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RaeAnne Thayne

âMystery, romance, vivid characters and a
wonderful story; really who could ask for more?â

âDebbie Macomber,
#1 New York Times bestselling author

âA solid plot, realistic, compelling characters and
strong tension make this story hard to put down.â

âRT Book Reviews on A Cold Creek Baby
(4 Â½ stars)

âA richly plotted story with characters
that are easy to care about, this one is as emotional
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âRT Book Reviews on A Cold Creek Holiday
(4 Â½ stars)

âSure to touch many hearts with its wonderfully
sweet romance and exquisitely written characters.â

âRT Book Reviews on
The Cowboyâs Christmas Miracle (4 Â½ stars)

âWell-developed characters,
plus plenty of raw emotionâand humorâ
add up to one of the authorâs finest books.â

âRT Book Reviews on His Second-Chance Family
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âA warm, wise story with
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âRT Book Reviews on The Daddy Makeover
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Dear Readers,

More than twenty years ago, my husband and I bought our first home in a small rural Utah town. At the time, we were focused on the charm and potential of the old house itself, too young and naive to think much about the neighbors or the community we were joining. We made friends, had our first child, settled into small-town life.

We didnâ€™t truly realize the importance of community until after we had our second child, who was born with serious medical complications. Suddenly our neighbors and friends rallied around us with countless acts of kindness. Meals and lawn-mowing, a quick note of encouragement, a basket of home-baked treats. During our most difficult moments in the years since, our neighbors and friends have always stepped in to buoy us up.

We have seen the very best of people and we have also learned that a few determined souls can lift and strengthen an entire community, causing ripple-effect kindnesses and bringing everyone together. Thatâ€™s the message I hope readers take away from Blackberry Summerâ€”that when we reach beyond ourselves, even just a tiny step outside our comfort zone, together we can change lives.

All my best,

RaeAnne

RaeAnne Thayne

Blackberry Summer

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Light the Stars

Dancing in the Moonlight

Daltonâ€™s Undoing

The Daddy Makeover

His Second-Chance Family

A Mergerâ€¦or Marriage?

A Soldierâ€™s Secret

The Cowboyâ€™s Christmas Miracle

Fortuneâ€™s Woman

A Cold Creek Homecoming

A Cold Creek Holiday

A Cold Creek Secret

A Cold Creek Baby

A Thunder Canyon Christmas

Available from Romantic Suspense

The Valentine Two-Step

Taming Jesse James

Cassidy Harte and the Comeback Kid

The Wrangler and the Runaway Mom

Saving Grace

Renegade Father

The Quiet Storm

Freefall

Nowhere to Hide

Nothing to Lose

Never Too Late

The Interpreter

High-Risk Affair

Shelter from the Storm

High-Stakes Honeymoon

As always, to my wonderful husband and children,
who fill my life with laughter and love.
Special thanks to Nicole Jordan for a hundred
different things, but mostly for believing in me.

Blackberry Summer

CHAPTER ONE

âWe are each of us angels with one wing. And we can only fly embracing each other.â

âLuciano de Crescenzo

LOUSY, STUPID HOROSCOPE.

Claire Bradford stood with one hand on the doorway and the other clutching her coffee go-cup as she stared at the chaotic mess inside her store.

According to the starsâat least according to the horoscope in the Hope Gazette sheâd scanned while standing in line at her friend Mauraâs coffee shop for her morning buzz after dropping the kids off at schoolâshe was supposed to prepare herself for something fun and exciting headed her way today. She had been thinking more along the lines of a few dozen new customers at her bead store or maybe a big commission on one of her more intricate custom pieces.

Discovering that String Fever had been burglarized during the night didnât exactly fit her personal definition of either fun or exciting.

Beads covered the beige berber in a glittery, jumbled disaster as apparently someone had yanked out an entire vast display of tiny clear drawers and dumped their contents all over the floor. Her cash register drawer was open and the small amount of cash she kept on hand to make change was missing. Her office door had been left ajar, too, something she never did, and even from here, she could see a big, dusty, empty spot on her desk where her computer should be.

She could handle the material loss and her computer was automatically backed up off-site several times a day. The mess, on the other hand, would be a nightmare to clean up. Claire gave a tiny whimper and closed her eyes, dreading the hours and days of work ahead of her, re-sorting all those scattered beads into their hundreds of proper compartments. String Fever was hanging by a thread anyway in the uncertain economy. How could she afford the time and energy involved in setting things to rights again?

Chester whined beside her, his basset hound features even more morose than usual. He was uncanny at picking up her emotions. She scratched behind his acres-long ears. âI know, buddy. Sucks, doesnât it?â

She dug in her coat pockets to find where sheâd stowed her cell phone so that she could dial 9-1-1. She had only punched in one number before the phone vibrated in her hand and suddenly the nuclear meltdown alert ringtone she had programmed for her mother sounded its death knell through the empty store.

Yeah, not much fun or excitement there, either. Rotten horoscope.

Chester whined again. He hated that ringtone as much as she did. Claire swallowed her groan and despite thirty-six years of better instincts, she hit the talk button to accept the call. Ruth Tatum had trained her daughter well. âMom, I canât talk right now. Sorry. The store has been robbed. Iâll call you back as soon as I can, okay?â

âRobbed? Youâve got to be kidding!â

âReally, Mom? You think Iâd joke about something like this?â

âHow would I know?â Ruth went on the defensive, as she did so well. âYouâve always had a weird sense of humor.â

Yeah. That was her. Making up stories about her store being robbed just to go for the cheap laugh. âIâm not joking. The store really has been robbed.â

âThatâs terrible! What did they take?â

âI donât know yet. I just walked in the door and barely had a chance to even react before you called. I need to go so I can call the police, Mom.â

âWell, call me as soon as you can and tell me whatâs going on. Do you need me to come down there?â

Sure, like she needed to stick a couple dozen earring hooks in her eyeballs. âNot right now. Thanks for the offer, though. Iâll call you later.â

She hung up and quickly dialed the police.

âHopeâs Crossing Emergency Dispatch. What is the nature of your emergency?â

She recognized the dispatcher as a neighbor and one of her frequent customers, Donna Mazell, though her voice seemed pitched a little higher than normal.

âHey, Donna. This is Claire at String Fever. I need to report a crime. I just came in to open my store and discovered an apparent burglary.â

âOh, lordy be. Not another one!â

âAnother one?â

âYouâre the fourth store in town to report a break-in today. Weâve got ourselves a genuine crime spree! The guys are going crazy trying to stay on top of everything.â

Hopeâs Crossing, Colorado, had a population of only five thousand year-round residents, although those numbers swelled in the wintertime to ten times that with skiers and those who owned vacation homes or condos in the canyon near the vast Silver Strike Ski Resort. Still, Claire knew the townâs police force consisted of only eight officers, supplemented by deputies from the county sheriffâs department when the need arose.

âCan you spare somebody to send here?â

âOh, sure. No problem. The new chief is just down the street at Pinecone Property Management, but I think heâs wrapping things up there. Iâll give him a holler and tell him to head over to the store first chance he has.â

âThanks, Donna.â

âTell me they didnât take those gorgeous Czech crystals you bought for Genevieve Beaumontâs wedding gown.â

Her stomach took another dive. âOh, I hope not. It took me two months to import those through Customs. I donât know if Iâll have time to get more and finish the design before the wedding.â

âKeeping my fingers crossed here. Iâll call Riley right now and tell him to head over there when heâs done over at the real estate office.â

âThanks, Donna.â

âYou bet. Give me another call if somebody doesnât show up in the next ten, fifteen minutes or so. And donât touch anything.â

âYeah, I watch television. I know that much. Iâll wait outside with Chester until Riley can get here.â

âItâs freezing, darlinâ. You canât wait outside in this weather and neither can that dog. Heâs not as young as he used to be. The chief wonât care if you grab a chair inside and sit down until he can make it, just as long as you keep Chester close so he doesnât go mucking around the crime scene.â

Too much restless energy zinged through her for her to sit calmly and wait for the police, so she remained standing in the doorway, horrified all over again that someone would be so malicious. Stealing from her was one thing. They could have the money and her computer, she didnât care about that. But why make such a mess? This blatant vandalism was intended to gouge and woundâcausing trouble for troubleâs sake, something she had never understood.

Why would someone want to be so hurtful? And why her? She tried hard to be kind to most people she came in contact with. Sure, she had a few disgruntled customers at the store who seemed to think it a crime that she expected to make at least some profit for all the resources of time and energy she poured into String Fever. But she couldnât imagine any of them being so vindictive as to trash her store just for the fun of it.

She forced herself to do a little of the circle breathing her best friend, Alex, was always trying to convince her to practice and shifted her gaze out the wide store windows at Hopeâs Crossingâs Main Street. The morning seemed gray and cheerless, a dreary sort of day. Even though it was mid-April, spring took its dear sweet time arriving in the Colorado high country.

The weather forecasters were predicting a late snowstorm would be moving in later that evening. The ski resort would appreciate a few more inches for the diehard skiers who opted to spend their spring break hanging on to the last struggling days of winter instead of heading to the beach. By this time of year, she was heartily sick of more snow, but at least a little fresh powder would cover the tired, gray piles out there.

Despite the cold and the promise of a storm, she could see a pretty good Monday morning crowd at the Center of Hope CafÃ© across the way. Sheâd noticed the same story at Dog-Eared Books & Brew.

Of course, none of those shoppers would be heading her direction anytime soon, not with the Closed sign still firmly turned in the doorway.

The thought had barely formed in her mind when the door behind her opened with a musical chime. Claire opened her mouth to explain the store was still closed and then shut it again, her spirits sinking even more.

Her fun and exciting morning only needed this, she thought as she watched her ex-husbandâs new wife burst through, looking pert and cute and glowing with pregnancy hormones.

âHi, Claire!â Holly Vestry Bradford chirped, beaming the smile her orthodontist father had worked tirelessly to perfect as she unbuttoned her red wool peacoat and stamped snow off her black UGGs.

Chester grunted and plopped onto his belly, never a big fan of Hollyâs.

âUm, this really isnât a good time,â Claire began. She wasnât at all in the mood to be sociable right now, especially not to Holly, who seemed to bring out the worst in her, despite her best efforts.

âOh, my word!â Holly exclaimed. âWhat happened in here?â

Claire had made a firm policy for the last two yearsâsince Jeff moved out and put an official end to their marriage that had been broken for much longer than thatâto be as gracious as she could stand to Holly. âI think we were robbed,â she said, without a hint of the sarcastic retort she wanted to make.

âOh, no! Have you called the police?â

âI just did. Theyâre on the way.â

âOh, Claire. Iâm so sorry.â

She didnât know which she disliked more: the sense of invasion from the robbery, contemplating the endless work putting the store back in order, or being on the receiving end of Holly Bradfordâs pity.

âIâm sure everything will be okay. My insurance should cover any losses. But I have to ask you not to touch anything, okay? We canât mess up the crime scene.â

âCrime scene. That sounds so scary! Right out of CSI: Miami! Whereâs Horatio?â

Was she ever this young when she was twenty-five? Claire wondered, then answered her own rhetorical question. No. By then, sheâd already been married for over a year, had given birth to Macy and had been working two jobs to put Jeff through medical school.

âIâm sorry things are in such disarray.â She tried on a smile and found she still had one or two in reserve. âMaybe you can come back later today after Iâve had a chance to start cleaning things up.â

âDonât you worry about that. I didnât need anything urgent. I guess Macy probably told you about our crazy shopping trip to Vail, didnât she?â

âShe might have mentioned it.â Twenty or thirty times. Her twelve-year-old daughter adored her stepmother. Why wouldnât she? Holly was the big sister Macy had always wanted. She was fun and young and hip. Holly had read all the Twilight books and had MySpace, Twitter and Facebook accounts.

Claire tried hard not to resent their bond. Macy loved her mother, too, although sometimes she didnât act very much like she did as she tested her wings on her way to adolescence.

âThat girl is a shopping maniac!â Holly gushed. âJeff just cut us loose with his credit cards while he and Owen went snowboarding and Macy helped me buy a whole new maternity wardrobe. When we got back home and I started opening all those bags, I realized what I really need now are some killer accessories to distract people from my big fat belly.â

Right. Although she was five months along in her pregnancy, Holly could still probably fit into a size 4 pair of jeans, at least if they were low cut.

âYou know you look beautiful, no matter what youâre wearing. But new jewelry is always nice.â Particularly when it was handcrafted out of the pricey Venetian glass beads Holly liked, the ones that netted String Fever a healthy profit. âIâll be glad to help you with some ideas after the store opens later today, if you donât mind coming back.â

âNo problem. Iâve got nothing else on my schedule today.â

Oh, that she could say the same. Claire summoned another smile. âIâll try to call you after the police clear the store for me to reopen.â

âYouâre so sweet to me. Thank you so much, Claire.â

Before she quite knew what she intended, Holly grabbed her in a hug and Claire had no real choice but to endure it and even hug her back a little before she quickly eased out of the embrace.

She didnât really dislike Holly. The situation was just so awkward, living in the same town with her and Jeff, bumping into each other all the time, sharing concentric circles of friends.

No matter how much Jeff claimed Holly had nothing to do with his unilateral decision to leave the marriage and no matter how much Claire knew she bore equal responsibility for the problems and the distance that had grown between them those last few years, Jeff had started living his little clichÃ©âdating the young, beautiful receptionist in his orthopedic surgery practiceâjust a few weeks after their divorce was final. Heâd married her six months after that and now they were starting their own family.

Whether Claire liked the situation or not, they were all three coparenting the children. When Owen and Macy were with their father, Holly was a major influence in their lives and for the sake of her children, Claire couldnât afford to be bitter or spiteful. Nor could she move away from Hopeâs Crossing, not when she had a business here and not when Macy and Owen needed their father in their lives more than just on weekends.

âAre you sure youâre okay?â Holly asked. âMaybe I should stay with you while the police come. You know, for moral support.â

âThatâs really not necessary,â she started to say, but the last word was barely out when the bells on the door chimed out again. She and Holly both turned at the sound and despite everythingâespecially whatever shred of good sense she had leftâthe day suddenly seemed far less bleak.

The townâs brand-new chief of police stood in the doorway, dark-haired and gorgeous and almost ridiculously male looming over the glittery beads strewn across the floor. He wore jeans and a light blue dress shirt and tie and beneath his unzipped official Hopeâs Crossing Police Department parka, she saw a badge flash on one hip and a handgun at the other.

The chief took a long look around at the carnage and shook his head slowly. âWhat am I going to do with you, Claire? I turn my back for fifteen years or so and just look at the trouble you get yourself into.â

In spite of everything, she had to laugh. Apparently Riley hadnât lost his uncanny ability to tweak that weird sense of humor her mother had been talking about. He stepped toward her, his arms wide, and without even thinking, she walked into them. Unlike Hollyâs brief embrace, this one was warm and familiar and completely natural, and for the first time all morning she felt as if she had something solid to hang on to.

Too soon, he eased away to study her and she was suddenly painfully aware of every single one of her thirty-six years and the two kids and divorce she had in her back pocket.

âYou look terrific, Claire. How long has it been?â

She never could resist that smile, even when he was only her best friendâs annoying kid brother who thought his sole purpose on earth was to taunt and tease and basically do his best to drive her and Alex crazy. This little flutter of attraction couldnât be appropriate, not with all the water that had flowed under their respective bridges. Especially not when her life and her store were in crisis.

âIâm not sure. A few years anyway. Thatâs what happens when you head off to the coast and leave everybody behind.â

âWord on the street is that you finally dumped Dr. Idiot. About damn time. You were always too good for him, even back in the day. I donât know what you ever saw in a little weasel like him.â

About thirty seconds too late, Claire remembered with a mix of horror and a tiny, petty secret amusement she knew she ought to be ashamed to entertain that Holly was still hovering around. With an inward wince, she shifted to direct his attention toward the other woman.

âOh. Riley, um, have you met Holly, Jeffâs new wife? Holly, this is Riley McKnight, former town hellion and now the new chief of police in Hopeâs Crossing.â

With her color high and her mouth pursed, Holly looked as if she might have been choking on an 8-millimeter rounded bicone.

âSorry, maâam.â Riley offered an apologetic smile, even as he held his crossed fingers behind his back so that only Claire could see. âClaireâs an old friend and Iâm afraid I spoke without thinking.â

Holly didnât seem to know how to respond, whether to defend her spouse or let the awkwardness of the moment pass. She looked ruffled and insecure and terribly young, even though Riley at thirty-three would only be eight years older.

Finally she must have decided to ignore him completely. Instead, she spoke in a stiff voice to Claire. âI guess you donât need me to stick around, then?â

âI think Iâll be okay.â Now she was ashamed of that brief moment of small-minded amusement. âThanks, though. It was really, uh, great of you to offer your moral support, Holly. Iâll let you know when the store opens again and we can start working on those accessories for your new maternity wardrobe.â

âDonât worry. We can do it another day. I guess Iâll see you tonight at Owenâs play, then? Jeff and I can save you and Macy a seat if you want.â

She supposed she deserved that little dig, intentional or not, the reminder that Claire would be arriving at the annual Spring Fling pageant at Hopeâs Crossing Elementary with her twelve-year-old daughter as her date while Holly would be comfortably ensconced next to her handsome and successful orthopedic surgeon husband.

âThanks, but I donât know what time Iâll get there.â

âWeâll save a seat for you guys anyway. Iâm sure Macy will want to see me wearing one of the new sweaters we bought.â

âNo doubt,â Claire answered calmly. âIâll see you later, then.â

As soon as Holly left the store, Claire managed to shrug out from under Rileyâs arm, trying not to notice how much colder she felt away from him. Her store had been robbed, for heavenâs sake. This wasnât exactly the time for a warm, fuzzy happy reunion.

âDonna Mazell told me when I phoned dispatch that String Fever wasnât the only store that was hit during the night.â

He nodded, even as he reached down to scratch Chesterâs jowls. âApparently the townâs criminal element had itself a busy Sunday night. At last count, four businesses were burglarized.â

âI have a security system. Why wasnât the alarm tripped? The security company should have responded.â

âThatâs a good question. Iâm going to take a guess here that youâre with Topflight Security.â

âYes.â

âIâm thinking it might not be a coincidence that every other business that was hit in the night also happens to be with Topflight Security. Thatâs just one of the angles weâre going to be working in our investigation.â

She frowned. âSurely you donât think someone there had anything to do with this?â The owner of the security company was a friend and she couldnât even contemplate that he or any of his employees might have been involved.

âOne of the good things about being away from town all these years, I guess, is that I can come back without a lot of preconceptions. Right now I donât know what to think. Weâre looking into the possibility that their computer system had been hacked to allow someone access to the businesses without alerting Topflight, but we donât know yet. At this point, weâre just adding everything to the pot and weâll sort through it later. What time did your store close yesterday?â

âDuring the shoulder seasons in the spring and fall, we stay closed on Sundays. It could have been robbed at any time from Saturday night to this morning.â

âLetâs take a look at the damage. Have you figured out whatâs missing yet?â

âMy office computer is gone. It was a fairly new iMac I bought only about six months ago. The drawer for the cash register was emptied, but I only keep about fifty dollars in change there overnight. I took care of the night deposit myself Saturday before I went home.â

She was grateful for that at least. The weekend had been crazy, between running Owen to his dress rehearsal and her mother asking her at the last minute to pick up a couple of prescriptions for her, but she clearly remembered going to the drive-up at the bank and dropping off the deposit.

âDid they take anything else?â

âTo be honest with you, I havenât looked very carefully. I didnât want to mess up the evidence.â

âGo ahead and walk through, see what else might be missing.â

The thieves hadnât touched the locked glass-fronted cabinet where she kept the pricier Czech crystals Donna had been talking about and some of the handcrafted Venetian glass, or some of more valuable finished jewelry pieces either she or Evie had made or she sold on consignment for her customers. It was still intact. She did see three empty hooks on the wall where she had hung a few of the less valuable custom necklaces she had created. One good thing about thatâshe would instantly recognize her own pieces if the thieves were stupid enough to flaunt their loot around town.

She walked through the retail section of the store and the workroom where she kept beading equipment for her customers to use on-siteâbead boards and looms, reamers, cutters. Nothing else appeared to be missing.

She headed into her office last and suddenly gasped.

Riley was there in an instant. âWhoa.â His gaze sharpened on the wedding dress still hanging in the protective bag, both slashed to tatters with what looked like a pair of her own scissors from the workroom. âNow thatâs interesting.â

Interesting? She could come up with a hundred different adjectives and that particular one wasnât among them.

âThatâs a designer wedding dress,â she moaned. âIâve had it for only two days so I could customize the beadwork on the bodice. It was a huge commission.â

A commission she could now see implodingâalong with possibly the storeâs entire future. âWho would be so destructive?â

âWild guess here, but maybe somebody whoâs not too crazy about the bride. Who did the gown belong to?â he asked.

âGenevieve Beaumont. The mayorâs daughter.â

Her grand society wedding to the son of one of the regionâs richest bachelors was still eight months away. Maybe Gen would have time to order a replacement gown between now and then and Claire could still have time to finish the beadwork.

Or maybe the somewhat spoiled bride-to-be would decide to sue Claire for every penny she eked out of the store, for whatever breach in security had potentially ruined Genevieveâs big day.

Chester nudged her leg with his head and she wanted to sink to the floor in the middle of all those spilled beads, gather him in her arms and indulge in a big, soggy pity party. The emotions clogged her throat and burned behind her eyes, but she blinked them back and swallowed hard. She had no time to indulge in tears, not now when she had such a mess to clean upâand especially not in front of the new chief of police, for heavenâs sake.

âThis is a nightmare. It makes no sense. Why just destroy the dress when they didnât even bother to take the crystals? Theyâre worth a fortune.â

âI donât know the answer to that yet. But I promise you, Claire, Iâll find out.â

Riley might have been an annoying little pest when he was younger and a hell-on-wheels troublemaker when he hit his teen years, but all she had heard over the years from Alex and the rest of his family indicated he had shaped up from his wayward youth and truly found his calling with police work.

Most people in Hopeâs Crossing seemed to think the town was lucky he had agreed to give up his life as an undercover detective in the Bay Area to come back, although she had heard rumors there was discontent in the police department over his hiring.

âTell me what else I can do to help you, then.â

âJust sit tight while I finish processing the scene. Maybe you and your dog here could head over to Mauraâs place for coffee or something. I might be here a while.â

âIâd rather stay, if you donât mind. Weâll do our best to keep out of your way.â

âNot a problem. Iâm glad to have the company, I only wish it were under better circumstances.â

For the next hour, she had a front-row seat as Riley worked the sceneâcollecting evidence, lifting fingerprints, taking photos.

It was a bit of a jarring dichotomy trying to reconcile the pain in the neck she remembered with this wholly competent officer of the law. Mixed in there was the wild, angry teenager heâd been after his parentsâ divorce, but by then sheâd been living in Boulder for college and had only heard everything secondhand about his drinking, smoking and more.

The Riley she remembered was the one who had hidden a voice-activated tape recorder in his sisterâs room during one of Claireâs frequent sleepovers at the McKnight home so he could overhear what she and Alex talked and giggled about.

Their conversation had inevitably centered around boys, of course, because they were probably twelve or thirteen at the time and beginning to be obsessed with the opposite sex. Claire had just started to notice the smartest, cutest boy in the grade ahead of her, Jeff Bradford. Alexandra at the time had been enamored with the quarterback on the freshman football team, Jason Kolpecki.

They had talked long into the night about their current crushes with no clue that Riley, the sneak, had recorded all of itâand then threatened to share the tape recording with the boys in question if they didnât meet his demands, a mortifying prospect.

It was probably a good thing those who werenât thrilled about Rileyâs return didnât know their new chief of police had once included blackmail in his repertoire. She and Alex had spent every Saturday for two months taking over his customary duty of mowing and edging the McKnightsâ lawn in exchange for Rileyâs promise to destroy the tape.

All the teasing and mischief of their childhood seemed worlds away, buried deep under the weight of all that had come later. Her fatherâs scandalous death, her motherâs subsequent breakdowns, his fatherâs midlife crisis that had decimated his family and Rileyâs own wild youth.

Sometimes she thought she would give anything to go back to that peaceful time, when the only thing she had to worry about in junior high was her algebra grade and Riley leaking to Jeff Bradford that she had a crush on him.

After another half hour while he spent considerable time on his cell phone with, she assumed, officers working the other crime scenes, he finally collected the last evidence and loaded everything into a bag.

âThat should do it,â he said. âIâm going to send everything here to the crime lab and hopefully we can get a print or two.â

âThanks, Riley. I really appreciate everything youâve done.â

âNo problem. I hope to have information for you as soon as possible.â

He gave her the big, broad, charming smile he had perfected as the youngest and only boy in a family of five sisters, the same smile that helped him wiggle out of more trouble than she cared to think about.

A little sizzle of attraction sparked through her, just like the flickering lights floating down the mountainside in the hands of skiers during the annual Christmas Eve candle festival at the resort. She frowned, especially when he stepped a little closer and reached for her hand.

âIt really is terrific to see you, Claire. When things settle a little, what do you say I take you up to the resort for dinner so we can catch up under better circumstances?â

Okay, she had been out of the dating scene for pretty much ever, since she had started seeing Jeff when she was fifteen, but that sounded suspiciously like Riley McKnight was asking her out.

âUh.â Brilliant answer, she knew. She couldnât help itâshe couldnât remember the last time anything beyond leaving her grocery list at home managed to fluster her. Surely she must have misunderstood. He was just being polite, wasnât he?

âIt was only a simple dinner invitation, Claire.â A dimple quirked at the edge of his mouth. âI didnât intend to send you into a panic.â

She forced a bland smile and reminded herself this was pesky Riley McKnight. âThe day you send me into a panic is the day I dye my hair purple and join a punk-rock band.â

âNow that I would love to see.â

Too late, she remembered that he never backed down from a challenge. Once when they were kids, Alex had been grounded for a month when she dared her brother to ride his bike down from the top of the Woodrose Mountain trail without hitting his brakes once. Heâd made it almost to the bottom before his spectacular crashâand, of course, never once considered braking to slow his descent. That would have been cheating.

That was years ago. A man didnât become a decorated law enforcement officer without gaining a little wisdom along the way and learning how to pick his battles, right?

âIâm sure weâll have plenty of time to catch up,â she answered as calmly as she could manage. âAlex tells me youâre renting the old Harper place on Blackberry Lane. Thatâs just down the street from my house. Iâm in the redbrick house with the portico.â

He smiled again. âGreat. Guess I know where to head when I need to borrow a cup of sugar.â

How on earth did he manage to make such a simple statement sound vaguely sexy? She decided to ignore itâjust as she decided it would probably be better not to mention it had been a long time since sheâd loaned anyone a cup of sugarâor enjoyed any other euphemism, for that matter.

âIs it all right if I reopen the store now? I canât afford to be closed all day.â

âAs far as the police are concerned, sure. Do you need me to send somebody over to help you clean up?â

She shook her head. âIâll check around and see if I can round up a crew.â

âOkay. So Iâll call you, right?â

She frowned. She was so out of practice at this, she had no idea how to tactfully discourage him. Better to just plow ahead, she decided. âRiley, I donât know if thatâs such a great ideaâ¦â

He gave her a long, amused look. âFunny, I figured youâd want to know whatâs going on with the case.â

âOf course I do!â

âWhat else did you think I meant?â

She had no way of answering that without sounding like an idiot. Now she remembered why he used to drive her and Alex crazy.

âAbsolutely nothing. Please do call me. About the case anyway.â

âRight. Iâll be in touch.â

Only after he left and she moved to close the door behind him did she remember that silly horoscope. Something fun and exciting is heading your way. That was Riley McKnight, all right. Too bad she wasnât in the market for either of those thingsâand especially not with her best friendâs younger brother.

CHAPTER TWO

FOR THE FIRST TIME IN months, Claire was relieved when business was slow. She didnât know how she could provide any sort of decent customer service when she still had hours of work to do clearing up the mess the burglars had left behind.

In desperation, she had finally swept the tens of thousands of spilled beads into one huge bin to be sorted back into compartmentalized trays. If sheâd been forced to tackle it by herself, she didnât know what she would have done.

âThis is going to take months. You know that, donât you, honey?â

Ruth seemed to read her mind, in that uncanny way her mother had perfected. Claire managed to keep from grinding her teeth, but before she could answer, her best friend chimed in from the other end of the worktable.

âAre you kidding, Mrs. T.?â Alex McKnightâs dimple, much like her brotherâs, flashed with her grin. âYouâve got the townâs best and brightest beaders here. With all of us superwomen working together, we can probably cut the job down to three weeks, tops.â

âI say we can do it in two,â Evie Blanchard, Claireâs assistant manager, spoke in her quietly cheerful way. Monday was supposed to be her day off, but when Evie heard about the burglary, she had insisted on cutting short a late-season cross-country ski outing to help with the cleanup effort.

Evie and Alex were two of the seven women surrounding the String Fever worktable, each with a small kaleidoscopic pile of beads in front of them they were sorting by color and shape into compartmentalized trays that lined the middle of the table. After that, the spilled beads would have to be sorted by size and typeâfurnace glass, handblown glass, semiprecious stones, cloisonnÃ©âand organized once more on the shelves.

Claireâs mother sat at one end near MauraâAlexâs next oldest sisterâand Mary Ella, their mother. To Claireâs left was Evie and on her right was Katherine Thorne, who had sold her the store nearly two years ago, while Alex sat across the table.

Chester, of course, presided from his place of honor on his favorite blanket, curled up on his side. Sometimes she thought half her customers came into the store just to visit her dog, who was never quite as happy as when he was stretched out in his corner at String Fever, listening to all the chatter.

During those first difficult months after Jeff moved out, String Fever was where she found solace and calm, here amid her friends. Like beads on a wire, they were all connected, linked together by bonds of friendship and family, by shared experiences and a common passion for beading.

âDid you hear about Jeanie Strebel?â Maura, Alexâs older sister, was saying.

âNo. What happened?â Claire asked.

âShe was knocking icicles off her roof with a broom the other night and a big one shot right down and knocked her over. Broke her leg in three places. Jeff did surgery yesterday, from what I hear. Her daughter told me she was going to be in the hospital until Sunday.â

âOh, no!â Mary Ella exclaimed. âAnd theyâve already been hit with more than their share of troubles since Ardell had his heart surgery three months ago.â

Maura nodded. âI bumped into Brianna at the market this morning before I opened the store and she told me all about it. Have you seen those twins of hers, by the way? Theyâre growing like crazy and have the most darling dark curls and huge eyes. Anyway, guess what happened while her dad was at the hospital with her mom last night?â

They all waited expectantly and Maura let the pause lengthen for dramatic effect.

âCome on, Maur.â Alex finally ruined the anticipation. âJust get on with it. What happened?â

âThey had a visit from the Angel of Hope.â

Excitement seemed to shimmer around the table at the announcement. Even Ruth leaned forward, her eyes wide. âReally? Another one?â she asked.

âIt had to be. Somebody left ten crisp hundred-dollar bills in an envelope slipped under their front door to help with medical expenses. You should have seen Briannaâs face when she told me about it. That sweet girl. Her eyes were all red and weepy and she just glowed from the inside out.â

For the past few months, a mysterious benefactor had been stepping in to help people who most needed it. When Caroline Bybeeâs ancient Plymouth coughed its final death knell last fall, she woke up one morning to find a later-model used sedan in her driveway, complete with a gift title and a note signed only âDrive Carefully.â

A few weeks before that, a young divorced mother who sometimes came into the store told Claire someone had paid her heating bill for the entire winter. She had no idea how or why but the gas company assured her she had full credit on her bill to last into the spring.

During the holiday season, Claire had heard that more than one struggling familyâall with young childrenâhad discovered envelopes full of cash on their doorstep with only the words âMerry Christmas from Someone Who Cares.â

Those were only the things she knew about. She had to wonder how many acts of generosity had somehow escaped the winding tendrils of the Hopeâs Crossing grapevine. She didnât know who had first come up with the nickname Angel of Hope, but the whole town had been buzzing about the identity of the benevolent patron.

As tough as she sometimes found living in the same town with Jeff and Holly, stories like this provided another reason to stay. People here cared about each other. How could she doubt it, with her dear friends rushing to her aid in her moment of need?

âYouâre all my angels of hope,â she told them fiercely. âI canât tell you all how much I appreciate your giving up your lives to help me for a few hours.â

âOf course we would come in to help you.â Mary Ella smiled, her green eyes so much like her sonâs bright with affection. âYou didnât even need to ask, my dear. The moment I heard your store had been robbed and that the little shits had left such a mess behind, I knew I would be spending the afternoon helping you clean it up.â

âI still canât believe anybody in town would be so vindictive as to cause such trouble just for the sake of making a mess.â Katherine seemed to be taking the burglaries as a personal affront.

âIâm betting it was somebody staying at the ski resort.â Evie tucked a strand of blond hair behind her ear. âWhat are the police saying?â

âChief McKnight said he would touch base with me later, but I havenât heard anything yet. Itâs been only a few hours.â

âNow thereâs a familiar story. Another woman waiting in vain for one of Rileyâs phone calls.â

Alexâs levity earned her a frown from her mother. âHis social life is one thing,â Mary Ella said sternly, âbut youâd better not let me hear you say anything about your brotherâs devotion to duty, Alexandra. Riley is an excellent police officer. You know Katherine and the rest of the city council wouldnât have voted to hire him as the police chief if he wasnât.â

Katherine looked vaguely alarmed at being dragged into a family discussion. âWe feel honored that Riley would even consider coming back to Hopeâs Crossing. When he agreed to take the job, I was a little worried we would have a hard time keeping him busy.â

âIs that a confession, Katherine?â Claire teased. âAre you telling us you broke into a half-dozen stores along Main Street just to keep Riley busy enough that heâll want to stay permanently in Hopeâs Crossing?â

âClaire RenÃ©e!â Ruth sounded positively scandalized. âYou know perfectly well Katherine would never hurt our town like that, no matter how good Chief McKnight might be at his job and how much the city council might want to keep him.â

Alex rolled her eyes, just out of Ruthâs view and Claire bit her cheek, relieved she could find anything funny after this miserable day.

âOf course I know that, Mom,â she said. âJoking. Again.â

âItâs actually a very clever idea.â Katherine smiled. âWish Iâd thought of it. Of course, if it had been me, I wouldnât have left such a big mess behind me for you to clean up. And I certainly wouldnât have destroyed poor Genevieveâs wedding dress.â

That was a phone call Claire had hated making, one she hoped sheâd never have to repeat. As any bride would be, Genevieve had been traumatized to learn her wedding dress had been shredded, but another telephone call to the dress designer had ended in prim assurances that another gown could be sent within the next few weeksâfor a premium, of course. Claire would have to foot the bill for it until her insurance policy paid up, but she figured it was a small price to pay to keep the peace with the Beaumont family.

âKatherine, youâve always got your ear to the ground.â The nimble fingers Alex used for slicing and dicing in the restaurant kitchen at the resort didnât stop dancing through the beads as she spoke. âWhatâs the scuttlebutt about who might be behind our dastardly crime spree?â

âI wish I knew. As of an hour ago when I stopped in at the diner, all kinds of rumors were flying, everything from some Ukrainian mafia moving into Hopeâs Crossing to California gangs setting up a drug operation to some secret government conspiracy. Rileyâs got his work cut out for him sifting through all the crazy tips.â

âHeâll figure it out,â Mary Ella said, her voice confident. âThat boy has been stubborn since he came into the world. He wonât stop until he gets to the bottom of the burglaries and puts the offenders behind bars, no matter what he has to do to find them.â

âWhich is Ma code meaning her only son is sneaky and conniving,â Alex said.

