seconded.
i finished my degree last year and couldnt be bothered with a proper job so i sat at home 6 days a week and lived with my parents because im too weak to shoulder responsibility.

>>31405821
You made the right decision.

I'm going to college, but have no direction. I take classes but barely go, aside from the first couple of weeks.

After that I ditch class daily and spend time reading books, watching Animu and playing video games.

This has been going on for almost 3 years.

It must suck for all the kids. Having homework and school still. It cracks me up when im playing a game and some punk has to go because his parents told him to go to bed.

>>31405821

manlytears.jpg

>>31405876
I did the same thing. I got to the point where I just dropped out in the middle of the last semester. I think I am done with college. Now I am going to move to California and look for work. Till then anime and videogames all day while blowing through my savings and living off my uncle.

>>31405876
gtfo, this is an adult thread, im sure you have homework you should be doing.

I haven't had a day off in a year.
I haven't had a respectable weekend in three years.
I haven't had a vacation in ten years.
I haven't had a "summer break" in fifteen years.

Sure man. yeah.

Dropped out of college to read mango and watch animu. Feels kinda good, man.

>>31405911
I'm just going to college to keep up the illusion to family and friends. When they ask "what are you taking up/still going to school" feels bad man.

I'm really not interested, but I'm worried that I'll get stuck with a shitty job that I'll hate for the rest of my life.

Plus job market isn't exactly easy right now, depression and all.

>>31405926
I wouldn't want your job. I hope you are making a lot of money. Even if you are is it worth wasting your youth for money when you will never get to enjoy it or be to old to thoroughly enjoy it?

>>31405876
this is my fucking life!!
i do the same thing, i'll add go out in weekends to getting drunk with some friends.

>>31405926
>>shitty job for the uneducated

I agree completely. With adulthood comes the opportunity to elevate higher and sink lower. Due to the possibility to sink lower, though, people are often get afraid of it and long back to their childhoods where they'd be safe no matter what. I don't blame them, it's hard getting used to the thought that you can seriously mess up your life if you don't do things right when you're an adult, but overcoming that is vital to finding happiness as an adult.

Just try your best to enjoy it, guys. If you do well, you'll be happy, and if you mess up, we all turn to dust in the end anyway, so it won't matter.

actually i hate that kind of life.

I get around 4 months of summer vacation cuz im in college, and through these 4 months i never work, all i do is read mango and watch animu and game, but in the 3rd month, i can't take it anymore, it's just too fucking boring.

then i start a new college semester, only to find out how fuckin useless this education is.

>>31406001

implying animu and mango isnt wasting all your youth

>>31405985
again this is my fucking life!
i lie to my entire family about this shit.
hahaa ohh the internet.

>>31406034

Used to hang out with my friends, but over the past year they've become druggies. I've got no problem with that, but as my life already has little/no direction I don't think I can afford to spend money on that.

So, I ended up loosing common ground with them, now we barely talk. Feels sorta bad man.

>>31406051

wat dr phil said

>>31406051
>we all turn to dust in the end anyway, so it won't matter.

My happyness is completely based on this. Ever since i came to this understanding i find i fear very few things. I mean even if you hit rock bottom, getting raped as a homeless man by filthier homeless men, you wont suffer forever and can always jump off a bridge to end it.

Its like a 100 weights being lifted from your shoulders.

>>31406097
i agree with this, but at least i'm not on drugs.
also i saw that when i had money, i didn0t have the time to spend it in something i like, then when i had no money i had all the time in the world.
shit capitalism sucks.

Nah, being a kid is still better than being an adult. At least there was someone who always did the necessary bits to keep me alive.

>>31406182
Food and shelter, even a guy working fast food can afford this. If you cant you should just blow your brains out.

>>31406144
Qhen my family talks to me about doing something with my life I often make jokes about how once 2012 gets here hopefully it won't matter. We laugh.

I hope secretly on the inside that it will.

I

>>31406209
>Food and shelter
that alone doesnt make a person happy.

>>31406209
Is it fun being alive, but dead on the inside?

