:/ everyone says I can do better, but I don't care, he makes me so happy and we go on and off, and he's the most amazing kisser, and I love knotting my fingers in his hair....

but he's changing.

In the beginning, we'd never stop talking even though he's older than me, and further away. I loved debating with him and talking about anime, and religion and science study, and hypothetical situations, and past memories and he was SO good at making intelligent points.
But now I have to make him angry in order to even get a sentence out of him. He says his feelings for me are the same as ever, and that he's the same as ever....

but he's not, and I'm feeling my feelings slowly fade away, in a seemingly painless but slow and lamenting sort of way. Because he was the only guy I ever really actually felt a connection with. A true one that wasn't a desire for just friendship, or for something to take my hormones out on. He also was one of the few con guys who was even more prude-ish than me when it came to sex, and though most people criticize me for wanting to wait so long, he was all the way up until marriage. I made fun of him about that, at first. I dunno, he was just everything I could have ever wanted, plus he had this dorkish grinning gentlemanly douche-bag charm that's indescribable that I could never get tired of.

but now it's leaving, and I get the feeling that the next con I see him, instead of my whole body freezing up, I won't feel anything at all.

>>3106285
;-; that was long. sorry.

He broke up with me.

He needs a better job and to make more money.
I get so tired of making man than him. Working 40hours a week with no time to do anything.
And what about when school starts again? I'll be working 5 days outta and week a school on the other two days.
I'm tired of feeling like I'm taking care of a child. He needs to get off his ass and get a better job. : /

I love him so much, but he broke up with me.
Now, a couple months later, I still think about him every day and dream about him almost every day... I wish for him to come back to me. I'm sorry that I wasn't myself, but I'm back.. I wish I could turn back time, we'd still be happy together.

My heart only beats for him, since the first time I saw him years ago...

>>3106308
This is sweet, I hope you can find some kindling to rebuild those dying embers.

It's oh so difficult to come by a connection like that, I wish you luck.

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For me, she's sweet and caring, and little things I do make her smile, and it fills up the room and I melt a little each day she's in my life.

And I love the way she plays with my hair while we sit, cuddle, and talk. About the next con, or an anime, this band or that, about our lives, our hopes and dreams and memories.

She's the only girl I've ever met who could get me to open my up my heart and soul and let out all my rotten piles of decaying skeletons I've kept locked up in a closet for far too long.

Being around her makes me a better me, and it hurts that there is so much that stands between us being together, and I want to believe that love prevails against all odds. I want to believe that whatever comes our way, we can face it together, but right now, I simply don't know.

he's with another girl now.
but i'm cool with it.
i'm strangely happy for him.
Life goes on 'eh 4chan?

I just had my Upgrade (it's the exam or better, "meeting" with a teachers' panel you sit half-way towards a PhD) - I thought that if I passed I'd be the happiest person on earth. I passed, but I feel I could have done better. I feel so drained, guilty and useless, cause I could see that my teachers probably thought I could have done better and some bits of my work were sloppy. Instead of celebrating, or feeling relieved I just keep reliving it and feeling bad about it. My self-worth is really down the drain :( :(

>>3106338


You are a bitch by thinking like that.

He's the best thing that ever happened to me. I met him my first week of college, and kissed him the night I met him. He's sweet, silly, adorable and loving. He's an amazing artist and photographer, and hilarious to boot. He's what got me into tokusatsu, and I'm what got him into cosplay, (at least serious about it). We have a bunch in common, but we have our differences too, but that makes everything that much more interesting. He's the one that got me out of my horrible weeaboo phase, which I am very grateful for. He always brings out the best in me, and makes me feel like I'm the most important person in the world.

Sure he can be emotional sometimes, and he internalizes a lot, but its a product of his upbringing, not anything that's his fault. And when he's upset, it makes me so happy to be able to get him to smile again.

Sometimes, I think about the future and get scared. But I can really see myself spending the rest of my life with him.

>>3106356
Keep trying man. As long as you have one of those connections, and it's mutual, keep trying for it as long as it'll stand.

He's ai'ight. Haha.

He's someone I've never met in person, but we've talked for 11 years now (since I was 15). He's older than me, and a srs bzns video gamer (like super big tournaments and the like). Whenever we speak he's wonderful and always knows just what to say. He makes me laugh and I have a picture of him from one of his tournaments that I keep with me always. We are seperated by our responsibilities and 3 states seperate us. How I long to cast off my obligations and be with him. Damn these ties that bind!

>>3106369
Hmmmm.. and in all my worry over it I forgot to mention the relevant (but prob obvious) point to this thread: Me being so obsessed and down is making my other half worried about me. I love him, but when I am down I can't have sex, I don't wanna go out, I don't even wanna talk. I am trying to pretend that I am ok & happy but he can see through that and thinks I am put off by him, rather than sad about my own stuff :(

He's leaving for good but I told him. I knew we'd have zero chance but I wanted to say something and it did mean something to him. We'll never be more than friends but I'm glad that I'll be able to keep him in my life and I wish him the best.

HE HE HE HE HE HE HE HE

One says she likes me, but I honestly don't know what the hell is going through her mind. Once in a while, she displays some form of interest in me, like she did when we first met, but for the last month or so, we've barely been keeping in touch. I've been thinking it's too good to be true and she'll forget about me soon enough, which isn't really much of a loss since I'm already prepared for it.


The other one is sweet and adorable, we talk on a regular basis, and she's head-over-heels for me, not to mention she's an amazing artist. It's cute how she doesn't know I'm aware she has a crush on me.


The only reason why I'm not romantically involved with either of them is because neither of them live close to me, and I don't believe in "internet relationships."

Oh well.

I see potential in her, I think she might see potential in me. I'm just kicking back and waiting to see where it goes; even if it doesn't go anywhere she's still an awesome friend. Shit is awwwwight. :]

I love him. I fucking love him. And he loves me too. But I barely see him, so it's impossible by now. He's attractive to me, though my friends tell me he's ugly, but he's smart, and has awesome skills for cosplay. I need to see him...

He's going to be away for a few months. I won't be able to talk to him unless absolutely necessary. The only way anyone will know he's alive will be the one or two text messages he'll send me each day. The messages aren't directed at me, but rather to the world, much like a blog.
It's very hard to explain to friends why it is that he's not going to contact me and why he's shutting himself off from everyone. The long story short of it all is that he hurt someone really close. He doesn't want to do the same thing to me. We both love each other and we both want to be together, but right now he's afraid. I did what I could to try and change his mind and tell him that I'm not like the person he hurt, but he would rather be absolutely sure in himself before trying to support me. I want that. For the longest time I dated a man that always doubted why I was with him. So I want the man I love, the man that loves me, to be more confident in himself.
I'm going to be strong through this. I'm going to stay strong so that he has something good to come back to. I'm gonna take care of myself as well. He's my best friend and I love him so much.

She left me for a man (I am female) only 5 days after she broke up with me and claimed she wasn't breaking up with me for someone else. It's been a year now, we still talk frequently and while I am not in love with her selfish self anymore, I can't help but think all the things she does with him I say to myself 'that should be with me.' What she has done to me has ruined me for life, I don't want to make new friends anymore, I don't want a relationship anymore because I think they are filthy because of her. I can't trust anyone anymore.

>>3106379

Suuuuuuure I am. Because letting him pay a 4th of the rent and using all my extra money on him is considered being a bitch?
While I have to search for nickles and dimes to pay for my train fare to and from work and have to strave every day. Ok anon, you got me there, I must be a bitch.

>>3106684
Get over it. Sounds harsh, sounds impossible, but it's life. Don't let a faking little shit like that ruin you; you're stronger than that and part of you must know it.

