I wish you were on aim more so I'd have a shot at wooing you

>>3011052


A little like this, I wish you were the chat more often so I would have a chance at wooing you.

>>3011071


-were in the chat oops

I like you too

I wish I had more confidence, and I wish I didn't care what people think.

I'm completely and utterly in love with my friend, who has a gf and kids. His gf seems horrible to me and hates their kids, i love their kids and him. I fantasize about being a family with them. I hate myself for this, and i will have to secretly love him from a distance. Distance being pretty much every day, because i speak to him everyday and see him three times a week :(

The fact that we aren't friends anymore makes me really, really upset. I just want us to be able to talk again, but I'm afraid that you won't want anything to do with me or just don't have a place for me in your life anymore.

I wish I hadn't fallen in love with you. But one can't control such things.
And I am not saying this because you are a horrible person. It's because I know it can't be fulfilled... like ever.
I'll keep on feeling this and you'll keep in your own little world, and nothing will change...

Despite running into you all the time at the con, I should not have tempted fate and waited until I ran into you again to ask you out. It's years later, and I still wonder sometimes.

I think I'm absolutely in love with my best friend -- she's all I think about -- but in person I don't find her as attractive as I think I should; I'm not sure if emotional attraction is enough to override physical attraction. I don't want to be shallow, but I don't want it to ruin our relationship if we were to get into one -- and then, in effect, ruin our friendship.

>>3011203
LOL.

I've been dieting and exercising vigorously for over a year, and i've barely lost 4kg =[

I like to read these threads and imagine she's saying some of this stuff about me.

>>3011221
I was just about to say the same thing.

>>3011211
wow, I lost that in a week

This thread really makes me want to go sit in a corner and baww...

>>3011228
And it's people that CAN lose that amount of weight in a week that think I'm a fat lazy slob >_>

>>3011231
Dont feel bad ive been trying to get abs for years.

I wish I had more people to talk to, but I think it'd go the same way as the people I do have to talk to.

I have nothing to say, because I'm just boring. Why am I boring? Because I think I'm dead inside.

I don't have any hopes or dreams, I just live day to day trying to cope with things as they come and never thinking ahead. There's nothing solid I want, nothing I crave, I just... exist.

>>3011231
I don't think you're a fat lazy slob, I think you just might be doing something wrong. Are you not doing cardio? What are you eating?

>>3011261
It's called adolescence. It wears off after a few years.

I wish I wouldn't have fall in love with you ;_:

I think I'm in like with senil and I feel like an idiot for even thinking it. Shitsux

no matter how hard I try, I can't seem to forgive you.

>>3011352
the fuck?

>>3011261
Are you me?
>>3011277
When is adolescence supposed to end? I don't think it's wearing off for me ;_;

>>3011277
I'm in my 20's, this is the problem.

>>3011374
No, but we can bemoan together.

I wish I could forget the times I spent with you so it wouldn't hurt so much.

>>3011352
You and everyone else, myself included. Everyone has fucking cosplay crushes man. You'll learn to deal.

I wish I had never gone to that party, or taken you to that shadowcast. I fell in love with you, and judging by your internet statuses you fell in love with me.
I told you I wasn't going to leave my boyfriend.

i just want to talk to you again.

>>3011261
Manly tears were shed, dear Anon.

Well this is a dick thing to say but at least im not the only one whos life is an upside down spinning pile of shit right now. We gotta be strong together as a community guys and gals.

I'm really fucking confused and frustrated and have been all my life. I'm a woman who identifies as a man and I've always seen things like that when I bothered to think about it. The last few years I did my best to ignore it and not think about it, but I recently made a friend with a man who is working on becoming a woman. I feel jealous that he has the courage to do so and it has dug up a lot of shit I have been ignoring.

My biggest fear is people will see me as a fake which is why I haven't even built up the courage to talk to any of my close friends about it...even though I want to so badly.

Every time someone posts about the person they love on here I worry they're somehow talking about the person I love.

>>3011441
I'm in the MtF boat and I'm terrified by what's going to happen and how people are going to treat me.

I want to rub my atheism in certain people's faces. I know, that's bad which is why I haven't. But damn there are some people who annoy the fuck out of me and I so want to return the favor.

I wish people would be more upfront with me.

>>3011444
*Anon-hugs*

I wish my friends would realize that I do care about them and listen to all there problems, but some times I want people to listen to me too. I just can't be as up front about my issues as them. When they ask whats wrong and I say "Nothing much." It does mean something is going on, but I can't come out and say it. I know I should be up front- but I just can't.

I have never been in love

She's always on my mind. Even when we broke up I still think the world of her. She could always make me smile no matter what circumstances seemed to befall me beforehand. Every time I hear "You're the inspiration" by Chicago, I think of her. Me and her love Elite Beat Agents, so that's probably why. Still good friends, but I wish we were more than that once again.

>>3011261
thats college life for ya

What I feel is real, There is no denying that. No matter how you feel about me, I still feel this way about you, and that one thought, that one feeling, is all it takes to make it matter. To make it real.
Ive wondered for so long if I was 'right'. If i had justifiable reason to feel this way. But I'm tired of trying to give excuses to my emotions. These thoughts flow through me and exist within me. I care for you. I always have.

>>3011465
Not in college either.

>>3011471
cont.

I say I care for you, and yet I don't know you. I know the you that exists in my mind, but that person is different from the you that exists in your mind.
You were perfect to me. The person I felt connected to and wished to be close too. You were everything i needed and more.
But i could never tell you how wonderful you were. How much your presence brought joy to me.

And over time I've watched you decay.
Its such a horrible word, But it fits.
The you that once resided in my mind begun to wilt and die and underneath the perfect being you once were I saw a broken soul crying out in anger and angst.
You were breaking right in front of me and yet i did nothing to stop it. Afraid that the words that would leave my mouth would push you farther away.
I fear now that me saying nothing is what caused this invisible barrier between us to be put up.
we laugh. We talk.
And yet nothing is like it was.

>>3011485
cont.

I'm filled with an awkward feeling every time you contact me.
you've become a stranger to me, Someone so foreign and yet so familiar.
Even though a distance has been pushed us apart from each other, I still feel as if you knew me best.
'knew' I say. Because just as you are a stranger to me, I feel as if now I am a stranger to you too.

But i still want you.
I want you to be happy, to be unaffected, whole.
I want you to laugh, to rest.
I want you to be the person you once were in my mind. The person who made me laugh, smile, relax, and let go.
The person who knew everything.
The person i desired.

But i feel as if these desires and hopes are useless and will never come to pass. People change, friends drift apart. Time passes

>>3011261
Come to Cgl AIM chat! It's not quite as bad a it's made out to be, haha. In the evenings it can get pretty busy- well, this weekend it might not be because of Fanime- but there's lots of people who have come to know each other through there and like meeting new people. They make for really fun and wonderful friends.

As for me, I'd like the courage to talk to someone about how I feel about them, in a negative way.

I'd also like the courage to talk to someone else about how I feel about them in a positive way. A very positive way.

>>3011490
cont.

But what happened to that smile? the laughs we held? the conversations that never ended?

When did i begin to have to force myself to smile around you? To force meaningless words from my mouth.
Were you the one to break? Or, was it me?
Am I the one who's changed? Is it my doing that we've grown so far apart?

