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Kinda' unfair...
02/03/10(Wed)18:47 No. 2551616 I
have diagnosed autism, and I can kinda' see where she's coming from :(. Say
I cosplay Naruto (pfft, I hate that show, and I didn't) and there are a
bunch of other Narutos at a con. If I get on deviantart and see a
comment regarding *another* Naruto cosplayer as "the best one there :O
omg!!" then I throw a fit. And I bitch to my friends about it. I've
actually done this in real life over a different cosplay. It's
nonsensical and I realize that, but certain kinds of autism keep one's
mind perpetually locked in some degree of a child-like state. We really
can't help it. If I entered a masq. and didn't even get
mentioned, I'd probably cry. I KNOW it's stupid and I'd like to say that
I wouldn't *cry* over cosplay, but I can't say I wouldn't. I can
understand what she says about feeling "nervous" on the internet (and
presumably about seeing peoples' comments). Sometimes when I'm reading
anything that has to do with me or things I do, my heart feels weak and
fluttery and I get kinda' nauseous and really anxious. That's because to
some kids with autism (especially Asperger's), your passion is often
your LIFE. It's almost all you do, think about, talk about, etc. And if
you lose at that or are criticized about it, you feel terrible. If her
passion is cosplay and she's ever made to feel "bad" at it, then it's
feasible for her to overreact. Or it is in my eyes, at least. I'll
admit she looks stupid and childish to anyone who doesn't know her
background, but if she IS autistic, then I don't know. I can easily
excuse her. TL;DR: Leave the poor girl alone. She may have issues
you don't understand.