty woe is me life.

My feelings for you are so conflicted...on one hand, I'm happy for you because after all these years of being alone, you finally found someone...albeit, she hasn't been the best girlfriend for you, you're happy, so that's all that matters. I'm so jealous at the same time. I think its' just the loneliness of me being me, but you're a fucking awesome person, and you've gone through so much bullshit from being kicked out from your moms', to moving houses all because of her. Having you live with me, I was agitated and happy at the same time. I can still remember your smell from sleeping together...but hey, I was a friend to you and that's all. It really fucking sucks to fall for a lesbian, but hey, you can't really dictate who your heart falls for. Going to those conventions with you was hella fun, as long as you looked past all the fucking bullshit you started. Heh...after knowing you and your friends for barely a year, though, I think you guys successfully scared me away from women forever. Way too much bullshit and headaches. Ah well, we'll see what the future holds for us. It may seem like I'm starting to ignore you, but thats' just me being a bitter fucking retard. Good luck living with your dad, I'll always love and miss you.

>>4847046
+
I've done so much bullshit that makes me ashamed to be a human being, much less a dude. I don't want to restart anywhere else, though. I want to learn how to get past all the bullshit in my head and live for once.

I am seriously considering breaking up with my somewhat normal, video-game loving yet anime/manga/cosplay hating boyfriend in order to date somebody who will let me dress them up and do cute couple cosplays with.

I hate cosplayers, but I really don't want to. I really want to believe that cosplayers can be decent human beings instead of being bitchy, judgmental, egotistical, easily offended, and just downright batshit crazy.

I fear I'm asking too much.

There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it, I have now surpassed. My pain is constant and sharp, and I do not hope for a better world for anyone. In fact, I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no-one to escape. But even after admitting this, there is no catharsis. My punishment continues to elude me, and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself; no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling.
This confession has meant nothing.

Please just let me be happy with my boyfriend :( He loves me, and I love him. I deserve to be loved. It's not fair for me to be forever single and thusly attainable while everyone else is in a committed relationship. I was single for a long time because I didn't want to be with anyone. That was plenty of time for you to make any sort of move you wanted to make. But it's too late now. For the first time in my life I feel safe, and it's because of him. He understands me. We are going to be together, he's going to ask me to marry him and I'm going to say yes. So please, stop being mean to him. You don't have to like him, I would never demand that because there are a lot of people I don't like either. I just ask that you be civil and not go out of your way to be mean to him.

>>4847155
Anon, this shouldn't be a confession, it should be something you say to this person's face. I hope you do, and good luck.

I'm married to you for over 3 years and I don't feel anything. I try so fucking hard, but you're the most insane, attention seeking person I've ever met. You complain that no one besides me considers you attractive or hot. Really something you shouldn't be complaining about, it makes my opinion feel worthless. You're incredibly paranoid and I suppose you should be, considering I emotionally cheated on you, but what do you expect when you make me feel like shit all the time, are borderline asexual and barely even touch me? and when you do you're all "hehe, boobies *squish squish*" and leave it at that. I'm married to a 5 year old! You go on about the girl that broke your heart and keep insisting I'll leave you like she did. She dumped you 8 years ago and it lasted 8 months! I'm MARRIED to you, get over it! stop talking about her! FUCK. I get it, she set the standard for your big line of exes that you fucking compare to each other. And no matter how many times I tell you I love you, no matter how much I work to let you buy anything you want, feed you, hold your hand, call you pretty, buy you flowers, bring you breakfast in bed.... none of it fucking matters to you. You don't believe a word I say and I'm tired of spewing so much affection and pity. I can't take it anymore. I miss being called perfect by people who appreciated me..

>>4847172
I know. I really, really should. I just know it won't end well.

>>4847155

Are you Y (sobriquet) or N (real name)?

I will murder you if I never end up being with you or anyone else in this world. Have you know I'm very wealthy and do not plan on living with my parents forever. I will enjoy my life in my mid 50's then firmly decide to throw it all away because of you.

Thenceforth, I will set out to find you sleep in the bed of your husband. I slit your throat, you die.

>>4847186
Well, that's his problem, not yours. You laid out the facts perfectly, concise, true. He has no leg to stand on unless he follows your orders.

Why all the hate all of a sudden?

"i think we should totes hook up and get freaky"

I would love to fuck you in the ass
But I know you would never let me to
I dont know why I want to so bad, I am girl I feel like a complete pervert, while you are so cute and innocent.

>>4847174
You should tell her one of these things and try to precipitate a change. I'd start with
>You complain that no one besides me considers you attractive or hot. Really something you shouldn't be complaining about, it makes my opinion feel worthless.
If she rebuffs that, bring up
>You go on about the girl that broke your heart and keep insisting I'll leave you like she did. She dumped you 8 years ago and it lasted 8 months! I'm MARRIED to you, get over it! stop talking about her! FUCK.
If that fails, tell her
>You're incredibly paranoid and I suppose you should be, considering I emotionally cheated on you, but what do you expect when you make me feel like shit all the time, are borderline asexual and barely even touch me? and when you do you're all "hehe, boobies *squish squish*" and leave it at that. I'm married to a 5 year old!
If that doesn't work, say
>No matter how many times I tell you I love you, no matter how much I work to let you buy anything you want, feed you, hold your hand, call you pretty, buy you flowers, bring you breakfast in bed.... none of it fucking matters to you. You don't believe a word I say and I'm tired of spewing so much affection and pity. I can't take it anymore. I miss being called perfect by people who appreciated me..
and serve her with divorce papers.
I'm sorry, I hope I was of some help.

