I don't and I don't care.

Ken-sama ;_;

That they are dead. Also they can't fap. You know, because they are dead.

>>56769842
What happened to him?

>>56769861
tsunami

puggles

fuck yes ressentiment

>>56769842
>>56769861
>>56769871

>>56769842
he lives in our hearts, anon

Rattle snake bite anon a while back in the summer

Has it finally been fully translated?

It's a joke copypasta:

After the earthquakeke someone reported him as dead on this google thing

Gomenasai, my name is Ken-Sama
I'm a 27 year old American Otaku (Anime fan for you gaijins). I draw Anime and Manga on my tablet, and spend my days perfecting my art and playing superior Japanese games. (Disgaea, Final Fantasy, Persona series)

I train with my Katana every day, this superior weapon can cut clean through steel because it is folded over a thousand times, and is vastly superior to any other weapon on earth. I earned my sword license two years ago, and I have been getting better every day.

I speak Japanese fluently, both Kanji and the Osaka dialect, and I write fluently as well. I know everything about Japanese history and their bushido code, which I follow 100%

When I get my Japanese visa, I am moving to Tokyo to attend a prestigious High School to learn more about their magnificent culture. I hope I can become an animator for Studio Ghibli or a game designer!

I own several kimonos, which I wear around town. I want to get used to wearing them before I move to Japan, so I can fit in easier. I bow to my elders and seniors and speak Japanese as often as I can, but rarely does anyone manage to respond.

>>56769917
what the fuck am I looking at?

>>56769921
Look, dude, it's time to move on. Ken-sama is dead and denying it won't bring him back to life. I think you need to see a therapist.

Our battle brothers will not be forgotten.

>>56769921
lol'd

I know of one Anon that hanged himself last summer. He used to post in Sora no Woto threads a lot.

didn't suicideseki try and fail to kill himself?

Even if you killed us we would not die

I've read various posts about people who have cancer and shit here and there.
I'm sure one of them has to have died by now.
Rest in peace you mother fuckers.

>>56770063
Yes you would. What a retarded thing to say.

Didn't some regular oldfag die six months ago?

Any tripfags stopped posting because of daed?

>>56770076
liver cancer guy here~
I actually have surgery in two hours.
nervous and browsing /a/.

>>56770129
Good luck to you. What's the likely outcome?

Lets not forget our brothers over in japan who died in the Tsunami this year.
>>56770129
good luck to you anon.

>>56770129
This one is minor, next one is in two weeks and they're opening me up again. I've gotten through about five surgeries by now, so I'm not too worried. Could always bleed out during the operation, though.

Is this going to be one of those threads again?

I love you all.

>>56770090

Clockwork Loyalty was a homeless jobless man who posted from public libraries.

He disappeared.

So yeah, he's probably dead.

Cirno suddenly disappeared after being on /a/ 24/7 for years. He's dead too.

>>56770139
Did they get washed away while surfing the chans?

>>56770157
Shit, I saw Clockwork around here and there.

>>56770157
I've seen Clockwork pop out every now and then, not as much as before though.

>>56770157
>Clockwork Loyalty
>Dead

... You, I hate you.

>>56770150
Five surgeries? Not all 5 were for liver cancer, right?

I had a friend who was an anon that just fell of the face of the earth a while back, he moved into a house with no internet and no money on his phone. I haven't heard from him in almost 10 months now. Don't know where he lives and I have moved house. ;_;

>>56770129
Good luck anon, I will hope for the best

>>56770157
Clockwork Loyalty posted yesterday and Cirno changed trips.

>>56770045
Suiseiseki tried and failed to commit suicide. He hasn't been around for a while so I assume he tried and succeeded.

Was instantly reminded of this when I read OP's post.

>>56770182
Yup, all of them. It has metastasized, I'm just about into my fourth year of having it.

Remember all the guys you used to talk with on the message boards of old? Some of them are dead, too.
And some are leading a much happier life than you do.

>>56770199
Shit! I remember being in threads with him and shit telling him to take it easy.

>>56770203
R.I.P

>>56770199
Ohh fuck no. I fucking loved Suiseiseki's and his stories.