âAnd manipulative and underhanded,â Maura added.

âDonât forget mule-headed and obstinate,â offered Claire, who figured that while she wasnât a sister by birth, she had been the object of his torment enough that she deserved the right to chime in.

All the women laughed, except for Ruth, whose mouth tightened. Despite her friendship with Mary Ella, Ruth held Riley in severe dislike and never found much of anything amusing when it came to him. She couldnât get past the wild troublemaker heâd been in the past, the pain heâd put his mother through. Still, the rest of them were still chuckling when the front door chimes rang out and the man in question walked through the door.

He stood just inside the store, his dark hair slightly ruffled from the cold wind and a brush of afternoon shadow along his jawline, practically oozing testosterone amid all the sparkly beads and chattering women. Claire had a sudden mental image of running her fingers along those whiskers, of tracing that firm jawline and the dimple at the side of his mouth.

Color heated her cheeks. What on earth was wrong with her? The stress of the day. Thatâs what she would blame for her completely irrational response.

Riley surveyed the group of giggling women and Claire noticed she wasnât the only one unable to meet his gaze, although she was quite certain she was the only one whose insides had taken a long, slow roll.

âOkay, now why do I suddenly have the funny feeling my ears should be burning?â he murmured.

âNo reason, darling,â Mary Ella assured him, although she winked at the rest of them.

âA little narcissistic, are we?â Alex smirked.

He tugged at his sisterâs dark curls in response before leaning in to kiss his motherâs cheek. Claire was close enough to catch his scent, earthy and masculine.

âHow nice of you all to help Claire with her mess. This looks like itâs going to take months.â

âTold you,â Ruth muttered.

âI guess you know everyone here,â Mary Ella said. âOh, except for Evie. Evie Blanchard, this is the new police chief of Hopeâs Crossing and my baby, J. Riley McKnight. Evie works here for Claire.â

Riley gave his mother an exasperated frown. âI generally prefer youngest to baby, thanks all the same, Ma. Itâs nice to meet you, Evie.â

He shook her hand and from his reputation, Claire might have expected him to put out the vibe, maybe offer up the same flirtatious grin heâd employed on her earlier. Evie was beautiful, after all, ethereal and blonde and deceptively fragile-looking, especially with those shadows in her big blue eyes. But Riley only smiled at her in a polite but rather impersonal sort of way.

âHowâs the investigation coming?â Maura asked. âWe were just talking about it. Did you come to tell us youâve caught the little bastards?â

He raised an eyebrow. âGeez, Maur. Your language! And in front of Mrs. Tatum and Councilwoman Thorne, too. Watch it or Ma will wash out your mouth.â

âThatâs right,â Mary Ella said, apparently conveniently forgetting sheâd used her own pithy words earlier.

Maura never cared much about what anybody thought of her, one of the reasons Claire admired her so much. âYou saw what they did here.â She gestured to the mess the women were helping Claire set to rights. âWhat else would you call them?â

âPoint taken.â

âI guess Iâm just lucky they didnât hit the bookstore.â

âSo have you caught them?â Alex asked.

âStill working on it. I need to ask Claire a couple of follow-up questions.â

âPlease. Weâd like to know whatâs going on.â In her quest for information, Ruth had apparently decided to momentarily overlook her dislike of Riley.

âIf you all donât mind, Iâd like to speak to Claire in private. Certain details of the investigation are somewhat sensitive.â

Ruth didnât bother to hide her disappointment as Claire rose and led the way to her office. Riley shut the door, then stretched out in her visitorâs chair, rubbing at his forehead. He looked tired, she thought. His day likely had been even harder than hers. Sheâd only had to deal with one robbery while heâd been faced with a whole crop of them.

âWould you like some coffee?â she asked. âOr Iâve got tea.â

âIâm good, thanks. If I have any more caffeine today, Iâm going to be jumpier than a grasshopper on lawn-mowing day.â

âYou have information for me?â she asked.

âI guess you could call it information. For what itâs worth anyway. Itâs not much, Iâm afraid, but I did tell you I would pass along what I could. We found a possible eyewitness who saw a suspicious vehicle pulling away from the pizza place at an odd time in the early hours of the morning. A late-model dark blue or green or black extended-cab pickup truck. The eyewitness didnât get a good look and is uncertain whether it was a Dodge or a Ford.â

âGreat. That should narrow it down to, oh, maybe half the town.â

âI know itâs broad, but at least itâs something. Not all the security cameras in the other businesses were disabled. Weâve got security footage at the bike shop that shows three different individuals at the scene, but theyâre all wearing ski masks and cheap disposable raincoats over their parkas to hide any identifying clothing.â

With some degree of shame, she realized she hadnât given much thought to the rest of the affected stores. âWas the damage serious at the other businesses?â

âIt varies. Computers, a little cash. They took a high-end mountain bike from Mikeâs Bikes.â Despite the fatigue still etched into his features, his gaze seemed to sharpen. âYours was the only store to see actual vandalism.â

Lucky her. âI still donât understand why. Maybe they were angry that I didnât have much for them to steal for their trouble.â

âCould be. Or maybe it was more personal. Iâm sorry, but I have to ask, Claire. Can you think of anyone with a grudge against you, besides Dr. Asshole?â

She stared at him and then started to laugh. She couldnât help herself. âJeff? You think Jeff had something to do with this? Thatâs completely insane! He would never be involved in anything like this. Anyway, he has no reason to have a grudge against me. If anything itâsâ¦â

âThe other way around?â

Any trace of laughter shriveled. âJeff and I have tried very hard to get along, for the sake of our children.â

âAh, that rare beast, the amicable divorce.â Although he spoke in a light, mocking tone, she saw something in his eyes, some hint of bitterness, and she remembered the raw shock of his parentsâ breakup. She and Alex had just been starting their senior year, so they would have been about seventeen. Riley would have been about fourteen, she estimated. Although she had seen it all through the prism of her best friendâs experience, she knew all six of the McKnight children had been confused and angry, devastated by the destruction of what had always seemed a happy family to everyone in town.

She knew Riley had struggled the most, the lone male left in a household of women after their father abruptly moved away from Hopeâs Crossing to follow his own scientific ambitions.

âWeâve worked to make it as amicable as possible,â she finally answered stiffly. She really hated talking about her divorce.

âWhat about the new wife? We believe at least one of the individuals on the security footage might be a female.â

She tried to picture Holly skulking around town with a band of cat burglars, breaking into businesses, stealing bikes and computers and trashing String Feverâand Genevieve Beaumontâs wedding dress. The image was even more amusing than the idea of Jeff on a wild crime spree.

âYouâre telling me you suspect that a woman who is five months pregnant might be some ruthless criminal mastermind?â

His dimple quirked. âHard to say under the plastic raincoat whether she was pregnant. But, okay, probably not.â

âA word of advice. You might want to rethink dragging Holly into your little room with the lightbulb for an interrogation.â

He gave a full-fledged grin at that, all those shadows of earlier gone. Heâs a pest, she reminded herself, but it was very tough to remember that when he gunned her engine like it hadnât been revved in a long time.

âIt would help the investigation if you could spend some time trying to think if anyone might have reason to be angry with you. Maybe ask your employees if they can come up with anyone who might have a grudge, against either you or them.â

She hated thinking someone out there who might dislike her or any of her employees. Katherine worked part-time for her sometimes, but she was one of the most admired women in town. Evie couldnât have been in Hopeâs Crossing long enough to make many enemiesâexcept for maybe Brodie Thorne, Katherineâs son, who for some strange reason seemed to actively dislike the other woman. Brodie was one of the townâs most prominent businessmen, though. She could picture Holly and Jeff as some Bonnie and Clyde team before she could imagine Brodie in that role.

That left only Mauraâs daughter Layla, who worked in the store after school and on Saturdays.

And, of course, Claire herself.

âIâll do that,â she said. âI really appreciate you stopping by to keep me up-to-the-minute with the investigation.â

âYouâre welcome.â He leaned back farther in the chair. âHow about an information trade, then. Are you going to tell me what everyone was saying about me when I walked in?â

She could feel her face heat, for some completely ridiculous reason. âUm, what a good police officer you are,â she finally improvised.

He smiled. âHmm. Now why donât I believe you?â

âBecause you happen to have a suspicious mind?â

âComes in handy when youâre a cop. Never mind. I only hope it was juicy.â

Before she could respond, she heard the bells jangle loudly out in the store as someone yanked the door open and an instant later, her eight-year-old son raced into her office.

One of the best things about owning a store just a few blocks from both the elementary school and middle school was that her children could come hang out at the store once the afternoon bell rang on those days when their dad didnât pick them up or Claireâs mother wasnât available.

Macy loved to bead, creating bracelets and earrings for her friends, and she had a burgeoning sense of style. Claire let her work off the cost of the beads she used by sorting inventory and doing light filing for her.

Owen wasnât much interested in beading, but after he finished his homework under her watchful eye, she allowed him an hour of Nintendo on the console in her officeâwhich the thieves must not have discovered in the cabinet. Because she didnât let him play video games at home, coming to String Fever was usually a genuine treat for him.

She loved having a few extra hours with them when they werenât bickering. This didnât look like one of those times.

âMacy has a boyfriend, Macy has a boyfriend,â Owen sang out, his wool beanie covering his dishwater blond hair and his narrow shoulders swamped in the bulky snowboarder parka he insisted on wearing.

âShut up!â Macy followed closely behind with a harsh glare at her brother, somehow managing to look both outraged and a little apprehensive of her motherâs reaction at the same time. âYou donât know anything.â

âI know you were walking after school with Toby Kingston and you were laughing and looking all goofy.â Owen crossed his eyes and let his mouth sag open in what Claire assumed was his interpretation of a lovesick twelve-year-old.

âI was not.â Macyâs color rose and she looked mortified, especially when she saw Riley sitting in the visitorâs chair. âMom, make him stop!â

âOwen, stop teasing,â she said automatically.

âI wasnât teasing! Iâm telling the complete and total truth. You should have seen her! Macy and Toby sitting in a tree. K-I-S-Sâ¦â His voice trailed off when he finally focused on something besides tormenting his sister and realized she had company in her office. âSorry. Hi.â

Riley looked amused at the sibling interchange. Big surprise there because heâd written the playbook on teasing oneâs older sister. Or in his case, five older sisters. âHey.â

âOwen, Macy, this is Chief McKnight.â

Macy dropped her messenger bag next to the desk. âAnna Kramer said a bunch of stores in Hopeâs Crossing were robbed last night and String Fever was one of them. Is it true?â

Even though she didnât want to unduly alarm her children, Claire couldnât figure out a way to evade the truth. âYes. They took my computer and a little money out of the till. They also yanked out all the displays and dumped them on the floor. Thatâs what Grandma and the others are doing in the workroom, helping me sort the beads that were spilled.â

âWhy didnât you call me?â Macy turned the glare she was perfecting these days in her motherâs direction. âI had to hear about the store being robbed from Anna, the biggest know-it-all at school.â

âI asked your mom not to tell too many people about the robbery yet while weâre still trying to figure things out,â Riley said.

Macy looked impressed. âWow, like a real police investigation?â

His dimple flashed. âJust like.â

âYouâre Jaceâs uncle, huh?â Owen said. Jace was Rileyâs sister Angieâs youngest kid and he and Owen were inseparable.

âGuilty.â

âJace is my best friend. Weâre in the same class at school.â

âSo Iâm guessing that means youâve probably got a part in tonightâs Spring Fling.â

âYep. This year the third grade is doing a patriotic show. I get to be Abraham Lincoln.â

âYou should see his dorky hat.â

Owen glared at his sister. âShut it. Youâre just jealous. Abraham Lincoln was the Great Emancipator. When your class did the Spring Fling, you had to be a stupid pansy.â

Here we go. Claire sighed. The two of them bickered about everything from which row of the minivan they each would claim to whose turn it was to feed Chester.

She fought back her stress headache and opted for diversion, her favorite fight-avoidance technique. Divide and conquer, the time-proven strategy. âMacy, go ask Evie what you can do to help sort the beads.â

As soon as her daughter left, she turned to Owen. âWhen you finish your homework, you can play the Lego Star Wars video game your dad bought you this weekend, before we have to go home and get you in your costume for the pageant.â

âCan we go to McDonaldâs for dinner?â

He always knew how to hit her up when she was tired and stressed, when the challenge of cooking a healthy, satisfying meal for her family seemed completely beyond her capabilities. âWeâll see how well you do with your homework first.â

In an instant, he reached to whip his homework folder from his backpack at the same time Riley rose to give him space on the desk for the ream of papers he always seemed to bring home.

âIâve got to run. Let me know if you think of anything else that might help the investigation. No matter how small or insignificant the information might seem to you, it could provide the break we need.â

âI will. Thank you again for all youâve done.â

âYou can wait and thank me after I catch the baââ He caught himself with a quick, apologetic look to Owen. âThe bad dudes. Good luck tonight, Abe. You were always my favorite president.â

Owen grinned as he spread his homework on the desk and reached for a pencil. Claire followed Riley back to the workroom, where he took time to say goodbye to his mother and sisters and the other women still sorting away.

âWow. This looks like a big mess,â he said.

âYou let us worry about the beads,â his mother said. âYou just get back out there and catch whoever did this to our Claire.â

âNo pressure, right? On my way, Ma.â He kissed his motherâs salt-and-pepper curls, then headed for the door.

CHAPTER THREE

THE MORE THINGS CHANGE, the more they stayed the same, and all that.

Riley sat in the auditorium at Hopeâs Crossing Elementary School, feeling a little like heâd traveled back in time. The place looked just as it had when he was here twenty-five years ago. Same creaky folding chairs, same red-velvet curtains on the stage.

The third-grade class of Hopeâs Crossing Elementary School had been presenting a Spring Fling Spectacular for more than thirty years. Riley could vividly recall his own stint in their play, which his year had been a salute to the original miners who staked claims in the area. Despite old Mrs. Appletonâs stern warnings to the contrary all through their rehearsals, he had been overwhelmed by the crowd and the excitement and had stupidly locked his knees right in the middle of a rousing song about turning silver into gold.

His spectacular dive off the stage as he passed out into the lap of the grumpy fourth-grade teacher holding the cue cards was probably still legendary in the hallowed halls of Hopeâs Crossing Elementary School.

He smiled at the memory as he sat beside Angie, his second-oldest sister. Angieâs son JaceâOwen Bradfordâs best friendâwas starring as the narrator of tonightâs pageant.

He had been away from town for a long time, since he left an angry, troubled punk who couldnât wait to get out. When he was a kid, he had loathed these rituals, these prescribed, hallowed traditions that beat out the quiet rhythm of life in a small town. Now, fifteen years later, he was astonished at the comfort he found in the steadfast continuity of it all.

He might have changed drastically in those intervening years and the town likely had, as well. But certain things remained constant. The hash browns at Center of Hope CafÃ© still held the distinction of the best heâd ever tasted, the mountains cupping the town soared just as dramatically imposing as theyâd been the day he left, and the elementary school Spring Fling still drew the biggest crowd in town.

Some part of him had dreaded coming home as much as he craved it. His years as a cop in the harsh world of Oakland had shaped him as much as his youth here. A cop couldnât work gang violence task forces, multiple homicides, serial rapes, without some of the ugliness brushing against his own soul. When the former chief of police of Hopeâs Crossing approached him about replacing him when he retired, Riley had worried those bruises inside him would somehow render him unfit for the quieter, easier pace here.

But that worry seemed far away now as he sat comfortably with his family. The audience applauded energetically when Owen Bradford finished a moving speech about brother fighting brother and Riley slanted his gaze from the stage to the spot across the gymnasium where heâd seen Claire sitting next to her idiot of an ex-husband and the flashy eye candy whoâd been in Claireâs store earlier. Her daughter sat next to the new wife, not next to Claire, he noted. Awkward.

How could Claire sit there with them and still wear that look of calm indifference in her eyes? Was it a mask or did she really not care that Jeff had moved on, traded her in for a newer, younger model?

None of his business. She could have a half-dozen ex-husbands all arrayed around her like those shiny beads at her store and it shouldnât be any of Rileyâs concern.

He found it more than a little unsettling that Claire Tatum Bradford still fascinated him like she did when he was just a stupid kid mooning over his older sisterâs smart, pretty best friend. What would Claire think if she knew he used to fantasize about her?

He shifted his attention back to the stage, where his nephew as narrator was introducing Betsy Ross. What any of this had to do with celebrating spring, he had no idea. He imagined it grew tough after thirty years to come up with something original for the third-grade pageant.

The crowd ate it up, jumping to its collective feet as soon as the last words had been spoken and clapping with broad enthusiasm for the young performers, who beamed as the curtain opened for them to bow once more.

âThanks for making time to come, Riley.â Angie smiled at him as the applause finally died away and people began to gather their coats and belongings. âI know it means the world to Jace that you showed up.â

âIâve missed a few of these over the years. Itâs good to be back.â

She touched his arm in that Angie way of hers, her eyes sympathetic. His sister had been the little mother to the rest of them. He loved all his sisters and was probably closest to Alex, the next oldest sibling to him, but he would always have a tender place in his heart for Angie. During the dark days after his dad walked out, she had been the one he turned to for comfort when his mom had been too distraught herself to offer any.

âYouâre staying for refreshments, arenât you? Ang made her famous snickerdoodles,â her husband, Jim, said.

Angie and Jim were two of the most sane people heâd ever had the fortune to know. After twenty years of marriage, they still held hands and plainly adored each other.

âAnd you didnât bring along a few dozen just for your favorite officer of the law?â he teased his sister.

She made a face. âDidnât think about it. Sorry. Iâm still not used to having you home for me to spoil again with cookies. I always make a triple batch, though, so I can probably find you a few crumbs lying around. Iâll bring them by tomorrow.â

âI was kidding, Ang. You donât have to feed me.â

âI can if I want. And I want. Iâm just glad youâre home to give me a chance.â

He was still reserving judgment on whether he shared her sentiment. Coming back to Colorado had been a tough decision, one he hadnât yet convinced himself had been right. But being an undercover cop had become intolerable. He had been on the verge of handing in his badge and hanging up his service revolver for goodâif not for Chief Colemanâs phone call, Riley might be working construction somewhere in Alaska, because thatâs about all he felt qualified to do besides police work.

Alaska was still an option. He wasnât ruling anything out yet. When he took the job, heâd insisted on a three-month probation to see how he could adapt to the quieter pace in Hopeâs Crossing. At the end of that time, if he didnât feel the life of a small-town cop was any more comfortable to his psyche than the urban warfare of inner-city Oakland, he might be spending next winter on the tundra.

âHey, McKnight! Town must be really scraping the bottom of the barrel to drag your sorry ass back.â

He turned at the familiar voice and grinned as he recognized an old friend. Monte Richardson had once been the star quarterback of the Hopeâs Crossing High football team. Now he was balding with a bit of a paunch, a thick brushy dark mustache and the well-fed look of a contented husband and father, at least judging by the sleeping baby in his arms.

âHey, Monte.â Somehow they managed to shake hands around the sleeping baby. âI figured next time I ran into you, it would be when I hauled you in for a drunk and disorderly.â

Monte laughed. âNot me, man. Iâve reformed. Only drinking I do anymore is maybe a beer or two while Iâm watching Monday Night Football in my man cave. Youâre welcome anytime.â

He shook his head. âHow the mighty have fallen. Whatever happened to party till you drop?â

âLife, man. Kids, family. Itâs a hell of a ride. You ought to climb on.â

That world wasnât for him. He had figured that out a long time ago. Family was chaos and uncertainty, craziness and pain. In his experience, life handed out enough of that without volunteering for more.

He would have stayed to talk longer but the two of them were interrupted by Mayor Beaumont, who greeted Monte with a polite if dismissive smile and then proceeded to corner Riley for the next ten minutes about the progress of the investigation into what for him condensed to only the most pressing issue, the desecration of his daughterâs wedding gown.

âYouâve got to find the buggers and fast,â the mayor finally said, his tone implacable. âGennie and my wife are out for blood. We all better hope theyâre not the first ones who find whoever did this or you just might have a murder investigation on your hands.â

He took the words to heart. Finally the mayor was distracted by one of the city council members approaching and Riley took blatant advantage of the chance to escape with a wave for the men.

His progress through the crowd was slow and laborious. He supposed that was another one of those curse-and-blessing things about returning to his hometown. Everybody wanted to talk to him, to relive old times, to catch up on the years and distance between them. Add to that the unaccustomed excitement of the day with fourâcount âem fourârobberies in town, and everyone gathered at the elementary school for the pageant seemed to want to put in his or her two cents.

Wearing the title of chief on his badge in a small town wasnât much different than being an undercover cop whose entire goal had been blending in. The only difference was instead of hanging with drug dealers and pimps, here he was required to be polite, to make conversation, to play the public relations game, something that didnât sit completely comfortably inside his skin.

He did have one uneasy moment when he encountered J. D. Nyman, one of his officers who had also applied for the position of police chief. The man had made no secret that he thought Riley wasnât qualified for the job, which made for some awkward staff meetings.

âOfficer Nyman,â he said. âAny word from the crime lab on those fingerprints?â

âNo,â the other man said with blunt rudeness and turned his back to talk to someone else.

Riley almost called him on it, but then decided this wasnât the venue, so he headed out of the gymnasium to the hallway, where he almost literally bumped into Claire Bradford at the coatrack, pulling a charcoal wool coat from a hanger.

She looked tired, he thought. The big blue eyes he used to dream about were smudged with shadows and tiny lines of exhaustion radiated from her mouth. She smiled. âHello, Chief McKnight.â

Her warmth was refreshing, especially after Nymanâs rudeness. âLooks like you finally ditched the good doctor.â

He gently tugged her coat away to help her into it. Her mouth tightened, at him or at the doctor, he didnât know. âHolly was tired, so they made an early night of it,â she answered.

She had always been enamored with Jeff Bradford. He hated the guy for that, alone, especially because from the moment Jeff had noticed her, too, Claire had seemed completely smitten.

Even early on, she had talked about living in one of the townâs historic old brick houses, settling down and raising a family here in Hopeâs Crossing.

Things hadnât quite worked out as she planned and Riley knew a momentâs sadness for unrealized dreams. If anyone deserved the life she wanted, Claire Tatum Bradford would have topped his personal list. Sheâd been through hell as a kid and ought to be first in line for a happy ending.

Was she completely devastated that Bradford had moved on? Riley didnât want to think so. He had been fourteen when his own mother disintegrated for a while after his old man walked out. He could still remember the nights he would wake up to her sobbing in the living room as they all tried to make sense of James McKnightâs sudden abandonment of his wife and six children.

Another problem he should have anticipated about moving home. Things he hadnât thought about in yearsâand didnât want to waste another moment of his life dwelling onâhad a way of pushing themselves to the front of his brain. He quickly turned his attention to Claireâs son.

âGreat show.â He shook Owenâs hand with solemn gravity. âYour speech was my favorite of the whole pageant.â

The boy flashed a grin at him. âThanks. Iâm super glad itâs over.â

âMe, too.â A kid with flaming red hair and freckles who had played a highly unlikely FDR in the pageant grinned at him and Riley couldnât resist smiling back.

âThis is Jordie. Weâre driving him home,â Owen announced. âHis mom and dad couldnât come see the play âcause theyâre both pukinâ sick.â

His sister rolled her eyes. âDo you have to be so disgusting all the time?â

He shoved his finger in his mouth and made a retching sound until his mother gave him a stern look.

âCarrie and Don have the flu, poor things. I offered to drive Jordan to and from the pageant for them.â

That was just like her, always taking care of everybody else. Apparently that hadnât changed. âWell, be careful driving out there. Looks like the snowâs finally started. I forgot how lovely spring can be in the Rockies.â

âI have four-wheel drive,â she said.

âFour-wheel drive wonât do diddly-squat if you hit a patch of black ice,â he said, but before she could answer, his cell phone buzzed with the urgent ringtone from Dispatch.

âHang on, Claire. Sorry, Iâve got to take this.â

She shrugged and finished shepherding the boys into their jackets and gloves while he stepped away to answer.

âYeah, Chief.â Tammy, the night dispatcher spoke rapidly, her words a jumble. âI just got a call from Harry Lange out on Silver Strike Road reporting a possible burglary in progress at one of the vacation homes near his place. He says the owners were just in town from California last weekend and told him they wouldnât be back until June but heâs seeing lights inside that shouldnât be there. He thinks itâs kids. And get this, Harry also reported they might be driving a dark-colored extended-cab pickup truck, just like our suspect vehicle from the robberies.â

âDid he get a plate?â

âNo. He said he couldnât see it from his angle in the dark and didnât want to move in too close. What should I do? Jess is in the middle of a domestic disturbance over at the Claimjumper Condos and Marty is taking care of a fender bender out on Highland Road. Do you want me to divert one of them or call the sheriffâs department for backup?â

âI can be there faster than anybody else. Have the sheriff send a couple deputies for backup just in case.â

âRight, Chief.â

He was already heading out the door, his adrenaline pumping at a possible break in the case, when he remembered Claire and the kids.

âSorry,â he said over his shoulder. âIâve got an emergency.â

He wasnât sure whose eyes were wider, hers or the kids.

âAre you going to catch whoever stole my momâs computer?â Owen asked.

âI intend to,â he vowed.

He gave one last apologetic smile to Claire, then raced out the door. Less than a minute later, he pulled out of the elementary school parking lot as fast as he dared and turned toward the canyon road that hugged the mountainside east of Silver Strike Reservoir.

As he had told Claire, the snow that had been threatening all day had begun to fall, plump fluffy flakes that might look like something off a postcard but played hell with road conditions. Welcome to April in the Rockies.

At least there was little traffic in either direction up the canyon. He was still about two miles from Harry Langeâs place when his dispatcherâs voice crackled through his radio. âChief, be advised, suspects are believed to have left the premises of the vacation cabin and are now on Silver Strike Road, heading back toward town.â

Which meant they would be coming right at him. He might have missed catching them in the act, but he could still possibly nail them with stolen items from the vacation cabin and then link them to the Main Street break-ins.

âTen-four, Tammy.â

He wheeled his department SUV around, grateful for all the years heâd driven the mountain back roads and byways around town. This was the only road out of Silver Strike canyon, which dead-ended at the ski resort. The suspects would have to pass him eventually on their way back to town.

He pulled into a turnoff shielded from view from the road by a large pine, then shut off his headlights and killed the engine, lurking in wait for them in the cold.

Normally he hated waiting for anything. His natural impatience, he figured, a consequence of being the youngest of six and the only boy in a house with only two small bathrooms. Seemed like heâd spent half his youth waiting for somebody to finish blow-drying hair or soaking for hours in a bathtub or writing a novel or whatever the hell they did in there.

This was a different sort of wait, just moments before he expected to apprehend a suspect, and he never minded the anticipation.

The suspects in question didnât give him much time to savor the hunt. Only maybe a minute passed before he heard the rumble of a powerful engine in the cold night, then a dark extended-cab pickup passed him, fast enough that he could nail them for speeding if he couldnât find any other obvious evidence of criminal wrongdoing.

He waited until they took the next curve before he pulled in behind them. He eased closer and despite the snow that seemed to have picked up in the fifteen minutes since he left the school, he had a clear view of the vehicle, a late-model three-quarter-ton Dodge Ram with a lift kit and a roll bar.

He called in the license plate, still following at a sedate pace.

âAffirmative, Chief. That vehicle is registered toâ¦um, Mayor Beaumont.â

Oh, crap. Riley considered his options. Heâd just left the mayor and Mrs. Beaumont at the Spring Fling, so neither could obviously be behind the wheel. What if their pickup had been stolen?

âDonât the Beaumonts have a teenage son?â he asked on a hunch.

âYeah. Charlie. Seventeen or so, and a wild one, from what my girls say.â

Charlie, you are in some serious trouble. He was close enough now that he could nail the little punk. He hit his flashing lights and accelerated.

For a moment, he thought it would be easy. After a few seconds, the pickup truck started to slow to around twenty-five miles per hour and Riley tried to focus on driving in the snowy conditions instead of the excitement pounding through him.

The truck didnât immediately stop, but Riley assumed Charlie Beaumont was looking for a good place to pull over on this fairly narrow road, with the mountains to their right and the reservoir a dark and sullen void across the oncoming lane to the left.

After perhaps two minutes at the slower pace, suddenly the pickup shot forward, fishtailing on the now icy road.

Shit. The idiot was a runner. And under these conditions, too.

He accelerated to keep pace while he picked up his radio again. âSuspect is fleeing. Unit in pursuit. Requesting backup. How far away is the sheriffâs deputy?â

A male voice he didnât recognize answered. âJust approaching Silver Strike Canyon, Chief.â

âSet up a roadblock at the mouth of the canyon. Donât let anybody in or out.â

As soon as he spoke, he spied headlights heading toward them in the other direction from town and his insides clenched. Too damn late. Somebody was already coming this way. Possibly more than one vehicle.

As much as he wanted to catch the little punk who had run roughshod over his townâno matter how powerful his father might beâRiley had to consider the safety of pursuit when innocent civilians might be in danger. He had to stop the chase before someone was hurt. He would just have to keep his fingers crossed that the sheriffâs deputies could set up the roadblock at the mouth of the canyon in time. Even if the kid slipped through, he knew where to find Charlie Beaumont.

Riley eased back and turned off his flashing lights to let the kid know he was curtailing pursuit, but the driver of the pickup, probably juiced up on adrenaline and heaven knows what else, didnât seem to care. The vehicle was still moving dangerously fast, especially on a curvy canyon road in the dark with those big fat snowflakes falling steadily.

After that, everything happened in a blur. At the next curve, Charlie swung too wide, too fast, and veered into the other laneâdirectly in the path of the oncoming vehicle.

Riley saw headlights flashing crazily as that driver veered to the shoulder to avoid a head-on collision. He held his breath, hoping the other driver would be able to maintain control. For a second, he thought the other vehicle would make it safely back onto the roadway, but he didnât even have time to offer up a prayer before the vehicle somehow found a gap in the guardrails along the reservoir and a moment later the headlights soared over the side.

âOh, shit, oh, shit, oh, shit!â

Riley hit the brakes and felt the patrol SUVâs tires slither to gain traction. He turned into the skid and fought to regain controlâ¦and as he did, he vaguely registered the headlights of Charlie Beaumontâs pickup were nowhere in sight. How had he escaped so quickly?

He picked up the mic and yelled for the sheriffâs deputy to hold the roadblock and for the dispatcher to send emergency vehicles, that he had a vehicle possibly in the water. Without waiting to answer questions, he grabbed his waterproof flashlight and a crowbar from the trunk, then raced to the edge of the slope.

Snow stung his face, but he barely noticed as he scanned below into the dark water. Finally his flashlight picked up the shape of the vehicle about twenty feet from shore. It hadnât rolled, a good sign, but it was leaning nose-down toward the driverâs side, submerged in water up the bottom of the windshield.

Riley made his way down the snow-covered slope as quickly as he dared, sliding a little as he went. He was nearly to the bottom when he heard a voice from above, barely discernible over the wind.

âWhat can I do?â a man called from the road. âNeed me to call for help?â

He didnât recognize the voice and couldnât make out the manâs features from this angle. âIâve done that already,â he shouted back. âKeep an eye out and direct the ambulance.â

Until he had a chance to assess the scene, he didnât want another civilian down here for him to worry about.

âShould I go check on the other guys?â

He paused in the act of shoving his flashlight into his waistband and removing his Glock 9 mm and holster. âOther guys?â

âYeah. The pickup truck. He spun out and crashed into a tree just around the curve.â

Rileyâs gut clenched. Heâd been so preoccupied watching in horror as this car sailed into the water that he hadnât seen or heard the other vehicleâs collision.

For a second he was torn about what to do, then he yanked off his other boot. As far as he was concerned, the suspects could rot while they waited for help. If Charlie Beaumont hadnât been such an asshole to run, none of this would have happened. Innocent victims got first dibs on rescue, that was his philosophy.

âYeah, go check on them,â he answered the man he now recognized as Harry Lange, although what the wealthiest man in town might be doing spying on intruders at his neighborsâ house and responding to accidents in the middle of the night was anyoneâs guess. âDoes your cell work this far up the canyon?â

âItâs spotty but I might get lucky.â

âCall 9-1-1 and tell the dispatch weâve got two accidents to deal with and weâre going to need all available units up here.â

âGot it.â

He was taking too long with this, while the occupants of the vehicle in the water needed rescue. He just had to trust Lange would be able to reach dispatch to send more help. With a deep, steadying breath, he braced himself and headed into the water.

The shock raced through his nerve endings like ice blocks clamping hard around his feet and calves. He ignored it, pushed past it and waded out.

By the time he had crossed ten yards, the brutally cold water had reached his waist. Snow and wind whipped any exposed flesh and every breath seemed to slice at his lungs like tiny switchblades. He was aware of the bitter cold on some level, but mostly he forced himself to focus on what had to be done.

âHelp us. Please, somebody, help us.â

The desperate cry chilled him worse than the elements. By the sound of it, that was a kidâs voice, a young girl, wet, cold, possibly injured.

Kids. Damn it.

âIâm coming. Hang on.â

In the cloudy moonlight, he could finally make out the vehicle was a small SUV, a Toyota, by the look of it. He saw at least a couple of heads and now could hear other young voices crying. The sound of those desperate voices pushed him even faster and he finally just dived in and swam the remaining distance.

With icy hands, he pulled his flashlight from his waistband and aimed it into the vehicle window. He saw a form slumped over the steering wheel where a now-deflated air bag had deployed. He moved the light to the backseat and saw three pale faces staring back.

He tried to pull the doors open but they wouldnât budge because of the water pressing in. âCan you wind down the window?â he yelled.

âNo, we tried. They wonât work.â

Power windows tended not to be real cooperative when the carâs battery was submerged in four feet of water. He pulled out the crowbar, grateful for whatever instinct had prompted him to grab it. âLook, I need you to move away from the window and cover your face with your hands. Iâm going to break the window, okay?â

âOkay.â He heard the muffled response from inside.

âAre you all clear?â

âYes.â

Urgency lent him added strength and he slammed the crowbar into the window. It shattered and he brushed at the glass with his wet sleeve.

âI didnât think anybody saw us. I thought we would be here all night,â the girl whimpered. He knew that voice, but he couldnât see her features very well. He aimed the flashlight to get a better look at possible injuries and everything inside him froze.

Macy Bradford.

One of the little figures she cuddled was her brother, Owen, and the other was the freckled, red-headed kid who had been with them at the pageant. Jordie something or other.

He jerked his attention to the motionless form in the front seat. âClaire? Claire, honey? Answer me.â

She didnât respond, although he thought he heard a slight moan. He checked quickly for a pulse and found one there, a little thready but strong. He wanted to do a full assessment but his gut was telling him the first priority was to get the terrified kids out of the reservoir and back to shore, where he could now see other rescuers coming down the slope toward the waterâs edge.

âAre you guys hurt?â

âIâm cold. I cut my face,â Jordie said through his scared sobs. âAnd my shoulder hurts.â

âMy arm hurts,â Owen whimpered. âI think itâs broken.â

âIâm okay,â Macy said, but Riley was pretty sure she was lying. He couldnât wait for stretchers to get here. Not in these conditions. It could be fifteen minutes or longer before the paramedics managed to make it up the canyon and he had no idea what was happening with the other accident.

He was going to have to trust his instincts and go against every stricture heâd ever learned about not moving accident victims who had been injured. Sometimes removing a victim from further injury was the only option and right now hypothermia and shock were both grave concern.