Either way, I still want you. In some form or another, I've always wanted you.
To have some claim on your being.
It's selfish and greedy and yet the most pure thing my mind has ever wanted.

>>3011496
What's the CGL aim chat? Trillian can be a bit funny about joining chats too.. ehh

this thread is now intent on making me cry like a child isnt it.

Dear friend, As much as I love you,please stop doing every outfit of character X. I want to do a character X cosplay as well but you finish it before I draft the pattern. And as much as I can just, accept that happening. As soon as I announced character Y and most of the cosplay is done, you then announced character Y. Can't you just let me have this one? Please?

>>3011510
I usually use Meebo for going in. There's an option over your buddy list to 'Start of Join a Group Chat' and in the little window that comes up, type "CGL CHAT". Then you're in! I can't imagine it's too different with Trillian.

It's usually not too busy at this time of day, but if you lurk in there you catch some morning folks!

>>3011512
pfft, really? nothing in here is sad.

>>3011517
Morning in what time zone? =X

I do not know why I dont ever find that forgivness ,but I think I have walked enough of a hard road ,I think I deserve happiness as well. Why do you want to take that away from me?

>>3011525
I guess it is close to noon on the east coast USA, isn't it. Well I guess it's still morning on the West Coast. D:

Not that we just have North Americans, we have a few Europeans who come in as well, but I can never remember European timezones, haha.

Also Meebo is being a jerk and kicking me off. No fun.

>>3011537
I'll try D=

>>3011569
Wrong person, sorry.

>>3011517
>>3011510
aim:gochat?roomname=cglchat
you can try sending a blank IM to the username cglchat as well, it works on some versions of aim so it might work on trillian.

I hate you. Every fiber of your being. When I see gore or muder threads I always wish it were you, or imagine you in that position. There are no words for the amount of hate I hold for you, and little would I not do to see you suffer.

I have heard that you are miserable, but I also know that there are breif moments of happiness you have thanks to the internet and your dumb shit gaming, so I can't be happy with hearing you're just the same emo piece of shit that I left you as.
I truly haven't met anyone else that is as much of a waste as you are. You are fat and have zero future.
The only thing that stops me from trying to fuck with your mind and life [Which could be easily done since you're so fucking gullible] is my fiance.
It's rude and unfair to him and I won't put him through that.

Catch a virus and die slowly.

I wish I had the courage to do what needs to be done: I know I can't be with you forever.

>>3011603
shot in the dark, but.. Erica?

>>3011607
No, Sorry. :p
It doesn't matter but I'm curious, what's her grudge?

>>3011613
She used to call me fat all the time and one time threatened to break up with me if I didn't go back to school. Also we used to play games together a lot.
And also afaik she calls everyone she dates her fiance

I want to just go back to your room and be naughty. But you are much too young for me. But young guys are so much fun to play with.

Dear stupid,

She does not care about you at all. She only dated you because she wanted to piss off her ex-best friend, your ex fiance. She broke up with you last year because you where not good enough. She only ever wants you when someone else has you.If you read this, stop talking to her for a week and see how she reacts. A few days can be telling.

Love,
I only want to be your friend

/r9k/ is over there guys

Bitch on the right. I fucking hate her. I seriously want to beat the crap out of her, but I lack the balls.

Attention whore supreme. Always has to be the center of attention. Sees herself as the god of everything. She's always better than you in her eyes. She lies about everything, acts like she knows everything, and is a lunatic.

She lies about being Japanese even though she is Italian. She's convinced that 'because her Italian dad was born in Asia, that means she's asian'. She buys all her costumes, the ones she actually sews she acts like she is the best ever with. I cosplayed a character before her, made half and bought half, and she accused me of lying and buying all of it, saying I couldn't suit the character and I wasn't 'asian' enough. Then lo and behold, she cosplays him at the next con with a bought costume, and lies about making it. Worst of all, she whines about not having any money and panhandles at cons, all the while cosplaying and owning a ton of japanese brand clothing and cds.

tl;dr: lying bitch acts like bigshot, want to fuck her up.

>>3011645
If it makes you feel better, she's ugly and her legs look like tree trunks.

today I'm pulling the "we need to talk" card on my boyfriend and I'm terrified. I need to get him to really listen to me because I'm falling apart and I feel like he's not there for me and sometimes I feel like we're barely together.

I understand his life is shitty and his family are all abusive alcoholics, but I have my own stress and pressures. I want to be strong for him, but I can't when my own life is turning me into a wreck. I just wish I could stop being so neurotic and anxiety-ridden. all it does is drive him away, but how can I be mature when everything happening in my life makes me want to do the opposite? I just don't know if I'm strong or mentally capable enough.

I love him with everything I am, I'll spare you the mushy stuff, and I want us to work until the day we both die, but I just need him to be there for me and I need him to put up with my neuroses for just awhile longer. I'm trying so hard to be strong and change and I'm just trying so hard to reach out to him, but even though we've been together 7 years, sometimes I feel really far away from him.

>>3011617
Bitch sounds crazy.
Does she express insanely hating you or something?
But no, I have legit reasons for hate, maybe a bit extreme but legit none the less. I also am +actually+ engaged. Ring and stuff. Shit's so cash.

>>3011672
I don't know, maybe. I haven't talked to her in over a year.

>>3011645
I think I know her. Is she from Edmonton?

I love you baby, it's going to be hard for us to grow up as a couple because we're both women. I want for us to cosplay Utena together because it'd be perfect, but you're too afraid of telling your friends that we're dating, let alone the people that you don't know at Cons.

Someday, we'll be together in a community that accepts us for who we are and for who we are not.

P.S. I will never be as beautiful as you...

>>3011677
Yeah, she's from Edmonton.
I think almost everyone that knows her out here hates her actually.

I feel like I'm going to get dumped when I'm old and struggle to get back in the dating scene as an oldfag, resulting in me dying alone

>>3011704
lmfao, I have her on my facebook for the lulz.

I wish I had the courage to come out and say i have a crush on you. I barely know you but I know that we'd have a good relationship.

Sometimes, I really miss you, but the last time I broke up with you, you overdosed on Ecstasy.

I'm not ready to try again with someone who has problems like you do.

But I hope you can forgive me?

>>3011707
She's only on mine because I knew her in high school. I just shake my head at some of the things she puts up there.

I wish I had friends. I only have acquaintances and coworkers. Nobody I'd like to get to know enjoys anime and manga. I've also never had a bestfriend. Someone I completely trust, who can be my other self. I've only have different groups of friends who catered to different aspects of my life that I needed fulfilled ... hot party sluts, leadership kids, college bound kids, doushy druggies, bitches who felt cooler than everyone else.

:( is there anyone on here attractive, very friendly, doesn't like awkward silent conversations, but ronely?

I love everything about my boyfriend. He excels at his good points and I learn to accept his defects. We've been together for two and a half years and we've never gone to the point of 'breakingup'.

However, some days I get so damn horny I just want to fuckfuckfukckkcck but ... he can't deliver. I cried last night because I was thinking of some other random guy so I can get off.

Off with my head. Shit

>>3011721
you can overdose on ecstasy??

>>3011645
I'm going to confront her at Animethon. I don't know if theres going to be fighting involved, but she needs to learn that she's being an idiot

>>3011715

It's better to come out and say something and be crushed, then not say it at all and let it tear you apart.