>>56770196

Wait he did?

Goddamnit.

>>56770221
That thread was fucking great.

suicide is such a classic attention seeking tripfag thing to do.

>>56770231

I'd kill myself if I had his life too.

>>56770204
Shit. That's terrible, man. Are you waiting for a transplant?

>>56770090
Kaworu

Suiseiseki's last post was sep 29th.

>>56770262
Not allowed to have a transplant because it is metastasized, they say it's too risky and I would just ruin the new liver. Pretty much waiting on some miracle treatment. I'm young so I'll probably last a little longer.

>>56770288
Dogspeed.

>>56770288
;_; I hope you fight it off anon.

>>56770254
Fuck you he was awesome. Best tripfag this dump

>>56770274
Now I'm actually sad ;_;

>>56770308
The thing is he didn't even make a thread... he just disappeared.

>>56770308
What was his life like? Was he depressed?

>>56770308
*this dump ever had.

Oh god, not this again ;____;

>>56770302
>>56770304
Thanks.
Time for me to go!
Wouldn't it be depressing if this were my last message? Just in case, you've all been better friends than the people I knew in person, and I cherish the years I spent here, however sad that may sound. I don't regret browsing here.
Later all~

>>56770319

To put it mildly.

He was a bipolar incestuous tripfag, who was the most decent human being on the planet.

>>56770288
I hope you recover anon.

>>56770333
Come back safely!

>>56770333
Nice trips anon, I wish you the best of luck.

>>56770288
I've heard of some experimental therapies coming down the pipes, proton beam high-dose radiation, and some anti-angiogenesis drugs.

Best of luck, Anon.

>suicide is such a classic attention seeking tripfag thing to do.
>Suiseiseki's last post was sep 29th.

Just according to his keikaku.

>>56770337
>mfw I'm the one who made that post.

>>56770273
I thought he just got banned.

>>56770333
Che...Check em'

I'm actually trying to hide my tears, godspeed to you /a/non

You can achieve immortality simply by doing one great thing

>>56770221
Please tell me you're joking and he's not dead.
He hasn't emailed me back in fucking ages so I was getting a bit anxious.

>>56770372
If he got banned he would just evade.

>>56770333

>>56770401
I hope he's not.
I hope he's just been busy with life.

Who'd want to die while browsing /a/? To be with the best group of friends he ever had until the last second? ;_; Jesus Christ.[/spoiler}

I want to be a cyborg already.

>>56769921
>attend a prestigious High School
Oh god, i can picture some neckbeard sitting in a class full of teenage students stating the work that the teacher is putting on the board is "super kawaii".
>inb4 drawfag

>>56770381
Stabbing one great thing works too.

I've thought about suicide multiple times and right now I feel like I'm somewhere between life and death.

In order to get my life together, I may need to seek therapy, but I'm not sure that my family could afford it. Why must everything fucking go down in the world after graduate? ;_; I'm surprised the suicide rate in the United States isn't any higher than what it is now.

>>56770413
I hope so too, with all my being

Does creating a meme that's used all over the internet count?
>>56770430

>>56770420
>being miserable forever.

Oh sure be my guest.

>>56770333

;__; Good luck, anon.

I learnt around one month ago that all the health issues I've had for the past year may be due to a brain tumor. Fuck you OP.

>>56770420
What if being a cyborg was like what happened in Texhnolyze? would you still want to be one?

>>56770413
>>56770413
Did you know him?
I hope he's alive but I'm not that hopeful. When he spoke to me it sort of seemed like he didn't really care about anything at all, and that he was kind of just gliding through. Plus bipolar. Not that I knew him very well but still. Seemed sad

Remember /a/...

/a/nons don't die.

They are missing in action and shall return someday in triumph and glory.

>>56770442
Hang in there anon.
Life is shit right now for a lot of us, at least you have a degree.
I just get to put down that I have 2 1/2 years of college and no degree.
Keep trying and think positive.

>the feel nobody will know whether I died because I never trips b4

>>56770442
Don't leave us anon, I don't know you, but without you /a/ wouldn't be as good. We need you anon, you are always welcome on /a/.