âMacy, Iâm going to carry the boys to shore first and then Iâll come back for you, okay? There are people who will help you make your way up to the road and get you all warmed up. Got it?â

âIs my mom gonna be okay?â Her voice shook with fear and his chest ached from more than just the effort it was taking to breathe through the bitter cold.

âI promise you, I will do my best to make sure of that. Hang on while I take care of the boys first. You keep talking to your mom while Iâm gone, okay? You ready, boys?â

âUh-huh.â Owen sniffled as he slid across the seat. Riley scooped him up over one shoulder and then took the other boy over the other in a double firemanâs hold, careful as he could manage of possible injuries.

The trip back through the water was surreal in the moonlight with snow swirling around the inky water. He almost fell once and would have dunked them all but he somehow managed to keep his footing. When he was almost to the shore, several people waded the rest of the way to take the boys from him.

âMy wifeâs a nurse,â the man who took Jordie said. âSheâs waiting on the shore.â

âI think they mostly need to be warmed up, although one is complaining of arm pain and the other says his shoulder hurts.â

Two of the rescuers carried the boys to shore, but the other one turned to Riley. âIs there anyone else out there?â

He was just a kid, Riley realized. âTwo more, one with undetermined injuries.â

âIâll help you get them.â

He didnât want to endanger anyone else, but the kid was strong, muscled, like a bulldogger. Probably a rancherâs kid, who bulked up by hefting hay bales and wrestling steers. âThat would be great. If you can carry the girl to shore, I can check on her mom.â

Riley hadnât been able to feel his feet for some time now and the snow was falling more heavily, joined now by a vicious wind that churned the water and blasted through his wet clothes. He didnât care. Not when Claire needed help.

âWhatâs your name, kid?â he asked as they made their way back to the SUV.

âJoe Redmond.â

There was a coincidence. Redmond was a common name around here, but he was quite sure the kid was somehow related to Lisa, his old girlfriend.

When they reached the SUV, Riley aimed the flashlight into the backseat and the kid made a sound of astonishment. âMace? Is that you?â

âYeah. Hey, Joey.â

âMy momâs gonna freak that you guys were the ones hurt.â

âHowâs your mom?â Riley asked Macy.

âI think she might be waking up. I was trying to get her to talk to me and she moaned a few times.â

âYou did great, honey. Letâs get you warmed up, okay, and Iâll take care of Claire from here. Joe, are you sure you can carry her?â

âYou bet. Come on, squirt.â

He made sure Macy looked secure in the kidâs arms before he focused all his attention on Claire while they headed for shore. âClaire? Honey, can you hear me?â

She moaned again, an encouraging sound.

âI need to break another window. Iâm going to cover your face, okay?â He had to hope she could understand and wouldnât come back to full consciousness in a panic that she was being suffocated.

He grabbed her scarf and managed to protect her face as best he could before he hefted the crowbar and half waded, half dragged himself around to the passenger side across from her. This window was already cracked and it took only a hard smack to shatter it completely. He was guessing by the way the vehicle was tilted toward the driverâs side that the vehicle had landed on that side. Her body would have absorbed most of the impact and it made sense that her injuries would potentially be more severe than the childrenâs in the backseat, who probably hadnât braced against the crash like Claire would have done.

The water inside the car was up to her waist and she was shaking violently despite her unconscious state. Guilt crashed over him, colder and more vicious than the waves. He should never have started the pursuit under these conditions. He should have just waited and set up a roadblock at the mouth of the canyon to take care of it.

When he pulled the scarf away, she blinked at him and her huge, dilated pupils and pale features ripped at his heart.

âCold,â she moaned.

âI know, honey. I know. Iâll get you out of here as soon as I can figure out if itâs safe to move you. Where do you hurt?â

She squinted at him, then closed her eyes and he saw blood oozing from her temple.

âWhatâ¦happened?â

âAccident. You went off the road to avoid a head-on. You probably saved your kidsâ lives.â He batted away the deflated air bag and worked on her seat belt.

A second later, she opened her eyes and started moving frantically. âMy kids?â

âHold still while I get this. Theyâre okay. A little banged up, but theyâre over on dry land getting warm right now. Theyâre going to be okay.â

Her agitation subsided and she sagged against the seat. His radio squawked static and he fumbled with fingers that felt icy and useless to turn it down so he could talk to her.

âWhere do you hurt, Claire?â he asked again, more firmly this time.

âLegs. Wrist. Um, head. Everywhere.â The last word came out a whimper.

âI donât want to move you until we can get a stretcher out here, unless I absolutely have to. The ambulance should be here soon. We just have to wait it out here a few more moments.â

âMy kids. I need to take care of my kids.â

âTheyâre okay. Someone else is with them.â

âPromise. Promise youâll make sure.â

âIâll stay right here with you until youâre out of the water and then make sure all of you are okay.â He brushed a hand over her hair and saw blood oozing from a cut on her forehead. âJust hang on, sweetheart.â

âThis isnât fun.â

Her ragged words somehow managed to shock a laugh out of him in spite of everything. He had never been so frigging cold in his life and he could barely breathe around the icy guilt pressing in on his chest. âNo, I canât say that it is. I donât think itâs supposed to be.â

âFirst my store, now this.â

âI know. Youâve had a pretty rough day. Got to rank right up there with the worst day ever.â

âStupid horoscope,â she muttered, for reasons he didnât understand. He would have asked her, but nothing else mattered except making her safe.

CHAPTER FOUR

WHERE THE HELL WERE the paramedics?

Riley glared at the shore and the noticeable absence of flashing lights besides his own. He could see the flurry of activity as those on shore helped the children, but the ambulance was nowhere in sight. If this was the way the Hopeâs Crossing paramedics responded to emergencies, he was going to have to have a serious discussion with the fire chief about the response time of his crews.

âC-cold,â Claire whimpered.

âI know, sweetheart. Hang on.â He adjusted the blanket around her more snugly. Time was definitely not on his side. The longer she stayed out here in these frigid conditions, the greater the chance of hypothermia.

Heâd forgotten how bitterly cold spring storms could turn in the high Rockies. It was the third week of April, for crying out loud, but the temperature had to be in the twenties, with a windchill making it feel much colder.

Claire was already shocky. She seemed to be fading in and out of consciousness and the wound just above her left temple where she must have hit the window was bleeding copious amounts. She needed to get the hell out of the water fast. All his protective instincts were urging him to pluck her out of the car and haul her to safety and it was killing him to just stand here helplessly. But given the extent of her injuries, he couldnât take the risk of injuring her worse. The best thing, the only thing, was to offer whatever comfort he could until the ambulance crew arrived with a gurney to transport her safely.

Her eyes closed again, and he grabbed her scarf for a makeshift compress to the cut on her forehead. âClaire, honey, youâve got to stay with me. A few more minutes, thatâs all.â

She moaned a little and he brushed her hair away again. âI know, sweetheart. Iâm going to get you out of here. Just hang on.â

He thought of how bright and lovely she had looked in her store earlier, even amid her distress at finding her store burglarized. Seeing her like thisâscared and injured, like a frightened childâwas heartrending.

She seemed to drift off again and he knew it was important that he keep her conscious and alert.

âClaire. Claire!â

Her eyes fluttered open with obvious reluctance.

âTell me about String Fever.â

âMy store.â

âI know. I saw it today, remember? I never expected you to be running a bead store. I thought you were going to be a teacher, like my mother. Isnât that what you went to college to do?â

She nodded a little. âI taught for a few years. Third grade. Whenâ¦Macyâ¦was little.â

âSo how did you go from that to running a bead store?â He didnât really careâokay, he found everything about her unexpectedly fascinatingâbut he mostly just needed to keep her talking.

The tactic seemed to be working. He saw a little more clarity in her eyes and maybe even a hint of pride. âWorked for Katherine Thorne beforeâ¦the divorce. Not for the money, just for fun. Afterâ¦Jeff leftâ¦she asked ifâ¦wanted to buy it.â

He pictured Katherine Thorne, sixty-six years old and a five-foot, ninety-eight-pound dynamo. Although tiny in stature and deceptively fragile in appearance, she packed a powerful force of will. Had Katherine really wanted to sell the store or had she only offered it to Claire to give a newly divorced, struggling mom something solid to hang on to? Knowing Katherineâs generosity, he wouldnât be surprised.

He also hadnât missed Claireâs phrasing. After Jeff left, she had said. He had assumed her divorce had been a mutual decision. He didnât know why heâd jumped to that conclusion, but Claireâs subconscious at least didnât view the end of her marriage that way.

Although he was completely focused on Claireâs precarious situation, some tiny corner of his brain couldnât believe any man could be such a moron that he would walk away from someone like Claire for a twentysomething bimbo.

Right now, it was a toss-up whether he was more furious with Jeff Bradford or the stupid little prick who caused the accident.

Her eyes flickered closed again and he cursed to himself. Where the hell were the paramedics?

âHow do you like being a businesswoman?â

âWhâ¦what?â

âYour store. Do you like running it?â

âMy store was robbed.â

He didnât like how disoriented she sounded. âI know. The good news is, I think itâs safe to say we found the bad guys.â

He would have preferred a thousand unsolved crimes in his first month on the job to this outcome and he was kicking himself all over again for his handling of the pursuit when the flash of red lights finally heralded the arrival of paramedics on the scene.

Through the hazy filter of snow, Riley watched impatiently while the paramedics conferred on the bank of the reservoir before they finally returned to the ambulance for the gurney.

He spoke nonsense words to Claire while he waited for them. He couldnât have told anyone what he said. Something about how his mom and his sister were both going to kill him for making Claire stay out here in the cold water this long and about the house he was renting down the street from hers and about the trip he wanted to take somewhere hotâmaybe down to the bowels of the earth at the bottom of the Grand Canyonâwhen this was all over.

Finally, just when he could feel her slipping back into unconsciousness and he was pretty sure he could no longer feel his legs, a couple of paramedics in wet-suits waded through the frigid water toward them.

âItâs about damn time,â he growled. âYou stopped for coffee first?â

âSorry, Chief.â The first paramedic to reach him was some kid who looked barely old enough to drink, with blond streaked surfer hair and the raccoonlike goggle tan of a die-hard skier or snowboarder didnât look thrilled to be reamed by the new police chief.

âTook us a while to make it around the other accident scene,â the older one, dark with a bushy dark mustache, explained. âWhat have we got here?â

Riley put away his irritation to focus on Claire. âFemale, age thirty-six, possible head, arm and leg injuries. Definitely in shock. Iâm concerned about hypothermia, obviously, and also the head injury. Sheâs been in and out of consciousness for the last ten minutes. Because I couldnât get a proper assessment of her injuries, I didnât want to move her without a stretcher, but if you guys had taken much longer, I would have figured something out on my own.â

âWeâre here now.â The older paramedic looked inside and Riley saw his eyes widen.

âHey, there, Claire.â

She opened her eyes slightly and then Riley realized why the guy looked familiar. It was a cousin of hers, Doug Van Duran, a couple years behind him in school.

âHey, Dougie.â

âYouâre in a real mess, Claire.â

âI know.â Her eyes were wide with confusion and panic as the paramedicsâ powerful flashlights shone into the vehicle. âMy kids?â

âTheyâre okay,â Riley told her again. âRemember, I told you we got them to shore. Just relax and let the guys here take care of you.â

He had to admit, despite their late arrival at the party, the paramedics seemed competent. He stood by and watched while they assessed her condition, stabilized her neck and back and then prepared to carefully remove her from the vehicle and transfer her to the gurney.

âWeâve got this under control, Chief, if you need to head down the mountain to the other scene,â Van Duran said after a moment.

âIâll stay until Claire and the kids are in the bus before I check out the situation down there.â

In the gleam of the other kidâs flashlight, he didnât miss the careful look Doug aimed at him. âYou sure about that? I mean, Claireâs got some pretty bad injuries but they seem to be fairly straightforward and her kids are just banged up, from what I understand.â

âYeah. So?â

âIâm just saying, thatâs an ugly scene down there. One DOA and two serious injuries. While we were there, the sheriff was calling in Medivac.â

Fatality. Damn it. He closed his eyes. How many kids had been inside that pickup truck? Yeah, they were robbery suspects and had stupidly chosen to run instead of facing the consequences, but nobody deserved to die because of a chain of idiotic choices.

âWe can certainly use another man getting her out of the water, but we can make do without you if you need to head down to the other scene.â

He should be on the scene of a fatal accident in his jurisdiction, especially one heâd been involved with, however inadvertent, but he couldnât leave Claire. Not yet.

âNo, letâs get her into the ambulance. I promised her and her kids Iâd stay with her.â

Over the next few moments, he was forced to retract every negative thought heâd had about the paramedics as he watched their quick, efficient efforts to extract her safely from the vehicle. But it still seemed like a lifetime before she was finally loaded onto the gurney and they began to wade back through the icy water.

The trickiest partâbesides making his painstaking way through the water with legs that no longer felt attached to his hipsâwas safely maneuvering the rack up the slick, snow-covered slope from the waterâs edge to the roadway. When they finally crested the top, one of the passenger doors opened and a moment later, Macy Bradford rushed to them, her face white and scared in the snow-filtered light of the headlights and her eyes trained only on Claire.

âMom!â she exclaimed.

Claireâs eyelashes fluttered in the icy snowflakes as she tried to remain alert. âMacy. My brave girl.â

âAre you okay?â

âI will be. You and Owen and Jordie?â

âIâm fine. Weâre okay. Some people wanted to take us to the hospital, but Iâ¦we wanted to wait for you.â

Claire had been through hell and back and she was bloody and broken. But when she still managed to muster a smile for her daughter and reach for the girlâs hand, Riley felt like something sharp and hard had just lodged against his heart.

âWeâve got to get her inside so we can roll,â Claireâs cousin Doug said, not unkindly, and they pushed the gurney up into the back of the ambulance.

Without warning, the moment the doors were closed behind her mother, Macy suddenly burst into noisy sobs. Even though Riley was exhausted and soaking wet, frozen to the bone, he placed a comforting hand on her shoulder. âSheâs going to be okay, you hear me? Sheâll be okay.â

The girl drew in a deep, shuddering breath. âI was so scared.â

âI know, honey. Youâve been a champ about this. Now we need to get you and the boys to the hospital. Iâm going to see if I can round up another ambulance for you.â

âWeâve got the boys safe and warm here. Do you want us to take them down the canyon to the hospital?â

He looked up at the voice and found the woman he had seen on shore standing beside her big Suburban, along with the boy who had waded out to help him. âIâm Barbara Redmond. I work at the hospital E.R.â

Riley considered his options. If the other accident was as serious as the paramedics had indicated, it might be a while before another ambulance crew could make it for the children. Transported in a private vehicle, the kids could already be in a treatment room at the E.R. at the small Hopeâs Crossing Medical Center before the other crew could make it back up.

âThank you. That will help.â

The people of Hopeâs Crossing banded together in crisis situations, with everyone pitching in to help. Heâd forgotten that in the years since heâd been gone. In some of the neighborhoods he worked in Oakland, accident victims faced a crapshoot, whether would-be rescuers would call for help or loot their pockets.

Riley made sure the children were safely buckled and settled and watched the SUV slowly pull back onto the road. Just as they made the first turn, he saw the brown and white of a Peak County sheriffâs vehicle pull to a stop.

He estimated a half hour had passed since the accident, maybe an hour since heâd left the elementary school. For the first time in his life, he understood what people meant when they talked about living a lifetime in a few moments. He felt as if heâd aged at least twenty years since he sat and listened to the Spring Fling pageant with his older sister beside him.

The cold sliced through his wet clothing and Riley fought shivers as he watched a figure climb from the sheriffâs department SUV. The sheriff himself, he realized. Evan Grover.

He tensed and instantly felt kickback from his already-aching muscles.

Evan Grover hated him and had since Riley was a punk-ass kid always in trouble and Grover was a wet-behind-the-ears deputy looking to make his mark. From what he understood, the sheriff had thrown his support behind J. D. Nyman and wanted him to be wearing the chiefâs badge.

The man headed toward him, his brown parka open over his beer belly. All he needed was a cigar clamped between his teeth to complete the Boss Hogg imagery.

He shook his head. âHell of a mess.â

Riley ground his teeth together to keep his teeth from chattering. No way would he show that particular sign of weakness to the sheriff, even if he had frostbite in every appendage. âYou could say that.â

âThe other scene.â The sheriff whistled through his teeth. âNasty.â

He was a professional, Riley reminded himself. Heâd been a cop a long time and had dealt with much worse than a two-bit sheriff who used to have it in for him. âIâll have to take your word. Havenât seen it yet. Iâm heading down that way myself to assess the scene.â

âNo rush. Go ahead and change into dry clothes. My guys and the Colorado State Patrol have things in hand.â

âThanks,â Riley gritted out. âI appreciate it.â Neither department had jurisdiction because this road and the canyon were all part of the Hopeâs Crossing city limits, but this wasnât the time to be pissy over boundaries, not with a fatality.

The sheriff was acting entirely too conciliatory, which should have tipped Riley off that something was disastrously wrong. But he was still caught completely unaware by Groverâs next words.

âIâm real sorry about your niece and all.â

Everything inside Riley seemed to freeze. He didnât think it was possible for a person to be even more cold without turning completely to ice, but somehow he managed it. âSorry, what?â

Grover stared at him for a minute, then he cursed, looking uncomfortable. âYou didnât know yet.â

âIâve been standing in the middle of the reservoir for the last twenty minutes. I donât know a damn thing. What are you talking about?â

The sheriff looked apologetic, his wide, weathered face a little more red than it had been a moment ago. Despite their history together, there was no malice in his eyes now, only sympathy.

âThought you knew. The fatality in the other wreck. Theyâre saying sheâs your niece. Your sisterâs kid. The one with the bookstore who was married to that rock star. Chris Parker. Sorry to break it to you so hard.â

Layla? Not Layla. He pictured her the last time heâd seen her at his motherâs house a week ago for dinner: her nose piercing and her battered combat boots and her choppy black hair. She was funny and smart and seemed to think he was among her cooler relatives because heâd lived out of the valley for so long.

He sagged a little, shaking violently now, and had to reach for the open door of his patrol car to support his weight.

He couldnât think, couldnât process anything but shock.

âAre you sure itâs her?â he asked, then couldnât believe he sounded like every other victimâs family heâd ever had to notify. He was aware of it on some level, but he couldnât help hanging on to whatever fragile, pathetic thread of hope he could find that maybe some terrible, cosmic mistake had occurred.

âSorry, man. Itâs her. No question. You didnât hear the chatter on the radio?â

He remembered that moment he had turned it down out in the water. âNo, not a word.â

âSheâs been positively IDâd. A couple of the kids in the accident have only minor injuries and they confirmed the fatality was Layla Parker. The responding paramedics, uh, recognized her, too.â

Maura. Poor Maura. How would she ever survive? And his mother, losing a granddaughter. His family had already suffered a vast rift. Did they have to endure this unspeakable loss, too?

âYou probably need medical attention,â the sheriff said after a moment, with surprising concern. Maybe he wasnât a complete asshole after all. âThe paramedics said youâve been in the water basically since the Bradford car went in.â

Riley scrubbed at his face, unable to focus on anything but the crushing pain. âIâm all right. I just need to change my clothes.â

âYou need something dry to put on? I can probably find something in the back of my unit. Wouldnât come close to fitting, but I donât suppose that matters at this point.â

âNo, I should have something. Uh, thank you, Sheriff.â

The words clogged in his throat, given their track record, but Grover only nodded.

âYou should be with your family right now,â he said. âSomeone needs to tell your sister and your mom. Between my people and the state patrol, we should be able to take care of both scenes.â

He was right. Damn it, he was right. Dread lodged in his chest as he gazed after the sheriff, who returned to his vehicle for crime scene tape and the digital surveying equipment necessary to document the accident scene.

Riley had made a few notifications in his career. Not many, but a few back when he was a beat cop. Nothing like this, though. Never in his worst nightmare had he envisioned this scenario, having to tell his sister that her daughter was dead, his mother that she had lost a grandchild.

Numb to the bone, he climbed into the patrol car and turned over the engine. Air blasted him from the heater, prickling over his wet skin, but it did nothing to warm the icy ball in his gut.

He thought of Claire and her children, frightened and cold and hurt, and then of the incalculable, inconceivable pain he was about to inflict on people he loved. Claire had been hurtâLayla was dead, for Godâs sakeâbecause of him, because for a few heedless moments, he had been focused on taking down a suspect at the exclusion of all else.

The few whispers heâd heard around town since heâd been back seemed to ring in his head. Those who didnât want him in Hopeâs Crossing were right.

He didnât belong here. He never should have come home.

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A TERRIFYING SEA CREATURE clutched at her legs, yanking hard, tugging her down, down toward the inky, icy depths of Silver Strike Reservoir.

Her children. She had to get to her children. She fought the creature with all her might, pitting all the strength of a mama bear protecting her cubs. The creature howled, clamping down hard on an arm and a leg and tangling seaweed in her nose, around her face. He could have her, but damn it, she would not let him have her children. Claire fought harder, struggling against the constriction around her arm, gasping for air, fighting for her childrenâs livesâ¦.

A sudden clatter and a muttered imprecation pierced the nightmare and Claire blinked awake, her heart still pounding in her chest.

She was disoriented for a moment and couldnât figure out why she hurt everywhere. Her mouth felt as if sheâd been chewing newsprint and she had the vague sense of something being terribly wrong. For a long moment, she couldnât quite remember what.

âOh, good. Youâre awake.â

Her motherâs face suddenly loomed large in her field of vision and Claire instinctively drew in a sharp breath.

For a moment, she couldnât figure out what was so different and then it hit her. For the first time in Claireâs recent memory, her mother wasnât wearing makeupânot even the lipstick she seemed to put on just for a trip to the bathroom. Ruth looked haggard, her eyes red-rimmed and shadowed.

âThe kids. Whereâ¦are they?â Her throat felt scraped raw and that tangle of seaweed tickled her nostrils again. A nasal canula, she realized dimly. She was in a hospital bed, hooked up to monitors and machines, on oxygen.

âTheyâre fine,â her mother said calmly. âOwen has a broken arm and Macy needed a couple stitches in her forehead and has general aches and pains, but other than that, theyâre just fine. Donât you worry about them right now. Theyâve been staying with Jeff and Holly since the accident.â

The single word triggered a sharp burst of memory, that snowy night after the Spring Fling, headlights flashing straight toward them in the darkness, her panicked jerk of the wheel to avoid a head-onâ¦

And then, that terrible moment of sliding out of control, seeing the gap in the guardrail, knowing they were going over.

âOwen has a cast on his arm but thatâs all. Macy cut her forehead just a little, but Jeff doesnât even think sheâll have a scar.â

âJordie?â

âWrenched a shoulder, thatâs all. Nothing broken.â

Claire sagged against the pillow. How much time had passed since the accident? A few hours? She glanced down and saw her left leg was in traction, a cast running from her toes to just below her knee. Her left arm sported a cast as well, a vivid purple against the white of the hospital sheets.

âYou definitely had the worst of it,â Ruth said. âSheriff Grover figures your car landed on the front driverâs side when it hit the water and your body absorbed most of the impact. Thatâs how you came to be so banged up while the kids are okay, for the most part.â

Claire closed her eyes, a little prayer of gratitude running through her head. All she remembered thinking in that split second that had seemed to drag on forever was that sheâd killed her children.

âTheyâve been begging to come see you,â Ruth said, fussing with the wrinkled edge of the blanket. âBut I think Jeff has convinced them to wait until tomorrow, at least until youâre not so disoriented from your surgeries.â

âSurgeries?â

âTechnically only one, I guess, but they did two things at once. They had to put pins in your arm and your ankle. You really did a number on yourself.â

Usually Ruth would have made that sort of statement in an accusing sort of voice, as if Claire had given herself a bad perm or pierced her eyebrow, but her motherâs quiet tone tipped Claire that something was off.

In addition to the hollow look in her motherâs eyes, she was acting far more nurturing than normal. She hadnât yet made one complaint about how her knees were bothering her or how inconsiderate the nurses had been or about the bad food they served in the cafeteria. What wasnât Ruth telling her?

Had she broken her back or something? She tried to wiggle her toes and was almost relieved when that tiny movementâplainly visible at the edge of the castâsent pain scorching up her leg.

âOw.â

âThere, honey. Donât try to move. Let me call the nurse. You need pain medication. Trust me on this.â

Before Claire could argue, Ruth had pressed a button on the remote cabled to the bed. Almost instantly, the door opened and a young, fresh-faced nurse with a streaky blond A-line haircut and flowered hospital scrubs pushed open the door.

I used to babysit Brooke Callahan, Claire thought with some dismay. Could the girl really be old enough to legally operate that stethoscope?

âHi, there.â Brooke smiled sweetly and Claire felt about a hundred and sixty years old. âLook at you, sitting up and everything. Thatâs so awesome! I canât believe how much better you look tonight than you did this morning when you came out of surgery.â

Right now she felt like sheâd just combat-crawled through heavy artillery fire. How bad must she have looked this morning?

âYouâre a popular person. The phone out at the nurseâs station has been ringing off the hook all day with people who want to know if you can have visitors.â

She didnât want visitors. She didnât want nurses or doctors or even her mother. She just wanted to lie here, close her eyes and go back to that moment when sheâd been standing in line at Mauraâs place for coffee, when her biggest worry had been whether to use the fire-polished or the cone crystals on Gen Beaumontâs wedding dress.

âSheâs nowhere near ready for visitors,â Ruth said firmly, and Claire knew a tiny moment of ridiculous, obstinate contrariness when she wanted to tell little Brooke Callahan to let in whomever she pleased, especially Macy and Owen.

âCould I have a drink of water?â

Brooke was fiddling with the IV pump. She pressed a few buttons, then gave that cheery, toothy smile again. âWhy, sure you can.â

She scooped up a big clear plastic mug from the rolling hospital tray and held the straw to Claireâs mouth.

âI could have gotten you that,â Ruth said. âYou should have asked.â

Claire didnât answer, too busy remembering how delicious cold water could taste on a parched, achy throat.

âYou probably feel terrible right now, donât you?â The soft concern in Brookeâs voice unexpectedly brought tears to Claireâs eyes.

She blinked them away and managed a shrug. She hated this, being helpless and needy. âIâve had better days.â

âYouâre due for more pain medicine. Iâm going to add it to your IV.â

âWhen can I go home?â

âThatâs for Dr. Murray to say. Iâm guessing at least a few days, given your head injury and the surgeries.â

Claire looked at her mother in surprise. âNot Jeff?â

âYou know he canât operate on you because of your relationship. But heâs been coordinating your care with Jim Murray.â

âDr. Bradford was just checking on another patient down the hall,â Brooke offered as she checked Claireâs vitals. âIâm sure heâll stop here before he leaves for the night.â

Sure enough, the nurse was typing a few notes into the computer on a swing-arm beside the bed when the wide door opened and Jeff came in. His hair had as many blond streaks as Brookeâs these days and was cut in a shaggy youthful style that seemed incongruous with his traditional green hospital scrubs and white lab coat.

She was pretty certain heâd had Botox sometime in the past few months, although she was also sure he would rather be tortured with his own scalpel before he would admit it.

âHello. Claire. Ruth. Brooke.â

The nurse gave him her cheery smile, but Claireâs mother just lit up, like she always did around Jeff. Her mother adored the man. Claire sometimes thought Ruth considered her and Jeffâs divorce the biggest tragedy of her life, even worse than the scandalous end to her own marriage.

Jeff barely looked at her, reaching instead for her chart. As he flipped through it with those familiar blunt fingers she had once loved, Claire sighed, wondering which felt heavier to her right now: the cast on her limbs or the weight of her own failures.

She was very glad she wasnât married to him anymore, for just this reason. She had mostly become invisible to him.

âYou didnât operate on me.â

He glanced up. âI assisted. Jim Murray was your surgeon. Heâs a good man. Iâve just been reading his report.â

They were in the same practice, she knew, and she tried to summon a picture of Dr. Murray. A hazy picture formed in her head of a man who was slightly shorter than Jeff with a steel-gray mustache and kind eyes.

The beeper the nurse wore around her neck suddenly went off. She glanced at it, then turned to Jeff. âIf you donât need me, Dr. Bradford, Iâve got another patient to check on.â

âThank you,â he said. When she left, he reached for Claireâs broken arm, lifted it and wiggled her fingers. For not being her treating physician, he was doing a fairly good impression of it.

âHow are the children?â she asked when he turned his attention to her ankle.

âJust fine. I spoke with Holly a few moments ago and she said they had rested most of the afternoon, even Owen. Sheâs making popcorn and when I get home weâre going to watch a movie.â

Claire felt that absurd urge to cry again. In that moment, she wanted to be cuddled up in her comfortable family room with her children eating popcorn and watching a dumb kidsâ show more than she remembered wanting anything in her life.

âYou donât need to worry about them,â Jeff said in that stern, listen-to-me-Iâm-a-doctor voice of his. âYou should be focusing on yourself.â

She didnât know how to do that very well and probably never had.

âThat car. The one that drove us off the road. Did the police ever find them?â

Ruth and Jeff exchanged looks and Claire thought she saw her mother give a slight shake of her head. âDonât worry about that now,â Ruth said quickly.

âWhat does that mean?â

They were definitely keeping something from her, but she didnât have the energy to push. Claire really wished she could remember more than those few moments just before the crash and then that terrible moment of flying toward the water.

And Riley McKnight. Good grief. Why would she remember Riley?

Fragments of memory teased at her mind. A quiet voice soothing her, a cold hand smoothing her hair away from her face. Had Riley really been there or was she just mixing things up after seeing him first at her store and then later at the Spring Fling?

âHow long will I have to stay here?â she asked Jeff.

âThatâs for Dr. Murray to decide. If you were my patient, I would probably keep you two or three more days post-op to get you through the worst of the pain and to make sure we donât see any complications from that head trauma.â

âI canât stay here four days! The store!â

âYouâre going to be away from String Fever for more than four days, Claire.â Her motherâs tone was brisk. âAt least three or four weeks. But donât worry, Evaline is taking care of things for you.â

âDr. Murray will go over this all with you, but youâre going to have a difficult recovery,â Jeff warned. âOne ankle is broken, the other is sprained and youâve got a broken ulna to boot. Mobilityâs going to be your biggest issue because you wonât be able to use crutches very well at first due to your arm, or at least until the right sprained ankle heals a little. Youâre going to need help, Claire.â

âDonât you worry,â her mother said, squeezing her arm. âIâll move into the house with you and take care of everything. We can move you into that guest room youâve got downstairs and Iâll take your room.â

She looked between the two of them and didnât know how to respond. The pain medication Brooke had given in her IV was beginning to take effect. Blessed oblivion lurked just on the edge of her consciousness, enticing her to just close her eyes.

âYou rest now, poor thing,â Ruth said. âThatâs the very best thing for you. Am I right, Jeff?â

âAbsolutely.â Her ex-husband brushed his streaky blond hair from his face, his face twisted into that unnatural botulism-toxin placidity.

Normally she would fight sleep with every ounce of strength she possessed, but right now even battling mystical water creatures in her medication-twisted nightmares was more appealing than contemplating the idea of having her mother living with her for the next few weeks.

She would worry about that later. As long as her children were safe, she could cope with anything.

CHAPTER FIVE

HOSPITAL SLEEP WAS THE WORST. As she expected, her dreams were tortured and disjointed. Every time she seemed to drift off, the nurses would come in to make her move her arms and legs, to give her more meds, to check her vital signs.

When she awoke to pale morning sunlight streaming through the gap in the blinds that hadnât been fully closed, she was blessedly alone and only in moderate pain.

She gazed at that beam of sunlight and even though she wanted to stay there in the quiet peace of morning, she made herself revisit the accident. Something teased at her, some discordant note she couldnât quite place. Her mother wasnât telling her something and for the life of her, she couldnât figure out what.

With the subtle whir and beep of monitors in the background, she remembered that terrifying soar into the water again, her pain and overwhelming fear for the children, then Rileyâs quiet voice, offering strength and comfort.

She wasnât imagining. Somehow during the night, full recollection had returned. Riley had been there, out in that cold water with them. He had saved them. She considered it nothing short of a miracle that heâd seen them at all. That stretch of canyon could be sparsely populated at night. If they had gone off the road when no other cars had been in sight, they might have frozen out in that lake before someone else sighted them there below the roadway, trapped and helpless as the car filled with icy water.

She certainly wouldnât have had the strength to extract the children on her own, not with her injuries. If not for Riley, she didnât want to think what might have happened to them.

Riley. The most unexpected rescuer she could imagine. Teasing, tormenting, hell-raising Riley. Somehow he had been there right when she needed him and had risked his own safety to make sure she and the children were okay.

She hoped he hadnât suffered any ill effects from being out in the water so long. She should call Alex. Alex would know. Probably once the doctors allowed visitors today, one of the McKnightsâAlex, Angie, Maura or even Mary Ellaâwould stop by to check on her.

When she heard a quiet rap on her closed door a moment later, she called out âCome in,â expecting a nurse to bustle in with more antibiotics or a breakfast tray or something.

Instead, a tall, dark-haired figure appeared in the doorway as if she had conjured him with her thoughts. He wore a dress shirt and tie and a pair of slacks and had obviously dropped in on his way to the police station.

âRiley. Hi!â

In an instant, she was aware of how terrible she must look. Her hair was probably matted and tangled, she was wearing an oh-so-attractive hospital gown and she hadnât seen the inside of her makeup bag in thirty-six hours. She was mortified for just a moment, then gave herself a mental eye roll. She was alive. That was the important thing. She couldnât do anything about the rest of it anyway.

She must be feeling better if she could worry about her vanity, she thought, as Riley moved into the small hospital room, taking up more space than he should given the laws of physics and particle displacement.

âHi. I hope I didnât wake you.â

She worked the button on the bed that raised her head to more of a sitting position. âIâve been up for a while. I was just thinking about you, actually.â

Surprise flickered in the green of his eyes. âOh?â

âI was hoping you didnât suffer any hypothermia or anything from the accident. You were in that water with us a long time.â

âNothing some hot coffee and a couple of blankets didnât take care of. Iâm fine.â

He didnât smile when he spoke and she again had that strange, instinctive sense that something was terribly wrong. Like her mother, he looked haggard and tired. A few more lines fanned from his eyes, a new tightness around his mouth.

âWhat about you?â he asked. âYouâre looking good.â

She made a face. âAnd you used to be such a good liar.â

Now he did smile, but it didnât reach his eyes as he pulled a chair over closer to her bedside.

âSo what does the doc say? What are the damages?â

She thought of her conversation with Jeff and then later in the evening with Dr. Murray, who had indeed been kindly and avuncular. âMy arm is broken in two places and my left ankle now has more hardware than the robot Owen built for his science fair project last fall. The right ankle is sprained. The head is okay. Mild concussion and only four stitches. Dr. Murray tells me to expect to feel like I was hit by a truck for at least a month.â

His mouth tightened even more. âIâm sorry, Claire. So damn sorry.â

The words seemed to vibrate through the room, much more intense than just casual sympathy for an injured acquaintance. She frowned and studied him more closely.

Through those signs of exhaustion, she saw something else. Something that looked oddly like guilt. âWhy do you say it like that?â

He was silent for a moment. âDo you know what caused your accident?â

âYes. I remember that much. Some joker coming down the canyon took a curve too fast for conditions and veered into my lane. I swerved away to avoid him and went off the road.â

âRight. That joker was a suspect trying to get away from me.â

She blinked, aware of the machines beeping and the low buzz of activity outside, probably doctors beginning their rounds.