Why not come out and tell your crush? Something good can come out of it, better than not saying anything at all.

>>3011748
I fucking love you.
It's about time someone did that. She might try to make it look like you're attacking her and that she's innocent blah blah though. That's the only reason why I haven't.

>>3011715
tell her, you pinhead

>>3011740
Technically, yes. Its a stimulant and if you take too much stimulant, you body will not react well, namely accelerated heart rates.

>>3011755
I guess that's true, anon. I'll have to tell her later.

>>3011767
Good luck, I hope it works out for you.

I don't want to go to that convention anymore.

It's not because I don't have the money, or because it's a small convention.

It's because I was flying out there to see YOU, but now that I don't have a crush on you anymore, why bother?

I'm pretending I still have an interest because I don't know if it would hurt your feelings that I don't want to fly across the country to hang out as just friends.

>>3011767
Good luck, anon.

My boyfriend and I have been together (stuck at the hip) for five years, and love each other very much, but have rarely slept together.

I wish my boyfriend was more physically attracted to me. :(

I'm not confident enough with my dick. True story.

>>3011792
me neither
*brodick*

>>3011784

We have those stages. All you have to do is cater to him, spoil him. Then grab his cock and start sucking real good. He might even buy you a new purse

>>3011784
is dat nigga tired?

>>3011796
For some reason that made me smile.

>>3011721
>>3011740
Yes you can actually. It's very common, but she kissed the principal, and all of the teachers.

She kissed the teachers in the mouth.

O_O

No joke.

Also the ambulance took her to the hospital.

>>3011740
It's hard to OD on MDMA, but E is usually MDMA cut with speed or heroin.. So it's pretty easy to OD on those

>>3011724
I feel the same way

though i now have a boyfriend and he keeps me away even from the people that used to talk me. even from my friends that i can only talk to on the internet. i should be happy because all i've ever wished for was someone that would be there for me all the time and i always thought i woldn't care if i had to give up on everything else.

turns out i was terribly wrong and being lonely was so much better than this because i could actually be myself. i'm the type that likes to take photos of itas and post on lolifucks, for example, but he doesn't let me because IT'S WRONG. he doesn't let me drink anymore because IT'S WRONG!!!. he doesn't let me do anything else besides studying and playing some shitty psp games because OMG EVERYTHING YOU USED TO DO IS SOOO WRONG AND YOU ARE SO YOUNG YOU CAN'T TO THAT KIND OF THING.

i used to think i'd like someone older as a boyfriend, who was nice and all. but i just can't stand him trying to be my father now just because my real one is dead.
i wanna break up with him but the way he talks and acts really makes me feel like a 3-yo kid trying to tell her 35-yo father to go away. i sound silly, he doesn't take me seriously... and when he does, he gets all sweet and cries and tells me how much he loves me. i just can't help but stay with him after this.

i just want him to die or find someone else...

>>3011819

Don't feel as if you're stuck in this relationship! If doing harmless things that you enjoy piss him off, he needs to calm the fuck down. I say start introducing him to some hot girls and slowly go to your corner ;)

I'm desperately in love with my girlfriend and I couldn't be happier with our relationship. We're perfect for each other, we balance each other out, the sex is great, we're there for each other, we're both willing to sacrifice, we can tell each other anything. But.
I wish more men would get crushes on me and flirt with me. She makes me feel wanted, but I want to feel more wanted. I act open to guys that I find semi-attractive in the hopes that they will fall for me. I would never leave my girlfriend, I love her more than anything, but I want to feel wanted.
I know, I know, bitches and whores, bitches and whores, but in all honesty, I blame the lack of friends I had in my childhood.

>>3011645 jesus look at her pants they are way to small for her .

>>3011819
You're such a dumb bitch. How old are you?
I understand the control thing is awful, trust me, I've been there, it sucks pretty big moldy dick. But to say you just want him to die or find someone else? How fucking stupid are you? Stop being a dumb girl and break up with him. You're probably still with your parents so I'm sure you have plenty of good reasons to tell him why you need to break up.
You're not doing him any favors what so ever by tolerating him and staying with him.

I can't stress enough how much of a dumb girl you are. I feel absolutely horrible for that poor boy.

I secretly pretend to be awsome. every day i go to work and school and be as cocky as possible. I pretty much force one of my female co-workers to cook me lunch every day. I think she is beautiful but i never tell her that as part of my act. When i go to parties i am the life of it, and all the girl want to dance with me.
But its all a act, I hate dancing, i detest people that drink. And i am in love with a co-worker whom i treat horribly.

I don't think I please women. they're nice about it but it feels bad man

>>3011854
I don't get it.
Why?
Also; Why treat her badly?

>>3011834
oh, i'm doing that. i let him have as many fuck buddies as he want to (he lets me too, just to be fair. absurd enough?) hoping he'll fall for one of them and just leave. meanwhile, i act even more obnoxious and childish so he'll start to dislike me..

i should learn to be more straightway (?? is this even a word? sorry for shitty english)
thanks for the answer btw, i didn't think anyone would read that :C

>>3011836
i can relate to that sometimes. i think all women are hungry for male attention at some point, but if it starts bothering you a lot (like apparently it does), it's more of a psychological problem...
idk, that's just my two cents

>>3011861

Because he's trying to portray every faggot male emo character in every anime

>>3011850
To further drive the point that you are a stupid little girl, the fact that you do stupid childish behavior like taking pictures of lolitas and posting it on lolita fucks or whatever the fuck it is, and do other stupid shit you're probably too young to be doing makes me believe that your boyfriend is the only sane person in your life for trying to put you on a path of socially acceptable behavior, something you apparently lack.

Grow the fuck up, break up with him if you hate him that much and continue being a child.

>>3011869
lawlItrollu

>>3011870
Troll or not, you KNOW there are people out there with stupid fucking childish habits, especially in this hobby of ours, cosplay or lolita.

>>3011850
...i know that. problem is, my parents (mom and her bf, actually) love him, he looves my parents and they even go out together sometimes. they think he's great for me because he doesn't let me go out, wich is what scared them the most.

parents afraid of me growing up, too protective boyfriend.. yes, i'm underage. very. i just can't bring myself to do that

I'm really scared about your daughter calling me "mommy" when she learns to speak...I'm worried that it'll just freak the shit out of me and make me feel trapped. I love you both to death, and I like the fact that you have a kid, it's just...I don't know. I worry.

>>3011869
<3 Soni. I forgot those parts.

>>3011874
>Soni telling people not to be childish on 4chan
>Remembers WCS buthurt

laughingelfman.jpg

>>3011870

>>3011881
What? So what, who cares?
How old are you and how old is he?
Also, I agree with Soni, Your boyfriend is clearly trying to stop you from being the dumb girl you are. I can't believe some of the shit your age group thinks is "lolomgsocool"
You can still do shit, he just want's it to be shit that won't potentially ruin you in the long run. Also; I'm not sure if you're aware of this or not; but generally, when you get into a relationship, it's because two people like eachother and would like to be together. Normally if after the first few months or however long, you find that you're good for eachother and actually love each other, you both work towards "life long goals"
That means you both need to make sacrifices so nothing fucks up in the future. You being a drunk slut stuck up bitch whore isn't a good start; Hence why he's trying to stop it.

It's awesome your parents are happy that you now have a positive influence in your life, but it's a little badparentinglol on their part for them being OKay with their daughter being with someone much older than her [If he's actually that much older than you.]

tldr; Stupid little girl still.