>>56770490
I didn't know him personally nor did I email him or anything.
I just remember reading his story a few months back and I agree with you that he seemed like he was just gliding through life.
Didn't he have kids to?

>>56770500
I'll know anon, I'll know.

A little piece inside of me will know, and my heart will never feel the same.

>>56770458
I'm not miserable, my life is pretty good, albeit uneventful, if I wanted to end my life as a cyborg, i'd just shoot myself in the brain.

>>56770469
Yeah, I guess.

>>56770509
>didn't he have kids?
No he didn't, he was a 20 year old student or something. I can't imagine him abandoning children after what happened to him

>>56770537
What happened to him?

>post on /a/ for years
>try to kill yourself
>come back to /a/

maybe he manned up and got a life.

>>56770547
His parents died and his sister (who he was in love with) abandoned him shortly after when he was about 17-18 or something.
There's a big story of it somewhere.

I tried to kill myself a month ago, the fact that I'm alive is a miracle, because I lost a fucking lot of blood.

I could have been one of these anons.

An anime dealing with the life of /a/nons, eventually dealing with loss and grief.

I would watch this.

It's kind of funny how the sadder threads make me feel less lonely.

...I love all of you. ;_;

>>56770549
Who are you taking about?

>>56770575
I'm looking through the archives now.

>>56770576
It's good that you're still here.

>>56770586
I think it's in the same thread as some of his stories, so if you find it post them too.

>>56770576
Don't be one of those anons.

>>56770592
second

>>56770576
Please stay alive anon.

sage

>>56770221
Suiseiseki...

You better have some anal lube next time I see you...because my boot is going up your ass.

>>56770221
Thats unfortunate i liked this guy. R.I.P for the broest of bros

>>56770604
>>56770600
>>56770592
I will stay with you guys, I won't try that again. I will endure all the pain just for you guys.

>>56770495
No degree. I graduated high school in 2009 and decided to take a year off to think about what I wanted to do in life. Years later, I'm still at the same spot, but I'm even more hesitant to go back to school since it would be an expense I can't really handle. Have you guys seen how high tuition rates are getting?

>>56770503
Thanks, anon. You hang in there, too.

The tripfag I miss the most is Giovanni. I wonder what he's doing now.

>>56770599
I think I found it
http://archive.foolz.us/a/thread/54582959#p54586824
>To quickly sum up my AS, lost my house because mortgage and fuckall inheritence anyway.
>Went to live with my aunt/cousin briefly.
>Staying with cousin and aunt for the time being.
>Cousin helps gets me a job, and I use what's left of my inheritence to move my shit to a new apartment (they leaving the state for aunts work) and buy myself a car.
>Continue school and work. Then later, university and work.
>Time leap to the near-present
>Hear from one of sisters old friends who sort of keeps in touch
>Hear that she was working for some marketing/news company in London last they spoke, and she has a boyfriend and apparently seemed happy.
>Didn't ask about me at all.
>All my memories flood into my head, the good then the bad. I go to pop a pill to induce apathy, out of meds, check my junk stash, nothing.
>Decide fuck it, I'm done.
>Obtain cyanide from jewelry store using shenanigans, add water and drink. Start to pass out and slam into glass cabinet.
>As I'm dying (or so I thought) on the floor and bleeding from my arms, shoulders and back, looking at the blood all over me I wonder to myself.
>Why isn't she here? She said everything would be fine as long as she had me.. you still have me -----, but did I ever have you?
>It goes black.
>Wake up in hospital because of some neighbour worried about the huge smash from cabinet in my place, thought someone broke in
>she called police, found by police and somehow saved.
>Be in hospital, nobody sitting near me wondering how I'm doing. No phone or internet to distract me for the few days I'm kept.
>You will never feel the same amount of disappointment and sadness or feel as utterly destroyed as I did at that moment.
>That's why real wincest sucks /a/, it doesn't really work out like it should.

>>56770618
>next time I see Sui
;_; hopefully theres a next time

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3X4sofw2Fqw&feature=related

>>56770630
Hang in there bro

My older brother killed himself a few years back. I don't know if he ever used a trip.