âA suspect? In what?â

He sighed. âBurglary. Multiple burglaries.â

In all the craziness of the past few days, it had seemed natural to focus on the accident than on what had come before. âOf my store?â

âYours and the others hit that night. I had a call about suspicious activity at a house that was supposed to be vacant. The suspect vehicle matched the description of the one seen outside the downtown businesses that were burglarized. I thought I could catch the suspects, maybe with stolen property. When I decided conditions werenât ideal for pursuit, I pulled back but it was too late. They were already spooked. If I hadnât been chasing him, that idiot Charlie Beaumont wouldnât have come around that corner like a bat out of hell and you wouldnât have had to swerve to avoid him and we wouldnât be here having this conversation.â

She stared at him. âCharlie Beaumont?â

She pictured Genevieveâs younger brother, small for his age and cocky and, like Riley had been, often in trouble.

âHe was driving?â

Riley nodded and something bleak and cold swept across his features.

Her brain didnât seem to be working right. She couldnât seem to make the connections click together. âYouâre saying Charlie robbed my store and all the others in town?â

âHe andâ¦a few others.â

That bleakness sharpened and she again wondered what she was missing.

âThatâs the theory weâre going with,â he went on. âSo far the evidence seems to back it up. Charlieâs not talking on advice from his attorney.â

âMayor Beaumont,â she guessed.

He nodded. âBut we have confessions from a couple of the other teens involved and theyâve led us to some of the stolen items.â

âThere must be a mistake. I know Charlie has had some trouble, but this isâ¦crazy.â

âNo mistake,â he said.

âBut the Beaumonts are rolling in money. Why would Charlie need to take a computer and some spare change from my till? Why would he destroy his sisterâs wedding dress?â

âWho knows? The thrill of it, maybe? Whatever the reason, Charlie and the others are in serious, serious trouble. Iâm sorry you were tangled up in it. One of those wrong place, wrong time kind of things.â

She thought of the weird confluence of events that had led her to the canyon at that moment, of Jordieâs parents falling ill, of her spontaneous offer to take him home from the Spring Fling, of the late-spring snowstorm that hit so fast and so hard.

âYou probably thought Hopeâs Crossing would be tame compared to what you left in Oakland.â

His jaw tightened. âI certainly didnât expect this.â

âOkay,â she finally said, exasperated with all the layers of subtext that seemed more treacherous than the imaginary tendrils of seaweed in her nightmares. âWhat arenât you and everyone else telling me?â

His features turned wary. âWhy would you think Iâm keeping something from you?â

âI have two children, Riley. Iâve got a built-in lie detector. Itâs part of the mom job description.â

He looked surprised. Good. That was better than that bleak sadness in his eyes. âYouâre comparing the behavior of your two children trying to get out of trouble to a cop who spent the last five years undercover, lying to keep from being stabbed in his sleep?â

She didnât like thinking about his life before he came home, but that still didnât keep her from picking up on his tactics. âMy children also seem to think that if they distract me by changing the subject, Iâll forget my train of thought. What arenât you telling me?â

He studied her for a long moment and then released a long, slow breath and looked away. âAfter he ran you off the road, Charlie Beaumont crashed his pickup a little way down the canyon. Rolled it and hit the trees.â

She gasped and the movement hurt her head. âOh, no. Tell me everyone is okay.â

He didnât answer and she shifted on the bed, pulling the blankets higher against the sudden chill.

âTheyâre not okay,â she said when his silence stretched on and she didnât need to see the confirmation in his eyes to know she was right.

âA few of them had only minor injuries.â

âBut?â

For a long moment, she didnât think he would answer her. When he did, his voice was weary and his eyes held a deep sorrow. âTwo girls were thrown from the vehicle. One sustained severe head trauma and had to be airlifted to the childrenâs hospital in Denver. Andâ¦another one didnât make it.â

Claireâs hand clenched convulsively on the blanket. How could she lie here feeling sorry for herself, worrying about her storeâabout her vanity for heavenâs sakeâwhen a mother somewhere had lost a child?

âWho?â she whispered.

âYou donât need to worry about this, Claire. You just need to focus on yourself.â

âWho?â she demanded more forcefully.

He sighed. âTaryn Thorne is the girl with the head injuries.â

âOh, poor Katherine!â

Her friend adored her only granddaughter, fifteen and slender and turning into a beauty with her big dark eyes and long dark hair.

Taryn sometimes came into the store. Just the week before, Claire had helped her make a pair of custom earrings for a school dance.

What was Katherine going through? Claire suddenly hated that she couldnât help her friend through this, that she was stuck here in a stupid hospital bed instead of offering solace and aid to Katherine when she needed it.

âAnd the other girl?â she finally asked, not sure she wanted to hear the answer.

Riley didnât answer for a long time, that bleakness turning his eyes a wintry green.

âYou donât need to worry about this right now.â

âStop saying that. Tell me. Please, Riley.â

He finally spoke in a voice so low that she almost didnât hear him. âLayla.â

When the name finally registered, icy disbelief crackled through her. Layla. Mauraâs daughter. Riley and Alexâs niece. Mary Ellaâs granddaughter.

Layla, who had worked in her store sometimes in exchange for beads to make the funky Goth jewelry she adored.

âNo. Oh, no. Oh, poor Maura.â

Her throat was heavy and tears spilled over and she was only vaguely aware of Riley reaching for her uncasted hand.

âI shouldnât have told you. Iâm sorry, Claire. You need your strength to recover, not to worry about Maura and the rest of us left to grieve with her.â

She wept then, noisy, painful tears that clogged her throat and burned her eyes and hurt her heart. Through it all, Riley held her hand in both of his, looking tortured. She wanted him to hug her as heâd done that day in the store, but she knew he couldnât, not with her casted arm awkward and heavy between them.

He handed her the box of tissues and she must have used half of them before the storm of tears gave way to a deep, primal ache.

âHow is your family?â she finally asked.

âHanging in. We McKnights are tough, but this isâ¦â

âUnimaginable.â

âYeah.â

âIâm sorry, Ri. This isnât what you expected.â

âNo, Iâmââ

Whatever he was going to say was cut off when the door swung wide and her mother bustled in carrying one of Claireâs beaded bags and her arms loaded with magazines and books.

Ruth stopped in the doorway and did a double take Claire might have found funny if she hadnât been staggering under the weight of her grief for Layla.

âWhat do you think youâre doing here?â

Riley blinked a little at Ruthâs outrage, then he shuttered any expression.

âVisiting Claire. I thought she might want to know the status of the investigation into the break-in at her store.â

Claire didnât care anymore. She would have gladly endured the violation and outrage of hundreds of burglaries if it meant Layla could still be alive, with her black-painted fingernails and the mascara she would layer on with a trowel.

Ruth squinted at Claire and the scattered tissues on top of the blanket. She advanced on Riley, her features furious. âYou told her, didnât you?â

This was what her mother had been keeping from her, Claire realized finally, why she was drawn and upset. She had said nothing to Claire yesterday, had prevented Jeff from telling her, as well.

âYes,â Riley answered. âShe asked. I answered.â

âYou had no right. No right!â

âWhy didnât you tell me, Mother? Maura is my friend. Alex is my best friend. I needed to know. You shouldnât have tried to keep it from me.â

Ruth bristled and looked offended, an expression she wore with comfortable familiarity. âI didnât want to upset you. Youâve been through a terrible ordeal.â

âA few broken bones, which will heal,â Claire shot back. âI didnât lose a child!â

Ruth aimed another vitriolic look at Riley. If her mother hadnât already disliked him, she would loathe him now for going against her misguided wishes.

âWhat good does it do for you to know right now? You would find out soon enough. Look at how upset you are.â

Ruth would never understand that Claire was angry at her for withholding the information, not at Riley. With her classic myopia, her mother could always figure out a way to make herself the injured party in any conflict, so why bother trying to explain?

âIâd better go. Iâve got to head down to the station.â

He seemed so different from the teasing, flirtatious man who had come into her store after the robbery and her heart ached. âIâm so sorry, Riley,â she murmured, knowing the words were grossly inadequate, but they were all she had available. âThank you again for everything that night.â

âIâm glad youâre doing better. Take care of yourself, Claire.â

She nodded and watched him go, then settled in to face an exhausting day of busybody nurses and poking, prodding doctors and, worse, having to cope with her mother.

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âARE YOU SURE YOUâRE okay back there?â Jeff met her gaze in the rearview mirror.

Claire shifted on the backseat of his Escalade, trying to ignore the pain shooting through her muscles with every rotation of the tires.

She hugged Owen to her and reached across his back to hold Macyâs hand. What were a few bumps in the road when she finally had her children close?

âIâm fine. Itâs only a fifteen-minute drive anyway.â

âYou really should have taken the front seat.â Seated beside Jeff, Holly leaned around the headrest and gave Claire a stern look.

She was absolutely right but Claire refused to give her the satisfaction of agreeing. It had been stupid to insist on taking the backseat, where she didnât have nearly enough leg room for a cast. She had to stop literally bending herself in half to make everyone else happy.

âBut then I would have missed the chance to sit by the kids and Iâve missed them like crazy.â

She forced a smile and somehow managed to keep it from wobbling away when Jeff hit one of the townâs legendary late-spring potholes and the subsequent lurch sent her meager hospital lunch sloshing around her insides.

It was only the pain pills making her nauseated, she knew. That and the fact that she was actually in motion again after being confined to her hospital room for nearly five days.

âIt looks as if most of the snow has finally melted.â

Indeed, with the capriciousness of a Rocky Mountain spring, the temperature during her brief trip from the wide hospital front doors to Jeffâs backseat had been mild and pleasant. Outside the car window, she saw children playing on muddy lawns already beginning to turn a pale green and as Jeff turned onto Blue Sage Road, she enjoyed the sight of the bright yellow and red tulips beginning to bud in Caroline Bybeeâs always-spectacular garden.

âItâs about time,â Macy groused. âIt seems like winter went on forever this year.â

âI know, right,â Holly said. âI mean, Sunday is Easter and everything. I was thinking weâd have to hide eggs in the snow this year.â

That wasnât an uncommon occurrence in Claireâs memory. In the high Rockies, Hopeâs Crossing had been known to see heavy snowstorms into late May, but usually by the first of April, most of the remaining snow was up at the higher elevation of the ski resort.

âIâm glad itâs warmer today, for Mauraâs sake,â she murmured.

Except for those children they passed, the streets appeared quiet, almost deserted. Most of the year-round residents of Hopeâs Crossing would be at the funeral for Layla Parker. Ruth was there, which was the sole reason Holly and Jeff were the designated drivers taking Claire from the hospital to home.

Her mother couldnât miss the funeral, not when sheâd been friends with Mary Ella since they were girls. Claire understood that and had chosen to bite her lip and say nothing when Ruth arranged with Jeff and Holly to take her home from the hospital without consulting her on the matter. She would have preferred to call a taxi. Okay, truth be told, she would rather have tried to wheel herself the four hilly miles from the hospital to home rather than be dependent on her ex-husband.

âCareful on those bumps, honey.â Holly rested one of her perfectly manicured hands on Jeffâs arm. âMaybe you should slow down a little.â

âItâs fine. Iâm only going twenty-two miles per hour. Itâs a thirty-five zone.â

If he were speeding, he would still probably be safe from a ticket because Riley and most of his police department would probably be at the funeral with the rest of the town.

âHowâs everything been at home?â she asked Macy quickly.

âOkay. While youâve been in the hospital and weâve been staying at Dad and Hollyâs, Iâve been stopping at the house to take in the newspaper and the mail after school.â

âWe dropped Chester off at the house before we went to the hospital. Heâs super-excited to be back home.â

She could imagine. Holly wasnât a big dog lover and probably insisted their poor aging basset hound sleep in the cold garage.

âYou should have seen him, Mom. He went through every room, wagging his tail like crazy. Youâd think heâd been gone a month instead of just a few days.â

If Claire had possessed a tail, she would probably do the same thing when they reached her house, she was that eager to be home. She couldnât wait to be in her own space again.

Had it really been only five days since the accident? She felt as if sheâd lived a dozen lifetimes in those days.

âI still think itâs too early for you to be going home.â Jeff frowned at her in the rearview mirror.

âIâm afraid youâre going to have to take that up with Dr. Murray. Heâs the one who signed the release papers.â

âYou canât take care of yourself. Geez, Claire, you canât even get to the bathroom on your own.â

She forced herself to smile patiently, even as she fought the urge to remind Jeff that while he had the right to his opinions, she no longer had to listen to them. Truly one of the better things about not being married to the man anymore.

âRuth will be staying at the house the first few nights. Sheâs insisting.â

Unfortunately, she hadnât divorced her mother. It was a little tougher to ignore Ruthâs opinions, much as she would like to.

While Claire just wanted to go home and crawl into bed for a few weeks, yank the covers over her head and forget the rest of the world existed, she had two children who still needed to eat and do their homework and feed the dog. Pity parties were for women without obligations.

She had to be realistic about her limitations. Jeff was correct. Just taking care of herself was going to be enough of a challenge.

Having her mother there for a few days would be a big help. For a short time anyway, she could endure her mother harping on everything from the smelly dog to Owenâs muddy tennis shoes in the hall to the bad haircut of the news anchor on her favorite channel.

Claire had already resolved that she would simply grit her teeth and think how grateful she was that she still had a mother who cared about her and who was willing to step in for a fewâand only a few, please Godâdays.

âWhat about after she leaves?â Holly asked. âWould you like me to stay with you for a few days? I would be more than happy to.â

Claire offered a weak smile while her insides writhed at the idea. The only thing worse than Ruth in her space for a few days would be Holly, all big teeth and perfect hair and her desperate need for Claire to be her friend.

âThatâs a lovely offer, Holly. Really. Thank you. But Iâm sure by the first of next week, the kids and I will have figured things out together and I should be a little more self-sufficient. Anyway, you donât need the stress of worrying about somebody else right now. You need to take care of yourself and the little one.â

âI have had contractions every day since the accident,â she confessed, looking so young and worried that Claire was compelled to offer what little comfort she could.

âIâm sure theyâre simply Braxton-Hicks. Nothing to worry about,â she said.

âThatâs what Iâve told her.â Jeff gave his young wife a fond, indulgent sort of look. âShe thinks just because my specialty is orthopedics, Iâve forgotten my OB-GYN rotation. Not to mention the fact that Iâve been through this twice before.â

If Claire remembered correctly, she was the one whoâd been through this twice before, but the whole situation was just too strange for her and she wasnât in the mood to point that out.

Jeff turned onto Blackberry Lane just then and a moment later pulled into the driveway, sparing her from having to come up with an answer.

For a moment, Claire just wanted to sit here and gaze at the wonderful familiarity of her house, bricks a weathered red, that charming porch out front, the ironwork fence with the arrowed finials around the perimeter of the yard.

She loved this house and had for years, long before the day she and Jeff made an offer on it three years ago. It was hers alone now, hers and the childrenâs, but she had never been so happy to be there.

Making her way from car to house was a bit of an ordeal. Beyond the difficulties of the transfer from the backseat to the wheelchair she was stuck in for a few weeks at least, her front door had four steps, too many for the portable folding ramp Jeff had wangled from somewhere. Owen finally suggested they use the back door leading to the kitchen because it only had two steps and a slightly larger doorway for the wheelchair, and finally Macy pushed her inside and she was home.

Chester gave a happy bark of greetingâas happy as his barks could sound anywayâbut then he freaked out at something, maybe her cast or the sight of the wheelchair, and headed for his safe zone under the kitchen table.

âItâs okay, buddy,â Owen cajoled. âCome on out. Itâs just Mom.â

âHeâll get used to it,â Claire said, although sheâd been dealing with the whole thing for five days and she still wasnât used to it all.

âHeâs not coming. What a dorky dog.â Macy shook her head. âMaybe you should try one of his treats.â

As much as she loved Chester, Claire was too achy and exhausted right now to care much about showing up on the dogâs popularity list, but because it seemed so important to the kids, she took the treat Macy handed her from the pantry and held it down at the dogâs eye level.

Chester hesitated for only a moment before he waddled to her side for the treat, then started sniffing the wheels of the chair and her outstretched toes sticking out of the cast.

âAs we talked about at the hospital, youâre several weeks from being able to tackle the stairs in this house,â Jeff said rather pompously. âWeâve moved some of your things down to the guest bedroom.â

âI know.â That part she didnât mind. The guest room was actually one of the nicer rooms of the house, with an en suite bathroom and wide windows overlooking the mountains. She had created such a comfortable little spot there that even after the divorce, Jeffâs parents still preferred staying with her whenever they came to visit from their house in Arizona, much to Hollyâs chagrin.

âWe like to be closer to the children,â JoAnn had tried to explain to Holly during their last visit, but Claire suspected even after their new grandchild was born, the Bradfords would prefer this place, with its sunny garden and basketball hoop in the driveway to the glass and cedar showplace Jeff and Holly had built up in Snowcrest Estates.

âI brought down all your pillows and your favorite quilt,â Macy said. âThe Western Star that your Grandma Van Duran made when you were a little girl. Holly helped me put fresh sheets on the bed for you.â

âThank you. Both of you.â Claire managed a smile.

âYou need to rest now,â Holly said sternly. âJeff and I will stay here with the children until the funeral is over and your mother can get away and come here.â

âCan I drive you in?â Owen asked.

She smiled at her eager-to-please eight-year-old. âOf course.â

With care and concentration, he maneuvered the chair through the doors, which were just wide enough for it to fit. She was definitely going to have to come up with another solution than this wheelchair or all the lovely historic woodwork of the door frames she had worked so hard to refinish would be dinged and scraped.

As soon as she reached the bed and started the complicated process of transferring from the chair, she realized with not inconsiderable dismay that she would have to change into a nightgown from the skirt and cotton shirt her mother had brought to the hospital for her trip home.

The enormity of the task, given the cast on her arm, completely overwhelmed her. âCan you send Macy back to help me change?â she asked Owen.

âDonât be silly,â Holly exclaimed from the doorway, where she and Jeff had apparently followed them. âIâll help you.â

She absolutely did not want her ex-husbandâs young, adorably pregnant wife helping her, but she didnât exactly have a lot of options here. âThank you,â she murmured.

When Jeff made no move to leave, Claire raised her eyebrows. It was an awkward situation all the way around. Although they had been married for ten years and had once been as intimate as two people could be with each other, that was in the past and she wasnât changing clothes in front of him.

Jeff finally clued in and cleared his throat. âCome on, Owen. Letâs go see what we can find for lunch. You hungry?â

They left, closing the door behind them, leaving her and Holly alone.

While Claire did her best with the buttons on her shirt, Holly immediately went to the mirror-topped antique dresser and pulled out one of Claireâs nightgowns she and Macy must have brought down.

âI have to admit, itâs weird for me to see you this way,â Holly said.

âWhat do you mean?â

Holly gestured to the wheelchair and the hospital bed Jeff must have arranged to replace the queen normally in the room. Claire didnât think that was strictly necessary, although she supposed it would help with transfers from the bed to the wheelchair. âI donât know. Needy, I guess. Youâre the most together person I know. Itâs justâ¦different to see you otherwise.â

âItâs not so comfortable for me, either,â she said.

âIâm sorry,â Holly said quietly. âReally sorry. It must be hard for you.â

âYes,â she admitted with reluctance.

âWell, donât worry about it. Iâm glad to help. Letâs get you more comfortable.â

Few moments in Claireâs life were as excruciatingly humiliating as being forced to sit, helpless and weak, as her ex-husbandâs young and beautiful new wife helped her into the loose cotton nightgown.

Holly was actually very considerate and kind about the whole thing, to her relief, but by the time they finished Claire was exhausted and humiliated and could only think about another pain pill. Unfortunately, she wasnât due to take a dose for a few hours yet. She was vigilant about keeping to the correct schedule, afraid of becoming dependent. She didnât know if it was a genetic predisposition, but her motherâs dark history was entirely too vivid in her memory.

âThere you are, Claire,â Holly said when she was finally settled into the bed, the soft quilt tucked to her chin. âDoes that feel better?â

âYes, thank you.â

âItâs no trouble.â She smiled. âIf you want the truth, itâs kind of nice to have you lean on me for a change instead of always the other way around. You just rest now. Come on, Chester. Letâs go.â

Claire hadnât realized the dog was there, as well. She opened one eye and spotted his pudgy grumpiness circling around the rug beside the bed, preparing to settle in.

âNo, leave him.â

Holly frowned. âAre you sure? He can be such a bother.â

âIâm sure.â

Holly looked skeptical but she shrugged. âDo you need anything else? Water? A book or something?â

âOnly my cell phone over on the dresser, please.â

She needed to try again to call Maura after the funeral. Every day since the accident, she had tried numerous times, but Maura wouldnât answer the phone. Claire couldnât blame her. She was sure her friend was overwhelmed right now and the last thing she wanted to do was talk on the phone and endure more platitudes. Until Claire could make it in person to see her friend, the phone would have to do and she vowed to keep calling until Maura would talk to her.

âThank you for taking care of the children so I donât have to worry about them.â

âYouâre welcome. Really.â Holly smiled and left the room, closing the door behind her.

Claire scooted as far as she could to the right side of the bed and reached down with her good arm. Chester licked at her fingers for a moment, then nudged at her to be petted.

She scratched his warm fur and thought about how much she hated being on the receiving end of help until she fell asleep.

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âWHAT WAS THAT MAN THINKING? You canât stay there by yourself. Iâm coming over.â

Claire shifted her weight on the couch, holding the phone with one hand while she reached to rub the pain above her left eyebrow and bumped her head with plaster.

After nearly two weeks with the stupid thing, one would think she would remember it was there but she still found she forgot at odd moments.

âThatâs not necessary, Mom. You donât need to come over. Iâm fine. Jeff must think so, right? Otherwise he and Holly wouldnât have taken the kids to Denver for the weekend.â

âThat doesnât mean anything. He doesnât have a bit of sense when it comes to Holly. If she said she wanted to take the kids to Denver, he would take them even if you were lying unconscious on the floor when they left.â

Claire blinked. Wow. That was unusualâfor her mother to actually criticize her ex-husband. âEven Dr. Murray was happy with the way Iâm healing,â she said. âBetween the walker and the rolling office chair Alex rigged up for me, I can get anywhere on the main floor on my own and Iâm keeping my fully charged cell phone on my person at all times.â

âI donât care. I still donât like the idea of you alone in that big house, especially on a night like tonight.â

Claire gazed outside at the rain sharply pelting the windows, hurled by the gusting canyon winds. For more than a week, Hopeâs Crossing had seen lovely weather, which sheâd been forced to enjoy from inside while she recuperated. Today had been overcast and cheerless, though, and an hour ago the wind and rain had started in earnest.

She had been looking forward to popping a bag of popcorn in the microwave and enjoying the rainstorm by herself, the first time she had truly been alone since the accident.

She had been home from the hospital for a week and had spent that time constantly surrounded by well-meaning friends. When Ruth wasnât able to be there, she made sure someone else could stay. Evie or Alex or Angie or one of a half-dozen other friends.

Claire was grateful for all theyâd done for her. Alex had coordinated so many meals that Claire now had a refrigerator and freezer full of food. Other friends had taken her shopping list to the store for her and brought back an armload of supplies and still another coordinated the car pool for the children so Claire didnât need to worry about getting them to soccer or piano lessons. She knew from her one brief stilted phone call with Maura two days earlier that her friend was receiving much the same.

Claire was deeply grateful for all the help, but she was desperate for a moment to herself just to think.

Ruth didnât seem to agree. âI donât like this. Not a bit. What if you fall down? You could lie there all night and no one would even know. Iâll just come and sleep upstairs in your room again and you wonât even know Iâm there.â

âIâm not going to fall. And remember, Iâve got my phone with me constantly. If I need help, I can call, email or text someone for help in a second.â

âNot if youâre unconscious.â

She held the phone away from her ear and screwed up her eyes, fighting the urge to bang the phone a few times against her head.

After the past six days, she should be an expert on dealing with overprotective people. Her mother, Holly, even the children had joined in the coddling action.

âIâll be fine, Mom,â she repeated. If I trip in the bathroom and break my neck, youâll be the first one I call. âIâm just going to sit here on the sofa and watch a DVD for an hour and then go straight to sleep, I swear. Thereâs absolutely no need for you to come over. I know how much you hate driving in this weather.â

Her mother hesitated a little at that and Claire knew she had pushed exactly the right button.

Ruth didnât like driving at night or in snow or rainâa definite inconvenience when one chose to make a home in the high country of the Rockies. If she had to go somewhere during stormy weather, she inevitably would call Claire for a ride.

âAre you sure?â Claire heard the note of hesitation in her motherâs voice and mentally breathed a sigh of relief.

âPositive. Iâll be perfectly fine. Iâve got Chester to keep me company and enough leftovers in the house to last me until July.â

Ruth waffled for a few more moments before she finally caved. âAll right. Because I guess you donât want my company, Iâll stay put.â

Claire refused to feel even a twinge of guilt for the slightly hurt note in her motherâs voice.

âBut call me if you change your mind and decide you want me there.â

âI will. Thanks, Mom. Good night.â

Her mother hung up and Claire closed her eyes and leaned her head against the couch, just relishing the silence, broken only by Chesterâs snores on the floor beside the couch.

Dealing with her mother always exhausted her. Sometimes she was deeply jealous of the easy, comfortable relationship Alex and her sisters had with Mary Ella. Claire wanted that, too, but it seemed like every interaction with her mother ended in weary frustration that Ruth could be so needy and demanding.

Ruth hadnât always been like that. Before her fatherâs scandalous death, Claire remembered her mother as a strong, funny, independent woman. Someone very much like Katherine Thorne.

When Claire was eight or nine, her mother had been the PTA president during a tumultuous time when some in Hopeâs Crossing had been trying to gather support to build a new elementary school. Claire had vivid memories of her mother speaking out with vigor and eloquent prose about the importance of educating young minds in a safe, clean environment.

The memory always made her sad because of the stark contrast between that capable woman and what her mother had become later.

Claire sighed, reaching for the rolling office chair she had found much more convenient than the wheelchair sheâd brought home from the hospital. She transferred to it and scooted with her healing sprained ankle into the kitchen, where she opened the refrigerator and scanned the contents for something appealing to warm for her dinner. She finally settled on some of the sinfully divine cream of potato soup Dermot Caine had brought over from the diner a few days earlierâperfect for a cold, stormy night.

She dished some into a bowl, grateful the children hadnât unloaded the dishwasher before they left or she would have had a struggle trying to reach the plates and bowls in the upper cupboard.

As she waited for the soup to warm in the microwave, her thoughts returned to her mother.

She could pinpoint exactly the moment Ruth had changed. April twentieth, twenty-four years ago, 11:42 p.m. She had been twelve years old, her brother eight, the same ages her kids were now. The night had been rainy, like this one. She remembered she had been sleeping when something awakened her. The doorbell, she realized later. Claire had blinked awake and lain there in bed, listening to the branches of the big elm click against the window in the swirling wind and wondering who could be ringing the doorbell so late and if her father would be angry with them because he always rose early for work.

And then sheâd heard her mother cry out, a desperate, horrified kind of sound. With a sudden knot of apprehension in her stomach, Claire had opened her door fully and sidled out to the landing, looking down through the bars.

She had recognized the longtime police chief, Dean Coleman, but had been able to hear only bits of his hushed conversation.

Dead. Both shot. Jealous husband. Iâm sorry, Ruth.

Everything changed in that moment. Gossip roared faster than a wind-stirred fire. Even though the adults in her life had tried to keep it from her and her brother, their children heard and absorbed snippets about the scandal and a few of them had delighted in whispering about it loud enough so they knew that Claire would overhear.

Her fatherâthe man she had adored, president of the biggest bank in town, a leader of church and communityâhad been having a torrid affair with a cocktail waitress at the Dirty Dog, the sleazy bar outside of town.

Apparently the woman had a jealous husband, a biker thug by the name of Calvin Waters. When he came home early one night, he caught them in bed together. In a drunken rage, he shot them both with a sawed-off shotgun before turning the gun on himself.

The scandal had exploded in Hopeâs Crossing. She could still remember those awful days as she had endured stares and whispers and hadnât known what to do with all the anger and shame inside herâor with the grief for her lost innocence.

Claire and her brother had endured those first difficult months by keeping a few friends close and basically sticking their heads down and plowing through.

Ruth, on the other hand, had completely fallen apart. She had taken to her bed for several months after the scandal, addicted to alcohol and the Valium doctors had prescribed her for sleep.

Left with little choice, Claire had stepped up to take care of the three of them. She had been the one who did laundry, who fixed lunch for her younger brother, who walked him to school and helped with his homework and comforted him when he cried for a mother who had been too absorbed in her loss and humiliation to see her children needed her, too.

Claire knew now, taking charge of her flailing family had been her way of dealing with the chaos.

She sipped at her soup, wishing the rich, creamy taste could wipe away the bitter memories. Ruth had lived in that numb state for about six months, until Mary Ella and Katherine and other friends had forced her to break free of her addiction.

She had fought it with courage and strength and Claire would always admire that in her mother. But even after rehab, Ruth had continued to rely on Claire to make sure her life flowed smoothly.

Claire knew she bore plenty of responsibility for the patterns they had fallen into. Even when she had lived away from Hopeâs Crossing while Jeff was in medical school, she had handled any crisis of Ruthâs long-distance, whether that was dealing with a parking ticket or a doctor bill or calling a plumber to repair a leaky faucet.

She could justify to herself that if she didnât take care of things, her motherâs life would fall back into chaos, but she knew that was only an excuse. This was her way of feeling needed, important, to a mother who had basically forgotten her children amid her own pain.

With a sigh, she set down her soup. She wasnât hungry after all. She would just watch the movie, she decided. She wheeled the chair to the sink and rinsed the bowl, reaching the switch on the disposal only with the help of a large soup ladle.

She headed back to the family room and turned on the movie, eager for any kind of distraction from her thoughts. The movie apparently worked too well. She barely remembered the first sceneâwhen she awoke some time later, the credits were rolling and Chester was standing in the doorway, his hackles raised.

âWhatâs the matter, bud?â she asked.

He gave that low-throated hound howl of his and scrambled for the front door, his hackles raised and his claws clicking on the wood floor.

Claire frowned but curiosity compelled her to transfer to her rolling office chair and follow him. Chester wasnât much of a watchdog but he would sometimes have these weird fits of protectiveness. Probably just the Stimsonsâ cat or maybe a mule deer coming out of the mountains to forage among the spring greens. For all she knew, her silly dog could be barking at the wind that still howled.

âCome on, boy. Itâs okay. Settle down.â

Still, the basset hound stood beside the door, that low growl sounding somehow ominous in the silent house.

Claire maneuvered down the hallway after him until she reached the window beside the front door, set just low enough that she could peek over the sill from her seated position.

She squinted into the darkness and caught a flash of movement that materialized into a dark shape there on the porch.

Her heart skittered.

Someone was out there.

CHAPTER SIX

CLAIRE COULD HEAR HER pulse pounding in her ears, but she quickly tried to talk herself down.

She was seeing things. A trick of the wind or a shadow or something.

And even if she wasnât seeing some weird hallucination, if she really had seen someone standing on her porch, the explanation was probably perfectly benign. This was Hopeâs Crossing after all. Not that the town was immune to crimeâas the recent rash of burglaries would certainly attestâbut a home invasion robbery was an entirely different situation.

Settle down, she told herself. She was only freaking out because she was battling a completely normal sense of vulnerability, alone and helpless in her big house on a stormy night. It was only natural to start imagining somebody out there with a chain saw and a hockey mask.

She was seeing things. She was down to one pain-killer at night, but maybe even that much of the stuff lingering in her system was messing with her head.

She gazed out into the sleeting rain again, straining her eyes to peer at the dark corners of her lawn. There. Again. This time, she couldnât come up with another rational explanation. That was definitely a person out there dressed in dark clothing, lurking on the edge of the porch.

In a panic, not really thinking about what she was doing, Claire checked to make sure the door was latched and then flicked the porch light rapidly on and off a half-dozen times.

It was probably a stupid thing to do, only serving to let the guy know she had seen him. She would have been better off using that time to barricade herself in the bathroom and calling 9-1-1 or something.

Stupid or not, though, it worked. She had caught his attention anyway. The figure turned quickly toward the front door and she caught the pale blur of a face, but couldnât make out features or any other identifying detailsâeven whether it was a man or womanâbefore he (she?) turned quickly and rushed down the driveway.

What on earth was that? Her breath came in shallow gasps as Claire reached down to put a comforting hand on Chesterâs warm fur.

âYouâre such a good, brave doggie. Yes, you are. Yes, you are. The bad man is gone now. Weâre okay.â

Her voice sounded squeaky, as if sheâd been sucking helium and she forced herself to try some of Alexâs circle breathing: in through the nose for five counts, fill the diaphragm and hold it for five, then out through the mouth for five counts.

She was only on her second rotation when Chester suddenly gave his howling bark again, his grumpy face concerned, just a second before the doorbell rang. Claire let out a little shriek. Was her intruder back?

After a frantic search for some kind of weapon, she finally picked up a stout umbrella from the holder by the door, then peered through the window again.

This visitor was unquestionably male. Hard chest, broad shoulders, a slight dark shadow on his face. Relief surged through her, sweet and pure like spring runoff.

Riley!

She fumbled with the dead bolt and the lock and yanked open the door, then shoved herself back in the office chair a few feet to give him room to come inside.

Some of her fear must have been obvious on her face. Riley looked wary. If she hadnât known him since they were both kids, she would have called him dangerous.

âWhat is it? Whatâs wrong? I saw you flashing your porch lights as I was heading home. Are you hurt?â

Claire wanted to sink into his arms, into that peace and comfort she had found there that day in her store.

âProbably nothing. I feel like an idiot now. Sorry to make you get out of your car in the rain.â

She was suddenly aware she was dressed in her nightgown, cotton and shapeless, and no bra. At least it was fairly pretty, a light, sunny yellow that one of her friends from the senior citizen center had embellished with embroidery flowers and brought over a few days earlier.

Claire didnât even want to think what her hair must look like, tangled and flat from falling asleep on the couch earlier. Why could he never see her under better circumstances? She didnât always look like a frowsy invalid, she would almost swear to it.

âWhat happened?â Riley asked.

âChester started barking at something, which is unusual for him. I came to investigate and thought I saw someone on the porch. I flickered the lights, I donât know, just as a distraction, I guess. I had no idea you were out there, but Iâm so glad you saw them, too. Anyway, it must have worked because he bolted.â

âHe?â

âI donât know. It might have been a woman. I couldnât tell. I just saw this dark shape take off down the driveway. Did you see anything?â

He shook his head and she saw a few raindrops that still clung to the dark strands of his hair, gleaming in her foyer light. âVisibility is pretty poor out because of the storm. I didnât see anything except your lights flashing, but I can look around for you. Lock the door behind me and wait right here with Chester.â

Did he really think she wanted to be anywhere else? She wasnât a complete idiot. âThank you, Riley. Iâll feel really silly when you donât find anything. Iâm sorry to bother you.â

âYouâre not bothering me. This is my job, remember?â

He didnât give her a chance to answer before he headed back outside, closing the door firmly behind him. He waited on the other side until she clicked the dead bolt shut, then he began sweeping the lawn with his flashlight. She watched him through the window beside the door as he methodically crisscrossed her yard and then disappeared around the side of the house to check the back door.

What a relief to have Riley there. Not that she necessarily needed a man to protect her, but she couldnât deny she found comfort from knowing she had an armed officer of the law watching her back.

