I got this pimple at the bottom of my ass crack/cheek, by my perineum, and it hurts to walk.

also still looks like Ikuy

>>2601753
I got nothing to work on. gettin stir crazy!

i cant decide which cosplay to do for my group that i think might fall apart a bit....
or if i'll lose enough weight to look good.

>Implying Dr. Drew is a psychiatrist

I got 99 problems, but cosplay ain't one.

bit worried my cosplay will be shit compared to everyone else at naka-kon this weekend. it's been knawing at me the past few days. oh well.

I have an exam in one hour. I did not study, instead I worked in my cosplay.

Just got $20 and I'm unsure which costume to put it towards.

I'm unemployed and plan on hand-making a costume for a con in just over a month. I have no money for fabric!

>>2601779
I give you a scolding Hnnn... And a slap on the wrist. Go study and get off /cgl/.

runnin' low on money, motivation, and self-esteem these days, man.

Sleep schedule is messed up, have other shit to do, only putting costumes before everything else.

Yeah this is great.

God dammit Blizzard, giving beta keys of SC2 to Warcraft players. Most of these guys livestreaming Starcraft 2 suck SUCK ass, all this guy is doing is building cannons, sitting there with 2600 minerals, and losing every match. Watching the beta is both eye opening and rage inducing.

>>2601802

Feeling small and insignificant? Me too ;_;

I have to go see my advisor tomorrow morning because i have a hold and I've been avoiding it for over a year so i know he's going to kill me

I'm tired and the husband wants some lovin' time. I want to finish cleaning up this room then sleep so I can get up early in the morning. Blar.

Forgot to add that its because my gpa dropped below a 2.0

The fact that I'm 19 and I don't have a job, car, license, and I'm not attending college.
The one thing I do have is a girlfriend and she will, "Never love me!" like her girlfriend in the far off land of Canada.

FML

>>2601843
don't worry, I'm in the same situation but with no girlfriend. Take your time, most people will pressure or guilt you into taking classes or getting a job but I liked doing things on my own pace too.

I just bought something p close to my dream car with my fund, and only just got my permit yesterday at 19, lol

keeping the motivation to get fit to cosplay finally...

Moneys low, gaining weight, have to call my lawyer and decide if I want to continue with my legal dispute or just give up and pay the fuckers, I'm not in class, having trouble finding a job because of social anxieties, don't have health insurance anymore, can't afford new health insurance, can't see a therapist due to lack of money and health insurance, feeling sick, can't see a doctor due to lack of money and health insurance, by BFF and a close friend didn't show up to my birthday and never gave me a call or a text as to why, found out the close friend was playing Bioshock not sure about the BFF as I haven't seen her since before my birthday (I suspect is washer douche of a boyfriend not letting her hang out with friends again, I swear to god if I could get away with killing him I would), I slept through Mardi Gras which I was looking forward to for the past three weeks, I think my cat that I have had for 14 years who used to love me and only me now likes my roommate more than me even though I am the one that feeds her and plays with her and pets her and gives her treats, and It is my turn for dishes, again.

Feels bad man.
On the plus side of things my b/f is being super, I went grocery shopping and bought this week's food supply for under $40, and my parents sent me a $30 gift card to Jo-Ann! yay!

>>2601856
Shit well at least I'm not alone. I guess it could be a lot worse, but I just feel like I'm being left behind in the IRL world.

>>2601916
you're not being left behind, you're just taking the scenic route

>>2601909
Shit.
I hope everything works out for you!

brb gotta go buy gatorade for my sick mommy.

I never get enough sleep and now I have the darkest circles under my eyes, my sister told me I looked like a zombie today.
I also have a shit ton of school work to do tonight (multitasking, It's a lot of dense boring reading, so I need a 5 minute break every 4 pages or so)
I also have a feeling I'm starting to fall behind in school in general, even though I'm getting good grades.

I also need to go on a diet and exercise plan. I'm not fat, but just every un-toned and flabby. It doesn't help my mom and my sister both weigh less than me and constantly complain how fat they are.

I'm also very very poor.

>>2601765
This... and actually bothering to start my Count Mecha mask... I need to get it done so I can create the rest of the outfit around it...

just got sick, first of all. that's my immediate nuisance.

I'm annoyed because I don't have the means to move out with my boyfriend which I really want to do, and I'm frustrated because I'm in college and I have no idea what I want to do. it worries me that I'll never choose.

I just want to speed things up. I want a set goal in mind. I want to know what I want. I don't want to piddle around and "discover my interests." I'm good at lots of different things and I don't have one undying passion for one thing I just HAVE to do.

I just feel lost all the time even though I know I'm working towards my goals.

>>2601927
I'd rather NOT be though. I feel kind of useless just laying at home all the time. Sure it sounds NICE but after a while ya start to go kind of crazy from not doing anything productive other than cosplay.

>>2601984

Dude Anon, I am so sorry to hear that. I never know why people do that. Two scenarios come to mind:

He's completely stupid and cliche for not seeing what is right in front of him. He'd rather have what he "perceives" as girlfriend material. The romantic in me thinks this is the case.

Or he was using you and it was one sided and you liked him so much you couldn't see what he was doing.

Either way he clearly doesn't deserve you.
I'm sorry Anon.

Losing motivation to do anything lately.
Family is driving me crazy and friends are being really weird lately...
My grandma lost her job so I'm having to up my job searching like hardcore, which is freaking me out since the economy is so bad and jobs are so few now.
Trying to actually get cosplay outfits worked on, but that's not happening any time soon it's looking like.
My sleeping habits are going wild and school graduation cannot come soon enough.
Then I'll at least be able to start drivers ed. :<
I can't help but thinking I'm going into a downward spiral though, no matter how hard I try and keep my hopes up...

It just feels good to get the thoughts out though...:'D

Sage for writing a bunch of scrambled nonsense...it's the only way my brain functions lately, so sorry.

I want to make this so badly, would even waste alot of money just to make it myself but I know I would ruin it so badly and the cockpit jokes will be annoying cause i know some underaged ideot will say it but that doesn't bother me as much as buggering it up.
I haven't even completed my costume for this year yet just keep wanting to come up with ideas on how to make this.

also my boyfriend would rather i do a revealing costume and if i told him i want to do this he would just say its "awesome but how the hell are you going to make it? good luck."

I hate my job. Mostly the new assistant manager, he was just promoted and came from another store, so he's both new and clueless, and wanking to the new power. Shit combination.

But it's helping me to get back to the job search. Which in turn only depresses me more, because I'm qualified for SHIT. Wish I still had that graphic design job, I landed it without a degree, just some college. If I was there a year it'd be enough experience to move up in the industry, but I got fucked over so now I'm working in a grocery store.

>>2602703
omg anubisss... I wish Z.O.E 3 would come out.

DO THIS IS POST PICS etc

>>2601989
So do something?

My boss yelled at me and my coworker for not finishing our paperwork. I busted my ass to finish mine, she didn't, and now I have to finish hers, too. Fuck overachieving.

I've been single for three damn years. Loooonelyyyyy.