All I remember is that whenever I saw him browsing here, he seemed like he was having a good time.

>>56770045

>suicideseki

>>56770649
Holy shit...

>>56770649
Dear god

http://archive.foolz.us/a/thread/54582959#p54586715
>17 years old
>Parents recently died in an accident
>Get home from funeral a few weeks after it happened
>Been in an almost catatonic state, haven't really taken it all in
>Sister comes into my room asks if I'm alright
>Don't respond
>She comes and sits on my bed, looks at me and asks again if I'm alright
>I shakily stand up, walk to the side of the bed she's sitting on, lean in to her.
>She expects a hug and opens up her arms
>I grab her shoulders and push her down onto the bed instead, she's a little surprised
>I lean in and kiss her, unbuttoning her shirt and moving my hand up her back, kissing her lips and her neck, telling her I love her.
>She feels and tastes great
>This goes on for about 5 minutes before I realize she isn't kissing me back. I stop and look at her.
>She slowly moves me off her and I crumple to the floor, realising then and there, her love for me isn't like my love for her, she was playing with me.
>She looks at me, with an extremely sad look in her eyes and says
>"I'm really sorry ----", she hugs me, kisses my forehead and says "please take care of yourself ----, I love you but not in that way."
>She goes to stay the night at her friends place.
>Have not seen her since, she disconnected and disposed of her mobile phone.
>Weeks later I find out she left the state/country not really sure.
>Feel completely abandoned and heartbroken by the only person I've ever loved.>>56770685
>>56770694
>>56770685

>>56770649
I was sad enough for him when I read it the first time. At least post the happy stories

I know Suiseiseki...can't be dead.

>>56770045
>>56770677
I hate you.

>this thread

>>56770646
Yea tuition is out of control.
I went to college for programming back from 06 to the middle of 08 and then got kicked out 6 months before graduation for letting my GPA drop to low.
I'm going to be trying to at least write something I can try to make some download cash off of or something.
Hang in there anon, shits harsh right now.
Ever since I got kicked out of college my life has be complete shit.

>>56770649
>>56770708

The tears they don't stop...

>>56770708
>Try to say something
>nothing come
...fuck

>>56770649

>try to kill yourself
>wake up in hospital
>crave internets

this was never going to end well, was it?

Looking through some of his other posts are just as depressing as well

>Someone post that picture that goes something like "This is a place where we all talk about our hobbies etc, you could consider us friends couldn't you?".

I think that's more heartbreaking than any story ever.

>>56770733
>ITP
Denial.

And this is why I love you /a/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QCQTr8ZYdhg

>>56770753
I don't know for him but you guys are my only friend and my only social interaction.
Without you I can't smile or laugh.
So I would have done the same.

>mfw reading this entire thread
I really can't feel anything towards others who I don't even know. And no, I'm not trying to be cool and edgy.

>>56770736
You too, man.
I'm thinking of just giving up and going to work for a fast-food place. That way I'd start earning some income and so I'd stop being a fucking leech.

I just hope I can get one without using references.

I hope you guys the best as well. The world has always been shit but now things are shittier than ever. You guys are the main reason I'm still around today and I thank you for the good and bad times.

>>56770768
Please nothing more. I know why he's gone...he can't be dead.

i love you guys.

>>56770783

Well for many of us. /a/ is the closet thing we have to true friends. People that make us laugh, cry, love, keep us entertained.

I can understand that you disagree.

>>56770820
Love you too.

>>56770768

Dang

>>56770785
If you're tech savy try to get a job in a call center or something, that's what I've been doing.
I've also been applying at fast food places as well.
I have work experience though.
try putting down some bullshit places but don't give the numbers for them to call, they don't normally call anyway.

shit like this is precisely why I stopped posting on namefag forums years ago and why I still filter tripfags on 4chan.

Why is /a/ so awesome this morning

>>56710887

The thread has been alive for two days.

>>56770849
>two days
That's nothing.

>>56770777
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9CzcOcBb_ms

>>56770836
No, stop. Stop tears stop.

>>56770861
>This fucking song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=seolYuhGVvY
;_;

>>56770760

That is so fucking depressing. At least it seems like he was at least liked here.