I honestly don't know what I'm doing anymore.

My hopes and my dreams are what's the most important to me but when I think I'll have to give up about ten years of my young life and in the end become forgotten scares me. I feel like once I turn twenty five it'll be to late to even cosplay, go to cons and chase after my dreams. The music industry is a mean place and I'm not that much talented so why bother? Why should I try so hard at something that has a 0.001% chance of happening? Because I love it. So why am I afraid of trading a few years off my life to indulge myself in success? I know that if I did it I would be very happy but we only have one life, so what if I run out of time to do the rest of what I hope to do?
Love, dreams, hobbies, how can I make sure to do everything that I want to do before turning old and gray? Before time runs out? Even now, time is ticking away...
I also can't seem to bring myself to be more honest to others when it comes to more serious and detailed things about myself. I seem to fail at creating a good friendship even when I actually try. How am I supposed to find proper and true inspiration when there's a wall that's blocking me from it and won't break down?

>>3011906
...did i ever say i was a drunk slut or anything?
and what part of NOT LETTING ME FUCKING TALK TO MY FUCKING FRIENDS and not letting me have any kind of social life is ok and trying to put me on a socially acceptable path?

he doesn't let me do anything, at all. i can't even wear lolita because he says it's cosplay and hates it. it's not because people on the street will stare, he doesn't even let me wear them around the house when here's there. he doesn't let me watch animes because it's OMG OTAKU BEHAVIOUR AND IS WRONG. he doesn't let me go to cons because OMG YOU ARE GONNA GET RAPED BY EVERYONE IN THERE, PLUS YOUR FRIENDS WILL BE THERE AND YOU CANNOT TALK TO THEM!!!

i hate him so much

>>3011933

If you hate him, break up with him instead of whining about it on the internet. It's not rocket science.

>>3011913

In thirty years, you'll look back on this and laugh at how you thought being in your early twenties means you're getting old.

>>3011724
Not sure I'd feel comfortable calling myself attractive (certainly not ugly, but low self-esteem :( ) but I'm ronery and friendly ;-;

>>3011945
post pic and how old are you?

>>3011951
Damn you must be desperate

>>3011951
The person I was responding to typed correctly. Who are you? D:

>>3011933
I think you're exaggerating. Like when kids get grounded by their parents and suddenly THEY'VE DONE EVERYTHING SO FUCKING WRONG AND NOTHING IS FUCKING FAIRRRRRRR BAWWWW.
You were bitching about not being able to lol underage drink, which isn't a big deal in the first place, but apparently is a relationship breaker to you if you can't drink.
It's not that you CAN'T HAVE FRIENDS BAWWWWW
It's that you have shitty bad influence friends.
Lolita is immature [Sorry rorifags] It's you dressing as a fucking baby. Probably why it bothers him.
Same with Cosplay. Do you make your own cosplay? Are you actually productive in cosplay?
Probably not, you're probably spending all of mommy and daddies money to buy costumes and spend a weekend at a money raping convention. Where of which has a lot of bad influences. Sorry, but if you follow the right crowd, it's dark shit. And I'm sure he know's that.
Seeing as you probably don't do anything talent wise FOR cosplay or Lolita, it holds no real meaning to you other than being a immature little girl who doesn't want to grow up and just wants to pretend to be japanese cartoons.

P.s. Rape does happen at conventions.

I got a crush on you, even though I knew from the moment I met you that you already had a girlfriend.

And I know how happy you are with her, really I do, but some of the things you sometimes say about her makes me wonder if it's really an emotionally healthy relationship. Not in any sort of abusive way, but in the way that you seem to have such a huge inferiority complex towards her, and things like that.

Then I wondering if I'm just imagining that things are as bad as I think they are because I want you to break up with her and go for me, even though I'm almost definitely not close enough for you to consider dating me.

If makes me feel lonely AND like a bad person. :<

I'm sorry for wishing ill on your happy relationship. You're just such an amazing person and I feel like you're dealing with stuff that's giving you unnecessary grief. Then again, I'm missing a lot of the picture.

im to bored to live. It just dosnt seem worth going through all this shit in the end, and its fucking stupid. Im not even sad about it, just fucking bored.

>>3011957

I didn't know what to say back to you. I wanted to ask for you picture to boost you up but I then I would need to show mine and I WANT/NEED/HAFTA take back me saying i'm all cuten'shizz because I don't feel that way today. Wompwomp

I wish I wasn't so terribly socially awekward. I had a chance to talk to him... several chances actually, and I couldn't even do it. Just talking! Nothing more. I didn't know him... just wanted to be friends. He seemed nice enough.
I'm terribly lonely, and it pisses me off to see so many happy people at conventions.

I am a damn whore. I have a boyfriend, though we're allowed to do whatever we want with other people since we live kinda far.
Problem is, I have several more guys. First, a fuckfriend I had before starting the realtionship with my boyfriend. Then, 2 o 3 guys who come to my city from now to then, and I make out with them when that happens. Besides, I'm flirting with 2 more. And now there's a new guy at my workplace and he's damn hot.
Call me anything, I already know it. I can't control myself. And I'm not underage or anything. Sometimes I hate myself for doing this to my boyfriend. I wanna stop. I just can't.

>>3011962
i know it doesn't. and i actually sew my own cosplays, with ok skills, i guess. noone really cares about me spending mommy's money anyway, because i don't do that much.
friends are not bad influence, HIS friends are. he sometimes goes out on the friday and only goes back to home on monday/sunday night.

jeez, you people always act like that when talking to someone younger, thinking they are crybabies and their life is perfect and they must stfu and have no critical sense?

>>3011980
does he know?

>>3011979

I might be alone during a convention. HAR HAR .. har

>>3011987
He only knows about the flirting and the new guy at work. I don't feel like telling him "Hey, you know, today I slept with X, and tomorrow I'll hook up with Z". I'm a coward.

I like you, a whole hell of a lot. More than you know. What's holding me back? its not that I'm afraid of getting hurt again, its that I'm afraid I'm going to end up hurting you in the long run.

But here goes. I guess I'll report back tonight with how it went?

lolrepostedwithfixedspelling

>>3011980
you are addicted to sex and must look for a psychologist.
i'm just like that, currently looking for one

>>3011983
It's because we've all been there and we know you're just being a dumb girl because we've all been dumb girls. You're life isn't that bad. You'll see this when you get older and you'll probably talk down to youngin's like this when you get older, too.

I wish I could spend more time with you and I am hoping this Saturday you come with us or at least stop by after work. I know your lifestyle is a little more fast paced then mine...but just give getting to know me a little better a chance. All those years of highschool and we were just friends...but now things are changing and I am seeing you in a whole new light.

>>3011975
:(

>>3011997
You have no idea how badly I wish this were about me...

I would be a slut my boyfriend wants me to be if I had the rockin' body for it.
No joke.

>>3012033

:3

When I go to cosplay.com and I don't have any new comments. I has a sad.

to my boyfriend - i want to break up with you. You lie to me, you cheated on me so many times, i pay for everything and i only keep you around because i dont like being alone

to my ex - im still in love with you, and if i ever grow the balls to dump the guy im with now, id ask you out again...except i already know you wouldn 't want me back

>>3012089
Nobody comments anymore on Cosplay.com.