Move on with life. Eradicate her from it if that's what you need to do. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

>>3106765
No what you are is fucking stupid. Spend your money on YOU, make him pay what he OUGHT TO, and don't take any shit. Then when he complains ignore him. If he wants to treat you like a bitch, then BE ONE.

We're moving into our new pretty little home in FIVE DAYS.
It's a little stressful, heaven knows if we'll be packed in time, but I'm so excited and I know he is too :D

I've never felt so close to anyone before. He brightens up my days with his smile, he's gorgeous, sweet, funny, and I don't want anyone else.

Anyway, brb, time to get back to packing :)

If I was prettier, he might have stayed with me.

Well, I pretty much hate the guy I had an intense crush on for the last few months and I bumped into a new guy who's been the exact opposite of my crush and have totally fallen for him, only to find he lives far away and long distant relationships are a no go for me.

I want to try and sort out *why* I suddenly hate the first guy so much, but I'm wondering if it's even worth it. I'm thinking we just should belong friends and not take the next step so we avoid any drama that might happen.

>>3106788

I was just replying to the person who said me being upset up him and that he needs to find a better job makes me a bitch for thinking that way.

Anyway I am being a bitch to him now, he's going to that interview today for this new job finally. We'll see what happens, and I know I'm stupid for letting him do this everytime.
I kicked him out a few months ago but I was going stir crazy alone in the huge place.
He just needs to grow up because other than that he's a great guy.

>>3106841
>needs to grow up because

Oh the irony

He's amazing and I love him. But because of the distance between us, and my lack of wheels, I only get to see him every 2 to 3 weeks. Thankfully when we do visit, it's for about 2 to 3 days. We've been together for 2 and half years now and have been through some rough times on each of our parts, so I think we have what it takes to make it in the long run.

He's everything I want and he makes happy. He gives me butterflies in my stomach when he calls me beautiful and his kisses are the warmest I've ever recieved, God I miss him right now. We haven't seen each other for going on 3 weeks now. Sucks...

I broke up with her a while ago even though I still liked her...

It was the distance! It was killing me!

After I got over her and now see her as only a friend i'm thinking of not dating for a while...

and then when I go back to dating I think i'll try dating guys for a while...

>>3106845

Sorry, I fail to see what you mean by that. If it's my grammer, sorry. I'm typing via blackberry and english isn't even my first language.

So humor me here, I'm not trying to argue or show off my e-peen. What's so ironic?

>>3106885
>I am being a bitch to him now
>I kicked him out a few months ago
>He just needs to grow up

You are the one that needs to grow up.

I love him so much, going on 3 years now and it couldn't be better. We're moving soon and I'm thrilled to start making ourselves a place of our own. He would do -anything- for me. And I feel so thankful that I was able to find someone like him.
I am extremely weirded out by the fact that I had a dream about raping his best friend last night, though.

>>3106899

Yes, I understand that much but what's the point of saying something like that without any advice or your thought on it? It's just sensless jabber then. What is your suggestion?

It's a crush if anything. I actually laugh about it.
I'm a socially awkward fuck, to be honest so I'm glad that I don't personally know them. Every time I find out something about them and it turns out that's what I'm into, that's what I aspire to be, etc. I 'hnnnng' a bit. It doesn't help that if I went to my local con and did what I have planned to do at a con we could end up in a conversation or god forbid, they would notice me. I could end up running into them, too. I could seriously laugh it off without thinking about it too much but it really sucks that they live in the same goddamn country that I do. If they didn't I wouldn't be thinking so much about this and trying to perfect myself in several areas just because I have a glimmer of hope that they will notice me one day, etc.

>>3106350
Jessica?

>>3106912
The suggestion was GROW UP.
You were going stir crazy? Get a fucking pet or move for fucks sake. You list all this shit that's goin wrong, but 'he's a really great guy other than that'. What the fuck? Drop him off at the curb, sister.

I have a crush on one of my best friends and I've been told he likes me too, but what if they're wrong and he doesn't like me back? It could ruin our friendship and I definitely don't want that.

We are only friends, but now she is sleeping with another one of our friends, who lives in the same town as her (and I don't). I feel so jealous, this other girl likes the same things as me but she is 100% better at all of them. I'm afraid that my friend won't need/want me anymore...

I'm going to propose to her this weekend.

It's taken five years to finally be with the man of my dreams. I'll be damned if she sinks her harpy claws into him.

>>3106809
Honey, good riddance, cos if you weren't pretty enough for him then he wasn't the one for you. I know that sounds empty, but your comment reminded me of something that I have said once or twice before. To the guy that is right for you, you will look like the prettiest girl around, trust me.

God, reading about all these other people who have great relationships just makes me more and more skeptical about how great they could possibly be. No matter how hard I try, I just can't imagine someone being perfect for someone else. I have such a negative outlook on love, all I ever see are inadequacies and eventual heartbreak. How do I fix this /cgl/, I hate it

>>3107252
you need to find your own perfect someone.

>>3107255

I suppose all of my skepticism stems from my belief that there is no one out there for me, then <:Ia It seems almost impossible, from where I'm standing.

He's cute. But I've barely known him long enough to form an opinion. I think it's just me poor ronery heart telling me how ronery it is. lol

>>3107274
it's not impossible! just don't wait around for it, the right person will come when you least expect it.

>>3107274
I felt that way too, for years. Couldn't stay in a relationship for more than two months, the annoying shit always caught up to me. But then I found the guy that has just the right sort of annoying shit for me, and puts up with mine, and all of a sudden it's been three years.

It's not about finding someone that never does anything that bugs you. It's about finding someone who you can talk to about that stuff, and whose faults...I dunno, mesh with yours? It's weird.

I am getting on the desperate field. I can't manage to find a boyfriend. I feel uncomfortable whenever someone talks about it or talks about sex. Even when I meet a guy, I immediatly avoid any interaction because I am worried they may not be perfect and, above all, that people would comment it and criticize me.

Even when I appreciate them.

I seriously need to see a doctor about this....

I stay away from dating.

Problem solved.

We've been together for almost two years now and things are great. I can honestly say I've never loved anything as much as I love him. Except maybe my first stuffed animal, but let's not bring Senor Rainbow McPurplefairy into this.

I just wish he had more ambition, bigger dreams. I feel like I'm always thinking about adventure and going somewhere. He'll be content with a roof over his head and video games to play. Which isn't wrong or bad. It's just a little incompatible.

But we'll figure it out, whatever the solution may be. Even if we break up and stay friends, he's the only person I've ever seen sticking around for years and years, out of other friends and family and everyone. He's all of the good things I'm not. Don't tell him I said so, but when I'm done adventuring and ready to settle down, I hope he'll let me back into his home to play some games together. Maybe with rings on our fingers.

I has no one. haven't felt that spark of love for some time now. It will be 3 year come AX that I've honestly loved a girl.

>>3107001

It's very complicated, but I do have a pet, three cats, whihc ties into ther moving thing. I can't due to those pets.

But I just wanted to rage a little, nothing more. Plus he got the new job.

The guy Im into just announced he got engaged not too long ago. Hes been really cool and sweet and i love his aggressive attitude, so when this litlle whore from half the country away comes into this ive been getting a bit angry. Hes mine, you fucking whore. Dont be alone in a room with me. I know you both post here

>>3107812
If he asked HER to marry him and not you, no, he's not yours. Deal with it. =P

she's across the ocean
probably banging dudes

Ahh,, I'll join in.

So.. it's been ten months today. We started dating on the 14th of August, and after exactly 6 months, on Februari the 14th we were still together. You still think I planned it that way.. Well, I didn't... it just happened.