>>4847215
Thanks anyway, but she's one of those "I'll kill myself if you leave" types.

>>4847220
FUCKING LET HER kill herself, if she's *that* desperate she should have tried to be a decent wife, but more importantly she deserves to be alone, just from the fact that she's married and still talks about ex's.

What she's doing defies logic, and you seem like a rational person, but as long as you stick with her, you're killing YOURSELF on the inside.

>>4847196
oookay.
>>4847201
it's made all the more complicated by the fact that the person in question is in a relationship of his own. he just doesn't think my boyfriend is "good enough" for me I guess. it's been pretty difficult lately.

What's with sniffing shoes anyways
I caught a guy sniffing my shoes once, what the hell was that about? Shoe fetish? Foot fetish? Fetish for stuff that smells horrible (it was pretty hot that day)?
I don't get it.

>>4847220
that's bullshit. that is emotionally arresting bullshit and you need to get out of it pronto.

>>4847241
some guys find smell to be a nice thing
like sniffing somebodies shirt or in your case shoes
sometimes it's sexual other times not

>>4847230
That guy still sucks. Tell him his gf doesn't deserve HIM as long as he's being such a fucking fag

I'm so depressed and lonely. Yesterday after a terrible day I cried for the first time since my grandfather died 5 years ago. I never had a girlfriend, all I can manage to get are one night stands with girls I meet in clubs and bars around my apartment/college.
I think my biggest problem is that I just can't form a connection with anyone, once a girl I kinda liked asked me if I even had feelings, I've never been in love. I'm so pathetic that I carry pictures of cute gilrs on my cellphone.

>>4847226
>>4847242

I appreciate the help, I honestly do, thanks for trying. But I'm no angel myself for wandering off to talk to some boy online and be close to him, allow him to tell me he loves me... She calls all bisexuals whores and I really don't want to be another "monster of an ex" or on her list of "bisexual whore's" that cheated on her, so I'm doing my best for her.... But I'm starting to think there's a reason they all left. A few weeks back I went into modelling to help us with financial problems (she spent $1300 on something ridiculous. Though I was to blame for the debt too, buying a little brand lolita/taobao once every 2 months.) and her response was "oh great, you're going to get a big head and ditch me, all models are sluts. I like how were were when I first met you. You would barely look me in the eye and you had no self esteem."

So, she wants me to go back to the stage where I was a physically abused teenager that could barely leave the house and was self loathing. Lovely. I married her and moved away hoping to pull myself out of that! and I'm not a bisexual slut, if that boy had a sex change, I still would have liked him all the same, he treated me better... But I guess anyone can look better when a relationship is falling apart and it's so easy to swoop in... I'm being as reasonable as I can and using my rock-like patience to it's capacity, but she's driving me up the wall. I really wanted to fix her crippled self esteem and work on helping each other, I really did.

>>4847377
She clearly doesn't think very highly of you. Get out. Seriously. This is so horrible to read. You shouldn't live like this.

I'm tired of being the single chick bro in my group of friends and the emotional backup for anyone who needs it. They all think I'm so strong, motivated, and stabel when really I spend a great deal of the time extremely lonely and in tears. It's not that I don't value these friendships and the bro-status.. but when the guys start getting chicks and dating It just plain sucks. Or when my friends start jumping after the guy that I was just vaguely beginning to date.. it just effs me up in the head. I'm fairly certain that I'm going to end up alone forever.

I'm so damn emotionally reliant on my dog that being gone for the weekend seriously gets me depressed.

>>4847273

Hey bro, just wanted to give you some encouraging words. I haven't had a single relationship since I was 12 (like that would count hah) but can easily bring home club girls etc. It's really fucking sad.

I just can't seem to attract the "nerdy" type, it's a shame considering I'm such a gigantic nerd.

You're my best friend's brother, and I can't help but be around you all the time.

And you can't help but be hilariously funny.

You were the one who stuck up for me when you sister, my "friends" were ridiculously horrible to me. They listened because of you, and now we've been friends for years.

You're like an angel to me, you made my life so much better.

So I can't help but love you so much, for all these years. Knowing that you'll never acknowledge me as a lover too, because you're 4 years older. And even if I loved you since I was thirteen, you'll always think of me as the little kid who needs protecting.

But that's enough for me.

I'm been dealing with my mom's alcoholism all my life. My sister's spent most of her life in juvie/jail and my dad bailed after I was born, so it was just me babysitting my mother and hiding her problems from people because I was a kid and it was humiliating. After I left for college and moved out, other people began to notice. Now my sister and some family friends want to have an intervention because apparently my mom, without me t babysit her, has been doing things like wetting herself in public and is not showing up for work.

I really feel like I've "done my time" and it's my sister and my mother's friends' turn to deal with my mom. I'm in crazy debt because I've had to pay for everything myself since I was 16, including funding my own health/dental care and putting myself through college. I work overtime to try to pay it all off. I do not have time for this shit. Last time I tried to bring this up with her she made fun of me forgetting emotion and then kicked me out (after I'd driven 3 hours to visit her, and (no lie) it was my birthday).

....why did my post get deleted.

>>4843681
This is me.

Confession?
I don't care that you don't want to get back together. However it's fucked up that you used medical school as an excuse to be too bust for a boyfriend then started dating someone a week later. If you didn't want to date then say that, don't make shit up.

Also it's cute that you thought telling me we'd still be friends and that you'd still come visit in December was legit.

You won't.