If you want comments go to DA.

>>3012077
I'd dress really slutty, too, if I had the body :(
As for my secret...I really hope that my boobs aren't finished developing, because while I'm not underageb&, they...don't look like normal people's boobs, and they're small, and I hope that it changes :(

>>3011715

For the love of god, tell her/him. I'm in this very same boat, and you have no idea how much I wish you were talking about me. If I were the person you were talking to, gods alive, I would want you to tell me.

I really want to cosplay Yoko because I love underboob and I know my boyfriend and a friend in the navy would love it.I'd also love the attention, but I feel like a whore. I'm just too chicken shit of being called fat, even though I'm toning and losing weight. I've also only seen a few episodes, but I bought the series, just haven't watched it

>>3012077
swingers? ugh

>>3012124
>I know my boyfriend and a friend in the navy would love it.I'd also love the attention, but I feel like a whore.
>I know my boyfriend and a friend in the navy would love it. but I feel like a whore.
>a friend in the navy would love it. but I feel like a whore.

You are a whore, fucking cheating cunt

>>3011980
I can understand how this feels. Me and my boyfriend live far apart. There's this guy I'm friends with and meet up with sometimes, usually with a group of friends and my boyfriend.

But I just know, the day we end up alone, he'll come on to me and I won't be able to push him away. And it just kills me inside. I hate myself for even considering other guys. I love my boyfriend so much. Someone hit me. :<

i wanna be a popular cosplayer on /cgl/

>>3012149
/Hit\ ):

I have a perfect image of the human I love, but I still didn't find the person. I sometimes have the feeling I'll never find this person, but something in my mind don't want to give up.

i just want to be with you, nothing else matters. all the months of bullshit and waiting are all worth it the moment i'm in your arms... can't you see how much i care for you? you can get your shit together while being with me, it really is possible. we can help each other better ourselves. just give us a try... please.

>>3012149
you are a weak useless bitch and should just break up with your boyfriend now and stop wasting his time on a useless little shit like yourself.

can't push him away, what a load of bullshit

ITT: slutty girls

and no, im not just some guy who missclicked on his way to /v/ and decided to be an ass. i am seriously shocked by how much "i love my boyfriend, but this other guy etcetc" there is in this thread :\

a bishie feminine looking man will never love you, they are gay, give it up>>3012160

>>3012170
exactly, its like, why the fuck are you even wasting your "boyfriends" time if you "love" him so much.

I'm was love with a friend of mine, but she doesn't even speak to me unless her life is in complete turmoil and she needs somebody to talk to. Of course, whenever that happens I come running. I'm just tired of being used. I can barely stand her now.

>>3012170
>ITT: slutty girls

Damnit, now I have to actually read this thread.

>>3012147
Easy there tiger, Navy dude and boyfriend are best friends, and boyfriend knows Navy's love for underboob. He's the one in fact who said if I ever do Yoko, I HAVE to send pics to Navy boy.

>>3012094
No I don't want you back, enjoy the karma slut.

>>3012174

good thing I don't want a bishie feminine looking man. :P

>>3012188
Then you're both pieces of shit, you for trying to veil the obvious. Your boyfriend, for being best friends with the navy rod that is banging his girlfriend.

>>3012197
Good, then what are you whining about?

I'm really fat. I eat pretty healthy and I walk more than eight miles a day, but I just don't lose the weight in any significant way. I used to be more accepting of my size, but then a friend got gastric bypass. She's the same size as me now, and losing rapidly, and I'm so jealous it literally makes me sick. She's going to be prettier than me soon, and then I'll be the fattest, ugliest girl I know.

>>3012200
Oh c'mon. The guy's in the Navy; he obviously isn't interested in having sex with women.

>>3012203

I'm not 'whining', I just wanted to tell what's in my mind. And this thread was kinda perfect I guess. |D

>>3012210
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

>>3012209
Stop walking, thats the fucking lazy way. Get on a bike, take those 8 miles, DOUBLE IT.

Get a gym membership, do ab crunches, FUCKING SWEAT

If i hear an excuse out of you why you can't do these things, your new name is Lunaladyoflight

>>3012200
He's in the Navy and across the country, how am I fucking him? You do know that male friends can like their female's friends tits without sticking it in em right?

>>3012170
Majority of cgls are wimmenz so this is a consequence .

>>3012102

As long as you have a nice body it's all good. I have moderately sized boobs but I have a bit of a tummy. I'd rather be fit really.

As for my secret, I'm still in love with my best friend (guy) from 3 years ago, but he lives in a different city now. Shitsux.

>>3012210
touche there anon...touche.

but seriously, fucking ships and carriers are like one big orgy with 70 percent of the female crew fucking the CO

>>3012220
BWAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

so naive

>>3012212
Then what is your perfect image of love, enlighten us and I will tell you the way

>>3012216
Not that poster.

My Doctor told me that biking doesn't count as exercise and that I would be better off walking. Is my Doctor full of shit? I like being active but I have nerve problems in my foot and it's kind of hard for me to do anything hard-impact.

>>3012224
Well, I wouldn't even mind having smaller boobs if they were shaped nicely, but they're not at all D:

>>3012242
>biking doesn't count as exercise
I think you made up that excuse and don't go to a doctor, because no one would ever be retarded enough to say that/

>>3012216
Biking isn't really an option. I would have nowhere to keep it, and $100 bikes, while cheap for a bike, aren't exactly tissue paper I can afford to replace every time someone steals it.

>>3012242
WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?!?!??
who is this doctor, fucking shoot him right now!

I lost more weight biking then i ever did walking, walking is higher impact because of your foot impacting the ground. Fire your doctor, get on a bike or an elliptical, see results in at least 2-3 weeks. boost in self esteem, bada bing bada boom

>>3012251
what do you live in a closet?

I had a miscarriage and it makes me suicidal.

I've still got the maternity costume hanging in my closet for a con, but I'm not pregnant anymore. I want to burn the thing, but I feel like if I do, I'll somehow never get pregnant again.

I can't even open my closet door anymore.

>>3012232
Haha re-reading that does come off as naïve. I guess we're all just comfortable with each other and know nothing's going to happen. We all love boobs, and it's not like I send nudes or anything.

I isolate myself from people and then complain about being lonely and having no friends. I hate company but I crave it so bad. :(

>>3012267
*hugs* That's terrible :(

*hugs again*

>>3012282

Thanks for the hugs.

It's not like I'm a 17 year old drama queen, either. I'm married, and we had been trying to get me pregnant for over a year.

I just wonder if my husband still loves me after all of this pain, or if he just feels bad for me.

>>3012249
>>3012252
No she really said that. Her exact words is that it doesn't count because you don't sweat. She wasn't really taking anything that I said seriously. She also told me to take more Vitamin D to treat my Anemia which makes no sense.

I'm not going to see her again.

Even after all the advice of /cgl/ from other threads like this, that I've been trying to apply the best I can, I'm still 22 and I'm still a virgin. And I still hate myself for that. I should just accept that I may as well die a virgin and be happy with it, but I feel ashamed and horrible - especially now that I discovered that more and more people know about it, which means one of my close friends leaked it.

>>3012257
I live in an apartment. There's no bike stand outside, and the landlord expressly forbade bikes inside. I could leave it under the stairs, but it would get stolen because some asshole on the ground floor likes to leave the outside door propped open so he doesn't have to unlock it for his dealer or something. Not that that precludes having it stolen by someone in the building.