An unaccustomed comfort, she had to admit. Even when she was married, Jeff wasnât the sort to handle this sort of crisis. Once when Jeff was doing his residency, a neighbor in their condo complex had come home drunk in the middle of the night and mistaken their door for his. When his key didnât work, heâd tried to break in through a window.

Jeff had been at the hospital and Claire had been alone with the children. She remembered how terrified sheâd been, until she recognized the man and went out to talk him down and help him find his way home.

That seemed a long time ago, but she could still remember calling Jeff at work afterward, needing reassurance or comfort or something, even just the sound of his voice.

âSounds like you handled it just fine,â heâd said, dismissing the whole incident.

That was her. Sheâd been handling every complication since she was twelve years old.

She petted a puzzled but tolerant Chester for another few minutes until Riley rapped on the front door again. Her hands fumbled with the lock and it took her a minute to undo the lock.

âDid you see anything?â

âNo murdering psychos. At least as far as I can find.â

âYou think I was seeing things, then?â

âNope. You definitely saw someone out there.â

âHow can you tell?â

He pulled a bundle from behind his back and carried it into the house. âI found this in a corner of your porch, back in the shadows. I probably would have noticed it when I came up to the door if I hadnât been so worried about you.â

She stared at the huge basket. âWhat on earth?â

âAny idea who might have dropped it off for you in the middle of the night?â

âNo. Thatâs crazy. Why wouldnât whoever delivered it ring the doorbell?â

âGood question.â

He was wearing evidence gloves, she realized. As if this was a crime scene or something.

âYou think itâsâ¦something weird?â

âIâm sure itâs only from one of your many well-wishers. But just to be safe, why donât I take a look since Iâm here and all?â

âThis is Hopeâs Crossing, not Oakland, Riley. I highly doubt somebodyâs left me a pipe bomb in a basket ofâ¦of magazines.â

His look was wry. âYou didnât expect anybody to break into your store and vandalize it, did you?â

She had no answer to that, so she merely pushed her chair out of the way. Riley set the basket on the console table in the entryway and began sorting through the contents.

âLooks like weâve got something in a package that says Sugar Rush. Whatâs that?â

âGourmet sweet shop down on Pine Street, opened about a year ago. They have the best ice cream in town.â

âThis says blackberry fudge.â

âOoh. Yum. My favorite.â

He gave her a sidelong look that made her toes tingle like sheâd missed a step. âIâll keep that in mind.â

âThough Iâm not picky,â she confessed. âI like all their fudge. And the ice cream, too. Oh, and their caramel drops. Which is probably why I stay away from Sugar Rush.â

He smiled a little and reached into the basket again. âWhat else do we have here? Looks like lotion.â

He opened the lid and sniffed. âNice. Smells like flowers.â

âChristy Powell makes soap and lotion. Maybe the basket is from her.â

âI havenât seen a note yet.â

He pulled out a thick stack of new magazines, what looked like one issue of just about every offering from the rack at Mauraâs bookstore, including several beading magazines, she was touched to see.

Usually Claire didnât read many magazines. She preferred a good novel as a general rule, but when she was stressed, sometimes leafing through a magazine that didnât require a major commitment in energy or attention was the perfect thing.

Riley wasnât done yet. He pulled out about a half dozen of the romantic suspense novels she preferred and then a bag of gourmet hard candy, also from Sugar Rush.

âWow. Somebody knows what I like. I bet it was Alex.â

Riley didnât appear convinced. âWhy would she bother skulking around your porch and leaving secret baskets instead of what she usually doesâbarging in and sticking her nose wherever she wants?â

âGood point.â She smiled a little. For all his grousing about his sister, she knew Riley and Alex usually had a great relationship. Alex adored her only brother, as did all the McKnight sisters.

âYouâre right. Alex has a key anyway. If it had been her, she would have dropped off the basket on the kitchen table and then started rearranging my spice cupboard and nagging me about why I havenât replaced the saffron I bought six years ago or something.â

He smiled. âNote to self, keep Alex out of my kitchen.â

âWise decision,â she answered.

He reached into the basket again. âCheck this out. I wonder if it came from Mauraâs store.â

He pulled out a small flowered bookmark with a dangly angel charm.

Claire gazed at it for an instant and then gasped as all the pieces clicked into place. âThe angel! Oh, my word!â

âAngel?â

âI must have had a visit from the Angel of Hope. Darn! Now I really wish I had been able to see more than just a dark shape out there.â

Riley carefully set the bookmark back into the basket, his wary gaze trained on her like he expected her to start speaking in tongues any minute now. âYou think youâve had an angelic visitation? You havenât been mixing that pain medication with anything, have you? Like bourbon? Or, I donât know, maybe peyote?â

She laughed. âReally? Hasnât anybody in town told you about our angel?â

Riley shook his head and for the first time she realized how tired he looked. His features were drawn and his eyes wore dark smudges underneath.

Between Laylaâs funeral, the accident and settling into a new job, he must be exhausted and here she was dragging him out on a rainy night for the most ridiculous reason when he probably only wanted to find his bed.

âWhat angel?â he asked.

âItâs not important. Remind me to tell you about it sometime when youâre not so worn-out.â

âWhatâs wrong with now?â

âNothing, but you look like youâre going to fall over if you donât get some rest. This obviously isnât a bomb or hate mail or anything. I think your work here is done, Chief. Thank you.â

âI want to hear about the Angel of Hope. How can I not? If Iâve got heavenly visitors in my town, Iâd like to know.â

âIâll tell you, but do you mind if I find a more comfortable spot first?â The chair was convenient but keeping her leg down like this was invariably painful.

He instantly looked contrite. âIâm sorry. I wasnât thinking. Need a push?â

âNo, Iâve got a system.â

Using her cane and her right leg, she pushed herself back into the family room, grateful for the wood floors in her old house. In the family room, she went through the laborious process of transferring to the sofa with the aid of the crutches propped beside it, feeling about a hundred years old again.

âNeed help?â he asked again.

âIâve got it.â

âOf course you do.â Somewhat to her surprise, Riley took off his coat and draped it over the back of a chair, looking as if he planned to settle in at least for a while.

âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â

He shook his head, an exasperated sort of look in his eyes. âItâs freezing in here. You need a fire.â

âItâs a little tough to start one when I canât quite muck around on the hearth,â she admitted. âI can nudge up the furnace, though.â

âThe furnace wonât do you much good if the wind knocks out the power, which it probably will.â

Because she knew he was right, she didnât complain when he headed to the lovely old mantel and grabbed kindling out of the basket on the hearth. With efficient movements, he had a little fire blazing merrily in just a few moments. Chester barely waited for Riley to stand up again before he replaced him on the hearth rug, circling his sturdy little body three or four times before settling into his ultimate comfort spot.

âThank you,â she said when the welcome warmth began to seep into the room. âYouâre right, thatâs much better.â

âJust the thing on a rainy, stormy night.â

She had to agree. She had been thinking she needed to replace the drafty old fireplace with a gas insert for convenienceâs sake, but there was something uniquely comforting about a wood fire.

Riley took the easy chair adjacent to the sofa. He gave a barely audible sigh and leaned back in the chair and she wondered if heâd had time to sit down all day long.

âPerfect. Okay. Now Iâm ready. Tell me about the Angel of Hopeâs Crossing.â He smiled slightly, that sexy little dimple in his cheek flashing at her. Her stomach dipped and fluttered and she drew in a steadying breath and told herself to stop being ridiculous.

âHere, have some fudge.â

âItâs for you,â he protested, but when she handed him a piece, he took it and popped it into his mouth. âMmm. Okay, youâre right. Delicious. Now about the angel.â

She nibbled the edge of her own piece, letting the sweet, rich taste melt on her tongue. âWell, it all started with Caroline Bybeeâs car.â

âWidow Bybee? Wow. Is she still alive?â

âHush. Sheâs not that old. And sheâs got the energy of a woman half her age. Havenât you seen her garden around the corner on Blue Sage?â

âWhat happened to her car?â

âWell, you know sheâs on a fixed income. Her husband has been gone a long time and even though she works part-time at the library, I can guess that making ends meet can sometimes be a struggle for the poor dear, especially the way property taxes keep going up.â

That was one of the problems with living in a town that had taken off as a tourist destination. People who had lived for years in their family homes often couldnât afford to stay, not when they could make outrageous sums of money by selling their property to be turned into condos or vacation homes.

Many longtime residents had seized their golden ticket and left already, but those who considered Hopeâs Crossing home and didnât want to uproot their lives were stuck trying to find their place in the new economic reality of high taxes and tourist prices on groceries.

Add to that the fact that most of the jobs in town were relatively low-paying service-oriented positions at the resort or the other hotels that had sprung upâand the restaurants and bars that had followedâand Claire supposed it was no wonder some of the youth in town didnât see a future for themselves here and had turned to crime.

âCaroline had that old sky-blue Plymouth she drove for years, remember?â she said. âIt finally died last fall and even though she was much too proud to admit it, I donât think she could afford to replace it. She made do for a few weeks catching rides from friends to church and the library or just walking if she had to do errands in town, but then the cold hit early.â

He said nothing for a long moment and when she glanced over, she saw his eyes were closed. He looked loose and relaxed in her recliner, more at ease than sheâd seen him since he came back to town. Was he asleep? Was her story that boring or was the La-Z-Boy just too comfortable?

He opened one eye. âGo on. Iâm still listening.â

Color climbed her cheeks. âRight. Sorry. Um, well, the morning of the first snow, Caroline woke up to find a strange car in the driveway. A Honda Accord only a few years old, complete with snow tires. Of course she called the police right away. Dean Coleman showed up and discovered two sets of keys inside the vehicle, along with a gift title made over to her and a note that said âDrive Carefullyâ and that was it.â

He opened both eyes and she was astonished all over again at the vibrant green of them, like the foothills in May, lush with new grasses.

Alex had the same color eyes, but they somehow looked more startling amid Rileyâs masculine features.

She shifted the throw off her a little, too warm now.

âSomebody gave Widow Bybee a car anonymously?â

âCrazy, right?â

âAnd she has no idea who did it?â

âNone at all. You know Caroline. Sheâs not one to take things at face value. She tracked the purchase to a dealership outside Denver, but thatâs as far as she could go with her digging. She hit solid bedrock and nobody would tell her anything.â

He looked intrigued and she remembered Mary Ella talking about how much Riley had always loved a good mystery.

âObviously that wasnât the end of it, as your visitor tonight indicates.â

âNot by a long shot. The rest of the winter, rumors started trickling around town of others who had been recipients of this unexpected generosity. Money left in mailboxes, baskets of food on porches, bills paid anonymously. Nothing along the lines of Carolineâs car, but always coming just at a critical moment when people were most discouraged.â

She smiled and gazed at her own basket, touched all over again that someone had gone to so much trouble on her behalf. For the first time, she realized that much of the impact these little gestures had on the recipient came not so much from the tangible gift as from the act of giving itself, the idea that someone had invested time and energy and thought into meeting a need without expectation of even a thank-you.

âSomewhere along the way, somebody coined the mysterious benefactor the Angel of Hope and the name stuck. Itâs become quite a legend in town, with everyone trying to figure out who it might be. So far no oneâs been able to catch him or her in the act. I probably came closer tonight than anyone else. Itâs been really good for the town. I donât think any of us realized just how fractured weâd become as a community until these things started happening.â

âFractured? What do you mean?â

âHopeâs Crossing isnât the same place it was when we were kids. It hasnât been for a while.â

âBack then, the ski resort was just getting off the ground, only one double lift and a few runs,â he said.

âRight. We all thought Harry Lange and the other developers were smoking something funny to ever think they could make a go of another destination ski resort when Colorado was already glutted with them.â

âTheir gamble paid off.â

âRight. Here we are, needing those tourists to survive,â she said, a little glumly.

âAny insight into who might be doing the good deeds?â

âThere are about as many theories about that zipping around town as Iâve got seed beads at the store. I was thinking maybe itâs your mom.â

He snorted. âYouâre crazy. My mom raised six kids by herself on a schoolteacherâs salary and whatever pitiful child support my dad condescended to pay before he died. No way would she be able to afford to buy a car for Widow Bybee, as much as she might love the cranky old girl.â

âIt was only a theory. I think youâre probably right, not necessarily because of the money but because once Mary Ella was out of town visiting Lila when somebody had a cord of firewood sent to Fletcher Jones up in Minerâs Hollow.â

âPlaying devilâs advocate hereânot that I buy your theory for a minuteâbut even if my mother was out of town with my sister, she could have arranged the firewood delivery over the phone or before she left.â

âTrue enough, but sheâs been in the store with me a few times when we heard about something the Angel of Hope had done. She was genuinely shocked and thrilled when we heard someone had paid the entire hotel bill for Mark and Amy Denton when their preemie was in the NICU for three weeks in Denver. I donât think Mary Ella could possibly be that good of an actress. She was crying and everything.â

âI donât know. She put on a pretty good show that everything was just fine after my dad left.â

She sent him a searching look, surprised he would refer to what had been a traumatic time for his family. He looked as if he regretted saying anything, so she returned to their previous topic.

âAfter I discarded the theory of your mother being the Angel of Hope, I thought it might be Katherine.â

He nodded. âNow that I might believe. She and Brodie are loaded. Between the sporting goods store and their condo developments, not to mention that her husband was one of the original investors in the ski resort, Katherine could easily afford to run around town helping people out.â

âExcept right now, Katherine has far more important things on her mind than bringing me blackberry fudge and a magazine or two. Sheâs in Denver. Iâve talked to her every day since Iâve been home and I know she hasnât left Tarynâs side at the childrenâs hospital.â

She was instantly sorry sheâd brought up the accident. Rileyâs expression grew shuttered and sudden tension seemed to seethe and coil between them.

Chester seemed to sense something was wrong. He lifted his head from the hearth rug and looked back and forth between them. He yawned and clambered to his feet and waddled over to the side of Rileyâs armchair, as if trying to offer his canine version of moral support.

Riley reached down and scratched the scruff of his neck, his mouth a tight line.

She decided not to tiptoe around the subject. âHave you been to see Maura today?â she asked.

That bleak look in his eyes made her long for the teasing rascal heâd been as a boy. âI try to stop by every day. I swung by on my lunch hour earlier.â

âIâve only talked to her briefly. Most of the time when I call, I reach her voice mail.â

âYouâre not the only one. Sheâs shutting everyone out. Even when I show up in person, she doesnât want to talk. She pretends everything is just as it was.â

âI guess some pain is so deep you have to swim through it on your own.â

âTrue enough.â

âHow are you?â she asked after a long moment. âHow are you really?â

âFine,â he said shortly.

When she continued to look at him, he finally sighed. âIâve had better months.â

She had a feeling he didnât admit that to many people and she was touched that he would share with her. Without thinking other than to offer him comfort, she reached across the space between them and rested a hand on his forearm.

He looked down at her fingers for a long moment and when his gaze rose to meet hers, she wanted to think some of the darkness had lifted from his eyes.

Something flowed between them, something as warm and sweet as the homemade caramel sauce they drizzled over the ice-cream sundaes at Sugar Rush.

âYou looked tired when you came in. Have you been sleeping?â

He shrugged but didnât answer directly. âWhy are you worrying about me, Claire? Youâre the one with all the broken bones.â

âMy injuries will heal,â she said softly.

He slid his arm away from her fingers on the pretext of scratching the back of his neck. âDonât worry about me, Claire. Worry about Maura and the rest of my family and about the Thornes.â He quickly changed the subject. âSo whoâs next on your list, if not Ma or Katherine Thorne for the Angel of Hope?â

She decided to let him think he was distracting her, although she wanted to inform him she would worry about him whether he liked it or not. âI donât know. Iâm running out of possibilities.â

âWhat if itâs a whole group of people? Some kind of loosely structured consortium?â

She laughed. âA what?â

âWhat if youâve got more than one Angel of Hope? An alliance of do-gooders? It could be all of them. Ma and Katherine, maybe even your mother. I could see Angie and her husband joining in.â

She considered the idea. âOkay, thatâs an option. Maybe whoever gave Caroline her car was only the one who started it all, then others joined it.â

âI like it. So, really, the Angel of Hope could be anyone. And everyone.â

They lapsed into an easy sort of silence while she mulled the likelihood of that. It did fit. She had always considered it a little unlikely that one person could be orchestrating everything.

How would such a group work? Would they act independently or gather for a vote on who to help? While the rain clicked against the windows and the wind howled in the eaves of the old house and the fire simmered in the grate, she imagined the scene. A group of mysterious do-gooders gathered in a room somewhere drinking coffee and discussing the troubles of the people in Hopeâs Crossing like the court of Zeus on Olympus.

She smiled a little at the image and opened her mouth to share it with Riley when she noticed his eyes were closedâreally closed this time.

His hand had stopped moving on Chesterâs fur and his chest was rising and falling in a steady, even rhythm.

âRiley?â she whispered. Her only answer was Chesterâs snuffly breathing.

Definitely sleeping this time. Poor man. He had all but admitted he was struggling to deal with his nieceâs death. She wished there was some way she could ease his pain. No basket of goodies or envelope full of cash could fix this. Even the Angel of Hopeâor angels, as the case may beâwouldnât have any magic cure.

Nor should there be, she thought. Some pain was simply meant to be endured.

Riley looked a different person in the circle of light cast by the lamp at his elbow. When her children slept, they looked peaceful and sweet, but Riley somehow looked much more like the rowdy rascal heâd been as a boy than the contained adult heâd become.

What would it be like to have the freedom to kiss that hard mouth? To dip her fingers in that thick, wavy hair and brush her lips against his earâ¦

She pressed a hand to her trembling stomach. What on earth was the matter with her? This was Riley! She had no business entertaining those sorts of thoughts about him. Besides the age differenceâ¦her thoughts trailed off. Okay, three years didnât seem like a big deal when she was thirty-six and he was thirty-three. But she could still remember him so vividly as a nine-year-old pest, driving her and Alex crazy.

She let out a breath. He wasnât that pest anymore. He was a man, tough and muscled, dangerously attractive. And she was a divorced mother whose love life consisted of watching lush, sweeping movies made out of Jane Austen books with a box of tissues and a bowl of popcorn.

The pain pills in her system must be messing with her. Sure, she knew they caused drowsiness and could lead to stomach upset. She found it more than a little disturbing that the prescription label hadnât once mentioned as a possible side effect inappropriate sexual urgesâtoward completely inappropriate individuals.

A smart woman would wake him up and send him home where he could stretch out on his own bed and take all thatâ¦malenessâ¦with him.

She opened her mouth to do just that and then closed it again. He had looked so very tired when he came in. If he was comfortable and could rest, it seemed cruel to wake him and send him out into the cold rain.

Hadnât she just been thinking that she wished she knew some way to offer solace? Maybe a few hoursâ rest were just what he needed.

âRiley?â she whispered again, giving one more try.

He released a long sigh of a breath and seemed to settle deeper into the easy chair. Even though she had a strong feeling she would live to regret this, she didnât have the heart to wake him. Instead, she picked up another soft throw from the back of the sofa and carefully arranged it over him.

She would have done the same thing for Macy and Owen, she told herself as she settled back onto the sofa and tucked her own blanket around her aching leg. She was only being kind to an old friend. The gesture had nothing to do with the crazy, foolish part of her that liked having him there while the storm raged outside and the fire sizzled softly in the grate.

CHAPTER SEVEN

HE HAD SOME HALF-ASSED dream that he was back in Oakland, deep undercover, his hair shaggy and long and always in the way, the two-day stubble uncomfortable and itchy, wearing clothes that stank of vodka and God only knows what else.

He was hanging with Oscar Ayala, a major player in the Catorce gangâs drug distribution network. Loud Latino music played over the rockinâ stereo in Oscarâs crib, its steady, incessant norteÃ±o rhythm making his head spin.

They were close, so close to dismantling the network. For six months, heâd been playing the part of a midlevel distributor. He had seen horrible things. Done horrible things. A few more weeks and the interagency task force would be ready to move inâif he could only keep his precarious position as confidant to Oscar Ayala. That position was in serious jeopardy because of one reasonâOscarâs chica, Gabriela, a hot little number from Venezuela who had set her slumberous eyes on Riley.

Heâd been discouraging her furtive advances for weeks, but it was getting harder and harder to tactfully keep away from her. Her influence on Ayala was powerful and while Riley couldnât let the man think he was screwing his girl, he also couldnât afford to have a scorned Gabriela whispering trash about him to the dealer he was trying to bring down.

He was in the kitchen pouring drinks, the music pounding, when she cornered him and, apparently tired of playing coy, took the direct route with a determined hand to his crotch.

âOscar passed out. Nowâs our chance,â she murmured in the dream/memory and wrapped herself around him like a boa constrictor. She kissed him, her mouth hard and practiced.

Short of telling her he was gayâwhich she could probably tell was a lie by his stupid bodyâs natural response to suddenly finding a lithe, soft female body pressing against all his most sensitive parts after months when heâd been too busy playing a damn role for any kind of social lifeâhe couldnât come up with a single way to get out of the situation.

He was just about to try the gay card anyway when the worst happened. He heard a roar from the doorway and looked up to see Oscar, the prison tats on his face even more menacing than normal.

âHe attacked me,â the bitch cried out in rapid-fire Spanish. âI just came in for another drink and the next thing I knew, he grabbed me. I was trying to get away, baby.â

Riley had stood there for just a moment too long, his brain stalled out, then Oscar lunged into the room, whipping out his Glock.

âPuta,â he snarled and before Riley could say anything, he fired into Gabrielaâs head from six feet away, splattering blood and brain matter all over Riley.

In the dream, the moment moved frame by frame in slow motion, much as it had felt in real life.

âSheâs a slut,â the dream Oscar said, with a hideous grin on his face. âIâm sick of her shit. One cock after another. I canât take it no more. Sheâs gonna give me crabs or something.â

Riley stood there covered in another personâs bodily tissue. He didnât know what to say, what to do. He was a cop and heâd just seen a woman murdered in front of him. Did he arrest the crazy bastard now or let things play out for another few weeks?

âYou messinâ with me?â Oscar asked. âYou didnât nail her, right?â

He wiped a hand over his face. âNo, man. I didnât touch her.â

The words scraped his throat raw, but he forced them out anyway. âI didnât touch her. I wanted to but I didnât. She was yours. Far as Iâm concerned, you got the right to deal with her how you see fit. Ainât my business.â

Oscar smiled that hideous smile again. âThatâs right. Knew I liked you, man.â

In the dream, Riley stepped over the body and grabbed another drink, the norteÃ±o music throbbing through his chest, then watched while rats crawled out from the cupboards and started eating the half-gone face.

The slide of something wet against the back of his hand jerked him awake, heart racing. He yanked his hand out of reach of the rats, going instinctively for his weapon before he was even fully awake.

It took him about twenty seconds to realize there were no rats and he wasnât in that miserable apartment in Oakland, pretending to be the kind of man who could watch a personâs violent death in front of him without any visible reaction.

A dog was licking his hand. Ugly, stout, sorrowful-looking. Claireâs dog, he realized. He was at Claireâs house, with its pretty watercolors on the wall and the comfortable furniture and quiet sense of home surrounding him. He was in her house, in a chair by a dying fire, covered by a nubby-soft blanket. He could just make out a Claire-size shape stretched on the nearby sofa and see the blur of her face in the darkness, her eyes closed as she slept.

He realized he was holding his weapon. Feeling foolish, he slid it back into the harness and drew in a shaky breath, disoriented by the jarring transition from hell to this warm, soft house that smelled of fresh-washed laundry and summer wildflowers and strawberry jam.

It was a smell that was quintessentially Claire. Fresh and sweet. Delicious. Was it some kind of soap she used? Shampoo? Or maybe just her. He had a fragment of memory when he was a kid of walking into his house one day after school and this bright happiness blooming inside him when he realized Claire was there because he caught her scent in the air.

He scrubbed at his face. He hadnât thought about Oscar or Gabrielaâs murder in months. Why now?

Yeah, it had been the final straw. Two weeks later, as he was coming off the assignment after the task force finally moved in and arrested every freaking one of the Catorces because of the evidence heâd collected undercover, Riley had gotten the call from Dean Coleman about his impending retirement, asking him to apply for the job as police chief in Hopeâs Crossing.

He might not have considered it before, but at that particular point in his life he had been desperate for a little peace. A place where life meant something, where children didnât sleep in filth and learn how to light a crack pipe by the time they were in elementary school.

The discordance between the ugliness of the dream and the soft, pretty colors and textures of her house was still jarring.

Had she covered him with the blanket? She must have done. He had no recollection of finding it for himself. Actually, he had no recollection of falling asleep. They had been talking about the townâs Angel of Hope, he remembered, mulling various theories as to the angelâs identity. He must have dozed off in the middle of their conversation.

He shifted and automatically began to pet the dog beneath his droopy ears, fairly humiliated that he had relaxed his guard around her. Why had she let him sleep? And gone to the trouble to cover him with a blanket, too, when she could barely move from her injuries?

He studied her sleeping form, baffled by the woman and by his twenty-plus-year attraction to her.

What was it that drew him so strongly to her? Her generosity of spirit? That air of kindness a person couldnât help but notice? He sighed. He wasnât sure. He only knew that heâd had it bad for Claire Tatum Bradford since he was just a stupid kid, fascinated by his older sisterâs best friend.

Riley had grown up surrounded by women. Even before his father left, James McKnight had been a distant figure in their lives, busy with his career as a science teacher and school administrator, which left Riley possessor of the lone Y chromosome in his house most of the time.

Until he was about ten or eleven, Claire had been just like one of his sisters, always bossing him around and getting after him for one thing or another.

He wasnât sure exactly at what point he figured out she was different, but he could definitely remember the first time heâd noticed her physically.

When he was thirteen, sheâd stayed over at the house one summer night, as she often did to escape what he could only guess must have been a depressing home life, knowing what he did of Ruth and how sheâd fallen apart after her husbandâs murder.

Heâd gotten up in the middle of the night to use the bathroom. Claire had just been coming out of it and sheâd been wearing soft sleep shorts and a tank top without a bra. It had been a cool evening and he clearly remembered being able to see the dark outline of her nipples through the thin, almost translucent cotton.

She had smiled sleepily at him before heading back across the hall to Alexâs bedroom and Riley could still remember how he had stood there stupidly far longer than he should have, his mouth dry and his body reacting, well, like a thirteen-year-old boyâs does.

That moment had been the highlight of a horny yet relatively sexually deprived adolescence, a memory he had savored far more than he probably should have.

Come to think of it, that moment was still probably one of the hottest of his life.

He stretched a little and glanced at his watch. Two in the morning. Heâd been sleeping in Claire Bradfordâs easy chair for going on three hours, probably the most heâd slept at a time since the accident nearly two weeks ago.

The accident. A chill seeped into his shoulders, wiping away the last trace of any lighter thoughts like that wind blowing down the canyon. A familiar pain pinched under his breastbone.

Layla.

Ah, Layla.

He closed his eyes, picturing Maura as heâd seen her earlier. He checked on her daily, always hoping for a change but his laughing, free-spirited sister was gone. She had aged a decade in the past two weeks, her skin pale and dry, her features gaunt and drawn.

She said she didnât blame him for her daughterâs death. Just the day before, she had taken his face in her hands and told him so. âIt wasnât your fault, Ri. Donât you dare think that. You were doing your job.â

Intellectually, he knew she was right, but that didnât make the guilt any easier to bear.

He had seen ugly things during his time undercover, things that apparently still haunted his dreams. But in more than a decade of law enforcement, nothing had affected him as much as the accident that had killed his sisterâs child.

That chill slid deeper into his bones and he glanced over at the fire and saw it had burned down to embers. The wind had quieted sometime in the night, but he could still hear the soft dribble of the rain.

A quick look at Claire assured him that she was still sleeping soundly and Riley rose and moved quietly toward the fireplace, her funny-looking dog following close behind. Someoneâmaybe that idiot Bradford?âhad left a tidy stack of firewood beside the hearth. He stirred the embers for a moment with the poker until they glowed red, then picked up a nice-size log and tossed it in. It sizzled for a moment before the embers clawed at it and it caught fire. He gazed at the flames for a moment, then heard a slight rustle behind him.

When he turned, he found Claire sitting up, reaching for the small lamp by her sofa with her good hand. Her hair was a little mashed on the side where sheâd been sleeping and her cheek was creased from the pillow, but she still looked soft and sleepy and far more sexy than sheâd ever been at sixteen.

He, not surprisingly, had the same reaction heâd had in that hallway of his childhood house.

âWhat time is it?â Her voice sounded husky and low, which didnât help anything.

âA little past two. You shouldnât have let me fall asleep.â

She yawned and massaged her arm just above the cast. âYou looked so tired. I figured a few moments might help you feel better.â

âA few moments, maybe. That was three hours ago.â

She gave a rueful smile. âI guess I fell asleep, too. Sorry about that. Is your neck sore from sleeping in the chair?â

âNo, actually. I slept better than I have inâ¦a while.â

Her face softened with compassion that he didnât want to see, so he decided to go for the shock factor.

âI have to tell you, this wasnât exactly what I had in mind when I was fourteen and used to fantasize about sleeping with you.â

Her jaw dropped and in the dim light from the fire and the area lamp, he watched a tinge of adorable color climb her cheekbones. âYou did not.â

âOh, Claire, my dear, I most certainly did. You were the subject of many a heated fantasy. And a fourteen-year-old boy, unfortunately, can have a pretty vivid imagination.â

She still didnât look as if she believed him. âWhy on earth would you have given me more than a second thought? I was only your older sisterâs friend. You always ignored us, unless you were figuring out new ways to torment us.â

In the age-old dance of idiotic boys, he had mostly teased them as an underhanded way to make Claire pay attention to him. He supposed he was always drawn to her, even before he reached an age where he saw her as a very attractive female.

Despite the emotional toll of the past few weeks, he had to smile a little at the shock in her eyes. She probably had no idea sheâd been an object of lust, not just to him but to plenty other adolescent males in Hopeâs Crossing.

âYouâre breaking my heart here, Claire. I had a crush on you from the time I was old enough to figure out girls didnât really have cooties. Maybe even earlier than that. I used to have all these really great fantasies where one day youâd come to me with your hair all tousled and sexyâlips pouty, eyes heavily made-up like something out of a Bon Jovi video, you know the drillâand tell me you were into me, too. Now youâre basically saying you never once thought of me that way. Thatâs harsh.â

Her eyes were huge and he couldnât tell if she was horrified or intrigued. Or maybe both.

She opened her mouth to say something but nothing came out and he finally took pity on her.

âIâm teasing, Claire. Oh, the torrid fantasy part is true, much to my shame and embarrassment, but that was all a long time ago. We were completely different people back then.â

He saw her throat work as she swallowed and her hands curled convulsively on the light quilt covering her. Now heâd made her nervous.

âI should get out of here, let you go back to sleep. I never meant to stay so long. Would you like me to take the dog out before I leave?â

She swallowed again, her gaze shifting from him to the dog, then out the window at the rain-soaked darkness before returning to him.

âThat would be great. Thank you. There are still far too many things Iâd like to do but canât right now, you know?â

He thought of pressing her back on her pillow and burying his hands in her hair and then kissing that delectable mouth. âI think I have a fair idea,â he said dryly. âCome on, Chester.â

Riley wasnât quite sure how he managed it, but somehow her dog managed to look excited beyond all his inherent basset gloominess. He opened the kitchen door for him and Chester hurried out into the rain.

Riley stood waiting for him, grateful for the cool, wet air to clear out the rest of his cobwebs. He was also grateful he had the next day off so he could try to sleep in a little, though he had a feeling Claire would show up in his remaining dreams.

That beat the hell out of the alternative, though. He would far rather dream about her than those vivid nightmares about his undercover work or about the accident.

As he waited, he did a quick inventory of her lawn in the glow from the porch light.

âLooks like youâve lost a few branches from the wind earlier,â he said after heâd let the dog back inside, dried him off a little with a towel hanging by the door and then returned to Claireâs family room.

âOh, drat,â she muttered.

Who said drat these days? he wondered, charmed all over again by her.

That silly word was a firm reminder to him, as if he needed one. Anyone who said drat instead of the blue curses he would have uttered was far too sweet for someone like him. He had too many black marks against his soul to deserve a woman like Claire Tatum Bradford.

âI guess thatâs what happens when I live in a house surrounded by hundred-year-old trees. Do you think theyâre too big for Macy and Owen to clean up when they get back from Denver with Jeff and Holly Sunday night?â

âI couldnât see all that clearly in the dark, but from what I could tell, I think youâre going to need a chainsaw for a couple of those limbs.â

âOh. Well, Iâm sure I can find someone to help me.â

He hesitated for just a moment, obligation fighting against his better judgment. He had to make the offer, even though some part of him knew spending more time with Claire wasnât a good idea. But he was in Hopeâs Crossing now and thatâs what people did in a small town. They helped each other when they could. Beyond that, he owed her. If not for him, she could be taking care of her own branches.

âItâs been a few years, but Iâm sure I can remember how to fire up the Stihl.â

Her eyes widened with surprise. âYouâre far too busy, Riley. You donât have time to be cleaning up my yard. Iâve got a man I hire to help with the heavy repairs and yard work around here, Andy Harris. If he canât do it, Jeff could probably take care of it after he brings the children home.â

He tried to picture the entirely too smooth doctor dirtying his hands with his ex-wifeâs yard work with his young, lovely wife at his side. The image wouldnât quite come together.

âIâll round up a chain saw and come over later in the morning. Would eleven work?â

âRileyâ¦â

He didnât want to argue anymore, not when it was taking all his concentration to keep his hands off her. âIâll see you in the morning,â he said shortly. âDo you need anything else before I leave?â

âNo. Iâ¦ Thank you.â

âWhat are friends for?â he murmured, then let himself out of her warm, pretty house while he still could find the strength to leave.

CHAPTER EIGHT

SHE SHOULD NOT BE DOING THIS.

As the hungry growl of the chain saw cut through the afternoon, Claire sat in her blasted rolling chair, Chester at her feet, sneaking another peek through the filmy curtains at her bay window, like something out of an Alfred Hitchcock movie. Only instead of spying on her neighbor burying a body in the garden, she couldnât seem to stop watching the very attractive male currently wielding that chain saw on her downed tree limbs.

Something was seriously wrong with her.

Riley had made short work of the storm debris over the last hour. When he finished, he had poked his head in the door to inform herânot to ask, apparently, because he didnât seem to care when she objectedâthat he was going to trim a few of the lower hanging limbs and any others that had been weakened by the harsh winters and heavy snows in Hopeâs Crossing.

She had tried to insist she could hire a tree service, but he had only smiled and headed back out to work.

She shouldnât be gawking at him, noticing the way his T-shirt clung to his chest and the muscles that rippled in his back as he stacked and loaded the larger chunks of branches onto her woodpile.

This was Riley. Alexâs pest of a brother, the one who used to jump around corners to scare them at every opportunity, who used to cover the spray nozzle handle on the sink so anyone who turned the faucet on would be drenched, whose favorite summer activity had been lurking in wait for them to sunbathe in the backyard so he could sneak out and soak them with the garden hose.

He was definitely all grown up, six feet and change of hard muscles.

You were the subject of many a heated fantasyâ¦ I had a crush on you from the time I was old enough to figure out girls didnât really have cooties.

She still didnât buy it. He had to have been yanking her chain. Still, his words had chased themselves around and around in her head since that strange conversation in the early hours of the morning.

She sighed and Chester raised his head, his eyes curious. âSorry. Go back to sleep. Just reminding myself what an idiot I am.â

He barked once as if in agreement, then rested his head on his paws again as Claire suddenly became aware the throb of the chain saw had stilled.