I can't see my forehead

My mother hasn't realised I'm not a kid anymore. She took my Reading Week off from work, and is insisting we spend the whole week together. I was looking forward to getting all my wig styling done, but I haven't even been able to start.

I hit my head on my car frame yesterday, knocked myself fucking stupid, and have a huge ass lump on my forhead. I look like a halfassed Klingon.

>>2602736
One day you will realize that your mom's hair has greyed and her face has wrinkled and then you'll wonder why you have a closet full of wigs instead of memories.

>>2601765
Why don't you IM Jessica telling her she unworthy to be wearing Pokemon fanart? That's what you did last to waste you time.

Nothing bothering me much right now, just small things.

Went to JoAnn's, their fabric selection was shit(I had a bajillion coupons on hand, might as well use them)

I want to cosplay a character, but there's jack shit in references available. So I'm going to have to run an emulator of the game or watch jewtube videos.

Also, it's bleeding vagina time. Stupid bleeding vagina time.

The worst cold ever, I think I just coughed up some blood.

the lack of reference pictures of this girl.

one of my friends has decended himself into being a frenemy, and i really just want to cut off ties with him. however, i dont know wether i should also do away with the aquaintences that i know that are also close to him. just to avoid any drama, and cutting out the possible rats that act as information go-betweens.

Think I got a staph infection.
Got dumped on V-Day.
Not enough money to make a cosplay that needs to be done in two months.
And to top it all off, the kittens I got from my mother for v-day, ended up getting mauled to death by a dog last night. Gonna be some dead dogs soon..

;_;

>>2602768

Oh my god, that's terrible.

>>2602768
>And to top it all off, the kittens I got from my mother for v-day, ended up getting mauled to death by a dog last night.

D:

>>2602742
Seriously. Spend some time with your goddamn family while you still have one! When the week she took off is over, style your wig instead of wasting time on the internet.

My problem: I'm worried that my Munak costume is going to look completely and totally fugly on me, and that the curse slip over my face will make me look retarded in pictures.

>>2601753
a lot of things

I live in an desert area completely void of any cosplayers or anyone of similar interest.
Got recently fired from my last job though they claimed I "volunteerly quit" so i can't get benefits. Can't afford school, cancelled most if not all my convention plans.
Yet the only friends I know are from other states and are going to or coming from cons recently.
And job searching sucks because all banks are like "hurr hurr hurr the online test says you're not fit enough".

Fuck my life.

>>2602770
God it was. Never before has this burly man-child cried so much.

Polite sage, for you know..not adding anything really.

I was supposed to move in the beginning of February, and now it's looking like I won't be able to move until the end of Feb/beginning of March, which really fucks me up. I'm unemployed and have to look for a job as soon as I move otherwise I'm not going to be able to afford rent, let alone cosplay.

I'm about ready to strangle my roommate-to-be, as she keeps booking viewing appts for different houses and then NEVER PHONES ME TO LET ME KNOW HOW IT GOES. Or, like yesterday, she makes appts without asking me beforehand if I can even make it, and yesterday the weather was so bad that there was no way I'd make it there in one piece.

And I still haven't heard from her as to whether or not she went ahead and snagged the place. B|

On top of all that, I'm currently living with my parents, which isn't so bad in itself, except that we live out in the boonies, fifteen minutes from our itty-bitty town, so I can't even go anywhere without wasting precious gas that I can't afford to refill. Not to mention my dad's an asshole when he's drunk (which is every goddamn night), so it seems like every time I figure that I'll be OK to stay here for a little while longer he throws a temper tantrum.

And I'm trying to lose weight but it seems like every time I make some progress the scale shoots right back up.

Well, Doc, I can't seem to find a way to finish this cosplay of mine.
No, STARTING the cosplay is hard.
I have next to no idea how I'm going to make ANY of the props required.
FFFFFFF, this breastplate is gonna kill me.

>>2602758
thats the evil chick from magna carta 2

Feeling empty and confused. Have evolved into a shopaholic.
Recently -lost- a friend who used to mean a lot to me. That said he still does, but we've had a lot of issues, and Im honestly too tired of it to even bother trying anymore.
Im confused about my love-life as well as future.

I miss my old dog Micky more than anything. Im slowly getting attached to my puppy, but its just not the same.

Cosplay-related; School fucked up my paycheck, and cant give me the missing $600 they didnt include untill next month.
Meanwhile I am completely broke now, due to my urge to buy junk all the time, I have a convention in less than a month, missing fabric for 4 costumes and wigs + accessories.
I can predict that next month will be quite stressing.

tl;dr Boohoo

>>2602790

I'm so sorry. How on earth did the dog get hold of them? D:

and what's bothering me?

Some lunatic tried to kill my cousin. He took the security video and saved it to his cellphone. He works at a hotel and was standing behind the counter when the guy came charging at him with a butcher knife. Guy missed, but my cousin twisted his ankle when he jumped back to get away from the guy.

Nothing like watching a video of somebody trying to kill your family. ._.

>>2602768
Fucking internet bear hug. You poor thing!

>>2602742
>>2602777

It would be nice if her idea of "spending time together" didn't mean "o hay, we're going to visit my friend, and you can watch her kid(s) or something, oh yeah, and then go run errands for me". Or "oh, I want you to make my friend curtains, here's the fabric, she wants it done by tomorrow". Or even "hey, I want my boyfriend's kids to like me, so you have to make them cupcakes, cheesecake, and flan today".

I live with my mom, so I was planning to spend the break with some other relatives that I lived with in high school, but now I can only go see them this weekend. (Their house is also where I do wig styling and all the messier aspects of cosplay, which is why I was so hung up on getting the wigs done this week--the apartment my mom and I live in is too small to really do anything in.)

My great aunt just died and I feel like I can do nothing right when it comes to sewing. The patterns I make lately are shitty. I've lost my focus.

>>2602838
mmmmm, if you're making it anyway, save me some flan.

>>2602768
>And to top it all off, the kittens I got from my mother for v-day, ended up getting mauled to death by a dog last night.
Just read this. Oh god. ;___; Im so sorry.
I've had the same thing happen before, so I feel with you anon. This is one of the worst things that can ever happen EVER.

>>2602838
Aaah, I see. Never mind then, fuck your mom. I hate it when people try to turn ":D LET'S HANG OUT" into ":D YOU DO STUFF FOR ME WHILE I HANG OUT WITH OTHER FRIENDS".

:( I have shitty friends.

>>2602847
semen flan?

I've been diagnosed with a genetic disease recently.
Getting up every day with the knowledge that you won't be able to do that by yourself anymore in a few years is kind of weird.

>>2602856
MS?

>>2602817
Well, I had to keep them outside, since everyone I live with is allergic to cats, but me. Plus, I was planning on making a place in my room for them to stay. The pen I had for them as a temp. had been knocked over and opened, and..yeah. The rest, you can imagine on your own.

To be back on topic, I can add that my stalker ex-step mom tried to kill my dad today. Locking the doors...now.

>>2602850
Yeah..the worst period. ;_; I loved and snuggled those kitties all day. No more dogs are gonna be around here anymore.