You are the only person who thinks I'm not over you.
The crazy bitch stalking you on cgl and Formspring is not me, okay? You are an attractive person, it's not hard to imagine other girls would have crushes on you.

>>3012289
My mom had 7 miscarriages before she had me. Don't give up.

>>3012319
i can see why you would think beeing a virgin sucks, but sex aint what everyone makes it out to be. At least nothing worth constantly feeling bad about

>>3012321
Fuck your landlord. If there are no provisions for that in the contract then you have every legal right to protect your property by keeping it in your apartment.

>>3012319
I'm a 24 year old virgin. Feels good man. Seriously, don't sweat it. It isn't worth getting wound up about.

>>3012321
Get a cycling machine or a gym membership dumbass

>>3012352
But are you a female? Because if you're a dude that's nothing out of the ordinary these days

>>3012355
Nah, I'm a guy. I thought that was pretty unusual regardless though. I just don't see the need to go around banging people I know I'm not going to marry. Couple that with being afraid to date and well...yeah. It's a lame combo.

nothing ever goes right for me. it's either yanked away at the very last moment, or i get to hold on for a short time, and it still gets yanked away. i never get a chance to fix it, either, even when i know what to do. 'fool me once, shame on me. fool me twice, shame on you'. i know that's not how the saying goes, but that's how it is for me. everyday i try my best. i just wish i could catch a break, just once.

sometimes, whenever people post 'let's meet up/make new friends' type threads, i'll post about myself. no one ever responds. no one even quotes it to insult me. i know it's under a veil of anonymity, but it would be nice to know that someone sees past it and knows that behind that text is a great person. at least, i like to think so.

if i see you sitting on that bench by yourself again, i wont pretend to not notice you. that's not how it works, and i'll be sure to engage you next time.

finally, your cowardice sickens me. that's not the person i knew. all the same, i still cant send back your necklace. and i hate that i know why i cant.

I wish I could be more outgoing so I could actually make some friends. I hate this disorder..

My boyfriend is perfect, and the sex is great, but lately - whether I'm with him or by myself - I've been getting off to videogame characters.

Particularly Ganondorf. Oh Jesus.

>>3012352
>>3012355
>>3012359
I'm a female, which makes the situation just a bit different. Different enough for people to say "I'M SO PROUD OF YOU" when they learn about this fact, when in reality I am probably just too ugly, or too smelly, or too uninteresting to have someone wanting to have sex with me.

I'm greatful for my good looks but they make it difficult to date people. I'm not a superficial person, but I suppose most guys judge me as such because of my appearance. I am lonely over here and it sucks. I've never been with a guys for a physical attraction before, I've always been in relationships with people that attract me with their personality and intellect. I dated one guy who was gorgeous for awhile and even though I was physically attracted to him he had the personality of a napkin. I want someone with the whole package.. is that impossible? I would rather be single forever than settle. I don't even know what "good" sex is like. I have no idea what being infatuated or being in love feels like. I haven't been with many people and the entire process of courtship and social politics in general completely confound me. My friends always tell me I can have anyone I want, and I guess that's kind of true, but it feels like I can't even get off my high horse long enough to make friends with someone I find attractive. I'm afraid to let myself trust someone enough to let them know me. After all the shit I've been through I thought I had resolved to always be alone. But I'm so lonely all the time. I'm stuck treading water in my own pool of insecurities.

gotta ask, where do virgins congregate? I'm almost done with school and want to get serious

In a couple weeks, I'll be packing up all my stuff up in a Uhaul to drive a thousand miles and into another country to finally be with you. And all those people that have been saying we wouldn't make it this long.. we proved them wrong. That is the best feeling in the world.

The only thing that could possibly compare is when you get that smug look on your face and tell your family and friends, "Actually, she's not just my girlfriend. This is my wife."

>>3012387
4chan

>>3012364
>disorder
Fight through it. I used to be a manic depressive strung out on so many fucking meds that I can't even remember all of them. Years later I'm unmedicated, healthy and fairly well adjusted.

>>3012319
I am 25 and a virgin. I have given up.

>>3012370
Well, if you WANT to have sex you've got to actually put yourself out there. But seriously, don't let it get you down. I'm sure you're not that bad looking, and there is no pride in being a whore. Guys don't like girls that sleep around, or at least I don't. I'll freely admit that the only reason I'm a virgin still is likely because I systematically avoid relationships. I'm too busy with school and everything else to deal with the emotional a financial turmoil that comes with a relationship. It just isn't worth it to me.

Even if you never know who I am, if there's anything I can do to benefit you, I want to do it. My delight is in your pleasure.
Unless I find someone else better. :3

>>3012397

HA HA HA HA HA

You will break up in a couple of weeks, and soon you will find yourself broke and out in the streets. You will suck dick for money just so you can get home.

>>3012410
post pics and i will tell you if your fuckable

I think I'm turning into a sociopath.

I haven't spoken to my friend of almost thirteen years, and walked out of her life when she needed me the most. I don't feel anything when I learn she is doing worse or better.

I can't love anyone.

I've been in so many relationships that I've destroyed in some way and don't know why when all I ever wanted to do was just have a normal one.

This is not the person I wanted to be when I was younger.. A side of me hates this and wishes I could care again.

>>3012274
Thats what he wants you to think.
Take it from a navy guy, all we do is talk about how we are going to fuck our female friends if we get the chance to, drunk or sober

>>3012461
Cut yourself and die then.

you think too much

>>3012397
Wife rofl
so hows it to be wife number 16 married to a arab man that will make you dress like a ghost for the rest of your life, that if you disobey, you will get acid thrown on your face so you will never find another man again due to your horrid acid burned face

>>3012410
It could be worse. You could be 25, still a virgin despite not being single for ages, and have given up while still dating.

>>3012478
post your picture and i will tell you if your fuckable or just downright scary.

>>3012451
I know that I am not, so there's not much point in posting except mockery, is there?

>>3012498
I'm not all that good looking either, girls still hit on me. Half the battle is being confident. GET TO IT!
Polite sage for camwhoring.

BAWW BAWW BAWW

might as well say
IMA CUNT CUNT CUNT

It's been nearly a year since you turned me down, and I still can't seem to get over you. I know it's nothing I could fix by changing my personality or appearance, but sometimes I wish it were. You turned me down for good reason, to keep us both from getting hurt, but I still feel like we both missed out on something great, even if it probably wouldn't have ended well.

It also hurts so much that you don't seem to care about me anymore, and that you never really cared that much about me to begin with. Deep down I hoped it was so you could keep yourself from getting close to me to save us both the heartache, but in reality I know it's that I don't mean anything to you.

Maybe if other guys showed some damn interest in me then perhaps I'd have an easier time moving on. People constantly tell me that I'm so pretty and smart and talented, so why hasn't anybody liked me? I worry that everyone is just lying because they feel bad for me or something.

I almost wished you never got me to fall for you when I felt weak and unwanted. Because of you, I'm cheating on someone and I don't want to anymore... I wish you would leave me because I don't have the guts to dump you, or her for that matter.

I've tried to tell you many, many times that you need to actually EXERCISE to get fit for your cosplay. EATING LESS FOOD DOES NOT MAKE UP FOR YOUR LACK OF PHYSICAL ACTIVITY.