She searched the backyard for Riley and found him kneeling near the trunk of her favorite old honey locust. The bright orange chainsaw case gaped open on the ground and he was fitting the saw back in.

Was he finished? Yes. A minute later, she watched him close the case and then stand up again and head for the house. Only by sheer luck and Chester fortuitously lunging out of the way, she managed to wheel away from the kitchen window just seconds before he rapped on the back door and then opened it without waiting for her to answer it.

He filled her house, large and masculine, in the space that had become rather girly since Jeff moved out.

âThat should take care of your arboreal needs for a while.â

âUntil the next big windstorm anyway. Thank you. I appreciate all your help.â

He shrugged. âNo big deal. I had a free morning. Anyway, Iâd rather be outside doing yard work than holed up in my office down at the station filling out reports.â

âWill you have some lunch? I made a couple of sandwiches.â She pointed to the table with more than a little embarrassment. The sandwiches sheâd made looked clumsy and crooked on the mismatched china, all she could find in the dishwasher. She couldnât reach up into the cupboard easily, so sheâd been forced to make do.

Riley didnât seem to notice anything wrong with her efforts. He gaped at the table and then looked back at her.

âYouâre in pain and can barely move, Claire,â he exclaimed. âThe last thing you need to be worrying about is feeding me.â

âIâm feeling fine. Great, actually.â She didnât add that she had felt more useful making that pitiful excuse for a sandwich than at any time since the accident. âAnyway, itâs only a sandwich, Riley. Itâs not like a five-course meal Alex would fix or anything.â

âThank you, then,â he said after a pause. âIt looks delicious and I am starving. I should probably wash some of this dirt and sawdust off first, though.â

âThe bathroomâs down the hall, first door on the left.â

When he returned a few moments later, his hair was damp around his face and a couple of water droplets still clung to his neck.

He looked completely delicious. She, on the other hand, was not at her best. She had chosen a plain cotton dress with tiny sprigs of blue flowers, something easy to pull over her various medical hardware. She had pulled her hair back in a headband and even put on a little makeup, but her spruce-up efforts seemed rather pathetic.

He slid into a chair at the table and looked around her sunny, comfortable kitchen.

âI have to say, this place has really changed since the last time I saw it, back when that scary-mean Mrs. Schmidt lived here.â

âShe wasnât scary or mean. Just old and lonely.â

âDo you always look for the best in people?â

She could feel her face heat. âIf you take the time to see past the gruff, you can usually find something good.â

âMaybe you should try being a cop for a day or two. That would probably change your perspective.â He picked out a pickle spear from the jar sheâd managed to wrangle down off the shelf of the refrigerator and took a chomp out of it.

She sipped at her water. âNo, thank you. Iâll stick with my bead store. I like being foolish and naive.â

âI didnât call you either of those things. I actually think itâsâ¦sweet.â

She didnât want to be sweet. Not when it came to Riley.

âSo tell me about the house,â he said. âHow did you come to be the proud owner of Mrs. Schmidtâs crumbling old brick pile?â

âIâve dreamed of living here from the time I used to walk past it on my way to school,â she confessed.

âEven as creepy as it used to look, with the grime and the cobwebs and the shutters falling off their hinges?â

âI could always see past all the dusty corners to the gem inside. The bones were good and I knew with a little elbow grease, this place could truly sparkle.â

âSo you came back to town ready to make your dreams come true.â

âSomething like that. Mrs. Schmidt died a few months before Jeff finished his residency and was ready to open his practice. When we started looking around for houses, her children were just a week or so from putting it on the market. Our real estate agent put us in touch with them and we bought it just like that.â

Jeff hadnât wanted an old house. He had wanted to build their own place from the very beginning, something modern and airy, but she had convinced him this was the perfect place to raise their children.

Her own ignorance still shamed her. She hadnât wanted to see how differentâand how distantâshe and Jeff were becoming over the years.

âDid you gut the whole thing?â Riley asked.

âClose enough. It took about a year of hard work to make it the home we wanted.â And while she had been stripping layer after layer of wallpaper, painting, refinishing old woodwork to create a warm, lovely home for her family, her marriage had been crumbling around her feet without her noticing.

âI canât imagine how much work you must have had to throw at it.â

âYes, but just like I tell my kids when theyâre complaining about their homework or having to clean up after Chester, we value the things for which we have to work the hardest.â

âTrue enough.â

She took a small bite of her sandwich, thinking how much better it would have tasted if she could have made her famous five-spice mayonnaise, but she hadnât been able to reach into the cupboard for the ingredients.

âDo you find the place too much to keep up since the divorce?â

âAsk me that in the fall when Iâm trying to harvest the gardenâassuming I can even put in a garden this yearâand rake the leaves and prep the house for winter.â

âSo is that a yes?â

âMy mother pushed me to sell afterâ¦well, after Jeff moved out, but I couldnât bear to lose it after weâd worked so hard on the renovations. I didnât want to lose everything, you know?â

She hadnât meant to say that. The words just slipped out before it was too late to call them back.

Rileyâs gaze narrowed, his features suddenly dark and extremely sexy. âIâm just going to come out and say this. The man was an idiot not to see what he had.â

Goose bumps shivered down her arms at the intense look in his eyes. She stared at him for a long moment, tension coiling between them and a glittery awareness floating in the air like dust motes in a sunbeam.

She set her water glass down, wondering if her face could possibly be as red as it felt, and tried hard for a casual smile. âThank you, Riley. Thatâs a very sweet thing to say.â

âNothing sweet about it, Claire.â

His voice was a low rasp in the kitchen. Before she could stir her brain to function, to speak or move away or something, he reached out a roughened thumb and caressed her jawline. Heat surged through her, wild and fluttery, and she wanted to lean into his skin like her silly dog nudging her hand for more petting.

âClaire,â he said softly, and then his whole hand curved around her chin and he tugged her forward slightly and kissed her.

His mouth was hard, warm and tasted of the outdoors. Beautiful and slightly wild. He didnât rush the kiss, his mouth just barely moving on hers, and everything inside her seemed to sigh a welcome.

She felt as if she had been frozen solid for years, as if she had been waiting like the mountains for the sun to finally come out after long days of darkness. She closed her eyes, relishing the scent and the taste of him, the strength and heat of his fingers, the brilliant, delicious heat bursting through her.

Donât stop, she thought. Oh, please, donât stop.

He made a low sound in his throat and deepened the kiss and she leaned into him as his mouth slid across hers, as his hand tugged a little in her hairâ¦.

Through the soft haze wrapping around her, Claire was vaguely cognizant of a jarring sound, a door shutting somewhere in the house and then a voice that didnât belong in this lovely moment she was having.

âHey, you,â she heard Alex call out from the entryway. âWhatâs Riâs pickup doing outside full of branches?â

She froze for only a second, her eyes flashing open. Her gaze locked with the intense aspen-leaf green of hisânow somewhat dazedâthen Claire scrambled back and picked up her sandwich, trying not to notice how her hands trembled.

She was just in time. An instant later, Alex walked into the kitchen. âHey. Here you are.â

âRight. Um. Here we are. Hi.â

Chester, who adored Rileyâs sister, jumped to his feet and headed over for a little love, which she freely dispensed, though her gaze wandered from Claire to Riley.

Claire knew her best friend well enough to feel more than a little trepidation when her gaze narrowed. What could she see? Were her lips swollen? Her hair messy? She wanted to check but couldnât with Alex still studying her with the scrutiny she usually reserved for fresh produce at the farmerâs market to serve at the restaurant.

Claire drew in a shaky breath to quickly divert her, but for some reason, Alex apparently decided to say nothing.

âHey, little bro. This is a surprise. What are you doing here this lovely May day?â

âClaire had a little tree damage from the wind last night. I was just taking the chain saw to the worst of the downed branches.â

âWell, wasnât that neighborly of you?â

Riley didnât seem fazed by the slight sarcastic tone in his sisterâs voice. He smiled blandly, although Claire thought his expression still looked a little shell-shocked. âI do my best.â

He had far more experience even than she did deflecting the sometimes-formidable moods of Alexandra McKnight, Claire remembered.

âWould you like a sandwich?â Claire asked quickly.

âMaybe.â

When Claire reached down to maneuver the blasted chair toward the refrigerator, Alex stopped her with a hard glare and a foot in front of one of the wheels.

âIf you dare try making me a sandwich, I just might break your other leg,â her dearest friend in the world snapped.

âOh, come on. I can make a sandwich. I made one for me and Riley.â

âLeave me out of this, please,â he said in an amused voice.

âYou should be in bed, not in here babying my little brother.â

Was that what she was doing? She risked a look at Riley and found him watching her, an unreadable expression on his features.

Claire cleared her throat. âIâm not babying anyone. All I did was make a sandwich.â

âWhich you donât need to do for me. If Iâm hungry, Iâll make my own damn sandwich.â

âJust for the record, I didnât ask her for anything,â Riley said. âThe deed was done when I came inside.â

âBut then, youâre never one to turn down a meal. Or anything else, for that matter.â

âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â Riley asked, his expression suddenly dangerous.

Claire didnât want to deal with their bickering right now, when she was already feeling unsteady and weak.

âYou know where everything is,â she said. âKnock yourself out.â

âI will.â

While Alex moved around the kitchen pulling out ingredientsâwith much more fluid, efficient movements than Claire ever could, even before her injuriesâshe sat petting Chester and trying to avoid meeting Rileyâs eyes.

So they had kissed. What was the big deal? She had every right to kiss anyone she wanted. She could start a queue of eligible men right here in the kitchen, line them out down the sidewalk and into the street if that was her heartâs desire.

Not that she knew that many men she might be interested in kissing. Her divorce had been final for two years and sheâd gone on exactly one date, an awkward affair with a widowed insurance adjuster from Tellu-ride she met in line at the grocery store.

The whole thing had been a disaster from the moment he showed up at her house with his three children in the backseat.

âI couldnât get a sitter,â heâd apologized, so she spent the entire dinner cutting meat into pieces, wiping faces, ignoring snide comments from his bratty prepubescent daughter.

She hadnât been eager to dip her toes into the dating pool again.

Not that she was thinking about dating Riley. It was just a kiss, for heavenâs sake. Okay, a pretty stunning, toe-curling one, as far as kisses went. But still only a kiss.

She didnât need to explain herself to Alex, not with Ms. McKnightâs own dealings with the opposite sex. Alex specialized in the short-term relationship, dating only ski bums or guests at the resort who came into her restaurant. She pushed away everyone who wanted anything more meaningful.

âSo the kids are still gone with Jeff and the ditz?â Alex asked.

âUntil tomorrow. Their tickets for the show are tonight.â

Jeff and Holly were taking the children to a traveling Broadway production of The Lion King. Claire would have loved to take the kids herself, but sheâd decided her budget couldnât quite squeeze out tickets at $150 a pop. That translated into a whole lot of bead sales.

âHow are you coping on your own?â

She flashed a look at Riley, who had eased back in his chair, his arm over the back of the one next to him. Claire winced, thinking of her foolish worry over the visit from the Angel of Hope and how she had flashed her porch lights to scare him off.

âIâm fine. Just trying to hang on another few weeks when I can get a walking cast and be able to dump the wheels.â

âThatâs great.â Alex finished her sandwich creation, which truly looked like something she would serve at the restaurant, complete with a little carrot peel garnish.

Sheâd always been that way, even when they were girls. Claire smiled when she thought of all the hours theyâd logged in the McKnight kitchen, making brownies or popcorn balls or snickerdoodles.

âHave you checked on Maura today?â Claire asked, aware even as she spoke of Rileyâs features going taut.

âI just dropped off a basket of muffins for her.â

âHow is she?â

âHard to say. Sheâs numb. The way sheâs acting, youâd think she was drugged or something, but she refuses to take anything the doctor is trying to give her. She says it will only anesthetize her brain and delay the pain.â

âIs someone with her?â Riley asked. Claire heard the grim note in his voice and saw the way his jaw tightened.

âSage. Thank the Lord for her.â

Poor Sage. Claire was somewhat ashamed to realize sheâd been so busy worrying about Maura that she hadnât given much thought to her friendâs older daughter, who had lost her only sister. Smart and funny and uncommonly pretty, Sage wanted to be an architect. She was in her second year at the University of Colorado at Boulder, finishing her general education credits. This was bound to hit her hard.

âShe has to go back Monday,â Alex said as she finally slid into a chair around the table. âFinals are the week after next.â

âThat will be tough on Maura, when sheâs alone in the house.â That had been the roughest times at first when the divorce had been finalized, when Jeff would take the kids and she would be alone here in this big house.

Worry furrowed Alexâs fey features. âSage wanted to just bag school and stay home because sheâs already missed two weeks of classes, but Maura wonât hear of it. I have to agree. I mean, sheâs this close to the end, it seems foolish to throw away an entire semester. Iâm just not sure how Maura will do once Sage returns to school. I think Ma will probably go stay with her for a while, if sheâll let her.â

Claire had doubts about the likelihood of that. Like all the McKnight women, Maura was fiercely independent and liked her space, even in the midst of trouble.

Rileyâs features had grown increasingly wooden throughout the conversation. Now he pushed away from the table and took his plate to the sink, in the way of someone who had been trained well in a houseful of women.

âIâm sure the landfill still closes early on Saturday,â he said, his voice gruff. âIâd better head out so I can make it there in time to drop your branches for the wood chipper.â

He extended a hand out to snag his work gloves and protective eyewear from the counter, a movement that stretched his T-shirt over strong back muscles. Claire swallowed hard and quickly looked away.

âThank you again forââ picking up the storm debris, kissing me senseless, making me feel wanted ââeverything.â

He smiled but his green eyes were still troubled. âYouâre welcome. Thanks for the chow.â

On his way out the door, he reached out and tugged a lock of Alexâs hair lightly. âSee you, brat.â

âBye, dork.â

He headed out the door and Claire watched him go, then turned back to Alex, only to find her friend aiming that narrow-eyed, probing look at her again.

âOkay, whatâs going on?â

Claire willed herself not to flush. âWhat do you mean?â

âWas Ri bothering you?â

âBothering me? No, of course not. He was helping me. You saw the truckload of branches. Heâs been working in my yard for the last two hours.â

âWas that all he was doing?â

âWhat are you implying, Alexandra?â

âI donât know. Call me crazy. Iâm just catching a weird vibe.â

âOkay, youâre crazy,â she lied. âNo weird vibe here.â

Alex didnât look convinced and Claire held up the cast on her arm and gestured to her leg with it. âLook at me. Iâm not exactly hot babe material here.â

âA little plaster wouldnât stop Riley if he set his sights on a woman. You know how he is.â

Claire frowned. Sheâd heard the way his sisters talked about Rileyâs reputation with women and it bothered her suddenly. More than that, it made her sad.

âWhy do you do that?â

âDo what?â Alex asked around a mouthful of sandwich.

âYou make him sound like some frat boy with a drawer full of condoms. Heâs a decorated police officer. Maybe you ought to remember that and give him a little more credit.â

Alex blinked. âO-kay.â She drew out the word.

âI mean, whatâs the difference between the two of you? Youâre thirty-five years old and you havenât dated any man for longer than two weeks in your life. Youâve got exactly the same commitment issues. In yourself, you consider it exercising discernment. When Riley does the same thing, you all think heâs a dog.â

âYou implying Iâm a female dog, Claire-a-bell? Because I can go there, if thatâs what you want.â

Although Alexâs tone was mild, Claire could see the temper spark in her eyes. It jarred her back to her senses. Why was she doing this? Alex was her best friend. She loved her better than any sister.

âIâm sorry. I donât think youâre a player, honey. You know I donât. But Rileyâs not, either.â She paused. âHeâs ripped up by the accident and what happened. Layla and Taryn andâ¦everything. Give him a break, okay?â

âFine,â she said after a moment. âAnd just to show you what a kind, loving sister I amânot to mention what a good friendâIâm not even going to ask why youâre suddenly so quick to jump to his defense.â

Claire wasnât sure she could answer that question, even if Alex had not decided to be so magnanimous.

âNow thatâs out of the way, tell me the truth. How are you really feeling?â

Claire hadnât given any thought to her assorted aches since Riley showed up with his chain saw two hours earlier.

âI donât feel like I was dragged down the mountain behind a snowcat anymore.â

âThatâs something anyway.â

âNow Iâm just impatient to get back to work. I hate that I had to dump everything at the store on Evie.â

âSheâs coping.â Alex rose and carried her plate to the sink, just as her brother had done. She went him one better, though, and started automatically unloading the dishwasher.

âI talked to Katherine this morning,â Claire said. Without the lifeline of her telephone, she would have gone crazy stuck here at home while she healed, not being able to even reach out to her grieving friends.

âI havenât called in a few days,â Alex answered. âHow are things?â

âShe said they were placing a feeding tube through Tarynâs nose.â

âThat genuinely sucks.â To Alex, who loved food and everything about creating it, Claire imagined a feeding tube would seem the worst trial a person could endure.

âKatherine said theyâre talking about a long-term rehab facility for her now. Doctors said they can give her another week at the hospital while the rest of her injuries continue to heal and if she doesnât come out of the coma by then, theyâll move her.â

So much sorrow. She couldnât bear it. She had to do something for her friends to ease the pain a little, but she had no idea what. The usual gestures of a warm meal or a lovely card seemed wholly inadequate. She needed to do more.

âEnough of this,â Alex said, her voice firm as she closed the now-emptied dishwasher. âLetâs do something fun. I donât have to be at the restaurant until five tonight, so Iâm hanging out here with you until then.â

âYou donât have to babysit me.â

Alex raised an eyebrow. âWho said I was talking to you? Iâm here to visit Chester.â

At his name, her basset hound lifted his head off the rug and gave Alex the happiest look he could muster out of his droopy eyes.

âThatâs right, you gorgeous cuddle monkey. Youâre such a good boy. Yes, you are.â Chester obediently rose and headed over to Alex to nudge against her leg. âChester and I are going to snuggle up and watch Charade, arenât we, you?â

He licked her hand, his tail wagging hard enough to churn butter.

Alex grinned at the dog, then looked up at Claire. âI guess you can join us.â

âThank you,â she said dryly.

âA perfect afternoon, right? We can admire Audrey Hepburn and her hats and moon over the lovely Cary Grant.â

It did sound perfect, she had to admit.

The only thing better would have been sharing a longer kiss with Riley.

CHAPTER NINE

HE WASNâT AVOIDING CLAIRE over the next week, he was only busy.

Thatâs what Riley told himself anyway, as the unusually wet and cool May dripped along. He was still trying to settle into his new role as a small-town police chief, a task made more difficult by a few strident voices who didnât want him there, led by J. D. Nyman.

He had plenty to do preparing for the preliminary court proceedings in the robberiesâfilling out paperwork, interviewing the other teens involved, trying to inventory the stolen items theyâd recovered so that they could be returned to their rightful owners. And it wasnât as if that little crime spree was all he had to deal with.

Throw in a half-assed knife fight at the Dirty Dog between a couple of drunk, stupid tourists, some shop-lifters at the grocery store who tried to shove a couple of pot roasts down their pants and a pair of domestic assaults and he had plenty on his plate. His obligations didnât leave much time for social calls.

Thatâs what he told himself anyway. He might almost believe it, too, if not for the annoying little voice in his head that whispered the truth.

In his heart, he knew he was avoiding Claire for one reason. That kiss they shared had rocked him off his foundation and he didnât quite know what to do about it.

Claire wasnât the sort of women he was used to. She was soft and pretty and homey, the kind of woman who could spend months fixing a crumbling old house so her family could have a comfortable nest. She was soft quilts and warm cookies after school and flowers brimming over weathered baskets on the porch steps.

All the things heâd been running from like hell since he reached adulthood.

As he headed home from the station on Thursday evening, nearly a week after he had seen those flickering porch lights as he passed her house, Riley mulled all the reasons he needed to ignore the urge to stop by her place to check on her, the same litany of excuses heâd been telling himself every day since their shattering kiss.

As stunning as he found the experience, he knew he couldnât repeat it.

Claire and he were entirely different. His relationships tended toward fun, casual, no-strings-attached sorts of encounters with women looking for the same thing. He knew it probably had to do with his father deserting them all when he was fourteen. As he had watched his motherâs stunned devastation in that first year after James McKnight decided he was being smothered by his family and needed to escape, Riley had decided he wasnât going to ever be in that position, where one person could have that kind of power over him. Nor would he ever be the one doing the hurting.

He had almost married once, when he was seventeen years old and his girlfriend found out she was pregnant. The marriage would have been a disaster, he knew that now. The miscarriage sheâd suffered at two months, while a tragedy at the time, had probably been one of those blessings-in-disguise things.

Riley wasnât sure he was cut out for that life. Watching his sistersâ various marital misadventures had only reinforced that conviction. Casual and fun and flirty, that was him, where no one could end up with a broken heart.

Claire wasnât like that. She needed a man who would stick around. Because that man wasnât Rileyâand because he couldnât seem to spend a moment in her company without wanting to become whatever she neededâhe decided he was better off staying away.

He was still telling himself that on his way home from the station that evening when he spied a kid trying to ride a bike with his arm in a cast and making no effort to dodge the puddles left by the steady rain of the day.

He smiled as he recognized Owen Bradford under the blue helmet and the Star Wars clone fighter backpack. Nice to see the kidâs broken arm wasnât keeping him from the simple pleasures of puddle jumping. Riley had spent many a drippy day when he was a kid seeing just how high he could make the water splash.

He waved, tapping his horn as he passed, and saw Owenâs flash of a grin. The kid raised his casted arm to return the wave, but the movement shifted his weight just enough that he was slightly unbalanced when the front tire hit the edge of a puddle that turned out to be more like a pothole. The bikeâs rear tire went up in the air and Owen, not holding on well, did a spectacular endo over the handle bars.

Crap on a stick. Riley slammed on his brakes and pulled his patrol vehicle to the side of the roadâhalf on the grassy parking strip of grumpy old Mr. Maguire, who wouldnât appreciate it, he knewâand shoved open the door.

When he reached the kid, Owen was sitting beside his bicycle wearing an expression of mingled pain and disgust.

He had mud from chest to knee where heâd fallen and Riley could see a rip in his jeans and a blood smear glimmering through the frayed threads of cotton. Despite the kidâs obvious war wounds, Riley could tell he was trying fiercely not to cry, his mouth pressed in a hard line.

He had been that same kind of kid, stubbornly determined to be tough, and seeing this mini-me version of himself was a little disconcerting.

âYou okay, bud?â

âYeah.â Owenâs voice sounded a little ragged but he cleared his throat. âI think so. Stupid puddle.â

âYouâve got to watch those. You never can tell how deep they are or whatâs underneath the water.â

It struck him that while Claire probably wouldnât appreciate being compared to a mud puddle, the argument could be made that she was much the same. He had a feeling there were hidden depths and pitfalls to her, just waiting to tangle a man up on his handlebars.

Or maybe he just needed to stop thinking about her every blasted minute.

âI do have to say, that was a truly spectacular dive. Iâd give it 10 for form and a 9.5 for precision.â

Owen giggled, just as heâd hoped. The shock of the fall was probably beginning to wear off and in Rileyâs experience, this was the trickiest point, when the adrenaline rush faded and the pain set in.

âHowâs the cast?â he asked. âDid it get banged up?â

Owen lifted his arm and gave it an appraising look in the gathering twilight. âMuddy. My momâs gonna be mad.â

âI doubt that. It was an accident and we should be able to wipe it down because itâs fiberglass. Can I help you up?â

âThanks.â

Owen grabbed his hand and rose to his feet. Now that his initial bravado began to fade, he started to look more upset. âI think my bikeâs messed up.â

Riley pulled the bike up so he could look. âWell, the forks are bent. Thatâs going to be a bit tricky to fix but not impossible.â

âI really need it. Now that the snowâs melted, I ride my bike to school a lot.â

âThen weâll have to make sure we fix it right. Come on, letâs get you home before that rain starts up again. I can throw your bike in the back of my vehicle.â

Owen chewed his lip. âYeah, only, Iâm not supposed to get in a car with anyone else.â

For a half second, Riley remembered his days undercover, grungy and rough. The kids in those desperate neighborhoods didnât have the same suspicions as their parents. They used to flock around him for candy or the little toys he always seemed to have on hand. It hadnât been great for his cover as a ruthless criminal and heâd taken heat from his superiors on the outside, but he hadnât been able to stand their misery. It had become a game between him and the neighborhood kids, trying to come up with creative ways to sneak the goodies on the sly.

âYouâre absolutely right to be cautious,â he said now to Claireâs sweet-faced kid, who was always warm and dry and loved. âBut let me ask you, what does your mom say to look for if youâre ever in trouble?â

Owen gave him a sideways look, a smile lurking. âA cop, I guess.â

âWell, Iâm the police chief, Owen. The top cop in Hopeâs Crossing, as a matter of fact. Iâve known your mom since I was younger than you are. Youâre safe with me, I swear it. Do you want to call your mom to make sure?â

Owen looked undecided for a moment and then shrugged. âIt should be okay, I guess. Sorry. You probably think Iâm a dork.â

âI think youâre one smart kid to be careful. Come on, letâs get you buckled up. Youâll have to sit in the backseat. Thatâs where I put all my tough customers.â

âDo you have handcuffs and everything?â

Riley opened his jacket to the inside pocket where he stowed his cuffs and pulled them out for Owen, whose eyes grew large. âCool!â

Riley smiled and helped him in, then ensured he fastened his seat belt before he closed the door and headed to the back to make room for the bike.

When he returned to the front seat and pulled back into traffic, he cast a glance in the rearview mirror and was amused to see Owenâs fascination with the patrol vehicle.

âA little late to be coming home from school, isnât it? Donât tell me you were in trouble and had to stay after.â

âNo way! Iâve never even had I.S.S. That means in-school suspension.â

Riley was familiar with the term. And the regular good old-fashioned suspension and its ugly cousin, expulsion. He had more than a passing acquaintance with every form of school punishment back in his wild youth.

âDid you have soccer practice or something?â

Owen shook his head but didnât elaborate. Riley had enough experience with reluctant witnesses to know when someone was trying to keep secrets.

He firmly believed a kid was entitled to his secrets as long as they werenât dangerous. All the same, he was too much of a cop not to be curious. âSo what were you doing so late? Over at a friendâs house?â

Owen shook his head.

âOut on a date?â he teased.

âEw. No!â The kid screwed up his face in horror at the idea.

âThen what?â

âPromise you wonât tell my mom?â he asked after a pause.

âThat depends,â he answered honestly. He had a strict policy not to lie to kids for the sake of convenience. Probably because he felt like the first fourteen years of his life when he thought he had a happy, normal family had been basically a lie.

âAre you doing something illegal or is your secret something that your mom needs to know for your safety or well-being?â

Owen snorted. âNo, nothing like that.â He paused again. âIâve been making a present for my mom.â

âAh, the secret mom present. Got it.â

âYou know itâs Motherâs Day on Sunday, right?â

He winced. Heâd forgotten that particular day and made a mental note to ask his sisters what Mary Ella might have her eye on. He had to make up for the dozen years of Motherâs Days heâd spent in California. âThanks for the reminder. Guess I better get shopping.â

âMy momâs birthday is right after Motherâs Day, so I should really be giving her two presents.â

âOoh, double whammy. Thatâs rough, man.â

Owen giggled again and Riley grinned into the rearview mirror, feeling better than he had all week.

âI wanted to do something awesome, but I donât have very much money. So Evie at my momâs store is helping me make her something.â

âSomething out of beads?â

âYeah. My mom has this cool watch thing that she can switch like, with different bands, you know? So Evieâs helping me make her a new one.â

He couldnât have said why that touched him so much, but something about the image of this very rugged little boy with the bum arm making a bead thingy for his mom slid right to his heart. If he was this mushy over it, he could only imagine Claire would bawl like a newborn calf. âSheâll love it,â he assured the boy.

âI hope so.â

âWhere does your mom think you are?â he asked as he turned onto Blackberry Lane.

âI told her I was going to my friend Robbieâs house after school.â

âWhat if your mom called Robbieâs mom to check?â

âRobbieâs mom works at the bank until six. His big sister tends him after school, so I told her Iâd have Evie make her some earrings if sheâ¦â He paused, and in the mirror, Riley saw guilt flash over his features.

âIf she gives you an alibi,â he answered for Owen.

âYeah,â he answered, his voice sheepish. âYou wonât tell my mom, will you?â

Something told him Claire was going to have trouble with this one and his elaborately orchestrated schemes. âAre you kidding? I wouldnât ruin the surprise for her or for you.â

Owen grinned. âThanks a lot.â

âYou be sure and let me know how she likes it, okay?â Riley said when he pulled into the driveway. The windows of her house looked warm and welcoming in the fading, gloomy light.

Although it went against everything heâd been telling himself all week about staying away from her, Riley knew he had no choice now and he opened his car door.

âYou donât have to come in,â Owen said. âIâm okay.â

âYou might need somebody there to help you explain the mud on your cast. Anyway, your mom is an old friend and I need to check on her, see how sheâs doing. And weâve got a bike to fix, right? Between you and your mom, youâve only got two good arms. I can give you a hand.â

âDo you know anything about fixing bikes?â Owen asked, his voice laced with suspicion. âMy dad can never fix my bike when something goes wrong. Or Macyâs, either. If we have a bike that needs work, we always have to take it to Mikeâs Bikes, even for a flat tire.â

Thatâs because your dad is a jackass pansy, he thoughtâbut of course didnât say.

âWhen I was first a beat cop, I used to ride a bike.â

Owen looked intrigued. âLike a motorcycle?â

âNope, like a bicycle. Two wheels, pedals, chain. The whole bit.â

âCops donât ride bicycles.â

âMaybe not in Hopeâs Crossing. It doesnât make a lot of sense here. But in a city without a lot of snow, a bike is a great way to get around quickly.â

âEspecially downhill.â

âTrue enough.â Riley smiled. âWhen youâre chasing a bad guy running down the street with some ladyâs purse, you donât always have time to stop and take your bike into a shop. We often had to fix our own rides on the fly.â

âDo you still like to ride a bike?â

He thought of his three-thousand-dollar mountain bike currently taking up space in the spare room at his rented house. One of the main reasons heâd decided to take the jobâbesides his burnout in Oaklandâhad been the recreational opportunities that abounded in Hopeâs Crossing. In the summer a person could find world-class climbing, hiking, biking, fishing. And of course the winter featured challenging downhill skiing and cross-country trails.

So far, he had been too busy to enjoy any of it, a pretty sorry state of affairs.

âIâve got a bike at home. Maybe when you get the cast off you can show me if there are any new trails around here since I was a kid.â

âSure, that would be fun,â Owen said as he pushed open his front door. Claireâs droopy-eyed dog greeted them with a polite bark and a sniff at their wet shoes.

âHey, Mom. Iâm home. Where are the bandages?â

There was a pause of about five seconds, before he heard Claireâs voice growing louder as she approached them. âIn the medicine cabinet in the bathroom, right where theyâve always been. Why do you need a bandage?â

She came from the kitchen on the last âbandage,â without the wheelchair, he was happy to see. She walked on crutches that had been rigged up to compensate for her cast, with a little platform to rest her arm. She wore a flowery cotton dress, a pale lavender this time that made him think of a meadow full of wildflowers.

She stopped in the doorway with an almost comical sort of double take. âRiley! Oh! Hello.â

He looked at her mouth and suddenly couldnât remember anything but that shock of a kiss. When he dragged his gaze away to her eyes he saw the memory of it there, in the slight widening of her pupils and the sudden flush on her cheekbones.

âHi,â he said stupidly, unable to think of another damn thing to utter. His mind seemed filled with remembering the softness of her skin, the springtime taste of her, her tiny ragged breaths against his mouth.

âWhat are you doing here?â she asked. âAnd why does my son need a bandage? Owen, why are you covered in mud? And blood, apparently.â

The boy grinned. âI crashed my bike in a stupid puddle and flipped over the handlebars. It was awesome.â

She looked at her son as if he was some strange exotic creature. A clone fighter himself or something. Because sheâd never been an eight-year-old boy, she probably didnât grasp the particular nuances of the situation and how very cool it could be to endo your ride.

âAwesome,â she repeated.

âYeah, like something on the X-Games. You should have seen it.â

âTrue story,â Riley put in. âA genuinely spectacular crash.â

She looked from one to the other. âYouâre both insane.â

Riley met the kidâs gaze and they shared a grin. When he turned back to Claire, she was shaking her head, but he thought she looked more amused than annoyed.

âAnd how exactly were you involved in this, Chief McKnight?â

He offered what he hoped was an innocent smile. It had always worked on his sisters, anyway. âOnly an eyewitness, I swear.â

She raised an eyebrow and he was compelled to come clean. âOkay, I think I might have distracted him from paying as much attention as he probably should have to the road when I honked and waved.â

âIt wasnât your fault. It was that stupid potholeâs fault.â

âSomething you can be sure I will be bringing up with the city council in the interest of public safety, of course.â

âHe says he can fix my bike, Mom. We wonât have to take it to Mikeâs Bikes. Cool, huh?â

She smiled. âFrosty.â

Riley gestured to her crutches. âAre you supposed to be walking around? Last I heard, I thought the docs wanted you to use the wheels for a while yet.â

She looked slightly guilty. âI tried. I really did. But I got so sick of it. I kept banging into doors and I felt trapped, not being able to tackle even a step. At my last appointment, I made Dr. Murray fix me up with crutches. Itâs still not easy to get around and most of the time in the house I end up using that office chair to roll from room to room, but itâs better than trying to maneuver the stupid wheelchair.â

Riley could completely relate. When heâd been shot in the leg a few years backâa minor injury from a drug bust that had gone south, which he had decided not to share with his mom and sisters for obvious reasonsâhe had lasted about three days on sick leave before heâd been hounding his lieutenant to let him back on the job.

âSo youâre feeling better?â

âMuch. Iâm going a little stir-crazy, if you want the truth. I need to get back to the bead store.â

âHey, Mom, Iâm starving. What smells so good?â

The house did smell delicious, the air rich with something Italian, full of tomatoes and garlic, basil and oregano.

âYour sisterâs making dinner. It should be ready soon, but we need to clean up that mud before you can eat, young man.â

âAnd I still need a bandage.â

âRight.â She made a move as if to pivot, but Riley stopped her.

âYou need to sit down. Point me in the right direction of your first aid supplies and I can take care of it.â

âIâm fine. You donât have toâ¦â

He cut her off. âBathroom, you said, right? Iâm on it. Owen, see what you can do with some paper towels to wipe off the mud, okay?â

He headed into the same room where heâd washed up after he had hauled away her branches the other day, a clean, comfortable space with textured walls painted a rich Tuscan gold and umber.

After grabbing a box of bandages off the shelf and some antibiotic ointment, he followed the sound of voices to the kitchen. He found Owen recounting his fall all over again, this time to his sister who was standing at the stove wearing a red-checkered apron and stirring something in a stockpot on the stove.

âWow. It really smells good in here.â

Macy flashed him a pleased smile, looking very much like he remembered Claire at that age.

âThanks. Hey, Mom, how much fresh rosemary did you tell me again?â

Claire was standing at the island in the kitchen, quartering tomatoes for the tossed salad in a bowl in front of her, he was annoyed to see. âOne teaspoon ought to do it. Do you need me to check the flavor?â

âNo. I told you I can handle it. You said you would sit down. So sit down.â

He decided Macy was an uncommonly sensible girl.

âJust a minute more. Iâm almost finished,â Claire insisted.