I must face my fear of cosplayers and my enemies in the scene...and go to a con. And it scares the shit outta me; some labels can't be shed.

>>2602882
Ehlers-Danlos.
Pretty rare, but not as severe as MS.
Bad enough, though.

>>2602918
wait, you've never been to a con and you already have enemies? What the fuck are you doing wrong?

Or are you afraid of getting enemies? Because that's just silly. Most people are well meaning and fun. Don't let /cgl/ ruin cosplay for you, it's not all bitterness and hating on pretty girls.

Everytime I go to local cons, I always end up bumping into my boyfriends ex (Who wants to kill me in my sleep)...To my dismay I end up bumping into her a lot at each con and these aren't just small cons. Then I found out she was stalking me. Ugh it's so creepy. I don't know what to do.

>>2602932
Tell your boyfriend to go back to her. Problem solved.

>>2602949
Well, he hates her guts now. She was too clingy.

>>2602926

I've been to cons; lots of cons. I made mistakes, and pissed a lot of popular people off. Part of it was yeah, I genuinely made some fuck-ups. The other part of it is I don't play politics. Still, there's some people I made enemies of, and I know they'll be sniping for me at the next conventon I want to go to. And female cosplayers see guys like me as potential rapists ("creepers"). That's why I must face my fears.

My mom and dad are mad at me for wanting to move away from home and in with my friend.

My dad is doing that "I love you but god damn why are you so dumb" thing and my mom is just not speaking to me.

Honestly, it's just making me want to leave more.

>>2602970
They'll get over it. After a while of you being gone they'll realize it isn't so bad. Maybe even start to miss you.

I'm single and it's hardly been a whole month since we stopped our 6 year relationship. . I'm still best friends with him as we were best friends before we dated. We stopped because of issus regaurding school and money.

Valentine's day was lonely, but I expected that. That's not what bothers me. Last night he told me about another girl.
It's too soon to tell what'll happen and I'm not really worried, but it's hard not to think about it

>>2602852
Sweet and salty. Fuck yeah, I'm out of chocolate covered pretzels.

>>2602983
First motoko and Avi and now you
All the hot tripfags are becoming single
wat

I'm trying to take my mom to court for identity theft, but I'm absolutely terrified of what's going to happen. She used to have an anger problem and I'm worried my family is going to hate me.

The girl who slept with my exboyfriend and broke up out 7 year relationship now wants to make peace with me when all I want to do is punch her teeth out.

And I'm so poor, and there's no jobs available in the town where I'm at that I'm going to try to set up an appointment to sell plasma. I might see if I can sell my eggs too.

And on top of everything I'm down to eating one meal a day because of money issues, but I'm still fucking fat., despite being hungry all the time.

>>2603000

All according to plan

>>2602983
I was going to post about working too much, sleeping too little, and being in debt... but that seems kind of weak now in comparison.

My fiancée and I broke up in college once for similar reasons. Obviously, we got back together, but I recall from direct experience where you're coming from. It was over Valentine's day as well.

Sorry to hear you have to go through the same thing

>>2603002
You can just file a police report. It'll be on record that she stole your identity and you can hopefully get back money from your back if any were stolen. You don't have to sue. Also, FREEZE YOUR CREDIT. That means nobody can open accounts without your permission.

>>2603018
>back

Hmmm, bank.

>>2603018
I've filed a complaint with the FTC, frozen my SSN, and filed a police report, talking to a detective today.

it's credit card fraud. She opened 4 cards in my name, ran them up, and hasn't paid anything. It's a felony case at this point.

>>2603002
>And on top of everything I'm down to eating one meal a day because of money issues, but I'm still fucking fat., despite being hungry all the time.
That last one is because your metabolism has slowed down and is storing as much as it can.

Not getting in shape/losing weight fast enough.
Already sick of dining hall food and I've been back less than a month.
Haven't finished summer job applications.
Sweater for Mary Shepherd-Sunderland cosplay probably needs to be replaced, but I can't fucking find an appropriate one.
Asking The Guy out today. As in, on a date. As in, I am actually using the word "DATE" in an unambiguous context.

the weather is finally chilly after FOUR FUCKING MONTHS of unbearable heat (40°C every god damn day to be exactly) but i have a feeling this is not gonna last much :/

>>2603042

Boo hoo it's chilly outside, get a blanket then.

Apparently I'm too much of a bother to be around.

No one asks me for photos anymore. Along that same line, no one really actually gives a shit about me :\

Behind on classwork and one of my classes has a super smart professor who makes everyone (incl me, esp me) feel stupid.

Appetite is fuuucked up since Katsucon and a lot harder to diet now. I'll get back to it.

Trivial things in comparison but still shit that bothers me.

>>2603052
I think he's actually thankful for the cold compared to the heat, but he's worried that it's not going to stay cold for long.

>>2603052

i'm not complaining about the cold weather, lrn2read
i was saying the weather was too hot before during four straight months and i don't want it to get hot again, but it's likely

>>2603052

They're not bitching because it's cold. They're bitching because the cold weather isn't going to last long and it's going to be fucking hot as hell again. 40 celcius is 104 farenheit.

>>2603062
>>2603059
>>2603056
Guys, I'm having difficulties here.... What exactly is he bitching about??

>>2603042
Move to Denmark then. Its been around 14 F degree's for the last two months, we've had countless snowstorms, and they say its gonna last till april.
+ Our summers are awesome.

>>2601856
same as you two, but I'm a year older. I've been looking for a job for almost 2 years now. This economy blows.

>>2602703
Anubis would be no easy task, not by a long shot. How do you plan on going about it?

>>2603017
Shit sucks mang

>>2603042
>40C (104F)

Oh ew, where do you live?

>>2603297

if it's any consolation, I think you're really pretty and talented.

After reading about all you guys searching for jobs, I am thanking my lucky stars even harder that I have a job. I wish all of you guys the best of luck!!

I suppose the single blues got me. Valentine's Day was really awkward for me. :|

BUT, after talking it out with a good friend today, I feel better, better than I've felt for a while.

>>2602852

>>2604038
what

I can't find a job, I'm having problems with my con friends, and I've got a terrible migraine that won't go away.

>>2604063
Oh, and I accidentally stepped on a big needle and it went halfway into my foot and I had to pull it out with pliers and I have no band-aids so I duct taped a piece of a napkin on it. ;_;

I'm currently in my Intro to Social Work class and am going to be going doing SW as a career, and I'm just feel so anxious to get out there and actually do something, but then I think about the amount of classes I'm taking now and all sorts of other nonsense and am afraid I'm not going to be able to have the time to do it, but I just feel in my that this is something I really want to do. My professor assured me that with internships, they are willing to work around my busy schedule.. so here's to hoping.

>>2603002 broke up out 7 year relationship now wants to make peace with me when all I want to do is punch her teeth out

Feel free to give her the finger. NEVER make friends with people like that. It is NEVER ok. She needs it to resonate loudly she did something wrong. You do not need that in your life....ever.