I gave you an anatomically correct chocolade human heart I had cast, glaced and then painted myself. You sisters were disgusted, but you loved it. I guess that's just our kind of humor.

Today it's been 10 months. I know you still have a piece of that heart in your bedroom, and that you're slowly chipping off pieces.

In two months' time it'll be a year. I know it's a big deal for you. I know I'll have to be on your doorstep that day. Not because you demand it of me, but because I demand it of me. What I've got for you? I've got a wooden ring, made by some weird Canadian guy. It should be done about now. It'll take a while to arrive though. It'll have to cross the ocean.

But lately, there's this thing. You've expressed the wish to be a man from time to time. I knew you'd probably not end up like Jessica so I helped a bit. I bought some bandages to bind your chest and used the little tricks I had learned during middle school theather productions to make you look more masculine *We had a serious lack of males, so male roles had to be filled by females* and even helped you make your voice a little deeper. I lend you my shirt, my pants and my combat boots, and let you be a man for a day.

I know you liked it, you told me. You told me you didn't ewant to be a guy forever, just every now and then. But still, it kinda scares me. I'm Biseksual, and I've dated guys before. According to others I'm supposed to be open-minded, but it scares me.

Please don't change too much, kay?

I don't know, at this point it's just taken in strides.

Very. Long. Confusing strides.

>>3107836
Fuck.
I'll admit it. I hnnnnng'ed a bit.

she just doesn't get it.

I'm a lolita, and most lolitas are usually single because they are dead set of finding their prince charming or are single because they simply realized that they would probably never fine him.

I found my prince charming.
I'm a manager at Sanrio in a local mall. I usually wear lolita to work.

I met my boyfriend at work. He work's for mall management/security.

One day I had to get someone phscially taken out of my store and that's the first time we met.
After he interviewed me for the report, he told me that he's seen me around the mall and he always wanted to work up the courage to tell me how beautiful I always looked, and he asked me out.

We've been together ever since and not only does he like my lolita but he help support me in it. Since we've meet there hasn't been a pay period I haven't gotten a new dress or shoes, etc. He's also had bought himself some long tailed vests, dress pants, and nice blouses to dress up with me for meet ups.

We just moved into an apartment together and we're hoping to get married soon.

I crushed on a girl for several years, even told her. She thinks I'm fun and cool and all, she's told me that I'm amazing.

But I'm just "not her type". Not her type? Oh hell naw, bitch expects me to just go on like she didn't rip my heart out from my chest? No. Not acceptable.

>>3107879
Welcome to the world man.

You'll get your heart ripped out many times. It's better if the first's the worst.

He wouldn't ask me out, so I asked him out. I was so embarrased and nervous, but we had a lot of fun and now he talks to me everyday.
That was a big hurdle for me to get over. I'm not demanding or controlling at all. I'm glad I did that, though.

>>3107911
>implying that this was the first
>or the worst

>>3107932
that's how you made it sound.

I'm pretty sure I'll be alone forever.

The only person I've ever believed I've had 'feelings' for is completely out of my league. He doesn't even think of me like that.

I really liked this boy for a year and he was shy, so I decided to ask him out. He said yes and we were together for at least half a year. In that half a year, we never kissed on the lips. Cheeks, hands, noses, yes. Just never the lips. I figured it was because he was shy and wanted to take his time, but...
It was because he was gay. He didn't like me like I loved him, but didn't want to hurt my feelings. Fuck him for being to nice to me. He should've just said so when I asked him out.

Worst part is I still love him, and it's been a year.

I am becoming a she.

She is becoming a he.

>>3107879
Haha. I was "that girl" when I was in high school. Guy was my best friend for about 3 years, between bouts of "I still like you 'that way'" and me going "I still don't like you 'that way'" (we'd then proceed to fight for a month, refuse to talk, and then eventually go back to the way we were)
Sorry, dude. You were seriously my best friend...but I just wasn't attracted to you. At all.

I can't remember what happened. I think we eventually had a fight a month or so before graduation (him going off on ladder theory, and refusing to talk to me unless I had sex with him or something) and we never spoke to each other again.

he looks like Nathan Explosion, we have a friends with benefits thing going on at the moment.
Whenever we fuck he puts on metal music.

good shit man. good shit.

I feel horribly confused. I've been single for so long now and frustratingly get my friends asking why I'm still single, and a lot of guys are interested in me. But I'm stuck on him I guess and it just seems like a hopeless situation

>>3107874
do lolitas usually have their shields up? They either expect creepers or hecklers calling them bo peep, right?

He liked me i liked him he eventually asked me out, Dated me a day then told me he had commitment problems.

Week later phones me up crying asking me advice on how to keep his new girlfriend because he didnt know what to do when she was upset.

I went quiet for a moment. Told him just to listen, Be there for her.

He said thank's after he finished crying then hung up.

...I was on my dinner break at work when he called.

I got home and found that his mate's were laughing at the fact he dumped me with commitment problems after a day. He said he didn't know they knew.

Saw him for the second time at a recent anime expo. made me feel sick. my friend walked over and asked if it was him (She never met him before in her life)

All i saw from the table was her slapping him across the face and him nearly hitting the floor

lol'd.

got over him.

tl;dr
He lied, got served, we lol'd.

Spring, senior year of high school. The dream boy, the one every girl wants to date, breaks up with his long-time girlfriend. He likes me. We start dating. He's my first kiss.

He's wonderful. Always tells me how beautiful I am, gives me so much attention. But he doesn't know that right before we started dating, I was coming out of my first major depressive episode. I don't want him to feel like he has to stay with me to be supportive.

It's a good summer. But at the end of it, he's working all the time and stops talking to me. I feel alone and ignored. I leave for school. Heartbroken. He texts me a week later asking when I'm leaving. I tell him I'm here and he says he's sad that he didn't get to say goodbye to me. I was still heartbroken. To top it all off I get to watch my roommate rekindle her romance with her ex-boyfriend and witness some deeply emotionally intimate moments between them.

He says our schools are too far apart for it to work. Not that he doesn't like me. He's a jerk, he broke my heart and I hate him so much for it.

If he told me today that he wanted to try and make it work again, I'd take him back in a second.

>>3107997
FUCK YEAR. That sounds awesome. Friends with benefits > relationship already, but he's adding in metal music to fuck to? You got it good girl.

Ahh.
Childhood friend confesses to me, I have a crush on him too. First and only relationship, he moves to Virginia, starts ignoring me on msn, check his Myspace, he has a girlfriend.

Don't know if I should feel sad.

>>3108175
Don't take him back. Yeah, gonna go on a limb and say that the real reason is probably the distance, but if he truly cared about you, he would've tried making the distance thing work.

You deserve better, yo. Always remember that.

>>3108197
Hypno's got a point.

My gf lives 3 hours away by high speed train *In fact, I had to move to a different country for my university* and we still make it work.

I spent some time with my ex over the weekend, it was really pleasant and it was nice to see him and hug him again after such a long time. I forgot how good I felt around him, even though the end of our relationship caused a lot of heartache for everyone. I miss him a bit, and think about what it would be like if we were together now, that we're both more mature, but I'm in a very committed, long-term relationship and I feel guilty for having these thoughts.

>>3107252
>>3107274
to quote cast away:
(you have) to keep living.Tomorrow the sun will rise, and who knows what the tide could bring?

I've come from a history of bad heartache relationships to the point where I wanted to give up completely, and I ended up getting my heart mended by someone I didn't expect to be around. He stayed by my side and never put any pressure on me when I was going through getting over the person who stomped my heart on the ground. I didn't like the idea of having any baggage to carry with me in a new relationship, so I was happy be gave me the time to heal in my own way.

