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I'm 20. I
recently got a job and finally ended my hikikomori life, I lived that
life for six years. Dropped out of school to live the dream.
One
thing I was, perhaps mistakenly, led to believe is that being in society
and being exposed to flesh and blood people would make me regret my
previous life. Surely, I would become "successful" and come back on /a/
to laugh at those who still spend all day here. I was terrified of what
reality would do to me.
I still hate 3D pigs and have no desire
to have a relationship beyond the 2D world. I can be around people,
"friends" all day long, and perhaps get in a few good laughs with them. I
may even enjoy myself. But it isn't until the end of the day, when I'm
back home and with my computer, that I load up /a/ and watch the anime
of the day that I feel truly content, truly happy. Seeing Ika's smiling
face after a long day of work yesterday and coming back to /a/ to see
discussion about the episode was one of the most exhilarating
experiences I have felt in weeks.
/a/, you will always be my
home. I am glad I didn't turn into a raging normalfag and curse my /a/
ways once I made my horrible debut into reality. I hope to spend the
rest of my life here. I don't care if I'm the old grandpa bitching about
all the whippersnappers on /a/, and lamenting how things were better
with DESU and KoG. I will be here til the end. |