> And on top of everything I'm down to eating one meal a day because of money issues

I'm currently on food stamps because I can't find my college educated ass a good paying job. It's rather easy to get on. You tell them what you make, your bills, and they give you a money card in a few days that has a few hundred dollars on it to last you a month. It renews every month and they evaluate you problem every 6 mos. You can buy any food you like. They do not monitor it saying you can't have name brand Cherrios or something.
I'm staying on it till I get better pay.
I felt guilty at first, but I figure I pay my taxes all these years and if the day comes where I require help... it's there to help me out.

Just google whatever state you are in + food stamp.

>>2602856
>>2602925
I'm sorry. :( Try and keep a positive outlook; after you get used to the idea that you have a chronic disease, it honestly does get easier. I was diagnosed with RA a few years ago, and one of the first things I read on wikipedia was "People with RA rarely keep working after the age of 30" and I got really depressed...but it's important to just take it one day at a time, because it's impossible to say how you'll be in a few years, or a few decades. If you take care of yourself, you might just make it through and come out just as you are now. :)

I don't get why some cosplayers are more popular than ones that are CLEARLY superior. Not talking about myself because I don't cosplay, I just enjoy looking at pictures. Where does all this selective popularity come from? Some of the more famous cosplayers aren't GOD-KILLING beautiful like the fangirls around here claim they are, and don't have that great of costumes.

>>2604126
I think it's just friendspam. They spam their friends and that talk up a storm about how good their friend is. Any criticism is met with excuses why the costume sucks. Of course on the other side is self posts and the stuff that goes with it.

I've been sick with a cold (or something.) for the past week and a half. I've been told to go to the health center, but that just means more blood work and urine samples, both of which I've had my fair share of.
I feel exhausted all the time, and I'm sick of it. I can't seem to be able to get up and DO anything, because every little thing tires me out. When I was in the ER for a kidney stone a little while ago, the doctor suggested getting my iron levels checked out, because my blood work pointed toward iron-deficiency, but that costs money, which I don't have.
On top of it, I'm on five different medications for different mental illnesses, and I'm sick of taking them.
Overall, I'm just tired of not feeling well and not being able to function normally.

My cousin, who is a paranoid schizophrenic, is intent on spending time with me because I spent time with her at a family party due to my parents' hounding. Now they're telling me it's a bad idea like I don't already know and I have no idea how to turn her down. I don't want to be mean and just say no because she's friendless and living with her parents but I sure as hell am not going to be in the same room alone with her. It's scary how ill she is.

I know that she think she's being trailed by the MIB and that lizard people rule the world, so I'm thinking about telling her on the phone that a man in black told me that it wouldn't be safe to contact her or that I had a dream about a reptilian person saying it.

what do? :<

Lately every time I go to hang out with my best friends their S.O.s are there, so it ends up breaking off into 4 couples making out and I'm just awkwardly there. The thing that annoys me the most is later on they'll say things like; 'Yeeeeah, I saw you sitting there all alone and I felt bad :( :( :('. Yeah, bitch? Well thanks for doing something about it.

I'm getting a root canal tomorrow morning. :S

>>2601779
I failed my exam. I told the teacher you took calves out of cows by pulling them out with your fucking hands (like this). Oh the nerves, we should never swear at teachers.

Now back to photoshop, must take away my pores.

>>2604151

Buy some iron supplements. They're non-prescription where I live, and only $13 or so per pack. I can't believe how much of a difference they made. I'd sleep through all my classes, for four hours when I got home, for three hours after dinner, then I'd shower and sleep through the night. Taking the iron pills, I'm fine with six hours of sleep a night, and no naps.

This. this bothers me.

I was just put on birth control to help regulate my lunar cycle, and I'm deathly afraid of gaining weight. I know it effects everyone differently, but I've been trying so hard to keep my weight off.

>>2604189

I'm the same. Mine didn't change my weight at all (well, I lost a bit from puking all the time when I started them...) but they made me miserable for the first two months or so.

>>2604183
My boyfriend suggested that, too...just...like I said, I'm so sick of taking pills all the time. I guess another one couldn't hurt, though...
I'll look into that, though. Thanks, anon.

>>2604199
Or do it the easy way and get some blood sausages. Might as well get some iron while you're eating.

>>2604195
Awe, balls. I'm not looking forward to the nausea and vomiting bit. My mother actually lost weight when she was on them, so here's to hoping the pounds don't pile on~

>>2604189
I was put on birth control a year ago for ovarian cysts, and I had absolutely no negative side effects. In fact, I lost a little weight and my face cleared up completely.
It's all about finding the right kind and dosage for you.
Don't worry about it too much, you'll probably be fine.

>>2604199

It sounds kind of cheesy but you feel it working right away. It's kind of amazing at first. I didn't know what to do with all the free time I had from not sleeping all day.

>>2604204
Unfortunately, I don't eat red meat...that's half the reason why I'm most likely deficient.

>>2604102
That's the plan. When I can get her alone I'm going to give her a big FUCK YOU.

And I'll look into that. I'm running around looking for jobs and temp work and going downtown everyday anyways. Thanks.

My stomach is upset so I bailed on a friend who wanted to hang out, I need a root canal and I have no insurance, my boyfriend has a court summons. And because of all of this I don't want to sew.

>>2602768
Oh god, poor things. ;_; I'd be traumatised. I'm so sorry. The world sucks.

i'm on day 30 of waiting for my period, but i always use condoms, so i'm not too worried.

i still have that fear though :x do NOT want a child

My friends-with-benefits got with another girl without telling me. Now he doesn't want to even be friends anymore because "its too tempting".

I wouldn't have cared if he wanted someone else for a girlfriend, I just wish he would have told me since we were such good pals. Also, I would have been totally okay with our friends with benefits thing going platonic again if we could have just been friends. But he thinks it's a bad idea.

Oh well.

And we're all cosplayers, so I guess it's /cgl/ related?

I'm 19, don't have a licence, car, nor job.
I dropped out of fashion school because I couldn't handle the stress it was putting me under. In order to go to said school I had to move in with my grandmother and leave the friends that I already didn't see much behind.
My father hates me and everytime I talk to him he keeps pestering me about what I'm going to study next year, 'cause I can't possibly drop school altogether, that's for dumbasses, yadda yadda.
I've had depression since I'm 17 and hate myself, I take less meds nowadays but everytime I go to my psy's all I do is cry and never say a thing because I don't even know what's wrong with me.
I feel lonely, I've always been a solitary faggot but this time I've really lost contact with the last friends that put out with my shit and I feel that if I contact them they're just gonna bitch at me and make me more depressed. And eventually I'd drive them away again anyway.
The other day I dreamed about the only guy I almost ever had sex with, and now I miss him and regret that I didn't do it. I stalked his facebook and saw that his gf was ugly, and now I feel like shit because he goes out with her and never wanted to with me.
I miss my cats.
Can I go on?

TL;DR I hate my life.

>>2604324
story of my life, except i'm a year older then you lol

>>2604324
we're all losers here
>>2603068 >>2601856 >>2601843

It's getting colder, and the paint on the lance I'm making will take longer to dry. And I need to get this done tonight. Time to get out the blow dryer.