It's been almost a year. I'm scared to death because I think he may be the one. I'm happy of the thought but afraid because if I do give my heart to him forever, then if something bad happens I don't know if I would be able to handle it emotionally. I guess we'll see, but I'm going to keep positive because I have nothing to lose.

bump

Entering year nine and going strong. :)

Him #1: Fuck you, leave me alone. I wish we could be friends but clearly that is going to be impossible for you.

Him #2: I no longer have lingering feelings for him, especially 'cause I know that in so many ways we're completely incompatible. But as friends we WERE great. He's just been acting weird since then, things still seem really strained between us, and the fact that he's leaving soon is probably gonna make stuff worse. Sorry that I fucked up, and sorry that you fucked up, and sorry that I ever liked you. Guess some friendships aren't meant to work out.

There's nobody else. I think I just wanna be single for like...the next 3 years. Done with this shit...

He was just a friend with benefits.

He warned me, "Don't get attached to me."

I'm not getting attached, but when he thinks I'm obsessing over him, he ignores me, until I get pissed off at him, and starting ignoring -him-. Then, he comes back, happy to talk to me...

My best friend tells me to leave him alone, he's a douche, etc. I constantly wonder if I should just put up with his narcissism, and just deal with his ignoring me, occasionally?

But, just recently, I got really upset about a coworker, and he fixed it for me. When I started crying at work, he held me, and took me home.

.__. If he keeps this shit up, I'm definitely going to get attached... </3

You have no idea how hard I was hitting on you that Saturday night, how we listened to Bowie and Lennon.

And then you played the Zombies, and I knew I had to have you.

And that next Saturday night, you took all the courage you had in you and grabbed my hand underneath the blanket we were sharing, while watching that awful movie he put on.

You put your hand on my heart...and told me my heart rate. I still laugh and smile on that one. So romantic.

And now it's been 8 months. We've done a lot and we're both amazing people. I absolutely want to spend my life with you, I'm not even second guessing at this point. You held me this past Saturday and said I was yours. Completely yours, and I agreed. Asked me how many kids I wanted to have. It made me so happy to hear that.

I am *so* fucking scared you're going to graduate school next year, and decide you want to see the world, (or one of the other big plans you have) and leave me here alone. Spring 2011 terrifies me.

I wasn't lying when I said you were the catalyst for me having not killed myself last year. You've made me want to live again.

>>3108714
This is super-sweet. Congrats.

>>3108682
Do not get attached. Seriously. It's the worst feeling in the world to be crushed like that. I know it's hard not to, trust me. I went through something really similar.

i wish i were single sometimes. i've never not been in a serious relationship, and i'd like to go out and have fun, meet new people, try new things.

my guy & me, we get along so well i don't see us breaking up any time soon. curious as i am, i don't want to be a cunt and leave this great person so i can whore around.

He was there...it was fine...but I can't handle relationships, so I ended it. And we were at peace, still friends, but...had a huge falling out out of nowhere, and I can't not hold grudges, and now it's constantly pissing me off and putting a wedge between me and my closest friend, who had never met him before I started dating him, but is now super buddy buddy with him... And she doesn't understand why it upsets me.

Other than that, there's nothing asides from fuckbuddies. I'm so unbelievably ronery. Hold me, /cgl/. :<

I know that I'll never be his first choice. He's pretty much told me this, time and again. But sometimes he lets me "play" with him when he's between girls. It gives me this horrible false hope. But at least sex is better than nothing, right?

He's probably the best thing that's ever happened to me relationship-wise. He's funny, I can talk to him about anything and he's the one guy that I feel 100% emotionally attached to.

All in all, he makes me feel happy with life. :D

It was a forbidden love affair between him and I. He is my teacher, and I am his student. When I pass by him in the hallways, my heart flutters and I suddenly feel more jubilant. I have never fallen in love before, and to feel so safe around a handsome older man made me mature.

Unfortunately, I held but a very small place in his heart whereas I gave him all of mine. His eyes show no surpressed feelings of love, but only a casual greeting towards acquaintances. He makes gaping holes in my heart. He's getting laid off, and I have to tell him how I feel. I keep a chain ring on my ring finger, so that when I do meet him again in the future, I will have another gift for him...

Judging from my past several interests, I think I've subconciously developed a bias toward the trait of "impossible to be with, ever".

>>3108884
Oh my god, please grow some self-respect. This is just nauseatingly ridiculous.

>>3108884
Stop that shit, it fucks with your self confidence for years.

>>3108901
>>3108902
But I like to pretend that it's not doing me huge amounts of harm because I'm aware of how awful it is.

Besides, I'm pretty convinced it's more than I ever deserve to have in the first place. Ha ha ha ha....

I finally got over her, I think. Though I was depressed for like... 2 months or so (that's way too long for me)... She was kind of my first girlfriend, though we were only dating (she had to tell me that, hur). Like 1 month after she told me that this wasn't the time for us to have a relationship. I was ok until then, it sounded like it wasn't the end. But then when I was about to tell her that I would wait for her I found out she had a new boyfriend, her platonic love for months... That's just when I felt used and everything started falling apart. And I still can't think of any reason of why she did it, date me when she was in love with someone else. Anyways, that's past.
Though I still can't see US and UK from Hetalia together without feeling like vomiting, (Their most recognized cosplays are of them)
Btw I'm worried as hell, I think I'm starting to like a teacher... That's no good.

>>3106285

He's not only my boyfriend, but he's my best friend too. We joke that "bros before hos" doesn't quite apply because I'm both bro AND ho.

He's the only person I'm comfortable being myself around. He knows all of my baggage, and he's helping me schlep it down the road.

I love him, and I'm never letting him go :3

>>3108952
You deserve better. You ALWAYS should remember that you deserve better than that. You keep putting yourself down, and that's what others will think of you.

I had never liked someone before, let alone kissed someone.
He used me for my body and left me the SAME day for another woman. He told me he loved me and he was the only man I'd ever (consensually) been with.
It's been a year since then and despite all the name-calling, bruises, and basically crippling depression, I love him all them more.

Almost everyone in this thread needs a hug.
But don't worry anons.
Life goes on.

Sometimes we fuck. Otherwise, we go about our separate lives, not giving a shit about each other.

Feels good man.

>>3109015
Stop. Get away. I was in the same exact place you were. It's not worth it. I tried to kill myself twice because of him. As I was in the hospital for the first round, he was sleeping with another woman.

You made me throw up thinking about how you need to get away from that.

>>3108714
That post is me, just forgot to put my name. Things get better once you wise up. Please, wise up.

>>3109015
I bet you deserve something better.
I know how you feel though.
"When you're too in love to let it go, but if you don't try you'll never know just what you're worth" (8)

>>3109056
Bruises, emotional abuse, and crippling depression isn't love. Seriously, seek help. I can't stress that enough.

>>3109046

>>3109082
My life is that awesome in your estimation eh?

lol does cgl every have hookup threads? i'm a charming white knight ;)

I am in love with her. It's weird and crazy and I still can't really believe that it happened in the first place. I feel so damn happy when I am around her, which is kind of a big deal for me.

It still feels like I'm in some kind of dream every time I kiss her, I'm afraid I'm going to wake up one day. In the mean time, I'll enjoy every second that I get to spend with her =D.

I had admired her from afar for a while and to finally be the one that gets to wake up next her.... feels good, man.

Hot chick I want to bone this week at Ragnarok.

Friend already called dibs on her.

He's like my brother, so I have to respect his dibs.

MAN IT'S WEIRD BEING COCKBLOCKED.

Since I have no 'other', I'mma talk about my best friends.