>>31406213
Fuck yeah, It would be awesome to get to watch the end of the world. But it wont happen. I am a realist and the odds are better that mankind will blow its self before any predictions come true. After 2012 someone will dig up another doomsday date and we will wait in vein.

>>31406258
human kind is pretty much fucked, but we will not see the last days of it.

>>31406256
Dead on the inside? You must be 12 GTFO
>>31405926
This is what you call dead on the inside.

>>31406258

;_; I want war to end it so I don't have to.

I was watching animu and browsing 4chan in school and summer holidays. I found good job but in my job I have to draw some planes and write something... I am good at it so I can finish it after 2-3 hours. Rest of time (~6 hours) I spent browsing /a/ or watching animu or talking with people in my job. When I back to my home (I live alone with in my own one room, my parents got divorced) I still watch animu or browse /a/. I am not otaku, I've never been on convention, I dont have figurines and posters in my house. I dont approve moe shows, but I watch it sometimes when I am bored.

I know few girls irl from my work and one from school, but I am shy and I've never been even in a date. I am able to talk with girls without stress and invite them to place when we can drink beer or watch a movie but with almost 3 people. I think no one would like to live with me because of my lifestyle. Never changes. Never doing something ambitious. Spent all days watching animu or browsing chan.

I am okay with that. If my life will never change when I will be dying in age of ~80 I think I will be proud or just dont care

sorry for my language

>>31406209
>>31405926
>>31406281

Itsallthesameshit.png

Yeah, this is what I hate about entering "adulthood" where we enter society and contribute our entire lives in furthering progress and when you can't do anything efficiently anymore, you're given a thank you note and a taxi ride to the nearest aged care building.

>>31406314

I envy you /a/non. Sorry about your parent's divorce, but from where I stand you have it pretty good.

-Job
-support self
-free time
-social life

I sit and browse /a/ all day. I try to fit in the occasional anime episode/PS3 game. I often say that I despise the monotonous cycle of how people who go to work 9 - 5, then have an early night then repeat but my life is pretty repetitious too. However I'm not going to change my cycle because I'm happy like this.

>>31406347
What do you want to live that long for? Im 28 and i plan to kill my self before my body starts to break down. I have no intentions of growing old.

My friends used to talk about how they wanted to be rich.

All I want is just a normal life. Make enough money to be able to buy maybe 1 extra thing once in a while. Aside from that, I'd be happy just coming home from work every day and being able to do what I do now.

Watching animu gives me inspiraton and thanks for it I have job. Money I earn are enough only for food, electricity, internet and rent.

I am 24 years old. I had two girlfriends but never had sex. Also my penis is small and my friends are exactly like me. When I feel my life is boring I just watch new animu and dont care. I am numb.

OP must have had a shitty childhood. A happy childhood with nice parents and a nice home is always superior to whatever circumstances you manage to contrive for yourself in adulthood. Perfect, absolute security and no hard choices.

There's also the whole being full of innocent wonder at the world thing, rather than adult understanding and cynicism.

It's also nice not being aware of the possibility of altering your own consciousness.

i am 17 years old and I still go to school
feels good man
it will be bad when I will have to work

>>31406425
I used to think i wanted to be rich. I realized that its pointless. To get rich from middle class takes a lot of effort and time. The amout of effort and time would waste years i could be enjoying. Becides what do the rich have that i need? Cars, they are all the same shit. Houses? Im single, what do i need a big house for. Toys, Internet is the only entertainment i need, computer games are good to and neither require you to be rich.

So unless I won the powerball i see no reason for large amounts of money.

>Watching animu gives me inspiraton and thanks for it I have job
fuckin writers everywhere

YOU'LL have it easy. I can't work, I can't go to college. I'm an immigrant. I don't have my papers, you people can easily find jobs and don't say you can't, you're just not trying hard enough. I can't. I can only find jobs that pay $8 an hour and part-time. I still live with my parents and I'm 21.

FFFFFFF

Feels bad man. ;_;

>>31406569
GTFO you fucking wetback.

/a/ help support group.

Thanks guys!

>>31406406

Yeah I feel the same way, but if (and this is a pretty big if, like a trillion to one if) I find a girl I love, I'd probably just want to be by her side until she or I died.