I miss summer so fucking much. The air in my house feels stale. I want to open all my windows and I miss the sunshine. Michigan winters suck... I've got really really bad dry skin from the lack of moisture in the air and I just want summer to get here.

I can't get motivated to stick with my diet... and I don't know how to get a boyfriend (never had one before)

>>2604351
Oh god I'm the same way with my diet. I try really hard and then my boyfriend (my bad influence) will buy me a fucking cheesecake or something horrible for me. =_=

>>2604357
shove that cake down his throat D:

>>2604365
I really should, hes terrible. I tell him to keep that shit away from me.

I have bipolar disorder and I'm being switched to a medication that's known to cause weight gain.

I don't want to be a fatty-chan but I don't know if I can put up with another round of the kind of amazingly painful hunger you get if you're on weight-increasing psych pills. It took me five years to get rid of the 30 pounds i gained the last time I was on pills like that... and just when I'm nearing my pre-meds weight it gets switched up on me.

I don't know what to do.

>>2604371
Huuuurgh I feel you that sucks. I gained almost 10kg because of some depression meds. -_- And I never went back to my old weight, before that I was a stick, I hate how I look now.

Want to destroy my enemies, even though I should let my enemies destroy themselves.

>>2604371
I'm going through that too. First from depression pills in high school. Once I was off the pills I lost like 40 pounds. But a couple years later I started birth control and I'm back where I started...

They didn't put onions on my hamburger...

Caught the flu from all you fags who go to the restrooms and don't wash your hands.

>>2602000
I appreciate you replying, even though I already deleted my post (I know that I'm under anon, but I don't really like to complain too much, so I deleted it).

The romantic in me would like to see the first scenario be correct... but the cynic in me thinks the second is probably true. But those were the two scenarios that I was running through my head too. I honestly am trying to not dwell on it, because I know I'm better than that.

But again, thanks for saying all that. It was really sweet of you and reminds me of how one of my best friends talks with me.

>>2604897

No prob. This anon has your back.

and chill, it's ok to get things off your chest here.

Freaking contest of "Catch-Up" between friends of my cosplay group. Two of them decided to cosplay the same character and whenever one of them adds another accessory to the cosplay, the other one adds the same thing a week later. Then they both try to ask for the same reference pictures from each other, and I'm the seamstress for one of them.

@_@ I just want to PHOTOSHOP THE REFERENCE PICTURES and MAKE PROPS OUT OF CARDBOARD AND CLAY so that they'll stop

Fact of how horribly I ran an event at ALA. Still, to this day, I can't get over that shit. Fuck.

I'm a 19 year old guy and i have no idea where i can do this in Denver. I don't even know who I would dress up as.

Fucking pissed that i have no cash to make my new dress! I Got the best fabric chosen and designed it and everything!

>>2604407

I know that feeling, birth control 20 lbs in a couple weeks, plus the kind i had made me pretty sick. now i have to loose all this weight :|

Is it wrong that some scenes in Queen's Blade totally turn me on? 21 female virgin here. It bothers me because I'm pretty much asexual and nervous with physical contact otherwise.

I still don't have a steady job, after months of searching. It's ruining all my plans right now; moving out, new cosplays, etc. have to wait until I can afford it.

>>2605182

It's because you're a fucking 16 year old

>>2605235
That's where I am... I've been unemployed for nearly 2 years now... but I've gone back to college so the search has shifted from computers to parttime whatever.

Got rejected by a girl I had a crush during Katsucon. Worst Valentine's Day ever, at least it was easy to avoid each other.

I sign up to be an extra in movies, commercials, print ads, etc., and while this is awesome and really fun and helps me afford the cosplay parasite, I have to work tomorrow. This is bad because a) I had minor throat surgery yesterday (long story), b) I'm recovering from being sick (which is what the surgery was for, since it should fix the chronic illness I was suffering from) and I'm pretty worn-out, c) I may or may not be getting a cold sore, and d) I started my period today.
And I can't NOT take the job because I really need the money if I'm going to afford Sakuracon. god fucking dammit. When I accepted the job I didn't think it was going to be TOMORROW.

a really close guy friend (and one time SO) got thrown under the bus by his boss, so may be leaving town sooner than i expected due to lack of job. still in love with him and don't want him to leave.

other dear guy friend just quit his job of 6 years over personality conflicts with co-workers who treat him like crap.

3rd close guy friend in the final stages of his 3 year battle with a rare cancer.

i have to go to a meeting for work out of state next week and am paranoid that while i'm gone my former SO will leave town without telling me and my other friend will die from the cancer and i won't be able to attend the funeral. i feel empty enough already...don't know what this would do.

Finding it hard to lose weight, and focus on things I need to get done.
Also, sleep cycle is ruined, I SHOULD be dead tired right now.
Also, one and a half meals a day.
yeah, this is bothering me.

Just got a car. Don't have any friends to hang out with or a job to drive to.
Dad is moving out. Mom doesn't talk to me much anymore. Both come home late.

I'm lonely and introverted. I realize that because I don't like social situations I have brought loneliness on myself, but going out drains me emotionally and physically. I wish I could find a friend that realizes I prefer to stay in or hang out in small groups, but it's hard to find people like that in university. It's either party party party or complete social isolation.
I have depression which is just not going away. I've tried medication, therapy, pretty much everything. But I just fear I'll never feel any better than this. Blahblahblah everything is pointless blahblahblah devoid of feelings of self-worth.
Worried I'll never find a decent boyfriend. Every boy I've dated turns out to be an awful person. And I probably have the lowest self-image on the planet.

-sigh- wow. dishing out my feelings and problems on /cgl/ kind of a low point for me here

I found a gray hair today, mentioned it to my mom and she told me that most women on her side of the family went completely white by age thirty. She said it usually started around the temples, which is where I have had a random gray patch on the right side for about two years now.

FUCK I HATE THIS PAST WEEK.
who knows though, maybe I can rock the salt&pepper till it grows out all white? if not, I do dye my hair a lot anyway, I probably wont even notice.

>>2605358
Realized that for myself too. cept halfway through high school and i have to come to terms with the fact i screwed up my grades being so depressed. Its hard finding people who understand us introverts...

>>2605340
>>2605358
Lonely anons I feel your pain. We should get together some time and stop being lonely.

I did terrible on two of my exams, scared I'll do bad on my next set. Being a science major is a bitch. I just want to scream and give up but I can't. So I feel trapped. I want to just curl up in a ball and die.

I don't know what I want to do with my life. Can't decide on what I wan't to take at uni, what kind of job I want, where I want to live, what I want to do....I can't even decide on a cosplay

For various reasons my life is a complete mess. I'm usually pretty fit but I'm finding it harder and harder not to eat my feelings and I worry I'll gain weight. I more or less just lost a close friend because I expected way more of him that he is capable at this stage in his life of giving. I'm not sure what I can do for myself to make me feel better and get my life straight because I feel like I've already tried everything. Everyone I know just wants to commiserate, and I hate that. I want to be inspired, but no one is giving me that.

I just want to eat donuts all day :(

>>2605370
>>2605371
;____;
Thanks you guys. Normally when I try to explain that I'm a lonely introvert I get "What? Introverts like being alone don't they?" which makes me feel even worse. It's so hard to find people who understand that just because introverts need alone time doesn't mean they want to be cut-off from the social world completely.