>>56770846
I live in the middle of nowhere, but thanks for the advice nonetheless.

>>56770783
I know that feel.
Why can't I have emotions?

You p/a/thetic faggots, get a hold of your lives.

Life is hard for everyone and it sure is harder for more people than for white subburban kids posting on the internet about animus.

Former 8 years long hikki living the good life here.

Go fuck yourselves, all of you.

P.S: Suiseiseki was just a fucking tripfag troll and you all bought his wincest bullshit.

>>56770915
>>56770783
Fucking edgy children these days.

>>56770926
that's just rude.

>>56770928
Not trying to be edgy, just honest.
I bet more people here pretend to 'shed tears' than pretend they don't.

>>56770736
>>56770442
>>56770646

SIC TRANSIT GLORIA MUNDI

I live in country where higher education is free. People with intellect and desire to learn are being welcomed en masse.

>>56770881
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oMPQWjb0rZo
More music to make you guys cry.

>>56770926
>Suiseiseki was a troll who spouted bullshit
I hope this is true because he was a great guy anyway, and I'm going to start praying that hes alive.

>>56770926
So I don't have the right to be depressed because of my shitty life because some people have a saddest/hardest life than me?

>>56770926

We all have our own circumstances. We all have our problems. It doesn't matter what is our position in life.

>>56770926
No anon, you are the pathetic one.

Condemning others for finding comfort with others, for sharing grief with others...now that is pathetic.

don't kill yourself anonymous, you can always get a bind girl

>>56770926
I'm glad you're leading a successful now anon.
You're a dick though.

>>56770926
>Former 8 years long hikki living the good life here.

Is that even possible?

>>56770977

Ho please, tell us how hard was your life?

You got cancer? You lost a kid or lost your parents at young age?

No?

Then what, you're a sad virgin who loved his imouto and is now very sad about it? Or you're very sad that your life in baka gaijin land isn't as awesome as in glorious japan and you just wished you were a japanese high schooler?

Throw yourself off a cliff.

>>56770955
>People with intellect
not you, considering how inappopriately you used that quote

>>56771011

From his birth until he reached 8 years old.

>>56770999
>bind girl
You mean "blind" right?

Too bad my personality is also shit. Who needs 3D when I

Oh yeah, I don't have a waifu either.
Oh well.

>>56770926
If you knew how hard it was then you should know not to insult others.

And also no one insults Suiseiseki while I'm around. He's important to me, I know why he's gone...he isn't dead and he isn't a liar.

>>56771019
I have only one arm and one leg
Are you happy?
I hope so.

>>56771011
Make money on the internet, live on ordered pizza.

>>56771053
obviously what I meant

>>56771019

Welp. Trying too hard. You're doing it wrong.

>>56771056
He lied to you. He actually killed himself.

>>56770649

Holy shit, his sister was a huge fucking bitch. Nothing wrong if she couldn't reciprocate his feelings for her, but holy shit, abandoning your still underage brother just like that? No way this can be true. Fuck this gay earth.

>>56771033

depends on interpretation

Anyone else have parents that tell them shit like "you're not part of this family", "you're so useless and don't try","I hate what you've become" ,"Why don't you just get out".
I do, I don't know if my dad over reacts or he just really does hate me.

>>56771011

It is, self teaching for college entrance exam (very easy for a hikki, instead of playing vidya and watching animus for 12 hours a day, you study 8 hours), plus a law degree.

>>56770989
>>56770977
>>56770993

Whining will never get you anywhere, just take responsibility over your life. Everyone has its own problems, exactly, that's why none of you are unique snowlfakes. Man the fuck up.

>>56771019
I do have cancer (hopefully I'll beat it), and I lost my mother, grandmother and grandfather to cancer as well actually. There is quite the history with cancer in my family.

Anyone, anyone has the right to share their grief; their tears and worries. Everyone has the right to seek comfort from likeminded individuals; everyone has the right to form bonds of friendship - no matter the the medium.

>>56771093
Incest is a pretty big deal most people outside of 4chan and the internet find it absolutely disgusting and disturbing. If my older brother suddenly forced me down and kissed me I'd probably pack up and leave too

>>56771111
Unfortunately there is no such programme where I lived so yeah it doesn't apply.