I'm terrified to 'leave the nest', but I really need to.
My mom has made stealing my debit card into a habit. She has access to my account and paychecks and she constantly blows it without even asking me.
I'm the only person in my household who has a job and a desire to do something other than sit around and watch television. I pay our bills, buy our groceries and when I tell her I can't spend any more, I'm shunned.
I'll finally be able to move out soon with my boyfriend, but I'm scared that it will cause me to lose my family.

I'm sorry I got you killed.

>>4847807
Because I felt like it.

I literally fucking shot myself in the foot. I feel stupid, and that's because I am stupid.

Goddamn.

>>4847438
My best friend from high school married my brother who is 3 years older than us.

>>4848853
You can do it Pastel. I know it's hard, but having a similar situation, you will feel better for it.

Why does your mom have access to your account? I don't know how old you are, but if you are 18+ you can have her removed as long as you are the primary account holder (I believe).

I'm really sorry I'm not a better friend to you.

You do a lot for me, and yet I'm always busy when you want to hang out. I spend too much time doing cosplay/convention related things, that I don't pay enough attention to friends I've made through other hobbies, or school.

You are my best friend, so why haven't I been able to put aside any time for you this summer, in order for us to do things?

From now on, I promise to put you much higher on my list of priorities, because you don't deserve to always be pushed aside.

>>4848853
what is wrong with you? why the fuck don't you separate your account from her? get a new one (invalidating your old card and checks), and don't give her access. If she gets them again, then call her out for fraud.

unless you are under 18, in which case you're fucked.

I'm ready to leave you, and all the shit you did behind me. I'm finally doing something I'm passionate about like I've never been and entering a new world that's on a different level, that's changing the way I see myself and the world, and you can't come with me. You seem so small and unremarkable now, and I can't believe I ever let you get to me.

It's just. I'm sorry. I know it's just the memory of you, and I doubt you think of me anymore.

All I needed was to finally be the one looking down at you, instead of you looking down at me, mocking my failures. I think I'll always wonder if you have regrets or feel like you blew it. The only thing I ever wanted from you, an apology with actual remorse, I'll never have. You'll always act you were victimized by me.

So, goodbye for good. I don't have the time or energy to hate you anymore. You're beneath my notice now.

>>4848853
Honestly, if you lose your family over trying to get your life on track and not becoming your mother, then they need to grow the hell up. I think giving them a nice reality check will do them some good. You will be much better off once you get out of your situation. And remember, less than a year from now, I will be moving back and you are more than welcome to share an apartment with me.

>>4848971
>>4848947

I'm nineteen.
She has access to my bank account because I 'owe' her for raising me, or so she says. I don't share an account with her and I even decided to go to a completely different bank than her. It started out with her borrowing my debit card for emergencies, so she'd know my pin. Then it turned into her spending it more and more without asking and taking half my paycheck, then expecting me to pay for bills and whatnot.
She has three bank accounts at different banks, all of which are constantly overdrawn. When she borrows money from other family members, she makes sure that they deposit the money in my account because I've never been overdrawn before and therefor, she won't lose any money.

This has been going on for almost a year now and the only reason I haven't taken action is because I'm living under her roof. When I try and reason with her, she threatens to burn my things while I'm out of the house so I 'won't have anything to come back to'. I'm pretty positive she is bi-polar and I wouldn't put it past her for doing such a thing.

>>4849062
>When I try and reason with her, she threatens to burn my things while I'm out of the house so I 'won't have anything to come back to'.

uhhhh

you should probably follow up with the authorities, get a restraining order and get the fuck out of there.

I know she's your mom and this is REALLY going to suck but you have to watch out for your own needs and SHE IS STEALING FROM YOU.

i'm worried that if i go to that con one more time you'll somehow have found the money to go, and i will run into you. if i do, i don't know if i'll laugh in your face about your attempted suicide and failed marriage, or if i'll start stalking you again.

i'm much closer now.

Not cosplay or Lolita related. Move it to /adv/ or /soc/.

>>4849056

I would love to share an apartment with you, dear. That sounds wonderful. Thank you.

>>4849096

I know. It's just the 'she's my mom and it's going to suck' part that is getting me, haha.

>>4849135

>implying anything on /cgl/ is related to cosplay and lolita

>>4849142


There are at least 3 threads up right now that are. Poor excuse. Gtfo.

>>4849062

Here's what you do;

You wait until she's out for the day. You get a van, you go to the house with a couple of your friends, and you take fucking everything that belongs to you. But before you do this, you start taking your small valuables out of the house and stashing them in either storage, or a friends house.


You call the bank and get the cards cancelled, and the pins changed. Better yet, explain the situation to a bank manager and they'll likely give you a new account.


You get the fuck out of dodge, and you rent your own place, and you let the bitch burn.

>>4849150

I've actually considered doing such a thing. I've got a lot of shit, so I've actually already started looking at storage houses to put some of it in when I move in with my boyfriend.
The only hard part is taking action while she's out of the house. My mother hardly leaves her place in front of the television all day. She wakes up at three in the afternoon, watches it until four in the morning, then goes to sleep and does it all over again.
I suppose I can get an aunt to help me get her away for a day. The rest of my family is on my side, especially since she's stolen from most of them, too.

>>4843595
Umm, I'll be at ALA this year in order to see old friends and make new ones and looking for someone to form a relationship with though just meeting an awesome person to talk to is cool as well.

I too am looking for someone who shares my hobbies and can nerd out together. I'm not the best looking guy on the planet but I know how to hold a good conversation and even sneak in a few laughs in between. If your interested in just spending time with another huge nerd that showers, can talk without stuttering and is willing to look you in the eye and enjoy your company for ALA. just reply to this message.

>>4849149
You must be new here.

Caring about on-topic here is pointless. Just roll with it, you'll save yourself a headache in the long run.