>>2605358
Been there. Remember to mix it up and find your friends in as many places as possible, even if nothing seems to stick. You might think you just need that one close friend, but you wont be able to find that person without growing your pool of acquaintances. And don't be afraid to make friends with groups of people, or a person who already has close friends.

If you're out at an event, don't expect people to greet you, or help you connect, even if they're a club leader, RA, party host, coordinator, whatever.

Be friendly, even if it seems people don't like who you are, or there's nothing in common. You'll meet a lot of people you probably have no connection with, but it's still worth it. And make the effort to follow up, because the more people you know, the easier it is for something to fall into place.

>>2605417
Yeah, its sorta like in the end, you really crave human interaction and some fun, ya know? They did a test on babies, they didnt speak to the babies but took care of its health and needs, but didnt talk to it at all. the baby ended up dying. :[ wow, now i feel even more depressed...

>>2605433
Thanks for the advice anon. I've been trying to get more social, but it feels unnatural?
I think part of the problem is that I also have some social anxiety and get really nervous and uncomfortable in large social settings. I have no problem with public speaking or giving a class presentation, but for some reason personal social interactions freak me out. I am the worst at small talk.

Thanks though! It's nice to hear that it's possible to get past the lonely stage. Guess I'll put in more effort =)

I want to be an amazing cosplayer and make amazing costumes, however I don't have the time or money.

>>2605545
Ahhh I have the same problem only substitute time and money with skill and talent.
. . .
T___T

I miss the feeling of having a girlfriend. I used to love getting texts at 5am before she went to school and having my phone's vibrate chip away at getting me awake while I slept on top of it, waking up, writing a completely illegible reply, going back to bed, then laughing about my horrible spelling later with her.

I want to attract the attention of one person in particular with my cosplay but she just seems to never see me ;A;

So yeah, boyfriend returned to playing WOW thanks to his friends talking him back into it. He came home went straight to the computer and when I asked help with GIMP he copped out and said "I don't know" and went back to that damnable game.

>>2605794
cheat on him

>>2605802
Nah, just not my style.

>>2605794
I think I am the only girlfriend in the world that is upset about her boyfriend QUITTING WoW. If he doesn't play WoW sometime during the day he gets all clingy which is fine for most of the day but I need my god damn alone time!

I guess what I am trying to say is:
I DON'T LIKE IT WHEN MY BOYFRIEND LEANS OVER MY SHOULDER WHILE I AM TRYING TO WATCH/READ PORN!

>>2605837
Thing is I'd LOVE to play wow with him... However when I do play wow with him he gets angry with me or some other person and starts cursing out the computer. My roommate doesn't even play games with him. I don't MIND if he plays wow, it's the fact that I have to tell him to get dinner sometimes or I don't even get to see him/talk with him for a few minutes out of a day because I get blown off. I'm for him playing games but for fuck's sake gah...

He has an addiction to it, it pisses the roommates off because he yells at the computer, he gets angry he doesn't go outside and he gets irritated if he can't get home at a certain time to 'raid'.

Knowing that regardless of how good I am at sewing, or how much effort I put into a costume and getting all the details right, or how I try to emulate the character and pick flattering poses for pictures, it won't matter because I don't have a cute face and no one would want to cosplay with me.

I cosplay for myself because I love it, but sometimes it gets a little lonely.

>>2605850

Man, he needs to get slapped up. Yelling at the computer? Such a casual.

>>2605875
What I'd like to know is if he yells at the damn thing while at work, since he works in the industry. Feh- tried to sit him down and talk about it and he got an attitude. He can be such a child at times.

>>2605872
learn to use makeup. your body is part of the cosplay, and also extends into your real life.

>>2605875
My kinda SO does this too...except not at games...more like at Word or the internet browser, or if my computer is running slowly. :/ sometimes it scares me.....he doesn't yell at me but he is brusque sometimes.

hardest part is...he can be really gentle when he wants to be. wish he would try a bit harder.

>>2605883
You a fug? Why waste your time on such a loser?

>>2605898
Nah, I'm not a fug. He recently just got back into wow, and he's not really a loser, away from Wow he's a very successful and engaging individual. When he gets sucked into that crap thanks to his loser friends he gets carried away. Guess I'll have to step my foot in and say 'you're not playing' but I hate to tell him what to do.

>>2605892

Makeup can only take me so far. Even completely dolled up I feel like I can't get past being a 3 or 4, on my best days. It's just unlucky genes.

>>2605896
Blah, that sucks. I can't say my boyfriend is brusque but he can be irritating when it comes to videogames, specifically MMOS. Sage for double post.

>>2605910
I bet you are actually really pretty.

How everyone around me seems to be sitting still.

>>2605906

I felt the same way with my ex. He was always on WOW and never took the time to even help around the house or remember it was dinner time. I hated telling him to get off but somethings need to be done for gods sake.

My current SO is a gamer in every sense of the word. It's what he does with all his free time, but that doesn't stop him from making dinner or spending time with me. So happy to have him.

I'm socially awkward. :( Sigh. Maybe it's because I'm always trapped at the house, since I have no car and no job at the moment. I never get to interact with people unless it's in school and I rarely get to go out at nights or weekends. When I do get the chance to talk to people, I'm never the one to open the conversation. :S

>>2605933
That sucks, but it's good to hear that you have an individual who will help you now. My b/f helps out around and asks me if I need help, like when I took it upon myself to clean up the restroom, it's a tiny room so I refused... So it's /not/ as bad as some people's addiction, but it's more annoying he gets angry at people while playing the game and yelling at the screen.

I worry that in the eyes of some people, I'm becoming "that" cosplayer.

The one who only does a cosplay to be in a group. I'm invited into groups, and sometimes I'm not a OMG HUGE fan of the series. But I'll know the series, and probably seen at least some of it. but I wonder if I don't mention being a fan of the series before hand, if the people in the group see me as just doing it to be part of the group, and not actually because I LIKE the character I'm cosplaying.

>>2605952

I'm actually kinda like that, too. I enjoy a cosplay most when it's in a big group, or even with a couple people. We can just dick around and take fun or serious pictures together. I do try to research the character if I'm not familiar with them, but for the most part I've ended up getting to be the character I wanted or one I really like.

>>2605363

My godmother has the most beautiful hair in the world. It's really white and fluffy, she reminds me of a swan. I don't think going grey is such a bad thing after seeing her.

My parents are divorced and they still live in the same apartment. NOT GOOD because they cant get along.
I think my mom is developing some sort of dementia which just adds to the arguing between the both of them.
She doesn't want to pay the rent for the apartment for odd reasons(I can't remember what it was). Dad could kick her out, but he won't. He's not like that.
My dad can barely pay for the rent as it is because they keep adding more on the rent. He's retired and lives on a low income and he doesn't want to borrow money all the time.
What they need to do is move out pronto, but mom doesn't want to move out yet because she still got a few years left to work(she works at 5 in the morning and doesnt drive), so she's scared she wont be able to get to work.
Thing is, they can't stay there for much longer if they want a place to come home to.