>>56771107
I've heard things like that for awhile now. Try not to let it get to you, anon.

>>56771107
My sister and my brother yeah.

>>56771150

What programme? What didn't you get in "self teaching"?

And EVERY colleges out there have entrance exams for highschool drop outs, stop finding excuses.

>>56771107

Instead of being whimpy about it you could is it to fuel your rage to get a better life, to go away from your family, suceed, then go back and piss on their graves.

>>56770337
>Always gave people advice
>Was very chill
>Only gave his lifestory when asked for it or in the appropriate place
>Was hilarious
>Could rap like a G
>Made birthday threads for friends.
>wished anons well
Truly a saint among trips

>>56771139

It was his older sister by 4 years or something and his parents were dead. Also, didn't you read the thread? She was totally leading him on.

>>56771107
Yes. The most recent example was on my mother's birthday when she chose to reveal these feelings after having a few drinks. Kicked me out after I made a parralel to something she had done in her life.

Well I suppose I won't be visiting her again on her birthday next year now. Bitch.

>>56771211
And now you know what I've been trying to do.

>>56771138

>Anyone, anyone has the right to share their grief; their tears and worries. Everyone has the right to seek comfort from likeminded individuals; everyone has the right to form bonds of friendship - no matter the the medium.

bullshit. there is a place for that and it is not an anime imageboard. the only reason people post bawww shit like that online is for attention and for every sympathetic person you ensnare there are ten who don't give a fuck and just want you to go away so they can continue to enjoy discussing their interests.

fuck people who do that on the internet. keep it to fucking pm's or irc.

>>56771220
I didnt read the thread but doesn't every rapist says "she was leading me on?"

>>56771079
I don't believe you. I believe what he told me before he left.

Guys stop talking about Suisei its depressing me.

>>56771239
No. You can't stop it either. Moderators do not dislike these threads either.

I'm afraid that you will have to deal with it anon.

>>56771239
Go be a little bitch elsewhere you fucking faggot.

>>56771239
I wish I could hate you to death. I honestly rarely feel this way too. Fuck off.

>>56771301

then you have to swallow the abuse and trolling. fair is fair.

What, this is like the second time I've seen one of these threads get successfully off the ground?
I think once or twice a year isn't so bad for this kind of shit.
Lets people vent the shit they've been holding inside and more than likely improves board quality because all the posters who have shit bottled up have gotten it out there and know that other people who share the same hobby they do know their pain.
If this threads happened all the fucking time it would be a different story.

>>56771239
And do you know what these supposed ten do?

They ignore the thread.

I know, it is difficult isn't it?

Ignoring a thread is quite hard.

>>56771254

He didn't rape her, he stopped when he realized she wasn't kissing him back.

I still think her abadoning him is the greater of the two wrongs by far. But maybe 4 years on 4chan has cultured me to not think badly of incest, it can't be helped.

>>56771335
I believe that denizens of 4chan can handle a little trolling and abuse (not to say people will not respond in anger/disgust).

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AJkOJElVw_8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8HFAWodw-0A

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GcDJ0oqoJKE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0vZrRuyqQK4

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YCGCph1reCQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MVQy9lNFEKg

I am under the impression that most of the people on /a/ suffers or has suffer some trauma...
Or just completely empty inside.

>>56771344
Sexual assault then. don't play down what he did.

Well shit, I was wondering where Suiseiseki had been since I hadn't seen him in ages... This is really depressing since I actually kinda liked him unlike most tripfags. R.I.P

>>56771344
I still think she shouldn't have up and left him like that. In his most fragile state too.

Regardless of your opinion on incest. She could have helped him out of it if she tried. At least stay with him till he gets his bearings while keeping a bit of distance with the relationship.

Not very related but when my father was in the hospital (he had cancer) the guy that shared his room with him had the steel samurai theme from phoenix wright and played alot of games on emulators while sick in bed.

This guy was most likely a /v/irgin, his condition was worse then my father's and my father is gone now...I imagine this /v/irgin guy is gone now as well.