That's when I'll end it all.

>>31406569
8$ per hour?! In my country job like this is a heaven!

>>31406615
same here bro

>>31406589
Hey now, /a/ is for everyone who has no life.

>>31406569
Holy shit, now I don't feel that kind of bad about myself.

>>31406608
no no no, you marry her, have your honeymoon and make sure you knock her up. Then blow your brains out all over her wedding dress when you get back.

Die young and leave a legacy.

>>31406569
you should really try to get some education done..
Are you illegal immigrant?
If that's the case, I don't know lotta ways that will help,
but if not, I'm sure there are other ways you can do better.
I'm an immigrant myself

>>31406569
damn cost of living!
in my country with 5 u$u per hour, you have a good job, enough to suport yourself (but maybe not a family).

>>31406461
enjoy it.
Your time will come.

Yeah sometimes I just wanna snap, go outside and do something stupid or out of character just to interrupt my monotonous life.

>>31406640
NO, im saying GTFO of my country, sick of you fucking people shitting my country up because you shit your own up so bad you dont want to live in it anymore.

>>31406680
Lol, I came here when I was 4 years old. Don't worry, I need to wait 2 or so months, then I'm going to get my papers.

>not doing anything constructive
that's what they want you to think

>>31406700
>BAWWW WHY ARE THESE IMMIGRANTS DOING BETTER THAN ME? BAWWWW

>>31406708
Then go to a freaking college or community college or something.
You are the one not trying hard enough

>>31406314
Can't believe that it wasn't me posting this. Everything except the good job part and living at parents' fits. I've got a shit job and am studying, but I guess that's fine too.

>>31406700
I have a friend who's a wetback. He came here when he was 8 years old. He's really good with computers, right now his has a job temporarily at some firm, working on servers. But once he gets his papers, he'll have his own office.

>>31406700

Because all third world country citizens have some sort of power from which they can wrest from the corrupt governments from which they are bound to, yes?

>>31405780
i found myself with 23 (out of fucking nowhere!) and i have this big hate for human kind, i just dont give a fuck about anything, i live my life as is something that happens if is gone is gone, i dont care, i go to college, never talk to anybody (all are idiots anyway), i dont watch TV or go to movies, i do see some friends from Highschool, but shit i dont care.

feels i dont know man.

>>31406801
Kanbare Anon-kun!

>>31406779
Thats right. If they didnt have a cushy fall back like the US to run to they would have no choice but to rebel. They would at least earn my respect for trying.

>>31406801
some kind magical peer pressure that isn't actually coming from any physical peers but "imaginary norms n shit"

TL;DR it's all in your head

>>31406801

Yeah, it's sad how apathetic many from our generation are.

That being said, time to watch some more LoGH

my parents are rich. I am 21 years old and I live in my own house, have lots of money I dont even know what should I buy. I tried to buy presents for girls because I was thinking that maybe one girl will want to live with me and maybe be my wife, you know, happy life... but I know now they like me only because I give them money. I cant have relationships with people... everyone want money. Every girl and every friend. Even I want to go with someone for a walk or to the cinema they invite their friends and they think I'll give them money.... because of that I started to not to leave from my house. Its fucking huge and I am all alone.

is something wrong with me or with people? I am just normal guy. I want to have friends and spent time like everyone but everyone treat me like a sucker. they hate me because I am rich. fuck this I think I should give all money I have in my bank account to poor people, for example for children who live without parents or something like that. But my parents probably will stop me or they give me more money or something.

>>31406848
>says the fag born in USA, wasting time in /a/
you are in no position to speak like that.

>>31406870
various people and various problems

>>31406870
Stop acting like rich-fag in front of other people.
Don't give your friends or random chicks money or presents.
Get a fucking job if you don't have one.
I have few friends who are 100x richer than I am, but I can be friends with them quite normally because they don't boast nor act too rich.

>>31406870
Nah, fuck those kids and fuck those girls. You were born lucky and should feel good about it. Stop buying them gifts and dont tell people you have money. Get new friends that dont know about you. If you care about having friends that is.