I want to help them, especially getting their own places because they need it, but they cant trade for other apartments unless theyre in some sort of agreement and they can't even hold a regular conversation so...

Shit makes me sad because I love my parents and I just want them to have a nice life.
My dad is super old now and I want him to have his peace and quiet before..you know, he goes away and my mom is severly depressed and I think her life would go a bit upwards when she gets her peace and quiet aswell :(

FFf- this thread. I'm crying now.

My friends say and do passive aggressive things behind my back and are so wrapped up in cosplay I feel like it's only a matter of time before they completely turn on me. I feel like I can't make any good friends anymore.
I'm getting creepy messages in my email and several internet accounts from a couple guys on a daily basis now as well. I don't respond, but they keep sending me crap. I don't want to tell my friends because they are the type who will probably think I'm full of shit or be jealous they don't get unsettling emails since everything needs to be an ego boost for them, even if it's fucked up shit. I really could use friends I could talk to when something freaks me out. Sad thing is, I'd do that sort of thing for them, but it's never reciprocated.
I'm really questioning why I should continue this hobby since all it means is fake friends, shit talking, and the occasional unsettling 'fan'.

Life is so boring, we work, do trivial shit that distracts us like cons and hobbies, work some more, eat food, until we have kids and die.

I wanna go on fucking space adventures and fly in the stars and explore other civilizations.

I haven't been able to sleep more than 4 hours a night for the past week. Every time I try to lay down my anxiety gets really bad and I freak out over something really stupid. I am also having problems with agoraphobia, and it is really just steadily getting worse.

I'm torn about how to feel about a friend of mine now too. We were really close for a while because he needed a shoulder to cry on. Then I found out he lied to me about a few things and he got a new gf and I just was left on the back burner. So now that he split up with her and needs a friend again, he is suddenly talking to me more again. I wish I could be a bitch and just tell him to fuck off, but the guy is so emotionally fucked up and on so many meds that I'm afraid he'd kill himself or come damn close to it. -.-

>>2606143
I'll be your friend anon :3

I know what you mean when you say that, I've been through it as well. In all honesty...it's better to drop those friends and just make new ones, because if they were true friends they wouldn't turn on you :<

And really, if the hobby isn't doing you any good for you anymore, it may just be a good idea to either take a break from it or just stop altogether, maybe find a new interesting hobby to take part in :'3

...that's just my two cents though ^ ^;

The guy I like broke his jaw a while back and keeps calling himself ugly, but to me he's still gorgeous.

He'll barely give me the time of day..

>>2602717
i woule need a small army to make it since it would take to long to make alone but want to do it so badly....

;-;

I try my best with finances. I don't owe anything at the moment and I pay my bills on time. Because of past difficulties I didn't have a savings but now I have the chance to really build a nice one quickly and get my ass back in school. (I had a lot of problems not limited to heath, family, finances, etc for the past two years. I'm just now starting to overcome them)

My boyfriend on the other hand is accumulating debt because of a stupid bank miscommunication he didn't deal with when it was small. :(

Now I have the choice of either having my financial security secure or helping him pay off most of his card so he can hopefully get to where I am.

As much as I love him, I really don't want to help him in this case.

I am the fattest of my group of cosplay friends.
I'm not even seriously overweight, everyone around me is just super fit/naturally skinny, and I always feel like a huge whale. I'm 5'6 and weigh 145 pounds.
I hate that I feel self conscious about having a small sandwich when we eat out, when skinny skinny girls are pigging out on greasy food.
I hate what this hobby is doing to my self-esteem.

I have a HUGE student loan debt. The worst part is that when I got it I didn't know SHIT about money, finances and most importantly, interest. So now I'm supposed to bend over and let the banks fuck me in the ass for the next 30 years? Fuck no bro. Im paying the 1500 a month right now while I can, but I'll soon be leaving the country and they can suck my dick then. I'm ok with paying the initial balance but not the goddamn interest. fucking faggots. FUCK YOU CITIBANK

I got my car stuck in my driveway for the fourth time in 2 weeks and can't make it to work again, and like always, my alcoholic "dad" won't do anything but verbally abuse me and threaten to kick me out of the house. My driveway is a fucking deathtrap, my car is in dire need of new tires which I can't afford, and we've got around three feet of snow in the past two weeks. I'm quite an emotionally fragile girl, and I can't stand it when anyone yells, regardless if it's directed towards me.

My mom stays with my douchebag of a dad just to keep my family together, and she misunderstands most of what I say to her. My older sister doesn't even treat me like a person, and sees me as "the mistake"; her words.

I've seriously considered attempting suicide earlier. After cutting a bit, I feel vaguely better. I'm trying to stop but something always overwhelms me.

I feel constantly ugly (pics of me in lolita being posted on /cgl/ doesn't help, since the critical comments sound just like my thoughts), and I don't remember ever having any self-esteem during my lifetime.
My OCD and my social anxiety are getting a bit worse, and i'm trying to get over this depressive episode that i've had since last April.

I don't even know why i'm typing this, since i'm expecting to get trolled and have all my feelings invalidated as merely "emo."

>>2606315
Pssh, you shouldn't feel THAT bad. You are no where near big. Haha, I mean I'm still a big, fluffy guy and I'm in a group that is nothing but skinny little walking rails and I don't feel all that bad about eating nearly half a pizza. But only when I buy the damn things. :/ lol Anyways, hope you get to feeling better about yourself. You really shouldn't feel so bad, it's not good for your health.

>>2606324
I'm not even worried about the debt yet, I'm panicking about how I'm going to pay tuition for the next two years. I also got dropped from my major do to poor grades, so I'm not even eligible for the Federal Financial Aid I've been getting for the past few years. I was hoping I'd get a little more from my tax return, but it's not looking good.

>>2606333
Get the fuck off of /cgl/. If you are like you say you are then hanging around here is doing nothing for you except the emotional equivalent of picking at old wounds. So unless you enjoy being a masochist go and try and spend your time somewhere more positive.

I met this couple at a convention once and became friends with them.

We hung out every once in awhile and the boy of the couple called me a few times -- talking about cons and cosplay and advice on his girlfriend.

During the summer he broke up with her, and asked me out. I wanted to try it out -- he was cute-- but worried about the girl. But she wasnt my best friend and I didnt know her all that well. So I said fuck it and went out with him.

We are extremely happy, been going strong for a lone time now and are a cosplay couple.

I tried being friends with her afterward and we were -- I still felt horrible for dating him, but she shrugged it off.

At an upcoming convention I cosplayed a certain charcter that she ended getting angry about because she 'claimed' that character a long time ago. Despite never having made the costume.

Whatever. The real problem is that now she has it out for me, and tries to tell everyone at the con Im at what a whore I am and not to speak to me. Most people dont listen to her but its starting to irk me.

Not only that, but whenever I put a cosplay plan up she steals it and 'claims' that character.

AND SHES ONE OF _THOSE_ cosplayers. The narutards and crossplaying Kingdom Hearts bullshit member. I hate her cosplays and she so lazy -- shes giving me and everyone else a bad name. I cant stand it!