The memory of both of them will always live on.

>>56771344

>>56771344

The worst part is that his sister seemed like the nicest person.

I would be so happy to have had an older sister like that, mine is a huge bitch and liked to make my life hard as a kid.

>alive
>dead

Make the best choice.
2nd choice is obviously the best choice

>>56771412
>Sister comes into my room asks if I'm alright
>Don't respond
>She comes and sits on my bed, looks at me and asks again if I'm alright
>I shakily stand up, walk to the side of the bed she's sitting on, lean in to her.
>She expects a hug and opens up her arms
>I grab her shoulders and push her down onto the bed instead, she's a little surprised
>I lean in and kiss her, unbuttoning her shirt and moving my hand up her back, kissing her lips and her neck, telling her I love her.
>She feels and tastes great
>This goes on for about 5 minutes before I realize she isn't kissing me back. I stop and look at her.
>She slowly moves me off her and I crumple to the floor, realising then and there, her love for me isn't like my love for her, she was playing with me.
>She looks at me, with an extremely sad look in her eyes and says
>"I'm really sorry ----", she hugs me, kisses my forehead and says "please take care of yourself ----, I love you but not in that way."
>She goes to stay the night at her friends place.
>Have not seen her since, she disconnected and disposed of her mobile phone.
>Weeks later I find out she left the state/country not really sure.
>Feel completely abandoned and heartbroken by the only person I've ever loved.

How is that sexual assault.

>>56771406

nope. 90% normalfags. 5% tripfags and 5% miscellaneous losers.

>Responding to obvious underaged beginner trolls
>2011

>>56771491

>She expects a hug and opens up her arms
>I grab her shoulders and push her down onto the bed instead, she's a little surprised
>I lean in and kiss her, unbuttoning her shirt and moving my hand up her back, kissing her lips and her neck
How is it not?

>>56771500

Nope. That might describe /b/ though.

>>56771479
>mine is a huge bitch and liked to make my life hard as a kid.
Mine tried to kill me...

>>56771521
A somewhat abrupt advance, maybe. Assault? No.
She never did tell him to stop.

>>56771521
He thought she loved her, she didn't resist, didn't say no. And look at her reaction, does she seem as if she was sexually assaulted. As soon as he realised she wasn't kissing back, he stopped.

>>56771491

such an obvious bi-polar fantasy. shame on anyone who fell for that nonsense. boring losers always make up shit to make themselves seem like interesting losers.

>>56771531

>>56771500 is right. We might not exactly be normalfags depending on the definition, but almost all of us go to school and/or are employed. Most also have at least a few friends and leave the house occasionally.

>>56771412
He loved her...he wanted to make her happy, do anything for her...and she didn't returned his feelings because of being blood-related...she abandoned him. Everyone that knew about it was disgusted in him...he was left with debt that drained any money that could have helped him live better than he was.

But...from speaking with him, I know he was over it. I don't want you guys to think he killed himself over it.

>>56771393
>Akiakane's version of Rolling Girl.
Why the fuck man?

>>56771581
He spoke about it once after telling some heartwarming stories about his sister. And he only spoke about it because about 10 people practically begged him to and they wouldn't shut up about it.
I believe him. Purely because it completely adds up to everything he said before it happened.

>mfw I know this guy irl from the description of his life and he seems to be a famous tripfag that I've never seen post

>>56771577
>she didn't resist, didn't say no.
How about shock and confusion? What if your dad suddenly did something like that? People don't exactly expect family to do that shit.

>>56771595
I have left this house exactly 6 times in the last 3 months. However, I do have a few friends in the city I moved here from.

I like to think it balances itself out and I'm relatively normal.

>>56771670

Are you an Ausfag?

Damn ,
Now I feel like any of you guys could die tomorrow

remember I love you all.

I missed the nightly Zange threads. Helpful and heartwarming most of the time.

I hope Suiseiseki is doing well, where ever he is.

>>56771709
Wait, he was an ausfag?

>>56771709
Yeah. Pretty sure we went to the same school.
I think his name is Matthew Jamie Warner.