>>4849177
If it's not possible to get her out of the house and you think she'll get violent, you could see about getting a police officer to stand around while you get your shit out. I'm not sure if they'll do that if there's no record of physical violence between you two, but look into it anyway. Just do whatever you have to, because your situation sounds awful.

>>4843498
She's prettier than you, in conclusion he will work harder for her. You're disgusting and he will never be interested in your horrid face, and most likely your atrocious body.

>>4849201

No. I will have order in mein /cgl/. This belongs on /soc/.

I know me and you unexpectedly started dating the first time before you were ready and thats part of the reason it turned into the love triangle back and forth game it did between me and her over you. And I understand why you chose her in the end. But now that you guys are really over and done and you're with me again... I'm still worried about the past happening again.

I know you've known her for 8 years and dated for 2 and like her a lot as a friend etc, but shes got a huge list of mental problems, including being bipolar, shes off her meds, in need of being institutionalized and doing nothing but trying to cause trouble between us.

I don't understand how you could want to keep talking to and being friends with someone who berates me so much and does nothing but argue with you, make up lies about you, be confrontational, and causes you nothing but stress. I really don't get it. And it hurts that you just kind of allow her to do that.

I get so paranoid whenever you don't respond to my texts for a while, or if I know you're talking to her, or even if I don't know what you're doing. I always know I'm overreacting, but in the back of my mind I'm always worrying about it.
I just wish I could get back to the point of trusting you again...

>>4849201

>newfag calling someone else new.

Are you shitting me?

It's not pointless if fucktards like you would STOP POSTING IN STUPID THREADS.

Thank you for loving me but we both know if the two of us dated everything and everyone in our social circles would just lash out and it would blow up in or faces. I'm happy I helped you move on and reclaim what you had before but now I remember what it was like to be in love and be loved back. Only recently can I hang out with you and not want to act out on those impulses we once had. You were the perfect girl in my eyes and the fact I could claim that perfection as mine warms my heart.

Hopefully I can meet someone who I can love even half as much as you. I don't want to be alone anymore.

>>4849177

If she's never out of the house, it doesn't make it that much harder; A couple of days before you do it, or better yet weeks, you start acting like you're making an effort to be nice - cleaning up, tidying and shit.
Take that time to move everything of yours that you conceivably can into your room.

On the day of GTFO, you show up with the van and at least four friends, sequester yourself in your room, start boxing and then just walking out with your shit. Keep at least two people inside the house at all times, and preferably one of them in your room so she can't get in and start trashing stuff.

Keep going till the van is full, send two with it to unload and remain yourself with a friend you know and trust to keep levelheaded. Odds are she'll call the police; You have to be there, and you have to stay calm - ask them to sit down, DO NOT LEAVE THE HOUSE, and explain the situation. Odds are your mum will go berserk the moment the police start listening - you must not start shouting, you must not get angry. The police will side with you - it's your stuff, you own it, she has no legal right to prevent you taking it.

Before you start taking stuff out, though, make sure that any bank details she has are wrong. You can ask your bank manager to make the changes but not make them effective until 6am of GTFO day; Do it.

>>4849217

Same person as here.

I really wish you would stop using heroin. You're a fucking addict and even though you admit to getting withdrawals you still won't admit you're addicted. You can "quit any time" you want you just "don't want to right now". You're my little fucking 18 year old brother and you've been off and on addicted to heroin since 16 and mom and dad have no idea. I don't get how they don't see it and why they continue to give you cash for the stupid fake reasons you come up with.

I'm scared since I am pretty sure you've started shooting up now instead of smoking it. We've known so many people who have OD'ed from that... How could you be so stupid?

I feel like I need to do something about this but feel like nothing I can do would help or fix it. We're so close and I don't want to drive you away but I'm starting to get so scared I'm going to come one day and find you dead.

I proposed to the love of my life. We were high school sweethearts; we studied apart in college for sometime; we've lived together.

We've been together for over ten years. I cannot imagine my life without her... She is beautiful, charming and loving. She is my light and my love.

And she said yes.

>>4849258
I like the way you think.

>>4849204
>>4849258

Thanks for the advice, guys. I think I'm going to be doing this as soon as possible. I doubt she'll go as far as calling the police (or I pray she won't), but it's good to know what to do just in case.

I love you, can't wait to see you.

I hate you so much. I don't regret it at all when I say I wish you would disappear forever. Surely if I knew you in real life, I'd kill you.

At times I wish I didn't have any fans as I can't seem to cope with the pressure of constantly delivering. At the same time it's the fans that have made me who I am today, a better person.

I don't know if it's feelings of guilt or what, I mean, without you I would be nothing. Maybe that's what I'm looking for?

>>4849223
lol. I'm new to tripping, not the board.

And I almost always sage my posts. Ya'll silly.

Approved Content: 0%.
Suggested: move to /soc/.

>>4849204
This.
When me and my mom were trying to escape from our dad, we had to get the police to step in.
It's better than when we tried before that haha (beatings, etc)

Bottom line is, she'll never be me, she'll never be able to understand you like I do, and she'll never care about you in the way I do. To her, you're just a trophy. She didn't want you back until I came into the picture. I'm trying to be nice because I know you hate it when we bitch at you about the other, but this is wearing me thin. The only reason I'm holding on so tightly and dealing with all this pain and stress is because I love you with everything I am. I love everything about you, even those things that you and possibly others consider to be flaws. I believe in you and I'll do anything I can to help you succeed in whatever you wish.