>>31406870
>I am just normal guy.
Everyone thinks that. Nobody is really just a "normal" guy.

>>31406957
this, also dont act like you have money or tell you have a lot of money.

one think i learn my years, is that you dont mix friends and money (also like you dont mix male friends and women)

>>31406910
I have no reason to rebel, because i live in the USA, i have a social security number. I am not out there smuggling drugs and wrecking my country. I have plenty of room to talk.

>>31406848

You're respect isn't worth shit when you live in a country where all your rights are protected and can still live a semi-decent life even if you say you have the worst job possible while third world country citizens can't even begin to describe the conditions they live in.

>>31407016
You didn't earn any of those you said.
You were just lucky enough to born into that.
Now if you said you achieve some stuff in your life through some hard work, I would see that you have some rights to tell the less fortunate to work harder.
But seeing that best thing you can come up with is "living in USA" and "having a social security number", you are really in no position to talk down to the less fortunate like that.
I'm one of the lucky ones like yourself, but I don't talk shit like that.

>>31407016

Try to fucking rebel when they have a gun pointed at your family and telling you to hand all your money and valuable, and you call the cops only to discover THEY ARE THE COPS.

>>31407064
Yeah so rather than banding together and trying to fix it they flee the country like Rats. They are pathetic and i have no respect for them. The United States is built on a rebellion, back then people had balls.

You must be a liberal. All you are doing is rewarding people for ineptitude. All you get by doing that is a bunch of lazy corrupted good for nothings that will proceed to wreck this country as well.

>>31406870

Fuck em all, they aren't your real friends, real friends would fucking stick with you in your ups and downs, no matter what you have or what you are.

Just get a smaller place, keep it sparse as possible on the decorations and your bachelor pad is all set.

Meh. I'm just so fucking happy that I found an internship for the summer.
I'm trying to get into Nvidia internship as well, but it seems unlikely.

>>31407222
Well. Friends like that don't just appear either.
Having good friends take time and care.
I gotta say that anon has something to do with that as well.

>>31407218
see
>>31407110
What do you got to say to that

>>31407218

You do realise that most of these "rats" you mention are uneducated, illiterate and fear the government who keeps it that way, nevermind even trying to band together to topple the current regime?

>>31407294
See "The French Revolution". Its no different.

>>31406870

Noooo don't give away your money!

Instead, invest it into biotechnology for research into immortality

>>31407337
Are you trying to say French Revolution was lead by uneducated people?
lrn2history, kid

>>31407365
Im sure 100% of the country is undereducated.

>>31407294

Yeah, well the french government didn't exactly get any fully automatic machine guns to maintain the status quo as well as access to more potent WMD.

No, the guns they had then were fucking terrible and could only be shot once before reloading so zerging as of now won't work.

>>31407422
Why do I even try to argue with these idiots?

>>31407218
How many countries have you fixed yet? How many coups d'état and revolutions have you been part of?

It's easy sitting on your fat ass talking about such things on the internet when you were pretty much given everything in life.

God i hate liberals. They are so dense it hurts.

>>31407535
>retard talks to himself because he cannot come up with any logical rebuttal

>>31407462
Why would i go fix their country for them? How is that any different from opening the door for the slobs?

>>31407535

God I hate conservatives, they think the earth is 5000 years old, evolution is false, etc, etc

>>31407562
No i could but its not worth the time. Im not a liberal, i dont feel like holding your hand and guiding you.

>>31407613
"I could" means that you really can't.

>>31407584
Whats conservatism have to do with religion? You aren't the brightest light in harbor are you?

>>31407581
lol I honestly cannot imagine any person with anything above grade school education saying shit like this.
No.1, that's not the point he's making.
No.2, The Great Empire of USA "seems" to be trying to save other countries a lot, so I don't know why you are complaining.
No.3 Answer the question, faggot. >>31407292

>>31407581
You probably want to read my post again because you didn't understand it.

>>31407581

Because doing something is always the same as doing nothing, AMIRITE?

>>31407630
Conservatism has a lot to do with religion because a lot of conservative values are based on it.