:) They're the best thing that really ever happened to my this year. Even though we've been friends for maybe a year or so, I feel so much more connected to them now. (I'm actually talking about 3 girls haha.)

He's one of the most amazing guys I've ever met. Dashing, lovable, funny, honest, and strong. He likes to hate on himself since his standards for himself are outrageous. But he's actually unbelievable the way he is now.

I only wish my words were good enough for him. That I was good enough for him. But I know that I'll never be more than a friend to him. He's like a prince and I'm certainly not a princess.

I wish I could decide whether I like him or love him but I'm scared to know the answer because I'm afraid the feelings will, once more, be unrequited. It's very likely given my record.

But he--and even his family--says and does these things that give me a spark of hope and I don't want to believe in it because I know better. "It's not going to happen," and "You're not special"... I wish he'd dash my hopes somehow because he kills me.

I dread the day he leaves (even though there's more than a year) because I'm certain he'll forget all about me. And yet somehow, I feel that would be for the best; before I decide how I feel about him and it becomes too late.

Hmmm.

I met a bitch.

We work in the same store. We're both cashiers.

I only see him once or twice or week because lol schedules, andI can't always say so much as hello if it's really busy...

But the few times that we HAVE spoken more then a few words, it has been really nice. I've had a budding crush on him for a few months now, and I have a feeling there might be a mutual feeling there...

If I was able to speak to him regularly, I might have confessed by now, but the way things are now, things are progressing very slowly.

He's really cute, and is super-nice. He's a great guy to chat with. It hurts me when I would like to say hello to him, and can't. I don't want him to think of me as a bitch.

In the meantime, I can only hope to speak to him as much as I can, and get to know him more as a friend and co-worker, before things can go farther then that.

>>3109091
how can you be so emotionless? D:

>>3109159
Because emotions suck and fucking doesn't? I get to be completely independent. Even if I had sex with someone else, what the fuck will this guy do about it? Nothing. Cuz he doesn't care. And I don't care. It's... pretty much perfect.

I met the most amazing guy, probably the first guy I'd actually have a chance with. Maybe he'd be mine... if he didn't belong to someone else. (And I think she's sort of a bitch)

I'm okay being friends but I don't know how I'll act seeing both of them together.

>>3106975

..Who is this?

I haven't had a crush on anyone in a really really long time. Its especially weird because I want to have sex [and I do]... but I don't think about anyone all too much or anything.

>>3109163
so you're a cheater :|

I was really sad that our partner in crime didn't show up this weekend.

It would have been nice to have another awesome threesome.

By the way, you looked amazing. I could not stop ogling and drooling, sorry ;P

>>3109181
Can't cheat on anyone if you don't have a real relationship with them. It's not like he doesn't have the same exact policies I do.

Met through a mutual friend at school, both huge nerds but attractive, sex often, cosplay together, absolutely no drama for the 8 months we've been together, feels good man.

I've been crushing on her for a couple of years now. She's talented, beautiful, and I'm afraid she's way out of my league. But, the last time we talked (which was about a year ago) she told me she loved me. Since then I haven't heard anything from her. I have no idea where she is or how she is.

I heard that she visits 4chan so I came here to look for her. I had no idea this was an anonymous forum and that there was almost no hope of finding her here. That was several months ago and, even though it is nearly impossible, I'm still searching for her here.

>>3109201
GO FIND HER MAN

>>3109198
hahaha obvious troll is obvious perfect people dont come to 4chan. nice try

>>3109204
I would if I could but I'm not sure where to start. She doesn't use anything like Myspace or Facebook.

>>3109191
it just seems hard to start a relationship if you're in...whatever you're in

>>3109264
That's the beauty of it my friend. I don't want a relationship.

>>3109269
hmm. I don't get it. humans are social beasts

>>3109280
I had a relationship once. That was enough to teach me that it sucks and I hate it. He was very nice. Treated me extremely well. I just hated being "in a relationship." Maybe I'm some sort of freak, but I can't be tied to another person. I need to be able to leave them for days/weeks/months/forever and have them not care. I don't like attachment/relationships unless they are loose and casual.

She was cute, funny, and shockingly wasn't a shallow bitch or crazy like everyone else in the area. I'm pretty socially awkward, so actually asking her out was difficult 'cuz of my lack of a spine. The relationship was a bit hollow, unfortunately. It seemed like she really only went out with me to not hurt my feelings. One day, she suddenly decides to ignore me in every way, shape, and form. I wasn't torn up about it at all, but now I'm painfully aware of my roneriness again and I can't seem to work up the confidence to ask anyone out again due to my pansy-ass nature.

Balls: I need a pair.

He's such an adorable dork even though people think he's a dumbass. He's just about the sweetest guy I've known and he always encourages and supports me, even if I sometimes think up crazy shit he doesn't always get.

He always has people tell him how lucky he is. We've even had total strangers say this before on numerous occasions. I feel extremely glad that he helps me bring out the goodness and strength inside of me, and I'll forever be glad to know that I can bring out his happiness and energy.

It's been a year and two months now and going strong. :3 The only bad thing I can really say is that some of his females friends need to back off, because I don't think they all GET that, like it or not, the rules have changed a little because he has a girlfriend. I'd feel better if they got the message already, considering how amazingly understanding and accepting all my guy friends were about it.

>>3109323
Forgot your trip.

He is the love of my fucking life. I've never met anyone as wonderful as he is.

Growing up, every time I would like a guy, he would either show no interest back, or I would get over them if they did, which was terrible but I couldn't help it. He was the first one that ever liked me back, and I still liked him very much.

We have now been together for over a year and a half, and I am so happy. Even when we fight, I cannot stay mad at him for long, and I am never so upset that my love is hindered. I don't know what I would do without him, I am so madly in love with him.

We met through a weird love triangle thing, and I am so thankful that things worked out the way they did.

I love him more than he will ever know.

We've been fooling around for about 6 months, and this past weekend I drove down to see him(he lives 2 hours away) He got me stumblig drunk and I blurted out "I like you" he backs off and looks at me going "oh no". He then goes "do you like or like-like?"

(I'm sorry I thought we were 22-23 here.....)

I say "like, your a cool person and fun to hang around" he turns it into a rant, I'm only going to quote what i remeber so please forgive me if it's choppie.

him-"like turns into like-like which then becomes love"
me-"no no like goes like-like, then fancy, then love"
him-"okay so we've been doing this for 6 months, and I'm hesitant to do anything because what if you or I meet someone and theres that spark there and like I dunno you wanna see them. I would tell you if that happend and I would hope you'd do the same for me"
Me- "ohh no no bro I totaly know where your coming from, it's all good"
Him-"so just we're clear on where we stand, see why I'm aprehensive about going any further?"
Me-"no no totally I totally get this shit, I get this I got you" (yes this was how I talked, I was shit faced)

then we had sex... 4 times in the 2 days I was down there.

Thing is, he's so sweet and affectionate to me, even in public. He's shared intement details about himself with me and honestly, if he didn't feel a 'spark' or whatever why would he make time to not only ask me to visit but come visit me, cosplay with me and actually GET TO KNOW me. not like "hi my name is soandso and i like puppys~"
No! he actually knows me as a person not a sex object.

maybe it was the booze talking, b/c he was drunk too. I figure I'm going to not touch the subject till around otakon which will be 8 months that this whatever has been going on and just mention it.....or should I not wait that long?

God help me /cgl/ I can't be stuck in a sex only realtionship again with a guy who doesn't know what he wants from me....I just can't do that again...

My blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah lessons blah blah blah blah blah blah integrity blah blah blah blah blah blah honor blah blah blah blah satisfaction blah blah blah blah blah gratification blah blah blah blah blah blah blah beauty blah blah blah blah in love blah blah blah blah marriage

Looks pretty beta in here

>>3109380
hi5

>>3106356
He's really...special. I don't know how it happened. We met a long time ago randomly through friends, and I always thought to myself, "Wow...he's cute."
I never did anything, but then one weekend just happened years later and all these feelings started growing and growing.

He's so cute, /cgl/...so cute. I'll blow him a kiss or wink at him, and you can see his heart melting. I'll play with his hair, and he practically turns into a puddle. and all he has to do is just smile at me, and the same thing happens to me.

We fit so well together, physically, and emotionally. I can open up to him about absolutely everything in my life, and vice versa. I've never been so open or honest with anyone in my life.

I love him so much, I know that we'll barrel right through any of our roadblocks and I hope that we end up happily ever after. I mean, he is my Prince Charming after all.

We finally told each other how we feel! All i do is think about her. It's good to be alive!!

Met him during High school and have been dating him since. It's been amazing. He's the love of my life and I can't wait to buy a house and fill it with dorky shit.

I eventually got him to cosplay with me and he loves it now, it's a hobby we both share and adore. He can drive me totally insane and make me want to pull my hair out but there is no replacing him. He is a wonderful man and an absolute amazing person. Couldn't put my love for him into words if I tried.

Feels good man.

I love him. I love him so much. And he loves me. And we couldn't be happier.

>>3109201
Oh, fuck man.
You will find her one day, I swear.
You fucking deserve her.

Guy A:
I met you first. You were dating my friend. We were friends. I had just moved there, getting over a lot of shit. You were the first one who called me 'pretty' in a very very long time. Hell, you said 'beautiful' and even 'gorgeous'. You were a perv and a Gentleman, and probably completely Gay. I liked you anyway.

But I gave up.You seemed so happy with Her, then Him, then She, then He. You changed beloved ones every two months or so, and i brought the tissues. I was fine with being near you, didn't want any complications of being more than friends. Then I met Guy B.

Guy B: I met you while on vacation with a friend. You noticed me, I noticed you. In a really, pathetically obvious way. We talked nearly every night for about two months. We connected, you said you liked me.

You live about 400 miles away. But this last month, we haven't talked. Not at all really. I'm so worried you've forgotten about me, found someone more interesting. Or maybe it's just me. I'm actually worried >>3106507 is you because that's how scared I am.

>>3110827 cont

The Circumstances:
Guy A, when you told me you liked me, I had no idea what to think. It was like someone saying the toothfairy exists and it's in this jar, but I've already stopped caring about the toothfairy. I've grown up. I should have seen the signs. You casually mentioning me playing the romantic intrest of your lead role, randomly tell me I'm pretty. You even kissed me. That was my first, buy the way.

But I can't stop liking you. I don't know how it happened. You asked me out, I said no. So we were more than Friends. We just fooled around a bit. I lost my self control. We got drunk. We slept together. I'm such an idiot.

Sorry. I still like Guy B. Guy A, you and I are only spur of the moment, when you are here. But I like Guy B and I can't say how much. I choke on my own words. I may come off as cold, but there are things I can't say, like its a taboo. Even though we aren't going out, I feel like I cheated on your existence. Sorry.

I thought you and I had something special. Not especially romantic, but a connection. We always made the same jokes, enjoyed the same things, could make the shittest little game the best night of fun ever. We even shared a bed (although no sex was had) and cuddled and took comfort in each other's company.

Then suddenly, one day, you stopped caring. You stopped talking to me, calling me, avoided me in the street and wouldn't be seen dead with me in public.

We moved away from each other, literally, to different parts of the country and the contact ceased entirely. You lied to me about something horrific to get my attention, then again you just disregarded me like trash.

I can't forgive you, but I want you to know, I really did care for you. But you certainly never deserved it, I now know.

>>3110844 >cont

You kissed me one night, in a drunken stupor. Told me I was beautiful and that you hadn never met anyone like me, who connected with you like I do.

I know now you lied, and it was the booze talking. But you never admitted it. instead you just pretended to be dying and bullshitted to me in the worst way possible.

At a time when someone very close to me genuinely WAS dying, I found it all too much to handle. to find out it was a blatant lie horrified me.

You broke my heart.

>>3110860
That is... fucking atrocious.

wow. All of you. You made me b'awwwwww ;_;

He is amazing and I am so so lucky he is mine. Almost two years together and it's gone by so fast!

>>3109568
Finally told the guy I had a crush on for a year that I have feelings for him, turns out he did too! We were silly and thought we didn't like each other. We're in love now and are boyfriend and girlfriend :)

You're an asshole, I put up with your crap in High School because I was kind of insecure at the time and you were "Mr. Popular" but I didn't need all the shit you put me through.

I haven't talked to you in 3 years, and now you want to pop up out of nowhere and tell everyone I know that we deserve to be together, that "you'll find me", how since you're supposedly sick it's my job to take care of you as your last wish. Fuck that. I loved you when I was a younger, but I'm smarter than that now. You're an egotistical, abusive asswipe and I think the fact that you're lying about having a terminal illness and threatening to come and supposedly find me just shows how small you are. I live in the same house, I have a pretty regular schedule, I'm not that hard to find... so stop threatening my friends and acting like a bitch and either say this shit to my face or go back to the city. Douche.

>>3111156
OMG are you like, related to >>3110844?

sounds like the same insipid cunt.

him :<
He was the first person I made friends with when I moved from New York to Georgia at 12, he was 16 at the time. We where and still are total different extremes of each other, he's a white nice southern kid and I was a black pushy city brat but we would talk to each other for hours every day. Around my 15th birthday, I asked him out and he surprisingly he said yes. On my 16th birthday, he gave me a plain white gold ring to tell everyone we where offically dating. His family was never too happy about him dating a "nigger" but that's another story. Around my 17th birthday, I started working hard to get accepted into any school with scholarship money and that's when we started to drift apart. He was upset that I didn't want to stay in Georgia and he said he wanted more "freedom". So on my 18th birthday, I didn't get accept to any colleges and he broke up with me...
I ended up staying in Georgia and having to go to a local college.
part 1

>>3111181
>>"insipid cunt"
>>Implying that I was writing that for reader amusement as opposed to just relieving mass amounts of frustration.

Good word use though... I'll give you that.

>>3109291

I am exactly like you, anon. It seems like people expect guys to be like this, but not girls. I just can't handle commitment or monogamy, and even the open relationship I was in made me uncomfortable and I had to cut it off. I dunno what's wrong with us, but I'm hoping someday in the future I'll be able to handle intimacy, because as is I'm so lonely.

>>3111187
part 2
So we semi-dated other people and tried to move on. But around Christmas he came over and visited me, it was a pretty friendly visit intil we hugged good bye and we banged. I kicked him out but after that he started seeing me more. And around my 19th birthday, I asked what are we doing? where we going out or not and he didn't answer and turned his back on me. So I stopped calling and letting him see me, I started seeing other people seriously. I didn't have totally terrible relationships with other peope but they where character building to say it nicely. Durring the time my ex and I talked on and off while I was dating other people and he listen to me bitch and cry about terrible dates and man troubles. Before my 20th birthday I ended a relationship with less then steller guy. I ended up crying to my ex and he surprised me with a visit that didn't end in just sex, he comforted me and took me out on dates. Around my 20th birthday my ex started seeing me weekly, taking me out on dates and staying over my apartment for days.
I don't really know what will happen while I'm 20 or what will happen when I turn 21. But for right now things seem nice.
I have small nagging feelings about why does he want to ignore all the shitty things he did to me, why didn't he sleep/date around more, did he only come back to me because he couldn't do any better? I guess I know the real answers but for now, I'm happy and I don't care much.
sorry for my terrible writing and boring long story -__-

He's the best friend of the guy who has already professed his attraction to me. But I went ahead and started dating him anyways.

