Nope.
I waited for my Misaki Nakahara. But she never came.

>>53201507
Yes.
I realized my Misaki Nakahara would never come, so I slowly inched my way back into reality.
>Got a job at the local supermarket.
>Spent an hour a day sitting in the park to get use to being outside.
>Said "hi" once every week to a stranger that passed me.
These became my goals.

One day notice someone is moving into the apartment across from mine.
See a box with Animu things hanging out of it.
I choose not to make contact, because I have made much progress and don't want to be tempted to go back down the dark path.

Few weeks later I get a knock on the door.
>Young girl standing at my door.
>It's raining outside, she ask if she could come in...I say yes.
>Turns out she in my new neighbor.
>We have coffee, she tells me of the leak in her ceiling, and if it would be alright to spend the night.
>I give her the OK.
>I go head into the back of my home to take a shower,, only to return to catch her watching anime on my Computer.
>I give in and watch a few eps with her.

We become friends.
We build a relationship.
I had seeeeex and it felt so good, a woman let me put my penis insider her!

>5 years.

And no, it hasn' changed at all. Infact it's still kept on being the same shit every day.

>>53201507
>Have you changed your hikkikomori ways?
lol no, I just started being hikkikomori

After watching NHK, is there anything that I can watch similar to that in terms of storyline/theme?

>>53201507
>implying I am a hikkikomori and not posted this post from my office

you need to wait until they make a manga/anime about my life

>>53203848
And then you woke up in your own filth and went to /a/ to tell them about your dream.

>>53203962
this

>>53204028
You too bro?! Awesome

>>53204000
Just read the novel, it's better anyway.

>>53203848
good for you.

>five years from now
>probably two years into my Ph.D
>spare time most likely still consists of anime and vidya

>>53204118
FOREVER ACADEMIC.JPG

No

>think about life five years ago
>in college dorms having fun playing vidya and studying with my friends
>today
>at home no friends watching anime and playing vidya all day


Nope.

>>53204159
Feels good man. Fuck real jobs, I'm going to stay in academia and get paid to do crazy math.

I can either sit at home playing vydia/ watching animu/browsing the internet and feel miserable because I'm leeching off my mother, or get a job and be miserable because most of my free time is gone and I'l probably be bored out of my mind at that job, if I can even find one.
I'l be miserable anyway, so fuck it.

Nope, and I'm perfectly okay like this.

Just started being a TRUE hikikomori, no more job! Not quite to hallucinating waifu stage, though, but THEN, it will be glorious!

>>53203949
I think I also forgot to mention that it has indeed been 5 years since I've been a NEET / hikkikomori. If nothing changes, this'll be my 6th year (and it'll still go strong).

I wish my mum wasn't so laid back. It'd be nice to see her nag at me to get a job and normal life, but she doesn't do it (which I don't know why).

>>53204286
You could just like

find something that makes you not miserable

>>53204343
I can barely even find a job that I hate, let alone one that I like

>>53204303
>sad azusa
>Nope, and I'm perfectly okay like this.
=
>implying

>>53204340
From the sound of it, it's because she's completely given up on you.

Just curious, do you have any younger siblings? Or, does she have any animals she spends a lot of time with?

>>53204360
>sad
>smiling

>>53204385
>>smiling
??no she's definitely sad

>>53204383
I have siblings yes... but the only one that lives with us is my little brother. And to be honest with you, other than him understanding the stuff I go on not to mention he knows I love Ui he's also a normalfag and lives a decent life.

And my mum does have a pet cat that she'll sometimes play with, but she's usually the one that prefer's reading and such (or going out to buy stuff or buy stuff off the telly). I do tell her that if she wants someone to talk to (she isn't depressed or anything) she can. But she just leaves me in peace (I dread to wonder what she'd be like if I moved).

>>53204429
You can't expect a moefag to understand emotions.

>>53203848
Fuck off back to /b/

>>53204429
She's sad in the scene before that, but she's pretty damn happy when Yui hugs her. Context, my friend.

Was never hikokimori, so, doesn't apply

>>53204456
>saved

Nope.. 'tis the sad life.

The moment we let women have equal rights is the moment when they started being bitches and whores.

But life is a game, I intend to see it through and win. Hopefuly some countries will bring out a war and make things interesting for me.

>>53204358
..it doesn't have to be your job (although obviously finding one you enjoy would be the biggest lifestyle change possible).

Let's face it, you don't truly enjoy anime anymore. You've already refined your tastes, have a list of shows you liked, and now watch current shows in an attempt to find more additions. Sure, sometimes you do find a show, but most of the time they were nothing special. Anime just isn't new or exotic to you anymore, you're used to it.

When your life revolves around doing something you've done for years now, honestly any job you find will seem like shit. You know why? Because the rest of your life is shit. You think anime is the one thing that makes you happy/gives you an escape but it's whats dragging you down.

Listen, you don't have to just give up anime forever. But try finding another hobby, try socializing if you're so inclined - more then anything, just try something new. Think about it, when's the last time you actually tried something completely new that you were a beginner at? Fapping a different way doesn't count. Anyway, it might be hard to get used to, but eventually it'll be refreshing and you'll actually have something to look forward to. You know how much easier work is to bear when you have that? Oh and guess what, you can come back to anime too. Just don't let it control your life this time

>>53204286

HE'S FIGURED IT OUT

>>53204286
BUT YOUR MOM WILL DIE EVENTUALLY

>Fifth best of my college course
>Master's degree in pharmaceutics
>Know how to play piano
>Speak 6 different languages
>Badass curriculum
>Have no job because I'm too lazy to do anything

The funny thing is I learned how to play the piano and those other 5 languages because I shut myself in the house everytime whenever I had vacations. I had piano and language courses to attend, yes, but the rest of the time I stood at home practicing/watching anime/playing vidya

Hey, would you kill your mom

to be with your waifu?

>>53204643
MOMMIES LIVE FOREVER

Dude I havent left the house in 5 days and I already feel sick

Five years ago I wasn't a hikikomori. Now I am. So I guess technically I've changed them... but not for the better.

>>53204679
Unless you don't love her enough.

>>53204667
Dude, don't even joke about something like that. Not cool.

>>53204709
Normalfag detected.

Hey, how did you reacted

when D'Angelo Barksdale got killed in The Wire?

>>53204720
Honestly, I didn't expect they'd have the guts to kill off a high-profile character like him.