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My life right now?
I'm 16 years old, with the restrictions of a 7 yearold. I am not allowed to ride my bike to school. I cannot leave my house after sunset. I cannot have a job. I cannot visit male friends. I cannot leave the house without a supervisor. If I go to events, I must be home no later than 8 pm. Appart
from that, I live with a verbally and physically abusive mother who has
paid 400 dollars to try and prove I'm insane. the results? I'm fine.
She's the one that needs help. We recently went to visit family in
mexico, and my mother threw away my ticket back to the US. She was
planning to have me enrolled in school for about a year, but my
biofather and psychiatrist made sure i got home sooner. I was in Mexico
for three months, with clothes that i had packed to last me a week.
My
mother is having sex with married men, my stepdad lives away from home
because he doesnt like this state, and is cheating on my mom too.
I am not allowed to talk to my real father, but I call him every week with a secret phone i have.
I'm crying every single night and I've been on the verge of suicide, but...
I'm in a great relationship that's lasted for almost 2 years. My friends have all gone out of their way to help me with my family. My social skills and my school grades have improved lots
And Ive learned to love the little things so damn much. pic is welcome to the NHK: "90% of life is pain, 10% is happiness" |