She shifted her weight slightly on the crutches and he saw a spasm of pain cross her features. With a frustrated sigh, he set the first aid supplies on the kitchen table, where Owen sat near the dark, rain-splattered bay windows, then moved behind Claire and in one smooth motion, he scooped her into his arms and carried her toward the table.

Macy and Claire both made the same shocked sort of sound but Owen just giggled.

âPut me down,â Claire insisted. âRight this minute.â

Now why would he want to do that when she was soft and warm and smelled like strawberries and springtime? He smiled down at her and had the guilty satisfaction of seeing her gaze rest on his mouth briefly before she jerked it away.

âI plan to,â he answered calmly. âSee? Iâm putting you down right here in this chair. Iâm not going to stand here and watch you overdo.â

âFixing broken bicycles, bandaging boo-boos, carting around invalids. Youâre just overflowing with helpfulness, arenât you?â

He smiled at her tart tone. âDoing my civic duty, thatâs all.â

He finally decided heâd held her long enoughâprobably longer than was smartâand lowered her into a chair at the kitchen table adjacent to her son, who was watching the whole thing with amusement.

âWhat would you like me to tackle first? The boo-boo or the salad?â

She glared. âOh, do I get a choice now?â

âIf you can choose wisely.â

She rolled her eyes, but he thought he saw a hint of a smile lurking there. Might have been a trick of the light, though. âI can fix up Owen from here. I could actually slice the tomatoes from here, too, but because I have a feeling youâre going to insist on doing something, you can finish the salad.â

âWrong. Iâm going to insist on doing both. Youâve only got one good hand. Just relax.â

She looked frustrated, but he also saw the lines of pain around her mouth, so he didnât let her annoyance bother him.

âLet me wash my hands and Iâll take care of the BMX casualty here first.â

He took off his jacket and hung it over a chair, then headed to the sink where Macy was watching the whole scene with interest. âIt really does smell delicious,â he said as he rolled up his sleeves and lathered his hands. âWhat are you fixing?â

âSpaghetti. Itâs not very hard. I just have to boil the pasta. Grandma brought over the sauce, but we like it a little spicier than she does, so we always add some stuff to her sauce.â

Claire didnât look exactly thrilled by her daughterâs confessionâor maybe she was still annoyed at him.

âWhatever youâre doing, it smells perfect.â

âThanks.â She smiled, adding pasta to another stockpot full of burbling water on the stove. âThatâs probably the bread sticks. Theyâre just made with frozen dough, but theyâre really good and super-easy.â

When he decided his hands were sufficiently degermed, he picked up the cutting board and knife along with the remaining tomato as well as the cucumber next to it and carried them to the kitchen table to Claire. He still didnât think she needed to be fixing a salad, but he knew her well enough to know the small gesture would please herâand even though he knew damn well it was wrong and maybe even dangerous, he wanted to make her happy.

âThanks,â she murmured with a soft light in her eyes.

âYouâre welcome.â He deliberately turned away toward Owen. âOkay, sport, letâs take a look at the damages.â

The boy rolled up his pants leg, revealing a relatively minor scrape.

Riley cocked his head. âNot bad. I think you probably need only about five shots and oh, about ten, maybe twelve stitches.â

Owen giggled and Riley thought how peaceful it was to be in this warm, delicious-smelling kitchen while the rain pattered against the window.

âI do not.â

âOkay, maybe only seven or eight.â He caught Macyâs eye and she grinned just like her brother.

âJust wash it off and put a bandage on it,â Owen said in an exasperated tone.

âAll right, bossy. You must get that from your mom.â

âHey!â Claire protested. âIâm not bossy. I just usually know whatâs best.â

He smiled at that and risked a look at her, then regretted it when he found her watching his mouth again.

âHey, Mom, did you know Chief McKnight used to be a bike cop?â

She cleared her throat. âI did. Alex is my best friend, remember? And RileyâChief McKnightâis her brother. She has always kept me up-to-date on what he was doing on the Coast.â

Had she wondered about him over the years? The idea of her talking about him while he was gone made his shoulder blades itchy.

âWhat did she tell you about me?â

âThat you were a good cop and that you sometimes did things you couldnât talk about. Oh, and that you were shot and didnât tell anyone in your family about it but your partner called and spilled the beans so they all played along like they didnât know.â

âYou got shot?â Owen asked, his eyes huge.

He frowned at Claire. âIt was just a minor injury. I was back to work in only a few days. They seriously knew? Why didnât anybody say anything to me?â he asked her.

âI guess they figured if you wanted to talk about it, youâd bring it up. Alex was all ready to head out to Oakland, but Angie talked her out of it.â

âSisters can be a real pain in theâ¦neck.â

âYeah, tell me about it,â Owen said a tone of exaggerated misery, which made Macy glare at him.

âHey, watch it,â she said.

âYou think one sister is rough. Try having five, kid.â

âMy worst nightmare!â

Riley laughed and stuck a large square bandage over the scrape, then rubbed the kidâs hair. âThat should do it,â he said. âNow youâre ready to go take on a few more potholes. You might want to go change into clean clothes before you eat that delicious-smelling dinner your sisterâs working so hard to fix.â

âThanks. It didnât even hurt.â

âWell, donât forget, youâre still going to need those stitches.â

Owen grinned, then his eyes lit up. âHey, you want to stay for dinner, if itâs okay with my mom? We always have tons of leftovers when we have spaghetti.â

The knife Claire was holding stilled, then flashed with renewed vigor, he noticed with interest.

âThanks for the invitation but Iâd better not. Iâm sure youâve got homework and your mom and Macy werenât expecting company.â

âI did all my homework before I went over to theâ¦â He stumbled. âBefore I went to Robbieâs house. Mom, is it okay?â

Claire had a hint of color on her cheekbones and she didnât meet his gaze. âOf course. Rileyâs always welcome here. Iâm sure he knows that. We owe him anyway for cleaning up after the windstorm the other day and for helping you home.â

He thought of the sandwich she had so carefully made him and of the sweetness of her kiss. She didnât owe him anything.

He should say no. Should leave this warm, cozy kitchen while he still could. âIn that case, Iâd love to,â he found himself saying. âIâm starving and those bread-sticks smell like the most delicious thing Iâve had in years.â

This will be good, he told himself. He could regain his footing with her. They needed to return to the easy friendship they had shared for years. No more flirting and certainly no more kissing.

No matter how hungry she left him.

CHAPTER TEN

SHE HAD A CRUSH ON RILEY McKnight.

Claire would have been astonished if she could find any room around the mortification that swamped every thing else.

She was thirty-six years old, had two children and a failed marriage behind her, but she was still acting as if she were Macyâs age, trying to get the cutest boy in school to notice she was alive.

This was humiliating on so many levels. Every time he smiled at her, color soaked her cheeks until she imagined she was redder than the spaghetti sauceâwhich she was also terrified she was going to spill all over while she tried to wrangle the spaghetti one-handed and listen to his stories at the same time.

âMy first week out of the police academy, I crashed a brand-new bike into a parked car.â

âYou did?â Owen asked, eyes shining with a severe case of hero worship, despite Rileyâs story showing himself in less-than-perfect light.

âYep. We were chasing this kid whoâd fled the scene of an attempted robbery on foot. My partner and I split up to try to cut him off and I had to book up a hill on a side street to get ahead of him. A car came up behind me and I could hear him coming right at me. We didnât know the kid had an accomplice in a getaway car. I donât know if he was trying to hit me on purposeâand I didnât really care. I just swerved out of the way. My bike hit a parked car and I went sailing over it.â

âWas your bike okay?â Owen asked, while Claire was still cringing from that mental image.

âCompletely trashed. I had to get a new one. The guys called me McFlight after that.â

âWere you hurt?â Macy asked.

âNot bad. I felt it for a few days but I didnât break any bones. Not like you guys.â

His gaze met Claireâs and she flushed and focused on dabbing at her mouth with her napkin, hoping she hadnât trailed sauce there.

She did not have a crush. The very idea was ridiculous. She was only reacting as any woman would to the man who had rescued her and her children from a dire situation. Riley had risked his own health and welfare to stand out in that water for long moments to ensure they were safe. Any mother would be grateful to a man willing to wade into danger for her children, right?

Not to mention that he was an exceptionally gorgeous man, sexy even, with those green eyes and the tousle of dark hair. The part of her ego that felt frumpy and dried-up and old after the raw indignity of her divorce wanted to bask in his attention like Chester splayed out in the grass on a summer afternoon.

How foolish could she be?

The commonsense part of her was quietly whispering a warning. Riley was a womanizer. He collected women like Evie collected antique beads.

His mother and sisters delighted in telling about his heroic triumphs as a police officer. But Alex, at least, was just as quick to report with a combination of indulgence and frustration about how the man went through women like the store went through jump rings.

Yes, they had kissed. She couldnât find a better example of just how different they were. That kiss had left her shaky and stunned, while Riley had acted as if the whole thing had been just a casual brush of mouth against mouth.

âDid you catch the bad guy?â Macy was asking and Claire forced herself to focus on the conversation instead of a kiss that never should have happened.

Riley grinned. âMatter of fact, we did. He came running up, trying to make it to his getaway car. I was sprawled out on the sidewalk amid the broken pieces of my bike, the breath still knocked out of me. I was thinking he was going to get away, but right by my hand was my front tire, which had come off in the crash. I wasnât even aware of doing it really, but I chucked the bike tire at him like a Frisbee and down he went. Before he could climb back up and escape in the getaway car, my partner came up behind him just as our backup in a squad car came down the street to cut off their escape route.â

The kids giggled and Claire smiled, picturing a battered Riley chucking a bike tire at a suspect.

Her kids were crazy about him, she thought. All through dinner, they laughed at his jokes, they plagued him with questions, they vied to tell him their own stories. She might have thought he would find their simple experiences boring, but Riley acted as if a story Owen told about breaking up a playground fracas was the most fascinating anecdote in the world.

Claire didnât know why she should find it surprising that her kids loved him. Riley had always been good at charming people. Why wouldnât he be? Heâd grown up with five indulgent older sisters who probably offered plenty of opportunities for him to practice working the charm.

She had watched his technique in various incarnations dozens of times. She could vividly remember one day when Angie had spent an entire summer afternoon making macaroons, simply because he had mentioned with a passing sort of sigh that heâd woken up with a craving.

As the next oldest sister to him and probably the one most susceptible to sibling rivalry, Alex had been the most immune. She had accused him of manipulationâbut even she could fall prey if she wasnât careful.

Riley could nearly always sway people to his point of view by wielding that charm that made everyone want to be around him, at least until he turned into the moody, unhappy teenager heâd become after his father left.

The children tried to prolong the dinner as long as possible, but eventually everyone was full and Chester had planted his haunches beside Claireâs chair and waited, a clear indication he needed to go out.

âI got him, Mom,â Owen said, pushing his chair away from the table.

âThanks,â she answered.

Owen opened the door for the dog, then returned to the table to clear away his plate, which seemed to be the signal for everyone that dinner was finished.

âI guess we better clean this up,â Macy said. She stood and began to help Owen. When Claire started to rise, Riley froze her with a death glare.

âIf you try to clear a single dish, Iâll be forced to handcuff you to the chair. Donât think I wonât,â he said, his voice stern.

Both Owen and Macy apparently thought that was hilarious. Claire wasnât nearly as amused as she was forced to sit idle and watch Riley and the kids joke around as they scraped dishes, packaged leftovers and loaded the dishwasher.

Riley was drying a pan with one of the pretty embroidered dishcloths when he took a careful look out the window above the sink. Was Chester digging up her flowers again, as he sometimes did when a particular capricious mood struck?

âLooks like youâve lost some shingles from your shed, probably from all the wind and rain weâve had.â

She frowned. âI hadnât noticed.â Usually when she was at an angle where she had a vantage point over the window above the kitchen sink, she was focusing on staying upright on the crutches and not on the shingles of her shed roof. âHave many blown off?â

âI canât tell for sure. Itâs too dark, but I can see a couple missing in the porch light.â

âOh, dear.â Just one more thing she had to add to her fix-it list.

âIt shouldnât take long to fix. I bet Owen and I could take care of it in an hour. Donât you think, dude?â

âMaybe even a half hour,â said her son, who never met a competition he didnât try to conquer.

Claire didnât know what to think. What game was Riley playing? She dearly wished she had some idea of the rules so that she didnât feel as if she were floundering completely in foreign seas.

Why did he seem to feel so compelled to help her every time she turned around? Why would he want to give up an hour of his life to fix the roof on her garden shed? Even as the cautious grown-up tried to figure it out, the silly junior high girl inside her squealed and did a happy little dance.

âIâm going to go work on my homework,â Macy announced, bored with talk of shingles.

âLet me know if you need help with anything.â

âItâs algebra.â

âOkay.â

âYouâre worse at algebra than I am, Mom.â

True enough. âBetween the two of us, we usually figure it out.â

Macy shrugged and headed from the room, Chester, whom Owen had let in a few minutes earlier, following behind. The reminder of her maternal responsibilities was exactly what she needed right then to give the mature grown-up the advantage and send the giddy girl to her room where she belonged.

âThank you for the offer to fix the roof,â she said to Riley when Macy left. âBut you really donât have to do that. I told you I have a handyman. Handy Andy Harris. Do you know him? His family moved here about five or six years ago.â

âDonât think Iâve met him yet.â

âHeâs a nice guy. His wife comes into the store quite a bit.â

âSo you pay him to fix things, then she comes in and spends the money on beads?â

She managed a smile at his baffled expression. âMore or less. Thatâs how it works in a small town.â

âWell, while I donât want to take work away from Handy Andyâor beads away from his wife, for that matterâthis is a simple job. Seriously. It wouldnât take long at all and I was planning on fixing the bike anyway. Two birds, right? Consider it my way to repay you for the spaghetti.â

Claire sighed. She knew that tone. He was going to be stubborn about it. A stubborn Riley McKnight was as immovable as Woodrose Mountain.

She could be stubborn, too, and she really hated being on the receiving end of help. But arguing was only going to prolong the inevitable. She needed her shed roof fixed, Riley wanted to do it and she had no real logical reason to refuse.

âI can come over right after school. We can fix the bike first and then take care of the roof. That work for you, kid?â

âCool!â Owen looked as excited as if Riley were offering a trip to Disneyland. Even though Jeff was good to take him snowboarding and skiing, her ex-husband wasnât a handyman sort of guy and Owen enjoyed working with his hands. Heâd been begging her for a year to let him build a tree house in one of the mature maples on their lot.

âCan I go play on the computer?â Owen asked.

âYes,â she answered. âSet the timer for half an hour, then we need to do your reading.â

âYou donât fight fair,â she muttered to Riley after he left.

âWhen have you ever known me to?â

She rolled her eyes. âWhy are you so stubborn about this? I can handle my home repairs on my own. What I canât do myself, I can hire out. Iâve been coping by myself for two years. Longer, really, because Iâve always been the one to coordinate these kind of repairs.â

Jeff had always been too busy with school and his residency and starting his practice, so the pesky details of day-to-day survival had fallen to her.

âThen itâs about time someone else stepped in to take a little of that load off your shoulders.â

âWhy does that someone have to be you, Riley?â she asked, exasperated.

He didnât answer for a moment. When he did, his tone was solemn. âIf not for me, youâd be up and around and handling your own life with your usual terrifying efficiency.â

She stared at him as all the pieces clicked into place. âAre you still hung up on that? I told you, youâre not responsible for that accident.â

His jaw tightened but he said nothing.

âThatâs what this is about,â she said. âAll of it. Why you think you have to help me with my shed roof, why youâre fixing Owenâs bike, why you picked up my branches the other day. You think you owe me something because of the accident. Because you feel responsible.â

He gave her a cool look. âOf course not,â he drawled, even though she could see her words had struck home. âHavenât you figured it out yet, Claire? Iâm a guy. I just want to sleep with you.â

The air suddenly thickened with tension, currents seething in the air like the swirls and rivulets of melting snow running fast and high in Sweet Laurel Creek.

She had a wild image of them together, mouths and bodies tangled, heat and fire and glorious passion.

A shiver rippled down her spine, but she wasnât sure if it sprung from her poor, neglected libido reacting with grand enthusiasm to the idea or the rest of her plunging into full-fledged panic.

âRelax, Claire. That was a joke. Iâm not going to jump you right here in your kitchen.â

âOf course youâre not. I never thought you would.â

That incongruous dimple flashed. âOne never knows.â

Her stomach trembled and for once she was grateful she couldnât stand without difficulty because of her stupid cast. She had a feeling if she tried, her knees would barely support her weight.

Much to her relief, she was spared from having to answer by the return of Owen, followed by a waddling Chester.

âHey, Mom, somethingâs wrong with the internet. I canât get on the game site.â

She drew in a breath and tried to shift gears. âIâll have to figure it out after Chief McKnight leaves.â

âWhich Iâm just about to do.â Riley grabbed his jacket off the hook by the back door.

âI didnât mean you had to leave now.â

âYouâve got to help with homework and fix computers and Iâve got about four hours of paperwork to do. Owen, Iâll be by after school tomorrow with a load of replacement shingles. You still in?â

Her son looked suddenly sly. âCan I use a hammer?â

âIâm counting on it, ace. Claire, Iâll see you tomorrow. Take care of yourself.â

Good advice, she thought as she watched him go. If she were sincere about following it, she would tell him firmly not to bother coming back. She didnât need the sort of heartache that was bound to follow Riley McKnight.

CHAPTER ELEVEN

THIS TIME WHEN RILEY worked out in her yard, Claire forced herself not to gawk out the window at him. She focused instead on her first beading project since the accident, a fairly simple bracelet she was making out of recycled glass beads from Ghana in lovely aqua tones, with metalwork starfish charms.

She had her supplies set out in the family roomâthe beads, the spacers, the pliers and cuttersâbut the limitations of a broken arm presented definite challenges. Claire had sympathy for some of the senior citizens she used to teach at the community center, their hands gnarled and swollen from arthritis.

Usually she found a quiet sort of peace when she worked, the tactile pleasure of the textures and shapes, the unmatched delight of creating something beautiful from only her imagination, her ever-growing bead collection and a little hard work. But this afternoon, even threading the waxed cord onto the needle was an exercise in frustration and she almost quit a half-dozen times.

Every time she was tempted to put the project away, though, she reminded herself that she was exercising, working her arm, hand and wrist muscles as her occupational therapist insisted.

She found even something as basic as a wrapped loop a challenge. She was struggling to hold the pliers and bend the wire when her cell phone rang.

Usually she hated interruptions while she was beading and tried to remember to turn off her ringer. In this case, she jumped at any excuse to take a rest, especially when she saw the identity of her caller on the phone display.

âHi, Evie. Howâs the most brilliant bead store manager in the entire Mountain West?â

Her store manager snorted. âSuck-up. You really think thatâs going to work with me?â

Claire smiled, her frustration subsiding in the sheer joy of talking with one of her dearest friends. âItâs worth a try. How are things?â

âCrazy-busy. You wouldnât believe the pre-Motherâs Day business weâre seeing. Weâre rocking right now. That class we did for that memory charm bracelet you designed was standing room only. Seriously.â

âThatâs great, Evie. Thank you so much for covering everything for me.â

âNo worries.â

âIâm still planning to be back Monday. I got the all clear from Dr. Murray today. I hope I can make things a little easier for you then.â

âDonât push it. Thereâs no need for you to rush back before youâre ready.â

âIâm so ready. If I donât get out of this house for something besides doctor appointments and therapy, I might do something crazy. Like take up knitting or something.â

Evie laughed. âWe wouldnât want that. Youâve got enough hobbies, hon.â

âI canât afford any more.â

âYou know youâre going to have to pace yourself. When you first come back to work, youâre going to want to jump back into everything you did before, but youâll have to take things slow.â

âAre you speaking as my friend or as a physical therapist?â

âIâm retired,â Evie said automatically. âBut, okay, both.â

âI know, I know. I promise, Iâll be good.â

Evie made another sound of disbelief but didnât argue. âIâm actually calling because weâre running low on our heavy-gauge wire. If I place the order before the close of business today, we can get a shipment Monday, but I thought Iâd better run it past you.â

âWhatever you think best.â

âWe need it, obviously, but our usual distributor raised their price five percent a few weeks ago. Do you want me to shop around to try to find a better deal?â

She did a quick calculation in her head of the discount they received buying in bulk. Even though math wasnât her strong suit, sheâd become rather more adept than she ever expected at figuring percentages in the two years sheâd owned the store.

âLetâs do half of what we normally order. What we lose for the quantity discount, we might be able to make up by finding a different supplier with a better price point.â

âThatâs exactly what I was thinking, but thought I should check with you.â

âYou donât need me, Evie. We both know you could run the store in your sleep.â

What a blessing that she had someone she trusted so implicitly to leave in charge at String Fever. Evie was smart and creative and capableâ¦and probably far more business-savvy than Claire.

âThe other reason I called was to give you the skinny on Gen Beaumontâs wedding. Or have you heard already?â

âYou forget Iâm living in seclusion, completely isolated from the outside world.â

âExcept for cell phone, home phone, television, the internetâ¦ And your mother, of course.â

She laughed. âWell, yeah. Except for that. But I havenât heard anything about Gen. Whatâs up? She knows the designer is rushing to send another gown, right? Donât tell me sheâs decided to send it to someone else for the beadwork.â

âThere is no one else in town who can handle the job except you.â

âAnd you. And possibly Katherine.â

âOkay. The three of us. Gen knows she wonât find anyone better.â

Despite her best efforts to keep her attention firmly away from the window, Claire caught a flicker of movement and watched Riley heading toward the street, his arms full of shingles, and Owen following him like a little shadow.

She quickly looked back at the beads, picked up one of the recycled glass barrels and rolled it between her fingers. âThen whatâs the problem?â

âWell, the good news is youâve got an extra six months to work your broken arm back into condition before you tackle her project.â

âWhy?â

âGen postponed the wedding.â

The bead popped out from between her fingers and rolled onto the area rug and she had to lean sideways and dig through the thick pile to retrieve it. âYouâre kidding! Why?â

âTheir family is in crisis. I gather she talked it over with her fiancÃ© in Denver and they decided to wait until things settle down.â

âBecause of Charlie.â

âRight. The kid is facing serious consequences for the burglaries and the accident. Last I heard, they were talking maybe vehicular homicide.â

Claire gasped. âOh, no. Poor Laura.â

The mayorâs wife was a customer at the store. She favored large, flashy, expensive art glass beads and usually managed to finagle one of the store employees into basically creating it for her with sly little interactions like, âCan you just get me started?â or âWill you show me that technique again?â or âYou know I always struggle with that particular gauge of wire.â

Usually Claireâs employees loved to help people with their projects, but Laura Beaumontâs ploys to have people do the work for her without compensation of any kind had become so transparent, most of them just rolled their eyesâdiscreetlyâevery time she walked in the store.

âPoor Gen. It couldnât have been an easy decision. I wonder how her fiancÃ© and his family are taking the news.â

Genevieve Beaumont was marrying the son of one of Coloradoâs most prestigious families, rich and politically powerful, in what had promised to be the leading social event of the year. She sincerely hoped Sawyer Danforthâs family didnât try to distance themselves from the Beaumonts in light of Charlieâs legal troubles.

âWhy do you think Charlie slashed up the wedding dress? I always thought Gen and Charlie got along fairly well, despite the eight-year gap in their ages.â

âWho knows.â Claire didnât need to see her friend to sense her shrug. âMaybe Charlie was resentful of all the attention Gen was getting. Or maybe he doesnât like the groom. Or maybe he just thought the dress was ugly.â

So much anger had been channeled into that wanton destruction. She couldnât imagine it.

âHe must be a very troubled young man to have made such terrible decisions.â

âOr maybe heâs just a rotten kid. Itâs possible.â

She caught a flash of movement outside as Riley passed by the window. She thought of him and the trouble he had caused in his youth, reacting so fiercely to a confusing, painful world. She would have thought he, of all people, should have some compassion for Charlie Beaumont.

âIâd better go so I can place this order before end of business, Pacific time.â

âThank you, Evie. A few more days and Iâll be back to take some of the weight off your shoulders.â

âSo far my shoulders are plenty wide enough for the load. Donât push yourself too hard. I mean it.â

âItâs not like Iâm Alex, who has to stand on her feet all day in a hot restaurant kitchen. I can sit in the store as easily as I can sit here and at least there Iâll have someone to talk to besides Chester.â

âWell, he is the only reason I want you to hurry back, you know. I miss that ugly mug. In fact, I miss him so much I might be fostering another dog myself. The shelter called and they need a temporary home for a labradoodle. It will probably be a tight fit in the apartment over the store, but I figure for a few weeks weâll cope. I told them I would, but I guess I should have checked with you first.â

âYou know I donât care.â

Claire was probably the most indulgent landlord ever, but since Evie was the perfect tenant, employee and friend, Claire figured that earned her more than a little latitude.

Evie had fostered animals before until a permanent placement could be found, but theyâd usually been cats or small-breed dogs. She rarely developed a lasting attachment to anything, something that worried Claire. Her friend had deep secrets in her past, a pain she didnât share with anyone.

âIâll see you Monday morning,â she said after a moment.

âNeed me to come get you?â Evie asked.

Rats. Sheâd forgotten about transportation. Oh, she hated being dependent on people. âIâll see if Alex can give me a lift. If that isnât convenient, my mom can probably do it.â

âLet me know if you change your mind. I know Ruth isnât always easy to take first thing in the morning.â

Claire smiled and they quickly ended the call. She sat for a moment, rolling that silky bead between her fingers again and thinking of the events that had affected so many lives in Hopeâs Crossing. Charlie Beaumontâs life would never be the same. He would always have this tragedy around his neck. The ripples from that moment were expanding out in wholly unexpected ways. Gen pushing her wedding back six months. Riley struggling to find his place in town. Probably in a hundred other lives she didnât even know.

She thought of Maura, whose life had been changed forever. Rileyâs sister was still avoiding her phone calls most of the time, and Claire was determined to make it to her house as soon as possible, if she had to wheel herself the four blocks there.

With a sigh, she turned back to the bracelet, hoping beading would soothe and quiet her spirit.

She was just beginning to find a rhythm of sorts when the back door opened and Riley and Owen came inside.

âMom? Where are you, Mom?â

âFamily room,â she called.

Her son burst through the doorway, baseball cap shoved backward and his face flushed with excitement.

âDid you see me work the nail gun, Mom? I did a whole row of shingles by myself.â

The very thought of it caused heart palpitations. Her son on a ladder with a nail gun that could impale his hand to the roof. She supposed it was a good thing she hadnât allowed herself to watch.

âYou let him use a nail gun?â she asked Riley in what she hoped was a calm voice.

âWith help,â he assured her. âI kept my hand on it at all times.â

âIt was awesome,â Owen exclaimed. âI think Iâm gonna save up my allowance and buy one. Man, Iâd have the best tree house in town!â

Riley laughed. âYouâve got to build to a nail gun, kid. Start out with some regular tools and see how that goes first. You donât snowboard on the black diamond trails until youâve had a few runs down the beginner slope.â

Her son seemed to accept that bit of philosophy with his usual equanimityâand short attention span. âHey, Mom, can we have pizza for dinner?â

She smiled. âI was thinking the same thing. It is Friday night after all.â She was always grateful when she had the children on the weekend and tried to make Friday nights fun time for the three of them. âIâll call and put in the order as soon as Macy comes back from soccer practice. Want to watch a movie, too? We have all those DVDs your dad and Holly brought over for me to watch while I recover, plus the instant streaming. Wasnât there some superhero show youâve been wanting to see?â

âCan I go check out our queue and see?â

âSure. My laptopâs on the kitchen table.â

She was deeply grateful for technologyâand even more grateful that her kids could figure it out far better than she could.

The moment her son headed out of the room, Claire instantly wanted to call him back. His presence provided a buffer between her and Riley. Without him, that ridiculous teenage girl inside her couldnât stop thinking about that kiss.

âOwen is a great kid. Youâve done a great job with him.â

âHe is a great kid, but Iâm not sure I had anything to do with it. He came out of the box that way. He was the easiest, most good-natured baby you could ever imagine and a very sweet toddler.â

âHe has a good mother who loves him. Thatâs got to count for something.â

She smiled. âThanks. And thank you for your help, Riley.â She paused. âYou probably have figured out that I donât like being in a position to need help.â

âI hadnât noticed,â he said, his tone dry as he came closer.

âIâm working on it. So thank you.â

âYouâre welcome. Weâve still got a bike to fix but that shouldnât take long.â He stepped closer and her heartbeat kicked up a notch. He was just so big. He crowded out any common sense she might have hoped to cling to. âWhat are you working on over here?â

âA bracelet. I wanted to give something to Brooke Callahan for taking such good care of me when I was in the hospital. While I was there, I noticed she had several flowered scrubs in that color.â

He gave her an exasperated look. âDo you ever do anything for yourself?â

âBeading is for me. Oh, I might sometimes give away the things I make, but the process of creating them is all about me. I find pleasure in the whole thing, from coming up with the design to choosing the beads to the feel of them under my fingers. These recycled glass beads from Africa are like sea glass thatâs been worn smooth by the waves.â

He leaned forward to touch the beads, his hands looking incongruously large against the delicate blue. âSoft. Youâre right.â

She couldnât breathe with him this close. He smelled musky and male, like cedar and sage, and he crowded her, made her feel girlish and silly. She eased away a fraction of an inch, but he still noticed the movement.

âWhy do you do that?â

âWhat?â she asked, pretending she didnât know what he meant.

âFlinch away from me.

She thought about lying, pretending he was imagining things, but the casual words just wouldnât come. âYou make me nervous,â she finally admitted.

His eyes widened. âWhy? Youâve known me forever. You have to know I would never hurt you.â

Not physically maybe. Claire wiped suddenly damp palms on her skirt. âIâm not going to be one of those women, Riley. Letâs be clear.â

He shuttered his expression. âOh, absolutely. I strive for clarity in all things. Which women would you be talking about?â

âI know youâre just teasing me, like youâve always done. All these little comments aboutâ¦about sleeping with me and having a crush on me when we were kids and everything. Kissing me. Youâre just trying to see what kind of reaction you can get out of me. Itâs no different from all those times you used to jump around the corner and yell boo just for the pleasure of hearing us squeal. Iâm not going to fall for it anymore.â

Much to her relief, he stepped back a pace but only so he could glower at her from a better angle. âYouâre going to have to help me out here. Clarity, remember?â

She hated feeling stupid and out of her depth and she finally just blurted out, âI wonât have a fling with you, Riley.â

He blinked. âOkay. Good to know.â

âItâs not that Iâm notâ¦umâ¦that I wouldnâtâ¦â Oh, she didnât know how to do this. âIâm not sophisticated or worldly or any of those things. Iâm a soccer mom. Iâve been a room mother for six of the last seven years. Iâm the president-elect of the PTA, for heavenâs sake.â

âAnd thatâs pertinent to this discussion because?â

âBecause Iâm not the sort of woman to jump into bed with anyone. Especially not you.â

His jaw tightened and she had the ridiculous feeling sheâd hurt him somehow. âWhy especially not me?â

âA hundred reasons. For one thing, I know youâre not serious about any of this, youâre playing some kind of game.â

âThis is fascinating. Do go on.â His jaw had hardened and he crossed his arms across his chest, which unfortunately only served to emphasize the definition of his biceps.

âWell, youâre my best friendâs little brother.â

âYounger. I prefer younger. And only by a few years, Claire.â

Okay, that was true. If not for the fact that sheâd known him all her life, the difference in their ages would be irrelevant. But she had known him. Sheâd seen him grow from a pesky kid to a surly teenager.

He was close, so close that she could see a muscle flex in his jaw. She wanted to kiss that flutter, just throw caution to the wind andâ¦

The pressure in the room shifted as the front door was yanked open.

âHey, Mom!â Macy called out from the entryway. âGuess what? Julie Whitaker has a sprained ankle, so guess who gets to play goalie tomorrow?â

Her daughter burst into the family room, overflowing with gangly, slim gorgeousness, even in practice shorts and knee-high socks. She grinned when she saw Riley. âHey, Chief.â

âYay for you! Goalie, huh?â

âYeah. Juleâs super-good, so I never have the chance to goal tend, but sheâs out for at least two games, so I get to fill in. Maybe if I do an awesome job, the coach will think about alternating us. I donât mind playing forward, but I really love goalie.â

âThatâs wonderful, honey.â With effort, Claire shifted gears to her mommy role. âYouâve worked hard to improve your skills and you definitely deserve it. Hey, Iâm going to order pizza tonight and Owenâs picking a movie.â

âOkay. Iâm going to go change and clean up. The field was super-muddy.â

In a rare show of affection, she slid her arms around Claireâs neck and hugged her, then bounced past Ruth in the doorway on her way out of the room.

âThanks for the ride home, Grandma,â she said.

âYouâre welcome, my dear,â Ruth answered. âClaire, good grief, who left such a mess out by the garbage can? They look like shingles. Is that Andy Harris here working on something? He needs to do a better job of cleaning up after himself.â

Riley stepped forward into her line of vision and Ruthâs mouth pursed like sheâd just chomped into a peach pit.

âI left the mess, Mrs. Tatum. Claire lost a few shingles in the rains of the last few weeks, so I was replacing them. Donât worry, Iâm planning to take care of the garbage before I go.â

Her motherâs sharp-eyed gaze slid from Riley to Claire and then back again. Claire gave an inward cringe at the questions and suspicions she saw gathering there like an August afternoon thunderstorm over the mountains.

She braced herself, wishing she had some way to warn Riley of the cloudburst about to let loose.

âChief McKnight. This is a surprise.â Ruth smiled with absolutely no warmth. âIsnât there a teenager somewhere you can chase down at dangerously high speeds?â

Rileyâs only reaction was the twitch of a muscle in his jaw. If this was the attitude he faced around town, no wonder he carried unnecessary guilt about the accident.

âMom,â Claire chided quietly.

Ruth offered up a falsely innocent look. âWhat did I say?â

âYou know that was unfair,â she began, but Owenâs âHey, Grandma!â stalled the words.

âHello, dear. What have you been up to?â

âMe and Riley fixed the roof on the shed and guess what? I got to use a nail gun.â

Oh, dear. Here we go. Now Ruth would accuse her of allowing Riley to put her son into danger. âWerenât you two going to take a look at your bike?â she asked, a little desperately.

Riley raised an eyebrow at her sudden uncharacteristic eagerness to accept his help, but he only nodded. âWe certainly were. That was our next project. Letâs go check out what weâre dealing with, kid.â

âI found just the show on the computer, Mom,â Owen informed her. âI put it at the top of the queue.â

âExcellent. Iâll order the pizza in a minute.â

When the two of them headed outside, Owen pacing his stride to Rileyâs longer-legged gait, Claire turned to her mother.

âMom, that was unkind. Riley was only doing his job. You know that.â

Ruth began fussing around the room, straightening magazines on the coffee table and picking up the granola bar wrapper Owen had left there after school. âIâm sorry, Claire, but I canât forget that because of the way he did his job, you and my only grandchildren were nearly killed. Look at you. You canât even walk and you havenât been able to work for over two weeks. Itâs not right.â

âIf youâre going to blame anyone, blame the teenagers who decided to go on a crime spree for no discernible reason. Blame Charlie Beaumont. Heâs the one who chose to run.â

Ruth made a dismissive sort of motion. âCharlie is a thoughtless boy who ran because he was afraid.â

âRight. Afraid of being caught. They robbed my store and a half-dozen others in town, not to mention that vacation home in the canyon. None of that is Rileyâs fault.â

âIâm not defending what they did. It breaks my heart, thatâs what it does, and I donât understand it for a minute. I donât see how anyone can. Children from good homes, robbing people, vandalizing things. Somethingâs wrong, Iâll grant you that. Personally, I think itâs all those video games you parents let them play.â

Because she allowed Owen only a couple hours a week of only rated-E-for-everyone games, she wasnât sure how her mother could justify lumping her into that particular category. Anyway, that wasnât the point.

