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!VAMFHFZ5As 04/05/10(Mon)04:13 No.33011186>>33010910
I'm
not much of a people person. In fact, I despise people. Too
unpredictable. There was one, and I mean only one, person I've ever
trusted so much that I would have trusted her with my life. And out of
nowhere we both stop being happy. We don't talk much anymore. Again, too
unpredictable. People suck.
Working on my education right now,
not entirely sure why. I don't have the willpower to work my ass off on
it, though. This is the first year in my life I've actually fallen
asleep while working, and I do it often now. Perhaps the late nights
watching anime and posting on [a/ are getting to me.
And lastly,
failure is needed in everyone's life. It's like the scientific method;
first a hypothesis is formed, and you try to disprove it as much as
possible. If it is disproved, then you form a new hypothesis. If it
can't be disproved, congratulations, you got it. But I can't live my
life going through failure after failure; I get attached to people
quickly if I actually befriend them, for some reason. And I hate that
nature of mine.
So in the end, I like to live my life with
constants. Maybe I'm afraid of change? I guess I just need to force
myself to try new stuff, but I don't feel like I have the willpower for
something like that.
Screw this, I have a HUGE list of anime
I still need to watch. That's what I need to be doing. |