Things were pretty good, but his power level was showing too much for me. I just don't want to be with someone who's always saying "fail" or "om nom nom". Dealbreaker. I don't care if someone's a huge fucking weaboo in private as long as they can be normal in public.

We've been dating almost eight months, but we had a rocky start.
I liked his best friend for a long time, but got rejected. A week later, my current boyfriend confessed to me, and I rejected him at first, but finally decided to try it out. He knew fully that he was a rebound relationship, but he didn't care.
We went through a few hard times of my feelings resurfacing for the best friend, including when I went on a roadtrip with the best friend to Las Vegas for a weekend, without my boyfriend.
Sometimes I still get a little sad that it didn't work out with the best friend, because I really liked him a lot, but then I remember how happy I really am with my boyfriend, despite him not being my "first choice" in the matter.

He's over there playing Eve.
Cutie.

Two and a half years, and I still feel giddy when I see you after getting off of work.

Love you.

I only have 4chan.

Lurk /cgl/ because DIY is interesting to me.

>>3113066
Same. ;_;

Dated for a year (almost 2 now)
for my birthday he got me an ugly toque and scarf because he thought it was 'cute' and I mentioned ONCE that I needed to but one -___- he thinks the frog guy from pokemon is cute (the poison dart frog one, don't remember the name)
and christmas I got an ugly purse.
Valentines day I got a 2second tuna melt and canned soup....through those holidays I bought him:
-a nice ero styled wool jacket
-a 1yr sub to xbox live
-snow board gloves (expensive ones)
-TWO different chocolates (the <3 box AND chocolate covered fortune cookies)
-sex

guess what he's getting and not getting this year

I bought Pokemon Heart Gold for his bday, next sunday.

He's absolutely terrible for me. He's a complete douchebag, he constantly insults my hobbies, we have hardly anything in common, and he talks to me about how other girls are prettier than I am at every opportunity. At first, it was just a sexual attraction between us and I couldn't imagine falling for him.

But I think I'm falling in love with him, because he's trying so hard to change himself for me. Every time he starts to make some douchey comment these days, he stops himself and apologizes. He never even looks at other girls when I'm around, unless he's going to say that I'm more attractive. He's always asking me whether I have any new anime to recommend to him, and he's started popping up whenever I'm working on a project and saying that it's going to look fantastic on me. He not only offered to drive me two hours for an upcoming con, but he offered to come with me and cosplay with me. Maybe he's not perfect, but the fact that he tries so hard means a lot to me.

I'm in the mood of playing the psychologist.
Though my english sucks, I will try to help.
So keep writing about him or her.

>>3113105
If he's willing to try to change for you, it means he really cares about you a lot. Keep a hold on him.

He dumped me after 4 years for reasons I still don't understand. I'm over it, because I came to realize that he's turned into every stereotype of the collage age male that I hate. He thinks he's edgy for being on 4chan and that his music is going to make him famous when he's failed to realize that he's lost every one who's ever given a shit about him. Including me. And I don't even feel bad. He just thinks we can still be friends after all of this and its just not going to happen. He can't catch a fucking clue, and its starting to irritate me. Its just 4 years is a long time and I wish I didn't hate him so much.

The new boy I dated a long time ago, he was always a good boyfriend but we broke up because he was going to college and I still had 2 more years of high school. That was nearly 6 years ago, he's in the Army now, training for explosives disposal and he writes me every chance he gets, but I have no idea where we stand or if there's even anything at all. I miss him sometimes. But he was out of my life for so long that its not that different with him being at training. Maybe that's a good indication of the kind of relationship this is. In that it isn't one at all.

I guess I'm just kinda lonely. Baww.

>>3113105
he's officially decided he's really into you and is faining an interest in your hobbies.
You now also must fake an interest in his and try stuff as is how it works

>>3113236
You can always find somebody else if you want.
Plus that's why friends exist.

>>3113249
I do :p I've spent the past three weeks learning how to play Call of Duty so I can play with him.

>>3113275
Do me one favor. Make sure that you let him know that you appreciate that he's tryin' to be a better boyfriend for you. It'll mean the world to him.

>>3113275
That's just... So sweet.

Today, I had a crippling migraine at work and couldn't see anything, and started going numb.

When it happened last year, it took me 8 times for my stupid ex to pick up and the phone and *finally* agree to come get me from work. (I ended up having a mini-stroke)

Today, when I called him, picked up the phone immediately, and no questions asked. He was at my work and ready to do whatever. Even got me food. <3

He is really the best thing that's ever happened to me. I wish he knew how much he really meant.

>>3113275
I'm going to attempt one of his games but I'm going to make it clear that I won't be playing LoL or anything related.
it's too bad I'm shitty t shooters and he's bored of his fighting games -___-

>>3113381
That's why it's taken me three weeks to figure out Call of Duty. I'm so fucking terrible at shooters, but I figure if he can act interested in everything I like it's the least I can do. Maybe you won't be as good as he is, but he'll at least appreciate the fact that you're trying to do something for him. Mine does, anyways.

>>3113409
the first and last time I tried he took the mouse from me -___-'' it was some space computer game where aliens take over the ship and it kill them you have to shoot off their limbs.
His mouse is super sensitive DB<

>pretending to like what your s/o likes
how long can you keep that shit up?

>>3113460
long enough till you're both bored of it or they say it's fine if you don't like it but thanks for trying

>>3113460
Who says you have to pretend?

heart...hurting...

She makes me happy.

He's a perfect gentleman. He's curled up on the couch... he fell asleep playing SoulSilver. Cute.

I don't know why I find him so adorable, but he makes me HNNNNGH so bad even though he's physically the opposite of almost every guy who's ever made me weak in the knees. I hope I can hang out with him more when I get back.

I'm just not cute enough to keep her attention I guess.. I hope I can change her mind though...

SHE MAKES ME WANT TO BE A BETTER PERSON. Even though I don't think she actually cares for me.

:'<

Don't have anyone like that. But sometime I wish I did so I could do stuff like this.

>>3106285
So, I broke up with the sweetest guy like 2 years ago cause I was apparently neglecting him (which is probably true) and he's trying to get back with me...But I'm kinda scared to hurt him again....
At the same time though here's this girl i ADORE. She's so sweet she could give you diabetes just by looking at her. She's really cheery and awesome crossplayer and she's a bit shy too.(I have a thing for shy people...) She's a little chubby but it's not like the type of chubby where she should be self conscious, it just makes her cuter even though she has lost a bit of weight lately OTL...The cons about her are she's like 15...I'm 19...makes me feel like a pedo O_O
She lives in the next state over and we only see each other at cons. She's like my best friend ever so if I tell her I like her and I get this wave of rejection, I'll end up losing one of my besties....
Sexuality isn't a question since we're both Pansexual but...I'm still nervous. I'm planning on asking her out at the con this weekend. But if she accepts and I get neglectful like my last relationship, I might lose someone really wonderful...
WHAT DO?

I love him.
He's a fashionable geek, loves cosplay and yet is not a weaboo.
He's so stuborn sometimes I want to slap his face, but yet so adorable... I'm happy, right now, first time in my life. Thanks to him.

>>3115472
>fashionable geek, loves cosplay and yet is not a weaboo.

hipster alert

>>3115461
dude, don't even try asking her out. I have had these crushes on girls as well but I can't RISK their friendship and trust.

If you want, test the water before dipping your foot. Try to be more expressive, like hugging her and stuff like that.