I don't understand why you can admit that you're just trying to relive the past, yet still play these games. It's just hurting yourself, her, and I. You know I hate her, but it's only because of what she's put you through. Now I feel bad for her because she's going through a similar version of what I am. At least she had the chance to have all of you, once upon a time. I haven't had that, not yet.

I may lose this battle, you may get back with her, but it won't last, it'll end just like it did the last time you two tried to make it work, quickly and painfully. However, if I hold on long enough, I may just win the war. This entire situation is so fucked up. I can't even explain it to the majority of my friends because they won't understand.

This is my first time on /cgl/ and I'm surprised by the apparent amount of femanons.

Also, I recently took the virginity of a girl six years my junior.

>>4849357
>move to /soc/
Confession: I FUCKING HATE READING THIS SHIT

Boards are intended for their various topics of discussion and this thread does not jive with that, yes, but also understand that people of similar pursuits (validating the time/money they've invested in bodybuilding or wardrobe or costuming or video games, etc etc etc) ****tend to experience similar life problems****

/cgl/ posters tend to have a good deal of emotional baggage/simple frustrations in life and not so much the courage or even understanding with which to confront it. Maybe it hasn't occurred to you, but there's at least fleeting comfort in knowing the anons here giving advice share a common hobby, if not similar feelings, philosophies, even spending habits.

Have you been to /soc/? Have you seen how guys there post pictures of their dicks on a daily basis? Have you seen what a brainless, sex/attention-starved cesspool it is?
Don't answer that question. Fuck off, and take your bad vibe bullshit elsewhere.

>>4849442
Guess what? That is what this entire board is going to look like soon.

>>4849408
Get used to it, cgl is full of vaginas.

Anyway, confessions,
boyfriend, do not think It went unnoticed when we went from having sex once a week tops, to having sex every day after I dropped 10 lbs. So much for me still being attractive when I was just a little bit chubby. I am so pissed at you, you have no idea.
But I like this....so whatever, I won't get on your case about it, I do reserve the right to be silently pissed though.

>>4849442
Incorrect response. Emotional meatmale detected.
Suggestion: Masturbate furiously until dopamine levels readjust.

Side Note: "
I want to fuck you.

I want to cum in your hair while you sleep like I did all those nights.

I want to sniff your shoes when you're in the bathroom.

I can't wait till the next con so I can do this all again.

Confession thread go"
>>So deeply emotional.

>>4849408

3:1 ratio of females to males on /cgl/ roughly.
Cosplay/Lolita is definitely female dominated.

I'm torn between wanting to keep our friendship and just cutting you out of my life.
I worked so hard to be your friend, to open you up to the world, to show you how much fun college could be.
Then you turn around and hide shit from me, don't contact me, dating some stupid whore and ignore me.
Sure, I might be jealous, but I just want my friend back.
You act like a huge dick to me, then expect me to be your friend. Yet I'm the one who has to keep making contact with you to keep up any friendship at all.
When I get drunk, you're the first person I text cause I know I wouldn't say anything to you sober. Yet I will never lose my filter because I secretly think you hate me. I want to get you drunk, because I think that's the only way for you to be honest.
This year I'm not going to try to maintain our one-sided friendship. If you actually think of me as a friend, then you'll try to be my friend. And not put bros b4 hoes.
And I know you're reading this.
I know you surf /cgl/.
And you should fucking get on AIM more.

>>4849442
>/cgl/ posters tend to have a good deal of emotional baggage/simple frustrations in life and not so much the courage or even understanding with which to confront it.

My, if only there was a board where you could post your situations and problems and emotional baggages and issues and get some thoughtful feedback from other anonymous members of the community! A place where people of all backgrounds and interests could come together and help each other out with their problems without prejudice or reserve. If only, if only.

Confession: I fucking hate reading this bawwwfest fuckery and the bleeding heart bullshit that encourages it

>>4849458
then how come so many lonely men make threads like "How to find a cosplay girlfriend?" and "How to get sex at a con?"

You rarely see women post in those threads and we never see the equivalent threads for them like "How can I find a cosplaying boyfriend?"

>>4847428
I'm the same way. The type of guys that hit on me are the really wild, outgoing-ish type while I'm a fucking nerdy homebody. I'm disgusted by guys who invite me to the club or their crazy whorefest house parties.


>>4849188
It's me again! I go to all the SoCal cons so I'll definitely be there. I can be extremely shy depending on the situation, just a warning. I really want to meet more people who are into what I'm into, though so I'm slowly working on making friends at cons. If you can remember this post in 5 months, my name starts with a K, I'm small, asian, and I do a lot of Ranka from Macross Frontier cosplay. I'll probably have my Blue Rose from Tiger & Bunny ready by then too. See you there.

LOLOL u fucking fags!


i got through like the first 5 faggot posts and couldn't stop laughing!


Women, you all fucking suck! I wish the police would come and rip out ur brains lol.

LOL i can't wait to tell /fit/ about this thread! HAHA i hope u all got molested as childrean or something because otherwise u have no excuxe for being such fucked up passive agressive little cunts....oh wait...i forgot, that's what all women are !!! lOLO


women=loser

see u lesbofagsbitches later

>>4849596

What an odd troll.

>>4849596
>I wish the police would come and rip out ur brains lol.

I cannot stop laughing because of this phrase. What the fuck.

>>4849563
Wow, thanks for the reply. Care to share your AIM or other messaging contact info or something? That way if I can't see you at the con you can at least have another CA con hopper on your friends list to shoot the breeze with.

