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09/25/09(Fri)01:56 No.25648932Listen.
I have no way to know if you're a troll or not. I'm going to answer you
completely honestly, and if you "got" me, well, congratulations.
You've
been alone for a year and three months. That's pretty depressing, and I
feel pretty bad about that. But, under our self-mocking definition of
"ronery" you don't qualify. You're so much more successful than the
rest of us.
If you wanted to, you could have any man in this
thread worshiping you. You could choose anyone, use them, discard them,
and move on to the next, if you wanted. For you, companionship is just
a matter of looking harder.
Me? Well, I'm not so lucky.
Nobody's
ever been open for a date with me, or even for a quick cup of coffee.
Nobody's ever said they loved me, or even had a crush on me. Hell, no
girl has even looked at me for longer than she ever really needed to.
I
live, knowing that I have nothing to offer anyone. I have a crappy
personality, an ugly face/body, and I'm still studying. I'm not even
useful as somebody's rebounding board. To the rest of the human
population, I am worthless.
And, I have to live with the
knowledge that, on some level, I deserve what's happened to me. I
deserve to never have any real human companionship.
I don't fantasize about sex. I fantasize about someone, anyone, loving me. Please take advantage of your position. You can still find someone. But we can't.
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