Remember, little steps. Sometimes it can lead to wonderful memories.

Living with my love who's much older and smarter than myself. But I like that, because I learn so many things, and the conversation is awesome. I like guy who I can talk to. It's great that we can play videogames together, and go out and shoot bitches in lazor tag. He doesn't quite get the anime thing, but I'm bringing him to a few small cons in the area before any major ones come around again, don't need to put him in therapy. It makes no sense how I fell head over heels for him though- I like my men to be feminine, and to where my cloths. He's build, very masculine, and even has a beard LOL

He said it took him forever to ask me out because he thought I was a lesbian...

>>3115487
>I was a lesbian

Maybe because you were acting like a huge weebo

>>3115483
I do. Everytime we see each other we just cling to each other, even if we're wearing separate cosplays (She was Romano from hetalia and I was a Vocaloid and we were just cuddling for hours at the last con O_O)

This is out first doubles cosplay (I'm doing Pikachu and she's Raichu) so i hoping to take advantage of that.....

He lives on the other side of the world...
We met a couple years ago... I wonder if he still remembers me.
But I love him so, so much...

He was my best friend, but i fell for him when he was the only one who was there when i really needed someone.
I couldn't bare to risk messing up the friendship we had by telling him so I kept quiet.
Then I found out from a friend he liked someone and my heart sank. But in the end I wanted him to be happy so I still kept quiet.
He turned to me for advice, telling me he's never been so in love before and desperately wants her to know, but is scared she'll reject him as he doesn't seem her type.
I stand back and tell him if she rejects him, she doesn't deserve him to begin with and she's an idiot for doing so.
He told me he was meeting her for lunch one day and asked if i'd meet him beforehand to relax him and make sure he doesn't freak out.
I may be about to lose him but he's still my best friend so i go.
And i almost cried when he took my hand, leaned in and whispered to me that he was in love with me.
That was well over a year ago, we're still together; we're still strong as ever. Fallen out once for all of a day. We're moving in fairly soon and he's already told me he wants to marry me but not until we've lived together for at least a few months.
I spend most days with him, when work doesn't cause us not to see each other (i work day shifts, he works a mix of night and day).

He may be irrational and spend copious amounts of money on his PC that he can't afford; he may not understand why I like Lolita and cosplay (but he accepts it anyways), he may be a furry, he may be too naive. But i love him anyway as the good far outweighs the bad.
Especially the confused look on his face when he sneezes :3

>>3115522

You sound like one of my friends; she and her bf broke up years ago but she still pines for him, even though he's across the atlantic and happily settled down, and she's unable to move on

>>3115533

Too bad we were never together. And he doesn't know that I love him neither...

>>3115528
>irrational and spend copious amounts of money on his PC
>I like Lolita and cosplay
>may be too naive

HUEHUEHUHUEHUE BR

>>3115503
Cross dressing turns me on, what can I say? None of that "Omfg I wish I was a guy so I could be gay with you" shit.

Awww fuck it. I can't have him and I never will.

I'll just be a virgin forever. Pretend I'm chaste, lol.

>>3115536
¬_¬ naive in the sense that he tends not to see the bad in people and as such, has been backstabbed and walked all over in the past

>>3115477
No, that's why I love him. His style is great yet very subtle and discreet. You won't mind him in the streets like you would for some hipsters.

>>3115540
>I'M NOT A LESBIAN
>Cross dressing turns me on

>>3115552
Cosplaying makes you an automatic weeaboo. Guess he is trying to be ironic about it by being a hipster.

>>3115547
Says the lolita? You have no room to talk about it.

>>3115558
uh? I don't think so. I don't consider myself a weaboo, cosplay is not only about Japan, remember.

>>3115569
>I don't consider myself a weaboo
>/cgl/

Sure is ironic in here.

>>3115574
If you say so. So every people on cgl is a weaboo? even yourself? And obsessive fangirls ending all their sentence with desu, adding a "chan" to your name and such, what are they, then?

>>3115583
>So every people on cgl is a weaboo?

yes

>even yourself?

yes

>And obsessive fangirls ending all their sentence with desu, adding a "chan" to your name and such, what are they, then?

weeaboo

>>3115590
Okay. Then I guess I'll call him "less weaboo than most male cosplayers I've met", so nobody will get mad.

>>3115594
A weeaboo is still a weeaboo. You wouldn't call a crack head "less of a crack head than most male crack heads."

She dumped me, but whatever she was a whore anyway.

He's my boyfriend who has two other girlfriends. One happy harem :D

>>3115600
I would, if he were.
He's not obessed with Japan, doesn't want me to wear maid outfits, has other interests, likes music outside of J-pop and such.

>>3115612
Sorry but he is not a unique snowflake but still a weeaboo.

>>3115606
Ryoko?

>>3115624
didn't say he was unique. He's a totally normal guy, not obsessed with something, and that's what is nice.

It's been 4 years already and we have been through a lot of crazy shit.

From that batshit insane friend claiming that she was pregnant with your baby after she got her hands on you.

From you always loosing sight of yourself and doing stupid shit.

From us getting back together and learning to better ourselve.

To you finishing school and going to university.

To me surviving highschool and going to med university next year.

To us growing up and finding the best friends ever.

To love that has brought us together everysingle time.

And for having balls of steel for being able to go through all that stupid fucking mess and survive together.

I love you,
all your silly quirks and squealing like a girl when you find a new trauma for your needs.

When you make that face that makes me laugh every single time

When you take a smoke outside at the garden and take a seat.

When you call me at midnight to wish me a good sleep and to let me know you are back home every night.

When your biggest obsession of the moment rubs off on me and then to our friends.

When you freak out everytime I say your long black hair is falling and you might become bald when you grow up.

When you whine you want to cosplay with me and that I always promise we will and you complain that I prefer to cosplay with my friends.

I love you and I don't want it any other way.

The future only looks so much brighter now, and there's a lot of things we must do now.

I hate you and I wish I didn't even mildly care about you. We can always have such thoughtful and enjoyable discussions about just about anything but as soon as some jail bait passes buy you're off brown-nosing and trying to find a way into 14-year-old cooter.

this thread makes my heart happy

He's great and I love him a lot. He's been away for about 1 1/2 years for school. I didn't get to see him as much during that time, but he's coming home for good in about 2 weeks. We've been together for almost 3 years and I'm really happy that this year we'll be together for our anniversary.

Bumping to keep the thread alive until I can write in it later.

You were the first one I ever loved, and I gave you everything I had - metaphorically and literally. Money? Cash. Clothes? Brand. Satsifaction? Instant. Love? Unconditionally. I supported you, I believed in you, I had faith in you.

It was unrequited from the start. I was mislead by your physical beauty.

You knew how I felt but you didn't try to stop me. You reaped the benefits of my ignorance. I forgive you, but only because I can't manage to stop loving you despite the damage you did.

I wish I could throw away the rotting bouquet you left on the nightstand. I wish I could move the half empty water bottle off of my desk. I wish you could have seen what I saw in you. I wish I had the capability to make you even half as happy as you made me. It broke my heart to see you suffer through a self-imposed miserable existence.

I fell short.

You left.

But... I'm still here.

Nobody remembers, but I talked about a 17-year-old gay dancer in the last thread.

I think I'm going to back off. I think that the reason he doesn't resist when people get physical with him is because it happens to him a lot so he's decided the best defense is to play possum. I don't want to take advantage of that anymore, no matter how little I was doing compared to some people.

I want to knock him on his ass sometimes, but dammit I love the shit out my goofy boyfriend. He's helped me though a lot of rough patches in my life and I wouldn't trade him for anything.