Reminds me, I really gotta start watching Tiger and Bunny

HOW DO YOU TALK TO MEN!? HOW DO YOU GO ON A DATE WITH ONE? BECAUSE I DON'T FUCKING KNOW. Goddamnit. Why can't I just do the one thing all girls my age are supposed to? Date a nice guy who shares with me common interests and after an acceptable period of time of dating awkwardly fuck and just get it over with.

>>4848944

But that's not it. He seems really scared of age difference, he's only ever dated girls his age. Don't think I'm not trying, I try my hardest all the time. We have fun together all the time, its just he treats me like his little sister.

>>4849635
Um, what kind of stuff would you like to do with a guy? (notice I didn't ask what type of guy do you want to be with)

>>4849563
>>4849664
I really hope these two people end up talking to one another one.

>>4849732

May I ask why?

>>4849761
Just warms my heart when stuff like this works out. I used to be in their situation and I hope they can at least get a good try out of it.

>>4849774

Then I'll tell him I love him next time I see him. If he doesn't love me back, I can be his little sister for as long as he likes.

>>4849774
I meant these two. The two anons looking to meet up at ALA

>>4849563
>>4849627

bump for more sad stories.

I can't get you out of my head. And I hate myself for it. It's so bad I can't even have a conversation with you. I can't concentrate on anything because you keep popping into my mind. I don't want to hurt you. You've had plenty of other people do that to you. I never wanted to win someone over so badly. I just don't want to disappoint you. Do you know what it's like to want someone so badly and know that even if you do reach your goals you still can't have that person? Yet I still push myself. Because you give me a reason. I've never been as honest with anyone in my entire life as I have been with you. Please tell me you're not disappointed when you see me. Please tell you don't see a monster.

You know, I've been trying to figure out why it is I like you so much. It's because I trust you. I know you'll never do anything malicious to me. I know you'll never use me.

I don't know if I should just say fuck you, or give you another chance.

You knew I would react like this. Why the fuck would you date someone you know I OPENLY loathe and hate to no end. You're a dick, you really are. But I can't help but stick by you cause you're one of the closest friends I've ever had for a long time. I loved you for a long time as well, but even though you 'already had a hunch' about my feelings, you went ahead and shattered that love into a thousand pieces.

Fuck the chick you're dating, she's a piece of worthless shit and should go die, but I'm willing to get over my hate of her just so we can stay friends. I'm willing to give up my feelings of love for you, just so we can stay friends.

I just wish you didn't hide this shit from me for so many months. That is a big dick move there, buddy.

I go off on my own to wander the convention late at night just to try and see if I pass by any couples just lounging and cuddling with each other still in costume. I'm absolutely jealous of them, especially any lesbian couples. I don't cosplay solely because I love to do it, but because I hope some day I hope I'll find my other half to cosplay with and be one of those couples. I want to find that perfect person for me that I can just curl up with away from it all and have a quiet moment just the two of us.

> You fell asleep with your head on my lap after jokingly saying you were going to use me as a pillow for a nap.
> Some people came by off and on and asked for photos since we were cosplaying the same series.
> I agreed and didn't wake you for them.
> You laughed it off when a friend of ours found them online later and showed me, asking if I had seen them.
> I told you no.
> I lied.
> I had every single one of them I could find saved in a folder.
> You were my first lesbian crush, you're straight and married to a wonderful guy.
> It's been four years now.
> I still can't tell you how you break my heart every time you do these things to me.

>>4849627
I'm sorry, I don't feel comfortable sharing my info on here ;_; Maybe if there will be an ALA /cgl/ meetup/hotel party we'll meet there.

>>4849732
>>4849774
Thank you! Me too, I don't regret posting this now. I'm looking forward to meeting new people.

So it was my mates bday yesterday, didn't get to see him though because he was rejected from the club we were supposed to meet up at b/c of shoes.

I chatted up 5 different women pretty well last night, but because I'm a retard I had no idea of how to progress the conversation from 'hey derp derp awesome song hurp dancing derp' to 'can I get your number' or 'can we go back to your place'.

Also, this cunt from my dorm and her friends kept blatantly doging me whenever they saw me at the club last night. I don't know why they don't like me, it really hurts my feelings.

>>4851004
> I don't know why they don't like me
> this cunt from my dorm and her friends
> cunt

Well there's your problem.

>>4851010
Ok I was harsh, I'm just upset because she always dogs me.

I've been in a relationship for 7 years now.

I had a huge crush to my friend's brother a little while ago. He broke my heart by getting married, although he had no idea about it.

I got over him by having another crush, this time my boyfriend's friend.

To bf: stop being friends with guys I tend to fall for. And lose some weight, grow your hair longer and stop using annoying netspeak language, that really turns me off. Don't belittle me and my hobbies. Don't waste my money on stupid, useless things. You're the only one I'm supposed to love, you know.

Then again, your position is secured. No-one else will take me anyway...

>>4851187
Excuse me if I'm wrong here, but this just sounds like NTR waiting to happen.

One of those friends suddenly shows interest and..

I love you with every fiber of my being. Why can't you see that? We've been together for so fucking long and you're going to throw it out over something so trivial. We were just house shopping together not two months ago and you seemed so happy. Were you just lying? Was it all a farce to make me happy? I love you so, so much.

But...you know all of this already. I know you truly do. And whatever you decide is fine, I just want you to be happy.

But it kills me inside.

tell all these people how you feel about them.
you're not getting anywhere keeping this to yourself.

I keep hooking up with my male best friend because I hate fooling around with strangers...
We're really just friends. Really.
But now I think he has feelings for me.. but rather then ask him about it, or change how we act, I just leave things as they are.

Also, I have feelings for his friend, and I'm sure if I make a move on him he's gonna use my past with his friend as an excuse.

...yeah...