>>56771596
Be that as it may, he doesn't post here anymore, so he may as well have killed himself...he's dead to us.

>>56771732
Yes I'm pretty sure he was, though he said he didn't grow up there.

>>56771491

>I grab her shoulders and push her down onto the bed instead, she's a little surprised

My first though when reading this line was POMF =3

Fuck you 4chan.

>Well, someone on the internet told me, a tripfag even! It must be true! Crazy shit happens, but don't go swallowing that stuff raw. I have no issues with tripfags when they talk about board related stuff, but once it starts tipping over to his personal life, it becomes more attention seeking. Especially when the stories sounds more like a soap opera.

>>56771736
He...he..he's alive?

>>56771736
There's...one piece of information in there...that leads me to think it might be him.

>>56771736
Is he still alive?

>>56771736
Can you confirm if he's alive?

>>56771767
I sure messed that up.

But you get the essence. It's a shame when even /b/ shows more caucious with their
>The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood. Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.

>>56771736

I remember him saying his first name is Matthew in a thread.

Maybe you should contact him if you knew each other.

>>56771785
>>56771792
>>56771831
I think he might be dead, I just asked around and nobody seems to know what happened to him. Of course he could have moved overseas.

Shame if he did die. He seemed to be a decent human being, though he was extremely selfish during school.

>>56771791
Well it might not be the same guy. I didn't know all this about the incest, all I knew is that his parents died and that his sister stopped picking him up from school from school anymore.

>>56771916

see >>56771887

I remember that too but I'm too lazy to find an archive link. 90% chance it's the same guy

>>56771916
...there's now a few more points to it being him.

Tell me...do you know if he was good with...Halo?

>>56771978
I don't really know sorry, I didn't know him well at all.

>>56771978
2 to be specific, saw that shit when I was going through the archive.
Even when I was playing I never got higher then 39, he was pretty pro if he wasn't bullshiting.

He's alive you fucking autists. I was talking to him on IRC like three hours ago.
His name isn't matthew, but his middle name is jamie.
You're a lying sack of shit who's just trolling everyone based on other shit he's posted.

>>56772063
4chan IRC?

>>56772029
Higher than 39?

And anon, if you don't mind, could you keep looking? Just a little bit in your spare time on a day that you feel like it.

>>56772063
Well then, tell us, why doesn't he post anymore?

>>56772090
Yea I can, you want me to keep looking for more info?
I remember way back before those story threads he was posting more shit about how fucked up his life was.

>>56772012
It's alright...he'd probably be angry with me trying to needle him out anyway.

>>56772029
He was a king in Halo...I know because he curbstomped me a hundred times.

>>56772077
No, one he made one to talk with me, I just checked he's still in it.

He has nothing to do with /a/ anymore, but be content that he's alive.

Gamesurge #bored. I'll ask him to post on his trip to confirm that he's not dead.

>>56771978
>>56771791
>Talks about some faggot who avatars Suiseiseki.
>Thread turns toward focus on him and all the shit he's done.
>You, who may "know" him avatars Souseiseki.

Hmm...

>>56772158
Please do.

>>56772158
>leaving /a/
>not a faggot.

>>56772140

If you want to, but don't leak all his info to /a/, no reason to do that.

If you knew him well enough maybe you can just ask him if he wants to hang out and play vidya and discuss animu or something. He might need it.

Guys I'm not dead, but thanks for all the love.

>>56772201
Stop attentionwhoring.

i don't care.

>>56772201
Confirmed for him.

>>56772201

You've been samefagging in this thread all along haven't you?

>>56772201
Faggot don't scare me like that.

>>56772235

Apparently I don't fucking need to.

>>56772201
I-It's not like we were actually worried or anything... b-baka...

Alright, none of our tripfags have died that we know of.

>>56772258
Of course that's what you would say.

>>56772174
You think I'm him?

>>56772201
...you bastard.

>>56772258
I would wreck you in to 2, bitch.

>>56772290

I'll make this easy for you. You are nothing to me

>>56772298
gamespot random #bored.

>>56772201
Nice job killing the mood.

>>56772273
Mourn Ken-sama.

>>56772273
Is that really a good news?