>>31407630
They have very high correlation in USA. If you don't think that,...you are just an idiot

You know what, I really do wish a one world government will appear, then at least no one can say shit like, "I'm not gonna help you since you aren't part of my country."

>>31407792
That would be nice.
Too much selfish people in the world to see that happen in our lifetime tho.
It's sad, really.

>>31407645
The only point he had was a rephrase of the same copout excuse i had read 4 times already, why should i address it again?
>>31407701
Doesnt mean you have to be Catholic to be conservative.

ITT butthurt

>>31407916
I am very disappoint in American education system.

>>31407792
Then it'd just be "not part of my state/county" or whatever subdivision of land you currently have.

So what i gather is Mexicans do nothing at all to improve their country and thats OK because they can get welfare in the USA.

>>31407984
Well as globalization expands further and further, those concept will decrease more and more.

>>31408016
>Mexicans do nothing at all to improve their country
What would you suggest they do? If you were a Mexican, what would you do to improve your country?

>>31408097
Sit fat ass down, watch animu and blame Americans for everything.

>>31408024

>>31408016
Not exactly easy for them. The guys actually trying to do good and straighten shit out get beheaded, the cops sells drugs, the banks run anyone outside of their club who gives loans into the ground. Its hard to get a sense of the level of corruption going on in good ol' Mexico without going there yourself.

>>31408097
Stalk drug lords and crooked cops, learn their patterns and then hit them when they are most vulnerable. You get enough people doing this they will fear you.

>>31408159
too much animu, kiddo

>>31408193
Thats how its been done for centuries... Anime did not invent subtlety.

>>31408237
Name one modern country that kinda of shit succeeded.

>>31408297
>>31408237
How's googling and wikipedia-ing going along?
Keep searching kiddo.

>>31408297
It takes more than that but that is a start. That builds hope and gathers more people to your cause.

Examples, USA for one. France for another. Japan. It has to start somewhere. You dont just send out a bunch of fliers one afternoon and have an army show up at your door step waiting for commands.

>>31408159
>Stalk drug lords and crooked cops, learn their patterns and then hit them when they are most vulnerable. You get enough people doing this they will fear you.
You mean like Batman?

>>31408398
Batman prowls the night. looking for random thugs. You should look up stalking.

>>31408398
No more like the FBI, CIA, NSA. They stalk and learn then hit, because it works.

>>31408378
I hope you're trolling and this isn't what you actually believe. Reading comic books is no alternative to a proper education.

>>31408494
You aren't the FBI, CIA or NSA. You're a poor Mexican trying to fix your country. I'm sorry, but stalking and murdering people is not an option in the real world.

My grandma died and I live in her house she gave me. I work as a person who operate the camera. Its not like I record movies. I record advertisements or cut-scenes with others. It gives me enough money for rent and food but I've never bought something special and I dont deposite it in the bank account. I buy gifts and clothes for poor childrens who live without family in charity places. Its probably because I am a failure as a person and I dont have anyone I can care about. When I walk in one of places where these childrens live they run to me and pull me inside, they are taking my jacket off etc. because they know that I sometimes play with them or give them gifts. Its like I am here lurking chan or watching anime and I am sad now. But when I go to these childrens I am fucking happy I am able to make someone happy. yes, I am egoist and failure. I dont do it because I want to help them. I do it because I want to be necessary for someone in this world full of hate. Its like I cure my complexes that way.

continuation in next post

>>31408378
By USA, if you mean the pilgrims, they 'fled like rats' from British.
If you mean American Revolution, it was lead by very smart educated people, and couldn't be done without HUGE help from the French.
French Revolution was lead by bourgeoisie, who were the smartest people in the country. That's what those aristocrat get for not even doing the intelligent work. Modern dictatorships don't do that anymore.
Japan...When were they ever colonized? I'm guessing you are referring to post-WWII? That wasn't colonization, nor did Japan have to revolt..
And none of these are really modern.