I'm in a fairly popular fandom and own a good bit of merchandise that features two very popular characters. Since I own many of the rarer or hard to find items, it amuses me greatly to give false hope to those who seek them. I'll often see ads for people wanting to buy said items. I'll PM them with a list of what I got and just giggle to myself as the person tries ever so hard to come up with a fair offer. On some the rarer items I have I'll prod them into going into insane amounts for them, often 10 to 15 times as much as the item is worth. I get this weird pleasing feeling from seeing the person seem so happy that they found somebody who has the item, is willing to sell it, and OMG they are total going to own it soon. I laugh to myself when I send the hope dashing message of, 'That sounds like it's a good offer. I'll keep it in mind if I decide to sell. Thanks! :)"

Except I won't. I do this because I like to rub in their face that I have the coveted item. Is it mean? Yup. Immature? Of course. But it can't stop. I like the feeling being a king of losers, even if it's just for a second.

I don't know who I am. And I suppose I have never known. I don't know who I want to be, or anything. So I play a role, and lie my way through life. I'm so confused, and nothing matters anymore. I'm scared of people leaving me, but mostly, I'm terrified of you forgetting me.
The funny thing is, that the only reason I'm still alive is beacuse you held me that one time, and told me that I was your best friend. It made me cry.

Am I weird? Yes.

Even though I've some what gotten over my crush of you, having you ignore me like I'm not even there after I've gained a little weight hurts. For years every time you've seen me you've asked for a hug and a kiss, even when I had a girlfriend, but the one year I get chubby you barely glance in my direction and hugged me like you were being forced to.

You rejecting me so openly makes me feel more disgusting than anything else. I barely look at myself in the mirror and see anything pretty and I've tried my best to lose the weight so next year at the convention you'll look at me again.

I didn't love you at first.
You waited a very long time for me and when I said I wanted to be with you when I was ready I was so happy that you still wanted me after so long.
You took everything from me. Everything personal. Thing's I hadn't done before, But I was fine with that.
And even though you still talk to those two attention seeking sluts and lie to me. I still love you. Oh well. Shit happens.

i have really bad social anxiety. even when i talk with people online i assume they hate me and so i shy away and continue on with my panic attacks. i never have any social plans or anything, i guess i'm a recluse. school is starting up soon and i've never been more terrified in my life. it's a pussy fear, but i dont think i can deal with people.

>>4852967

Are you me?

I'm not sure if I love you. I don't know where "crush" stops and where "love" begins. But I know I at least have a crush on you.

I had the chance to tell you, and I didn't. I hinted at it, obliquely, but I'm not sure you noticed.

I know you have a girlfriend. And as much as you complain about her, I know you're really into her, and she's really into you. She's a pretty cool person, too, but part of me feels like she's not what you need. I think that's the part of me that wants you to dump her and go for me. I wouldn't hesitate to go for a three-way relationship, either, but I know you two don't want that sort of thing.

Even if you two did break up, I wouldn't be the one you'd go for. I'm not your best friend, I'm not your second-best. You have people who are closer to you in your life, and even though I've tried to get closer there's still something in the way. I don't know how to get around it. I doubt my chance would ever come, anyway.

I wonder if you even notice that I act a bit too much like a lovesick puppy towards you, especially when we're alone together. I honestly try not to, but sometimes I catch myself doing it anyway.

I'm trying so hard to get over you and years later it's still not working.

>>4843751

Lol it's just people having a good time, they'd probably be like

"MIRA GUEY I GOT YOUR METEOR SHOWER RIGHT HERE WACHA"

And then they light off fireworks at 2AM rofl

>>4843774

You're welcome

>>4843778

Spics and cowboys, real talk. I always get asked if I'm from a big city because I don't fit in. And the more people try, the more I resist.

>>4845920

I'm 30 not 31!

And just fucking make a move already then.

You misunderstood me. I was afraid if I showed you my real feelings that time that you would be upset and it would cause you to leave me. You left me only 3 days after because I wasn't honest about how I felt given the circumstances.

If only I could have a second chance I promise I will not make the same mistake twice. I lost you once and it has been the hardest thing I've ever encountered in my life and I miss you every day.

I doubt you'll read this and I doubt you'll know this is for you, but I've been getting better and I really hope that some day you can love me again like you used to.

Both me and my mother bitch about how fat your look in your lolita.

Sorry, I'm using you.

>>4860649
I don't understand why you would get upset about that..

I cry so often because of you.

I'm always insecure because of you.

I'm never satisfied because of you.

I wish I didn't live a state away from you.

I'm glad I met you, but... I wish I never did.

I made your costume in two days.
You only had to wait a moth for it because I was too lazy to get started on it.

And because you know nothing about sewing, you'll never realise that it doesn't take weeks to make something that simple.

You're my best friend and I'm starting to think that you're in love with me. You're a girl and I'm a girl.

I know you have a big secret. I know you do, you've been on the verge of telling me so many times but always chickened out and told me we should talk about it face to face instead. But we never do and you never bring it up, and when I do you say it's not the right time. That it's too hard to talk about.

I just sense something more from you when we joke about how gay we are. as we've always done. I feel as if you're constantly pushing the line to see if I want to take it a little further. You weren't like that before.

I can never really reach you and you're so disappointed and jealous everytime I talk about someone else. You don't say it, but I notice.You just change the subject every time.

I love you but I don't want anything more... You're my best friend and that is all. If you love me, I wish I could love you back, as a partner. But I can't.

But I want you to tell me so badly, I want to know what's up, if this is true. Because then we can work it out from there. It hurts to see you hide your feelings, whatever they are..