All you do is sit at your desk all day and eat the occasional granola bar. You need to stop thinking, "Oh, if I starve myself, I'll have a great body and won't need to break a sweat!"
You're not going to survive at the con.

>>3012515
You ought to go whiteknight and encourage some people. Encouraging people is uplifting, both to you and to them.

>>3012498
>>3012498
you do not get to judge if your fuckable or not, i am the judge, I AM TH LAW, POST THAT PICTURE

I have spent the last 5 years in Community College because I'm too lazy and afraid to move on.

Maybe things will change soon, I dunno.

Oh god...this thread ;~;

Interbutt hugs to all of you.

I wish my mother wasn't dieing of terminal cancer.

I wish I knew who my father was.

I wish I never made the step from best friend to boyfriend.

I wish I wanted to see false friendships earlier.

But my dearest wish, is the worst of them all. I wish I could do my life over. I'd change so much.

I think many of the posters here are super cute and would love to take them on dates.

>>3012582
Really? ;___;

>>3012589
Totally. But my self confidence is surprisingly wayyy too low.

>>3012573
lol omfg, what the hell is this .gif from?

It's been a year since we've stopped dating. I still can't get over you. I've chased you for so long. I'd do anything for you to give me another chance. I wish you could just feel the same way, or things could just go back to how they used to me.

I feel like I'm forgettable and I hate it. My group of friends has forgotten to call me when they were gathering everyone up for dinner on multiple occasions. Whenever people are posting "con reports" or whatever the fuck they are on LJ or DA or whatever, they always leave out the meal that we hung out and ate together for, or when they're naming people in the group they hung out with on Sunday afternoon or something, they list off all the people except me. I don't want the attention from strangers, I'd just like to know the people I know IRL didn't forget about me.

The thing is, I have no idea what's causing this or how I change it. I'm just somehow... forgotten.

>>3012593
Densha Otoko I think

>>3012593
I have no clue to be honest :'D

>>3012593
Densha Otoko. Watch it, it's awesome.

I have a crush on one of my closest friends, which is weird for me since I've always considered myself a straight female. I just feel strange, lately my whole perspective of relationships has been different. I don't know what to do, but knowing me I'll just keep it to myself and never tell anyone, especially her.

>>3012519
>I really wish you never got me to fall for you when I felt weak and unwanted. I wish things could go back to normal, because I don't have the guts to question you or tell you how much you hurt my feelings. Now that I'm romantically over you, I just feel like I need to get my feelings off of my chest to really move on and go back to being great friends.

Fix'd to be relevant to me. :<

>>3012582
Thank you. Sometimes I wish the Anons were actually real. Some of them really seem nice people. Nice enough to like me and date me and stuff. Thing that real guys don't seem to want because "you're too sincere/too much for us/too mysterious/too crazy/too shy/too whatever".

As for another confession...

I still believe you deserved that bitchslap I offered you. Nobody calls a friend to go up the most dangerous part of the town at 3 am to show she is fucking a Spanish student in the middle of the street. I also felt good about punching the chin of that ugly Spaniard. On any case, I really miss you. My best crazy nights were with you. Lately everytime I get drunk I ask where you are and the others tell me "do you think she asks for you?" I know you don't. You only care about cockblocking foreign students. But on any case I miss you. And I wish you would be less of a bitch and actually care about the friends that would never leave you, not the friends that will leave to their true lands (and true friends) in 6 months. It has been 2 years since we found the Danish men at the beach. And one year since our friendship broke up. I constantly try to find ways to patch it and make it up, but there's no way. Because even if I treat you well, talk with you like before, your attitude sucks. And I hate that fact. But I still miss you.

I want to know why my moods can change so drastically. The tiniest most insignificant thing can swing me from happy to on the verge of crying.
I have no motivation. Some days, I almost feel like Im trapped.
I love the relationship Im in, but it doesnt seem to be going anywhere. I would be happy with it staying how it is if we lived somewhere else. I think this environment is just sucking the life out of me. But Im terrified of change and I cant make a decision.
I dont know what to do with myself.

>>3012598
>>3012607
Awesomesauce. Thanks Anons.

>>3012645
Are you a university or college student?

>>3012367
Oh lol. I can relate... kinda. I have dirty dreams about them. Can't help it. It's usually Street Fighter characters since I'm always on the damn game. Dem muscles.

Gives me something to smile about in the morning though. I find it bloody hilarious, so does my boyfriend. I'm sure he just thinks I'm some perverted, sex-crazed monster. So it's all good. x3

>>3012650
couldnt decide on what to do so Im stuck doing nothing.
:<

>>3012657
Hmmz, I'm kinda experiencing the same thing, and I've noticed alot of my fellow students, mainly the lot who's not into getting wasted every single night, experience the same or similiar things as well..

"the best Days of our Lives" can be real energy leaches.

I hope you're not dead. It's been almost a month since anyone has seen or spoken to you, I even called your family and went to your house, and you haven't been there either. There isn't any way to contact you now, all I can do is hope you show up soon, we're all really worried..

i secretly enjoy telling secrets. secretly.

I don't have feelings for you. I am not romantically attracted to you or physically attracted to you. No, I don't think you're ugly, but I also don't find you hot/handsome/sexy/cute or any of those things. You're a good friend but honestly I don't think I could ever tolerate dating you.

Stop calling me at 3 in the morning. I answer because I'm nice and I want to be your friend. You're really awkward about talking to me, stop saying you love things about me and "when you move out here" and "when we're together", because it's not gonna happen. If I do ever move out there I probably won't be telling you about it. You went from a good friend to being creepy. I've told you I have no interest in dating anyone right now, including you, but you just keep pushing. Stop it. We are never going to be together and you need to accept it. Yeah, I had a crush on someone who lived just as far away as you do, and I guess now you think you have a chance since I wanted to make it work with him. But you just don't.

I'm starting to think the only way to end this is to stop being your friend. I don't want that to happen, but you're irritating me and I feel like talking to you is only going to encourage this behavior.

>>3012698
The same thing happened with a "friend" of mine. She ended up appearing after 2 months of active searching (I even signed up on her favourite community websites to look for her)

Then suddenly she appeared coming out of the subway, lolita dressed, told us she ran away from home because her mother was a bitch and that she did not have a job or internet, but she was looking for internet, for us to give her a call, bai.

Never saw the bitch again. Also, I hope you see this. I hate you at this moment and I'm a much prettier lolita than you, because you are a DD cup and have a fat ass that does nto fit your ita BL shit.

/fa/ told me to come here ....

>>3012794
What's your sad story,. /fa/shionfreak?

>>3012799
They're called /fa/gs.

>>3012790
we went to her job and they said she quit.. The last we heard she was going to another friends house in neighboring state but our friend said she never showed up.. I hope she shows up like your friend did

If you start dating her I'm going to start cutting myself.

>>3012829
If you start cutting yourself, I'm going to start dating her.

>>3012851

If you start cutting her, i'm going to date myself.

>>3012829

And solve what, pussy? Grow a pair and go for it, anon. Solve the problem.

I keep acting as if I know what I'm doing, but the truth is that I'm failing at life right now, and I'm just too stubborn to admit it to anyone...

>>3012498

attractiveness means fuck all. the most physically attractive person i've ever known is a virgin and she's 25. she has no confidence and a horrid personality.

i've known people who have generally been considered "ugly" looks-wise who still get laid, it's all about the confidence.