Ive tried yelling at her, ignoring her, and now im just killing her with kindness.

WTF do I do /cgl/?

I want revenge in the sweetest way.

>>2606333
Awe, don't feel bad hun, you arn't the only one that gets their cars stuck and such. (The reason I'm on right now. Ice EVERYWHERE) And don't listen to what your father and sister say, they are just out of their minds, and need a jolt of reality. If I was near ya hun, I'd give ya FRIENDSHIP HUGS~ lol And support ya. But I'm probably a million miles away. Just, no matter how good it feels, don't let it consume you, it won't get any better that way. Just remember that /cgl/ is normally filled with bitches and stuffed man twats that don't like anything. Don't let them get to ya, just like anyone else. /carebear
Fuck all ya'll now, Imma go eat my cereal. :/

Too many gay people.

My camera is a piece of dog shit and won't focus on anything. Its going to kill my grade in my Photography class becasue of this....

>>2606905
> Too many gay people (and none of them want to date me, thus I am so gay and so ronery)
Don't worry anon, I got your secret underlying message there.

>>2606333
Why don't you just fucking move out already then?

>>2606353
Stop putting up your cosplay plans for one. And if you're the superior cosplayer who the fuck cares if she also cosplays as that character? You'll look better in the end.

Don't take revenge. Because it will backfire and then you'll end up looking like that bitch/whore that she tells everyone you are. Just keep being nice to everyone and she'll look bad in the end. Don't give in to the inner bitch! trust me.

-sigh- Narutards and 90% of KH cosplayers make me ashamed of liking both of these fandoms. Love the show/games, hate the fans. =/ Why do fans ruin everything?

>>2607014
Disposable cameras are your friend.

>>2607014
are you using a point and click for photography classes?

bump

Wisdom teeth giving me hell (luckily they're coming in straight but whatever still not fun) and shitty dental plan/insurance is currently giving me the run-around. Can't wait to dump them when I can. For now, time to use advil and cold compress.

>>2607042
I could only afford to move out if I sold all of my lolita, got a studio apartment with at least one or two other roommates, and lived mostly off of ramen noodles.

>>2609627
so do it?

>>2609636
I would rather die than have to live in such a way.

>>2609627
Stop buying lolita and use that money for a bus pass or some new tires.

QQtastic, soft, touchy-feely costumers.

get off it.

>>2609646
Obviously its not that bad if you won't even sell your pretty dresses to try and remedy the situation. Stop being a whiny bitch and suck it up.

I live in the middle of nowhere. I have no friends and nothing to do.

I can't find a job to move out of the middle of nowhere.

I can't even get a decent internet connection so I can play online games and have a pseudo-social life.

>>2609999

I have the exact problem. No joke. Sucks much man.

>>2609999
Get Hughes Net. Don't you watch commercials?

The bicyclists are such fucking assholes where I live! seriously, some guy's dog in the neighborhood accidentally got loose and bit the guy (very minor too, and had all of it's shots) and he got all pissed off. Seriously, the guy has strong ass legs he could have just kicked the fucker. What.a.pussy.
then they think they own the fucking road. And if they get hid because of being stupid, it's our fault.

>>2610338
That internet is capped at 2 GB nigger.

A social life is best attained at a college or something near you. Thankfully lolita meetups are a way for me to socialize. Vidya ain't a great way to do it. Feels good man.

I feel like I sleep way too much.

I know that sleeping a lot is a symptom of depression but I don't FEEL depressed. I go out and have fun times with my friends, I hook up with my fuckbuddies now and again, I'm on top of my college work, I'm sewing and writing and being really creative. The last time I went through a bout of depression I didn't want to do any of this.

But still, I feel like I sleep an AWFUL lot. I'm 20 and in college, my sleep schedule is usually about 7-8 hours during weeknights with a 3-4 hour nap during the day if I can swing it. Weekends I'll sleep 12-14 hours during the night and sometimes take 1-2 hour naps during the day.

What the hell?

My lack of motivation.

>>2610360
2GB what? 2GB of data per month, or per week? Or do you mean 2Mbit?

>>2610470
Per month. A friend of mine cannot do anything besides browse websites and do small uploads. He's in a rural area and has his own website, so sometimes he gets kicked back to 56k because of how easily it is to surpass that limit.

>>2610452
Sounds like me, bro. Too much sleep makes me feel worse. Try getting addicted to coffee.

>>2610547
Well, at least they offer free times... even if it is at like 4 am

>>2610338

>>2610360

You can not play online games on satellite internet. It has a huge latency with gives you a permanent mega-lag, most of the time so much that you can't even connect to the host servers.
On top of that they have VERY strict limitations on how much you can upload/download.

Also I've already graduated from college. Like a retard, I majored in Graphic Design...

>>2610593
Ouch buddy. Every time someone wants to major into something that competitive I tell them to look at all their options. Hobbies and interests does not good job situation make. Get your masters or try getting a job teaching?

The wig I bought turned out to be darker than the character I'm cosplaying as. Sucks balls.

>>2605977
I've been waiting for grey hair since I was 15 (when my mom started going grey). Part of the reason I liked Rogue so much as a kid is because she had a big white streak in the front, just like my mama. But my mom's hair is almost metallic silver, like a new quarter. Boooo, 26, and still no greys.

>>2610632
What you'd think you'd look like

>>2610641
What you'd actually look like

>>2610641
Well, the hair yes.... The body, not in my wildest dreams. My peeps are built like brick houses.

>>2610632
oldfag here. it's not as fun as it seems

>>2610625
I'm too sick of schoolwork BS to take master's courses, I don't even have a way to pay for it.
Right now I'm taking a few math/science courses at a community college to try to get my dad's friend to hire me where he used to work. I have very little confidence in this working though since my dad has a very hard time getting in to contact with him.

On top of that I have child support from a desperation one night stand with a woman I want nothing to do with, and I'm starting to go bald.... in my mid-twenties..

>>2610658
Wow. Fuck your life bro. If you were going to get some poontang you should've done it with a woman who was pro-choice and didn't want kids.

>>2610686

In my defense she did say her doctor told her she couldn't get pregnant beforehand...

>>2610699
Condoms are also a great way to prevent STDs fool.

>>2610707

I didn't say it was a good defense >_>

>>2610658

First off, did you get a DNA test? If you don't want to let her know you're getting one, they sell the kits at Wal-mart. lawls

I don't even know what to do or think anymore. I have reason to believe that the person I care about doesn't feel the same way or is too shy/guarded about the whole situation. Everyone seems to think it's reciprocal, including people on their end, yet if I say or mention anything about how I feel I get ignored or an emote or something like it and never how they feel. I understand worrying about getting hurt or whatever else and not really wanting to open up and such. But at least give me /something/ that lets me know one way or the other, ya know? I've been not wanting to talk to them since I last messaged the because they just ignored it. So it's like, ya know what, if you really care then you can come talk to me, if not, then fine I see where I stand. But today I've been wanting to cave in and say hi, and generally continue this dream because I'm afraid if I ask how they feel, it'll end.