I love you. Please please please just tell me. Fuckety fuck fuck.

I don't see the point in sex. I don't want it, I don't like the idea of it; it makes me so uncomfortable on so many levels.

I hate that the rest of the world at large is so preoccupied with it because it's just another way I feel outcasted.

I want to marry you someday. ^-^
But I think you already know that.

I have a crush on a local tripfag. I think he has crush on me too. But it'll probably never happen.

Dear A. please don't try to talk me into listening to one of your favourite music band's song, I'm not into that genre, I'm a weaboo, and that shit you listen to is boring.
With your new friends you talk about your passion for "MILF"s but you's shit bricks if you actually saw one.
You speak english, just because you think it's cool, but guess what? saying "The game" - "Fuck yeah" - "trolololo" doesn't make you look cool.. AT ALL.
you're italian SPEAK YOUR LANGUAGE
I'm 3/4 british 1/4 italian, I can speak both languages without sounding like a dick.

I have a crush on another female cosplayer from the UK cosplay scene. Problem is, we both have boyfriends and I don't even think she's into girls as well. I've started trying to talk to her more often, but as she's a good cosplayer I'm worried people will think I'm trying to piggy-back off her skills. ):

I saw sexpot at the train station today. She was in a car smiling and I was really jealous to see two girls get into the car with her.

Why won't she notice me? I see her almost everyday, I discovered we go to the same university as well- I spotted her in the same lecture theatre as I. I couldn't dream up the courage to sit next to her, now I sit behind her in the lecture that we share together.

One day I will dig up the courage to talk to her, but until then I don't know if I can settle with driving past her house every day after I finish work in the hopes of catching a glimpse of her.

Perhaps, I need to start going to her work too?

I lurk /cgl/ hoping to see you getting torn into one day. The problem is you aren't important enough for /cgl/ to care about you.

I hate you. You are such a worthless cunt.

I like you.

I thought you were nice and sweet (and cute!) I spent the last six or so months slowly getting to know you better, and to gather up the courage that I needed to tell you how I felt.

....then yesterday I found out you have a girlfriend and everything I have worked towards has suddenly been destroyed.

Oh well..... ;_; I always kept this in mind, and knew you were probably too cute to be single, but it's shitty. I still want to tell you, because you are, but it seems pointless now.

FML

I don't really feel for you that way. And I'm sorry for fucking up everything and telling you that I did. I'm sorry for ruining your date and basically this past year. I'm honestly a horrible person.

PLEASE STOP CALLING ME.

I wish you would always love me so fucking hard like in the first months.
Now we are 6 months together and your feelings drop more and more from time to time,or am I just delusional?
I feel like a thing of course.
I wish you would fuck me all the time and say how pretty I am. I do everything for you (especially in a sexual way). Rape stuff,deep throathing,eat your cum or you shoot your load all over my face/boobs/ass, sexy clothing and now I'm working on milkbreasts.
Last time I was crying you where utterly insensitive,but when you're crying I'm always there for you and cuddling you. I HATE IT.

Everytime I meet you I wanna break up with you,but I can't because I'm starting to love you so fucking hard it hurts.

Inb4: lrn2english

I wish you'd like me. You used to, or at least you said so. You are the only one who ever said "I love you" to me.
But she's better, isn't she? Everybody thinks so. Everybody likes her, and if I do manage to get someone to pay attention to me, they soon get to know her and fall in love with her.
She's my friend, and I know she isn't mean, I just wish someone could like me for an instance.

I'm just jealous, I guess.

I want you to stop talking about Supernatural before I make you stop.

I know you like me, but when it comes to relationships I only go for nerdy girls. I mean the sex is amazing, and you're like the best brosette with benefits ever, but i'd rater we just get high and fuck. We'd be an aweful couple.

I hate you. I hate you so much I'm worried about you.

I'm glad you're happy and all, but you really need to grow up. I want you to grow up and start taking the consequences of your actions, because the real world won't forgive you like I did.

I'm not even sure you fully realize what you did or how much i hurt me. I know, in some small way, you planned it. You didn't take my feelings into account.

You wouldn't take no for an answer. And with how drunk I was, I was not in a position to successfully defend myself. After that it was an obligation. You say you want to act, to be on stage. In truth, I was a better actor than you will ever be.

Yes, I am bitter. Not bitter enough to press charges. Please, we both have lives we don't need fucked up any more. I don't want pity, I don't care about an apology, I want you to hurt. I want you to grow up, and have what happened hanging over your head the rest of your life.

I want you to hurt.

I nearly lost everything I hold dear thanks to you two and your fucking insane little fuckfest, and now, every time I think I've gotten over you and am moving on, I get surprised with something on my fb feed or somewhere else and I feel like I've been stabbed. I don't want to care, and I don't want to see or hear from either of you again, but I can't say so without alienating myself from all mutual friends. Although I have enough dirt to destroy at least one of you, I won't. Because unlike you, I have respect for people other than myself, and am not prepared to fuck up your life when you're so capable of doing it yourself. I think I almost loved you once, and boy, did I learn that lesson well. Never forgive, never forget, and NEVER let anyone see your flaws again.

I know it was my fault that I didn't book a hotel room for the con.

I know it was my fault for asking to share with you so late.

I know you're uncomfortable with sharing a room with me and my boyfriend (even though we know well enough to not display affection around you).

I know you're uncomfortable with room stuffing (even though it'll just be five people in a four occupancy room).

But I will be so, so, SO pissed if you don't let us stay with you. Having to commute 30+ minutes to the con every day in costume will suck, and that's IF I can get a car. So don't be neurotic about this. Just let us stay with you.