>>31408623
I remember a situation about month ago when I was in one of these places. I gave them some toys and sit in the chair. Then one little girl came up to me when I was sitting tired, she grabbed my sleeve and asked "when you will take me and my brother home, daddy?". I will never forget her angel eyes. I said nothing. After while she nodded and walked away holding the doll in her hand. When I came back to my house I switched on computer and MPC then started watching animu. I dont even turned speakers on, because I suddenly started crying. I dont remember what I was watching, it was some shitty fanservice anime but I was just crying because how failure my life is. I was crying because of my failure life full of waifus and moeshit. I realised "is this animated shit really something?" "what the fuck am I doing there in dark room alone watching cartoons" "I want to cure my complexes so I give all my money for poor children but I am not even able to help little girl and her brother I am giving them false hopes, they will be crying like I am crying now or they become bitches and whores because society will change their personality"

>>31408633
and I was more and more angry and then cried even more. It was fucking endless and painful, I dont remember when I cried in that way. yes, I was crying at the end of Clannad Afterstory but I think about something different - I think I've never had a cry because of suddenly depression and it was my first time. I realised its probably not last. I fell asleep in front of computer. When I woke up next morning I was different person. Before I was almost decided to suicide but I woke up as a someone with will of life no matter what. Even if this world is horrible I will be trying to give happiness to people. I still have faith in people. And its not true that every 3D girl is a lying whore. Its not like I have arguments. I just want to believe and I will believe. Dont lie, there are beautiful things in the world and you dont want to close yourself in small room, living in fake dream and imagining false waifus. I have reasons to live and I will not surrender because of weaknesses. Dont care what people say. Just be free and happy. You are a human who can change entire world. You are the same human as everybody! Dont tell me you cannot, its only because someone want you to believe you can't. You know you dont belong to this world for fools. Dont be fooled! Leave this world!

I WANT TO TELL EVERYONE ABOUT MY HAPPINESS AND I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY AS I AM

BECAUSE YOU MAKE MY HAPPINESS

Because you are someone necessary for me and no one have rights to say its not true since I am alive.

I promise that one day everyone will be free

>>31408633
>>31408623
>>31408649
tl;dr
looks like copy pasta

Thread just got awesome

>>31408633
bAWWWWWd

i dont even know I should baww because of you or because of this girl

I have a dream and a career goal. Can't say I'm doing too bad in the uni and I'm working hard. However, the more I do the more I realize perhaps in the end I just don't have enough talent and/or willpower to accomplish that much.
this is more frustrating than not having any goal.

>>31408633
touching.

>>31408513
No its called history and books. Try it sometime.

Media takes common practices and glorifies them. You rarely see the FBI agent waiting out side someones house every day for a month making notes about someones behavior, because its boring. Its called education, they educate them selves on the habits and routines of their prey. You dont need a high school education to hang out side of a drug lords manor every day. All you need is a watch, a pad and patience.

>>31408788

Someone's been watching too much anime.

>>31408788
That entire post has no logical flow, proper reasoning , or in fact, any sign of any intelligence at all.

>>31408735
I get that way too sometimes. The field I'm entering is pretty competitive and it attracts some really bright people. It feels a little intimidating when your colleagues feel so much better qualified than you. However, when I get this feeling I just summon up some rage and go "Fuck it. I deserve this shit. All ya'll niggas can suck my dick." of course saying this feels very out of character for myself and makes me laugh. But at the end of the day I get back to work and feel a little better.

>>31408788
You sound like Sarah Palin

>>31408788
>No its called history and books.
History and books? Don't you mean history books?

In any case, you should probably start reading them, because there are no Batmans in historical reality.

>You dont need a high school education to hang out side of a drug lords manor every day. All you need is a watch, a pad and patience.
No, you probably don't need a high school education, so you're lucky. However, a drug lord would probably start wondering why the fuck that one guy starts hanging out in front of his manor every day, and have his henchmen make you leave. Probably after have them give you a good beating.

Not to mention that you also have to make a living somehow. Batman doesn't need to work, but the average Mexican does.

>>31408609
Thats what a white guy living in a warm house thinks. If you were a poor Mexican with nothing to do living in a shit country, it would be a much more viable option. But if you were a poor Mexican, you would also be lazy and it wouldnt happen.