>>3012911
>attractiveness means fuck all
FUCKING LOL.

My bf was absolutely baby crazy when we were together, now we're not/"on a break" and I think I'm pregnant.

I'm only 23 and I don't know what to do and am scared that this will be the end of lolita and cosplay (and all of my other hobbies for that matter) for me.

Life doesn't feel real anymore. It just seems like every day has happened before, like I'm stuck in some cycle. The worst part is that as I'm sitting here doing nothing, I'm aware of what I could be doing to actually have a life, but I just can't bring myself to do it.

>>3012939
Get rid of it. Tadaaa, no more worries.

Im in love with KellyJane.
But Id rather fuck TealPirate.

I want to be a popular cosplayer. I look good enough that I could be mid-tier, and I definitely sew better than that overly-photoshopped German nutcase.

Why can't people love me?

I wish I wasn't as fucked up as I am. I wish I could care more about people who cared so much about me and I could care less for people who didn't. I wish I could stand up for myself and up to people who call me weak. I wish I could fucking be normal, or at least fix the problems I have about myself because the more I think I am better or I am different, i'm not, I'm back to the same smoldering fuck that my parent says I am. I fucking hate myself. I wish I could prove everyone wrong, and be the better person i wish to be.

>>3012939
Abortion should be mandatory before the age of 25 anyways, especially if you're unmarried.

I just shaved my balls, watch out AZ sluts ;D

I'm still falling for him. Even though we're only going to stay friends: (and I wouldn't give that up for the world)...I really wish I had been given a fair chance to see where things could have gone.
While my head knows we will only be friends---my heart keeps going further and further down that path every time we meet up.

I avoided getting to know you better at the end of the semester because we were both going to graduate and I didn't want to deal with complications.

I would have rather have loved and lost, maybe we wouldn't of had to lose it.

Everyone was right, you and I were perfect for each other and I was as infatuated with you as you were with me.


I'm sorry.

>>3012397
I swear this secret is my own.
Except we have to wait another 6 months.

>>3012911
Attractiveness means fuck all...unless you're fat. In which case, being fat means everything. I swear to god, I saw a girl who looked like Igor with a husband and two kids the other day. I mean she had the hump and one eye bigger than the other and she looked like Quasi-fucking-modo, but she's getting laid often enough to have had kids (i.e., at all, or at least twice more than me). I'm fat and kind of ugly, but I'm confident in myself and who I am. No one wants to buy this full package, though. I've put a discount sticker on it and everything!

>>3013034
make it buy onw get one free and you got a deal

>>3012598

it is that.

>>3013041
I don't have a problem with that, but I can't find the one worth buying that'll take me as a freebie.

>>3012945

Do it. stop sitting around thinking about all this shit. Sometimes, after a long time of thinking, what else is there to think? The only thing left after thinking about the pros and cons to everything and trying to be philosophical is to act. Take action on your life instead of thinking it away. Walk. Run. Swim. fucking DANCE. For christ's sake. Doing nothing and thinking all damn day long makes you think nothing is real because you aren't doing anything at all. Actions causes reactions, creates existence. You doing nothing proves nothing. So go out and do something faggot. Take a chance, do something fun, life will be more real to you after you go out and see all of this then it ever has in your life. But until then, you will never comprehend what it feels like to be alive, to feel reality at it's threshold, to feel existence unless you go out and do something. Anything. It will all come to you if you just do something instead of just thinking.

Do it faggot.

>>3012001
I'm sorrry, but the "sex addiction" excuse is bullshit. I am so tired of people who cheat saying they have sex addiction. Practice some self control, decide to value yourself. Decide to value your boyfriend. How would you feel if he behaved this way?

I watched a homeless man get his skull beaten in with a rock.

I want to tell them, Yes I actually had sex with her, but I fear the response.. I want to get rid of some of my friends so I can be able to trust all of them called friends. But I don't have the balls to confront him.

im leaving my current boyfriend to have elicit sexual relations with my ex. in all honesty, im not at all distraught about leaving you. id rather just get laid without the hassle of being in a relationship.

I beat a homeless man's skull in with a rock.

I really want to smoke weed.
Just for the release. But I don't come off as that type of person so people just laugh when I drop hints.

I'm homeless and got my head bashed in by a rock.

>>3013214
So stop 'dropping hints' and just say "I want to try weed"

I don't know what I did for fate to think I deserve you, but I'm beyond grateful you're in my life. I've never felt anywhere near this happy.

>>3013067
>But until then, you will never comprehend what it feels like to be alive, to feel reality at it's threshold, to feel existence unless you go out and do something.
not >3012945
but I used to feel something was off, like I was detached from the world. tried to do something about it, went out and did things I wouldn't normally do. didn't work. found out later I was depressed.

I'm Hitler's Great-Grandson. He escaped to Japan after the war.We moved to the US in the 70s. I now cosplay Nazi characters only.

I came back to this thread hoping someone said something about my secrets.

No one did. Not even to call me names.

>>3011203
If you want a physical relationship with someone, the thought of sex with them should never, ever disgust you.

I don't find naked girls sexy.

I felt sort of jealous when I saw you with your boyfriend, I think you're awesome and I might have a crush on you.

I'm a straight female.

>>3013269
Reading comprehension is your friend, not the enemy.

I got a girl I didn't like to suck me off at a con once just cos I knew my ex was crazy about her. When they finally hooked up, I had my laughs.

one of my friends just left Florida for NY last week. i miss her like no other, and i'm afraid that she's going to find someone else to be with before she comes back down TnT she texts me almost every day, but i can't tell if she feels the same way about me that i do about her

Protip to the whores of /cgl/ crying about how they cheat on their boyfriends and they simply do not understand why they don't have the self control to say no QQ...

Don't hang out with dudes you wanna fuck/find attractive/could see yourself developing an emotional attachment to. Seriously, not cheating is so fucking easy you stupid sluts. I hate women like you because you make the rest of us normal girls that value ourselves and the people around us look bad.

We had sex in my deceased grandparents house. He came all over me

My birthmom is schizophrenic and was a crack additct. her and my dad divorced when i was very young. my dad was in the military and we moved around a lot because of it. he's a raging alcoholic who drinks himself stupid every night. he is also constantly high. always. he remarried when i was kinda young. one of my step brothers molested me repeatedly. when i told my step mom she accused me of lying because her son denied it. now she completely rejects me because she thinks i was trying to get her son in trouble. but i was telling the truth. I has ana/mia on and off for a while but never had a full blown eating disorder. i smoke weed a few times a week. i self mutilated for a long time. then i met a guy who i thought i was in love with, but we did things too fast and it ruined the relationship. now he's a drug addict and is dating this girl who is just terrible for him. i still love him but i also am still very hurt by it.
I worry constantly about what my future will hold for me and have even sometimes thought about ending the now before i get to the future.
No one knows any of this about me because i use cosplay to hide it all.

>>3012596
Fuck, are you me???

>>3013334

Anon, I wanna fucking buy you a drink or hug you or something. And then punch your step mom in the teeth.

My right arm pit hairs grow faster then my lefts.

Sometimes I want to kill myself. I'm just too much of a pussy to go through with it.

>>3013334
;_;

I think I like girls. But she has a boyfriend.