âWhatever the reason, it was the choices Charlieâand, yes, the othersâmade that caused this tragedy. Not anything Riley McKnight did.â

âHe should never have chased them,â her mother insisted. âNot with those snowy conditions. And now a girl is dead and another might as well be, if she has to live the rest of her life like aâ¦like a rutabaga.â

âRiley did nothing wrong.â

âBelieve what you want. Iâll do the same.â

Would that waxed cord be strong enough to make a noose? she wondered, although it was a toss-up whether she wanted to use it for her mother or for herself. Five minutes of conversation with Ruth and she wanted to bang her head on her worktable a couple dozen times.

âWhat would you have him do? Just let the kids drive away? Then you and J. D. Nyman and everyone else in town would be saying heâs too soft.â

Her mother turned her attention to the entertainment center, stacking loose DVDs and picking up the hundred or so remotes it seemed to take to run everything these days.

âI donât know. He could have discreetly followed them long enough to get a license number and then picked Charlie up later at home. But personally, I think he wanted the big, flashy arrest so he could show off in his first few weeks on the job.â

âThatâs not fair. You donât even know him. Not anymore.â

âI know all I need to know. That boy is trouble, just like Charlie Beaumont. He always has been. You know what he was like. A wilder boy I never knew. Running around getting girls pregnant.â

âOne girl, Mom. One girl.â

âThat we know about. The city council made a huge mistake bringing him back and I for one am glad theyâre reconsidering.â

Claire caught a flicker of movement and glanced toward the hallway and her stomach dropped. They had been so busy in one of their typical arguments that neither of them had heard Riley come back inside. How much of her motherâs ridiculous vitriol had he heard?

âI disagree,â she said, locking her gaze with his. âI think Riley is exactly what Hopeâs Crossing needs.â

âA womanizer who acts first and thinks later?â Ruth scoffed.

âA decorated, dedicated police officer who cares about this town and the people in it,â she answered with quiet firmness and saw something warm and intense spark in his eyes.

âHeâs trouble,â Ruth repeated. âYouâll see. I love Mary Ella, you know that. Sheâs a good friend and I love her girls, too. But that boy has broken her heart more times than I can count. Heâs trouble and he should never have come back.â

Riley apparently decided heâd lurked in the hallway long enough. He took a step forward. âIâm sorry you feel that way, Mrs. Tatum.â

If Ruth was discomfited at all, she hid it quickly. âIâm sorry you heard that, but Iâm not sorry I said it.â

âYouâre entitled to your opinion. Just like J. D. Nyman and anyone else who doesnât think Iâm the right fit for police chief of Hopeâs Crossing. Iâm the first one to accept I made mistakes that night. I have to live with them.â

âSo does my daughter!â Ruth snapped. âSo does Taryn and her family. And your family most of all. You donât belong here. Not in Hopeâs Crossing and not in my daughterâs house.â

Claire stared at her mother, appalled at her rudeness and her gall. âYou have no right, Mother. Riley is always welcome here.â

He shrugged. âItâs okay. I was just coming in to let you know we fixed the bike. It only took a moment to straighten the forks and it seems to be as good as new. Owenâs taking it for a test-drive around the block.â

âItâs not okay. You donât have to leave. In fact, I was just getting ready to order pizza and weâre going to watch a movie. Weâd love you to stay.â

The invitation was more to spite her mother and all three of them knew it, but she wasnât about to rescind it.

Ruth gave an offended sort of huff. âIâll go, then, and leave you to your pizza since no one wants to hear my opinion.â

Claire was tired suddenly, exhausted from all the years of handling her motherâs moods and piques. She missed the fun, happy mother she now barely remembered, the one Ruth had been before the humiliation of her husbandâs murder. She missed cuddles on the sofa under a blanket during a snowstorm and nature walks on Woodrose Mountain and the mom who used to have a funny story for everything. Ruth had gone from smart and capable to needy and helpless, with a side order of bitterness.

âThank you for picking up Macy,â she said, trying to focus on the positive.

âYou know Iâm always glad to help. Iâll come by in the morning to pick her up before the soccer game.â

âThank you for the offer but Holly and Jeff are planning on it. If I hear otherwise from them, Iâll let you know.â

Ruth nodded stiffly and headed out the door, her shoulders tight. She closed the front door carefully behind her and Claire winced worse than if sheâd slammed it. She would have preferred a temper tantrum. Ruthâs quiet outrage was far more deadly.

She was going to have to figure out a way to make things right with her mother, but she had no idea how, short of throwing Riley on the pyre of her motherâs animosity, which she wasnât willing to do.

âIâm sorry, Riley. My mother can beâ¦â

âI know how your mother can be. Blunt but truthful.â

âShe has her opinions. Which I donât share, by the way.â

âPlenty others do. J.D. has a lot of friends who think he should be the police chief right now. The events of this past month havenât exactly changed anyoneâs mind.â

âI meant what I said. Youâre doing a good job.â

âThank you.â He gave her a careful look. âLook, I appreciate the invitation for pizza. It was a nice gesture of support but not necessary. Iâve dealt with worse criticism of my job performance. At least here, nobodyâs shooting at me yet.â

âThe invitation was sincere, whatever you might think. The kids enjoyed having you over for dinner the other night. Theyâll love sharing their pizza.â

âWhat about you?â His green eyes turned dark, intense, and her insides jumped again.

âWhat about me?â

âWerenât you just telling me all the reasons we werenât good for each other? Do you want me here?â

Here, there or anywhere. But this wasnât a Dr. Seuss book and Riley was definitely not green eggs.

âI wouldnât have invited you if I didnât,â she answered. âWhat I said earlier still stands, but just because we have thisâ¦thing between us doesnât mean we canât be friends.â

âRight. Friends.â He studied her for a long moment, then gave a slight smile. âWhat could be more normal between friends than pizza and a movie?â

TROUBLE. THATâS EXACTLY what he was.

Riley sat on the recliner in her warm, open family room with Claire on the sofa adjacent to him and the kids sprawled out on thick cushions on the floor. They were watching some superhero movie, but he couldnât have recited the plot if he were the one about to get run over by a train.

The echo of Ruth Tatumâs words seemed to drown out everything else, ringing there with sonorous, unmistakable truth. He was definitely trouble.

The various women in his life could all take out an ad in the Sunday paper saying the same thing. Riley McKnight had been trouble since the day he was born.

Heâs broken his motherâs heart more times than I can count, Ruth had said. He couldnât argue the truth of that. His mother had cried plenty of tears over him, starting long before his biggest sin in the eyes of the Ruth Tatums of Hopeâs Crossing, when his high school girlfriend had gotten pregnant his senior year.

If Lisa Redmond hadnât lost the baby just a few weeks after she discovered she was pregnant, Riley knew his life would have turned out completely different. He couldnât even comprehend it. He would have married Lisa at seventeen and taken some blue-collar job around town, maybe construction or maintenance at the ski resort. They probably would have been divorced young, if statistics held true. He would have a sixteen-year-old of his own now, something he could barely comprehend. Lisa had lost the baby, miscarried at nine weeks. Her parents had sent her away to live with an aunt in Idaho for her senior year of high school and Riley had been left here to endure the small-town whispers and finger-pointing, one of the many reasons he had been quick to make his escape while he could.

The whole experience had been painful and difficult, but he knew he had been so wild and angry back then that he probably would have screwed up the kid for life.

As he listened to the thuds and thumps from some fight scene on screen, Riley thought of his own anger in his teens, how he had channeled his sense of loss and betrayal into wild drinking, partying, unprotected sex with his girlfriend.

He had been stupid and thoughtless, had hurt his mother probably even worse than his father had. Ruth was absolutely right about that.

He hadnât known what to do with all that anger after his father abandoned the family. As the lone male in a household of women, heâd needed a father in his life, damn it. Heâd needed somebody to guide him, show him to rein in his impulses, how to respect others. Instead, his father had thrown everything away so he could follow his own dreams, could move to South America and study the archaeological ruins of long-dead civilizations instead of having to face the drudgery of his everyday life as a high school teacher and administrator.

Over the years, Riley knew heâd become an expert at casual relationships. So what was he doing here, then, with a couple of kids and a woman like Claire, who was the antithesis of everything he told himself he needed all these years? He belonged in this cozy picture of domestic bliss about as well as a beach cabana on top of the quad lift at the Silver Strike. She told him outright she didnât want a fling and he had never been able to have anything else.

He sensed her watching him. When he turned his attention, she gave him a tentative smile. He gazed at her mouth for a long moment, remembering the particular softness of it, the angle and shape, then he jerked his gaze back to the screen.

She was so lovely, bright and vibrant like sunshine bursting through the clouds on a dank and cheerless day. He always seemed to forget that until he saw her again, when he would experience that âaahâ of recognition.

A vague sense of unease settled between his shoulder blades. He shouldnât be here. He didnât belong.

âYou donât have to stay,â she murmured and he wondered what in his body language had given away his sudden trapped restlessness.

He should have seized on the exit route sheâd offered and headed back down the street to his rental house. It seemed cowardly, however, just one more McKnight who walked away to suit his mood.

âWeâre almost to the end. I canât leave yet,â he answered in the same hushed tone.

She didnât look convinced, something else unique about Claire. Most women were only too willing to believe whatever he told them. Not her. She seemed to filter every word, every phrase, through her own internal bullshit censor. He had a feeling heâd probably set off alarm bells more than a few times in his dealings with her.

This was it, he told himself. He would watch this movie and then work on extricating his life from hers. Claire Bradford had a couple of broken limbs, an idiot of an ex-husband and two active children. She didnât need more trouble in her world.

When the closing credits started rolling up the screen, Claire switched on the lamp beside the sofa.

âGreat show. Good choice, Owen. Now itâs time for bed. Macyâs soccer game is early in the morning.â

Neither of them answered and Riley realized he hadnât seen movement from the floor for the second half of the movie, except for Chesterâs occasional twitches as he snuggled up under Owenâs arm.

âThey beat you to it, apparently. I think theyâre both out for the count.â

Claire shifted her body on the sofa for a better angle. She smiled a little sadly. âThey look like kittens nestled together. Itâs too bad the only time they get along so well is when theyâre both asleep.â

âThey will. My sisters and I didnât always get along when I was a kid.â

âNo, really?â

He ignored her sarcasm. âNow I find most of them fairly tolerable.â

âSomething to look forward, I suppose.â

âSo what now? Do you want to leave them here for the night?â

âOn the floor?â She sounded appalled at the very idea and he smiled.

âMy nieces and nephews prefer the floor to a bed half the time.â

âThat may be, but I think theyâd probably sleep better and be more comfortable in their own beds. Macy. Owen. Wake up, kids.â

Macy stirred a little but not to full consciousness. Claire repeated her name and the girl blinked her eyes for a moment, then rubbed at them blearily.

âI think I fell asleep.â

Claireâs daughter was as lovely as her mother, with Claireâs blue eyes and warm brown hair. In a few years, she was going to be a stunner. Riley only hoped Jeff Bradford was the sort of dad who could put the fear of God in all the little punks who came sniffing around.

âSorry.â Macy yawned. âHow did the movie end?â

âThe same way it did the last time we watched it,â Claire murmured. âAnd the time before that. And the time before that.â

Macy offered up a sleepy smile as she gathered her cotton throw around her shoulders. âMaybe thatâs why I fell asleep. We need to pick a movie I havenât seen three times.â

âIt was Owenâs turn and this was the one he wanted to see.â

âOnly he fell asleep in the middle. Wake up, dork.â

Owen grunted in his sleep but rolled over again.

âWeâve got it, Macy. You can go on up to bed.â

Her daughter unfolded from the floor with angular grace. âNight. Love you, Mom.â She walked to Claireâs sofa and wrapped her arms around her motherâs neck.

Claire looked pleased as she returned the hug. âLove you, too, sweetheart.â

Macy gave him a sleepy smile. âNight, Chief,â she said, then headed out of the room.

âOwen, wake up,â Claire said in a slightly louder tone.

Chester opened his eyes and gave them both a bored sort of look, but Owen didnât move.

âCome on, kiddo. Time to head up to bed.â

The basset hound gave a jaw-cracking yawn and wriggled out from under the boyâs arm and waddled over to Claire. He nudged at her arm.

âDoes he need to go out?â Riley asked.

âProbably. Do you mind?â

âNot at all.â

He walked to the back door, Chester on his heels. For the first time in more than a week, the night was gorgeous, clear and cloudless and glittering with stars that looked close enough to pluck with his fingers.

The dog seemed content to sniff around the fence line, checking for intruders, so after a moment of waiting for him, Riley returned to Claire and her son, who didnât look as if heâd budged.

âNo luck?â

She shook her head. âHeâs renowned for sleeping through anything. Once he fell asleep on the caterpillar train at the county fair. He rode around three times before we could wake him up.â

âWant me to carry him to his bed? Iâm assuming his room is upstairs.â

âIt is, but let me try one more time.â

âOwen, bath time.â

The boyâs eyes blinked open blearily. âDo I have to?â

She laughed softly and something warm and dangerous twisted through Riley, tugging at him. âNot tonight. You can take a bath in the morning. Can you make it up to your room?â

âI guess.â

He yawned as big as the dog had done and climbed to his feet. âWhy did you let me fall asleep in the middle of the movie?â he asked his mother in an accusatory sort of voice.

âI didnât realize you were asleep until the movie was over. But we can watch it again tomorrow if you want.â

âNext time, wake me up,â he muttered grumpily.

âEasier said than done, kiddo.â

Owen still looked disgruntled, but he gave a halfhearted wave to Riley, then trudged up the stairs.

âI hate not tucking him in,â Claire said in the same sort of disgruntled tone. âThatâs been one of the hardest things about this whole thing, but I just canât tackle all those stairs.â

âWant me to do it?â

She looked surprised. âDo you mind? Macy usually takes care of it for me, but sheâs probably already asleep.â

âI donât mind. Why would I?â

âI usually just make sure heâs under his blankets and the night-lightâs on, that sort of thing.â

âClaire, I might not have any kids, but Iâm not completely helpless here. I think I can handle it.â

Color climbed her cheeks and in the low lamplight she looked warm and sweet and completely adorable. âIâm sorry. Of course you can.â

Grateful for the distraction, he headed out of the family room, stopping long enough at the back door off the kitchen to let the dog back inside before he headed up the stairs.

Owen was already in his bed, his eyes almost closed. Riley saw in the jumble of bedclothes that he wasnât inside his top sheet, only under a quilt with cowboy hat and boot material Riley wondered if Claire had made.

His eyes widened when he saw Riley. âHi.â

âHey, kid. Your mom felt bad she canât tuck you in, so I said Iâd check on you. Looks like you need to get between the sheets there.â

Owen looked down. âOh. Right.â

He quickly adjusted the situation, slithering out of one spot and into the other. âHey, thanks a lot for fixing my bike,â he said when he was settled. âIâm super-glad we didnât have to take it to the shop.â

âSo am I. Have a good night, Owen.â

âThanks.â He paused. âWill you leave my door open? My mom might need help in the night and I canât hear her if itâs shut all the way.â

Riley stared at this kid with the earnest freckled face and his motherâs blue eyes, that peculiar tightness in his chest again. How many eight-year-old boys worried about their motherâs comfort in the night? He sure as hell hadnât.

He cleared his throat. âYou bet.â

âHey, you want to play basketball sometime? I got a new hoop for Christmas, but itâs been too snowy or rainy to use much.â

âCan you do that with the cast on your arm?â

âOh, sure. But my mom canât and Macy would rather play soccer.â

âWhat about your dad?â

Owen shrugged. âHe doesnât like basketball much.â

Just another mark in the Idiot column for Jeff Bradford. âSure. Maybe. Iâll have to check my schedule.â

Owen seemed to accept the noncommittal answer with equanimity. âOkay. See you later, Chief.â

âBye, kid.â

He closed the door a bit and headed down the stairs, where he found Claire waiting for him in the living room, Chester at her feet.

âEverything okay?â she asked.

He should leave right now, just walk out the door without another word. This family was seeping under his skin, finding unguarded spaces to settle into. âOwen wants me to come play basketball with him sometime.â

She gave a rueful smile. âSorry. Iâm afraid heâs a little desperate for someone to play with him right now. He probably assumes because youâre male and, um, fairly athletic that you must play basketball.â

âI can try to swing by sometime. Heâs a great kid.â

She was silent for a moment. âYouâre really good with him and with Macy. Have you had a lot of experience working with kids as a police officer?â

More than he liked to think about, both as victims and perps. âA bit.â

âWell, you seem to know just the right things to say. I thought so the night of the Spring Fling. Youâd make a really great father.â

He snorted loudly enough that Chester gave him a jowly faced scowl.

âHooo. Wrong guy.â

âWhy? Havenât you ever thought about having kids of your own?â

The very idea made his palms itchy, clammy. âYou forget. The McKnight men donât have a great track record in the family department.â

She stared at him for a long moment, brow furrowed, then she frowned. âYou are not your father, Riley.â

He shrugged. âWhoâs to say I wouldnât become like him? Iâm sure when he and Mom took vows, my dad never intended to abandon his wife and six kids twenty years later to follow his own dreams.â

âIt still hurts, doesnât it?â

He opened his mouth to tell her his father had been gone nineteen years, dead for fifteen of those, and any pain had long since healed. The lie scoured his gut.

âYeah,â he finally muttered. âStupid, isnât it?â

âI donât think itâs stupid. Only sad. I miss my dad, too.â

He gazed at her, so lovely and pensive there in the low light, and he couldnât help himself. He leaned forward and brushed his mouth over hers once, then again. She made a tiny gasping sound that sizzled through him. Oh, dangerous. Claire Bradford was a beautiful, hazardous bundle of trouble.

When he moved his mouth slightly to try pulling away in some vain attempt to regain a little sanity, she followed him, leaning forward and up as if she couldnât bear to break the kiss. He closed his eyes, hating himself, but then he kissed her. Really kissed her. Tongue and teeth, heat and hunger.

The kiss went on and on. Just when he was about to climb onto the sofa with her, cover her body with his, reach beneath her clothing to the soft curves concealed there, a canine snort rasped through the room like someone had just fired up that chain saw again.

He froze and gazed at her, mouth swollen, eyes half-closed. She looked lush and gorgeous, so sensual that he had to move away from the sofa, out of armâs reach, or he would have grabbed for her again.

âSee that?â His voice was low, raw. âI canât even be trusted to keep my hands off you even when we both know Iâm not good for you. I take what I want, regardless of the consequences. Not so very different from my old man, am I?â

She stared at him, blinking back to reality. She gave a shuddering sort of breath, pressing fingers that trembled to her mouth, and he forced himself to look away, hating himself.

âGood night. Make sure you lock up behind me.â

He headed out her back door into the May night.

CHAPTER TWELVE

OH, IT WAS GOOD TO BE BACK.

Claire shifted position in the overstuffed burgundy tapestry chair that now had pride of place beside the antique console table holding the String Fever cash register.

She had no idea where Evie had unearthed the old chair and its matching ottoman. They had been waiting for her when she showed up a few hours earlier, plump and comfortable and exactly the right height.

From here, she could keep her stupid cast elevated yet still be part of the day-to-day action in the store. Evie had even found a little wheeled worktable that fit precisely over the arms of the chair for her laptop and whatever small bead project she might be tackling.

She listened to the chatter of a couple of customers asking Evie a question about a class on the schedule for a few weeksâ time and savored the joy of being back. She felt as if she had been freed from a long, dark winter, tossed headlong into verdant new leaves, warm sunshine, daffodils underfoot.

For the first time in three weeks, she didnât have that little niggle at the base of her neck, that disconcerting sensation of a life spinning beyond her control. Here, she was centered, calm. She only wished sheâd come in a week earlier.

The customers signed up for the class and left together and Evie returned to the inventory list theyâd been going over before the women came in.

âSo it looks like weâre running low on earring wires and toggle clasps.â

âWow, already?â Claire exclaimed. âI swear, I just ordered those last week. I guess it must have been longer than that.â

Evie checked the computer. âLooks like six weeks. We had a run on both of those before Motherâs Day. I see you liked your watchband, by the way.â

Claire smile, twisting her wrist to better admire the way the recessed lights played on the gems. âYouâre a sneaky thing, arenât you? What were you doing, encouraging my son to lie to me about his whereabouts?â

Evie smiled. âNot my idea. He came up with the whole thing himself. Even picked out the spacers himself.â

âWell, thank you. It was a lovely gift.â

Sheâd cried buckets when sheâd opened itâjust as sheâd cried when she opened the matching earrings and pendant Macy must have sneaked in to make. Her children knew her well. Handmade beadwork was definitely the way to her heart.

âDid you have a nice day yesterday?â

She thought of the brunch her mother had fixed, which had tasted slightly better than the crow Claire had decided to eat to ease the tension between them from their argument Friday night.

âNice. My mom made her fantastic crepes. What about you?â

Evie smiled, though Claire thought it was slightly bittersweet and she wondered again at the past Evie never discussed. âGreat. I picked up the dog I was talking about. Heâs gorgeous.â

âWhere is he?â she exclaimed. âUp in your apartment? You have to bring him down. I want to see! He and Chester can bond!â

âHe was sleeping in his crate when I left and I didnât want to wake him. Iâll go up in an hour or so and bring him down, see how he does in the store. I thought if you donât mind, Iâll let him play out in the yard.â

âOf course!â One of the things Claire loved best about her storeâin pleasant weather, at any rateâwas the garden in the back. The fenced space was only twenty feet by twenty feet, but it had a colorful flower garden and a set of lawn furniture sheâd found at a yard sale the summer before. On sunny days, the children liked to do their homework out there or play with Chester.

âThis is the bolo tie clasp I was thinking about making for the next class at the art center. What do you think?â

Claire admired the cleverly constructed piece. âI think that is a fantastic idea. Maybe we can get some of the husbands involved, the ones who always sit out in their cars and listen to talk radio while their wives bead.â

Evieâs smile was mischievous. âThatâs the plan. Get them hooked by making a project for themselves and then they wonât mind when their wives come to the classes in the future.â

âYouâre an evil genius in the making.â

âAnything I can do to keep the classes going,â Evie said. âItâs my favorite part of the week.â

Claire completely understood. She had started the senior citizen classes shortly after she took over at the request of some of her regular customers who were looking for an excuse to gather socially while they pursued their favorite hobby. She had found the women hilariousâsmart, pithy, immensely creativeâand had been delighted with the response. From Ã¼berwealthy older women with vast vacation homes in the area to humble year-rounders like Mrs. Redmond next door, the ongoing class had been enormously successful and Claire had loved the interaction with Hopeâs Crossingâs more seasoned citizens.

After a few months, many of those who came to the Bead Babes meetings started talking about how their arthritis symptoms seemed less severe while they were beading, with increased dexterity and less pain.

With that in mindâand not without a great deal of regretâClaire decided to turn the Bead Babes group over to Evie when she came to town from Southern California a year ago. Her credentials as a physical therapist made it a logical choice.

âWhat about next month?â Claire asked.

Evie looked suddenly secretive. âActually, I wanted to talk to you about that.â

âYou canât quit,â Claire said instantly. âI donât care. I wonât let you. I know thereâs no such thing as indentured servitude anymore, but Iâll figure out a way to make it legal again.â

Evie laughed. âRelax. Iâm not going anywhere. Well, not taking a new job anyway. You know I love it here. But Iâve been kicking around the idea of going out on the summer craft show circuit. So many of our customers who bead have had their lives tangled up in the poor economy. I was thinking I could take their work out on consignment across Colorado. Charge a nominal fee to them, mainly to cover the booth costs. Itâs sort of a win-win for String Fever because the beaders will buy their supplies from us, plus we can advertise at the craft fairs at the same time.â

âEvie, thatâs brilliant!â Her mind raced with possible beaders who might be in need of a little extra income. Unfortunately, with the high taxes and cost of living in Hopeâs Crossing, that list was longer than it should have been.

âI love this idea. Which shows were you thinking?â

âWell, because you asked,â she smiled. âI made a list.â With her usual efficiency, she pulled out a folder next to the cash register and extracted a piece of paper. âThis was just a listing of all the fairs within a two-hundred-mile radius.â

âWow! So many. I had no idea.â

âYes, I was thinking I would start withâ¦â

Whatever she intended to say was cut off by the melodic chimes on the door, heralding a new arrival. Chester looked up with interest, then dropped his head again when he spied Ruth.

âHi, Mom,â Claire said.

âOh, thank the good Lord. Youâre here.â

Her heart gave a sharp kick at the urgent note in her motherâs voice and her cast nearly slid off the ottoman as she straightened in the easy chair.

âWhat is it? Whatâs wrong? Is it the kids? Did the school call you?â

Ruthâs brow furrowed. âThe school? No. Why on earth would they call me?â

She ordered her breathing to slow, her shoulders to relax, the visions of mortally ill children to clear. âI donât know. You just sounded so frantic when you came in. I assumed something was wrong with the kids.â

âOf course I was frantic. Iâve been worried sick about you! I went to your house and you werenât there and I called your cell phone and you didnât answer. I thought maybe youâd had to go to the hospital or something. Iâm so glad I decided to check here first.â

âIâm sure if Claire had to go to the hospital, you would be the first one she called,â Evie said in her quiet, calm voice.

âSometimes I wonder,â Ruth muttered.

Claire wasnât so certain, either, but she decided this might not be the best time to mention that.

âI must have turned off the ringer on my phone. Iâm sorry.â She pulled it out of her purse on the floor beside her and saw she had, indeed, missed sixâcount âem sixâcalls from her mother.

âI never dreamed you were back at work. What are you doing here anyway?â Her mother went on. âYouâre not at all ready to come back to work!â

Claire swallowed her sigh. âMom, itâs been three weeks since the accident. Dr. Murray cleared me last week and even Jeff said thereâs no reason I canât return to work, as long as I take it easy.â

âWhich, for you, is easier said than done. You nearly died. I would say that warrants more than a few days away from work.â

Three weeks did not a few days makeâand while the accident had certainly been scary and she wasnât at all eager to repeat the experience, her motherâs assessment was a bit of a stretch.

âIâm feeling much better now. I was more than ready to come back.â

âYouâre going to be sorry. You watch. Youâre going to overdo and then youâll pay the price. You always think you can handle more than you should.â

Since when? In Claireâs view, the opposite was probably more accurate. She always feared she would crack apart under the strain of all she had to do, but somehow, despite the odds, she always managed to get through.

âI have been easing into the work, Mom. I promise. Iâm hardly doing anything, just ask Evie.â

âTrue enough, Ruth,â her friend said helpfully. âSheâs been sitting on her lazy butt all morning, just giving orders like the bossy britches she is.â

Ruth looked between the two of them as if she wasnât quite sure whether to defend her daughterâs work ethic or applaud her good sense.

Claire took pity on her motherâs indecision. âWhy were you looking for me? Did you need something?â

Ruth fussed at a clear plastic display of business cards on the table in a way that seemed completely unlike her. âOh, you know. Just checking on you.â

âAre you sure thatâs all?â Claire pressed.

Ruth picked up the bolo tie and rubbed a finger across the stone, avoiding Claireâs gaze. âWell, the truth is, I need to ask your opinion about something.â

She seemed reluctant to elaborate and Evie, brilliant and insightful friend that she was, stepped away from the counter. âIâm going to run up to check on my dog. Ruth, will you excuse me?â

âBring him down with you,â Claire said.

When she was gone, Claire turned to her mother again. âMom, is something wrong? Whatâs going on?â

âNothingâs wrong. Not exactly. I just wondered how you would feel if I took a temporary job.â

Claire gaped at her. âA job.â

âA temporary one. Mary Ella talked to me about it this morning. But I should just say no, especially while you and the children need me so much right now for rides and the like.â

âIâve certainly been grateful for your help, but I can make other arrangements. What sort of job?â

âHelping at the bookstore. You know Sage has gone back to college for her exams and Mary Ellaâs been running Dog-Eared by herself until Maura has a little more time to sort things out. Angie helps when she can, but sheâs busy with those kids of hers and of course Alex has the restaurant.â

âI think thatâs a terrific idea!â Claire smiled. âYou love to read. You would really excel in that environment.â

âI thought about opening a bookstore myself when I was younger.â

She stared. This was the first sheâd ever heard that. âReally?â

Ruth shrugged. âI got married instead and then you came along. I wouldnât want to do it all the time, but it should be fun for a few weeks and if it helps Maura, then itâs worth it. As long as youâre sure you and the children can manage without me.â

âWhile I appreciate all youâve done for us, weâll make do,â she assured her mother, still rather numb. Ruth sometimes helped at String Fever during busy times and sheâd worked on and off at the charity consignment store in town, but she mostly lived off the proceeds of Claireâs fatherâs insurance policy and the sale of a hundred acres in Silver Strike Canyon that had been in her family for several generations.

âWhen do you start?â

âTomorrow. Mary Ellaâs going to show me the routine there.â She paused. âDo you think Iâm crazy?â

âNo, not at all! Why would I? I think it will be great for you. Youâll love it, Mom.â

âWeâll see. I probably canât run Maura out of business in only a few weeks.â

âYouâll be fine. Donât worry.â

Her mother decided to stay for a while and work on a few new pairs of earrings to go with her new undertaking. Unfortunately, that meant she was just settling in at the worktable with her findings and the seed beads and Lucite she had decided to use when Evie came down with the her temporary houseguest.

Claire immediately fell in love with the tan, gangly, unusual-looking creature, with a Lab-shaped face and body but tight, wiry poodle hair. Chester, too, seemed to find the new arrival acceptable. His tail even wagged when the dogâwhom Evie introduced as Jacquesâsniffed around him.

Ruth, not so much. When the friendly animal headed to greet her, her mouth pursed. âI hope youâre not planning to bring that dog into the store with you on a regular basis. Chester is already one dog too many in a place of business, if you want my opinion.â

Because Claire had heard that particular opinion countless times, she only smiled.

âCome on, Jacques,â Evie said. âOut.â

The dog obeyed the command immediatelyâas did Chester, who apparently wanted to make sure the new arrival knew which of them was in charge.

Evie had just come in from the garden with the dogs when the chimes rang again.

âClaire! Youâre back!â

Mary Ella burst through the door, headed straight for her and hugged her close.

âItâs so wonderful to see you here in the store, right where you belong. You must have been more than ready to come back.â

She smiled, resisting the childish urge to give her mother an âI told you soâ look. âI was. Thank you.â

âRuth, did you tell Claire youâre coming to help us out at the bookstore for a few weeks?â

âI did.â

âI think itâs a wonderful idea,â Claire said.

âRuthâs help will be a godsend. Otherwise, Iâm afraid we would have to close the bookstore until Sage is done with school.â Mary Ella automatically sat down at the worktable and picked up the beads Ruth was working with and admired them under the light. âThese will be gorgeous, Ruthie. Make me a pair, will you?â

âIf you help,â Ruth said tartly. Mary Ella smiled and Claire felt a deep wave of gratitude for the other woman. She didnât know how, but somehow Mary Ella had remained close to Ruth for years, despite her motherâs sometimes-toxic mood. Maybe it had something to do with raising five daughters and a wild son, but Mary Ella, better than anyone else Claire knew, could tease and cajole Ruth out of most bitter moods.

âHow are you?â Claire asked the other woman. âI mean, really.â

Mary Ella trickled the cup of seed beads through her fingers and into a tray like water droplets. âMy heart hurts all the time,â she said after a long moment. âI keep thinking this has all been a mistake, you know? Someone somewhere made some terrible karmic error and any moment Layla will burst through my front door with that ridiculous purple hair and her fingers with all those rings flying away on her cell phone.â

Her voice hitched a little on the last word and Ruth reached a hand out and squeezed her friendâs fingers.

âWe all wish that, more than anything.â

âThe worst thing is, I feel like this dark cloud has descended on the whole town, affecting us all. Everyone just seems so sad. Even the Angelâs wings seem to have been clipped, have you noticed? I havenât heard about a single visit since the accident.â

Claire thought of that night when Riley responded to her flickering porch lights. âI had a visit.â

The three women stared at her. âWhat!â her mother exclaimed. âWhy didnât you say anything?â

That night when Riley had fallen asleep in her family room seemed such a precious memory, one that still seemed not quite real. âI donât know. I guess I wanted to savor it myself. Anyway, it wasnât a big deal. Heâ¦the Angel left a basketful of magazines and books and other cheer-up treats on the front porch one night the weekend before last.â

âDid you see the Angel?â Evie asked, her eyes bright and intent, which made Claire wonder once more if her friend could be behind the mystery. Evie had arrived in Hopeâs Crossing not long before the Angel first started appearing and even though she lived a low-key life, Claire had picked up a few clues here and there that Evie might be secretly affluent, someone who could afford the kind of generosity the Angel had displayed.

Besides, Evie certainly knew her reading preferences and her favorite kind of goodies from Sugar Rush.

She searched the other womanâs face for some hint that she might know more about the Angel of Hope than she let on but saw nothing more than curiosity.

âJust a shape in the darkness,â she finally said. âNot much more than that. Riley checked around the house and the yard for me and couldnât find any clues.â

She probably shouldnât have added that little detail, judging by the various reactions. Ruthâs mouth pursed as if sheâd smelled something particularly foul. Mary Ella gave her a long, speculative look. Evie, drat her, looked as if she were barely hiding a smile.

âRiley?â Mary Ella said.

Claire cleared her throat. âFunny story. I saw a shape out there and thought it might be an intruder. I flicked my porch lights a couple of times to maybe scare him off or something. Riley happened to be passing by just then and stopped to make sure everything was okay.â

âNice of him,â Evie murmured.

âRight. Um, well, he checked around the house and the yard for me and couldnât find any clues.â

She decided not to mention that heâd fallen asleep or that when heâd awakened he said wholly inappropriate things to her she couldnât stop thinking about. Or the subsequent times heâd dropped by and kissed her until she couldnât remember her name.

Changing the subject right now would probably be a good idea. âYou know, whoever it is,â she said quickly, âthereâs something so magical about the whole thing, donât you think? The mystery of an unexpected kindness. Iâm glad I didnât see who it was. Iâm not really sure I want to know. Donât you think something will be lost if we ever figure it out?â

Mary Ella nodded. âYou know, I think youâre right.â

âYouâre both crazy. I want to know who it is,â Ruth said.

âBut this way, we all think the best of each other,â Claire said. âWe wonder if it could be our neighbor. We look at people in the street and wonder, is it him or her? It could be anyone. Or everyone.â

âWhat are you talking about?â Ruth gave a baffled frown.

Mary Ella smiled. âShe just means all the speculation is part of the good the Angel is doing in town. Maybe we all think a little more kindly toward each other and have become a little more aware of each otherâs needs. The Angel has lifted all of us, whether weâve been direct recipients or not.â

Claire stared at the other women as random ideas that had been floating through her mind suddenly coalesced in one grand vision. âThat is exactly what Hopeâs Crossing needs!â

âWhat? A visit from the Angel?â Ruth asked.

âNo. We all need to be angels of Hope!â

The three women stared at her. Ruth still looked confused, but Evie looked intrigued and Mary Ellaâs features lit up with excitement.

âThat is sheer brilliance, Claire,â she exclaimed.

âWhat are you thinking? A ârandom acts of kindnessâ sort of thing?â Evie asked.

Ideas raced through her head, faster than she could sort them out. âNo. No, but I think that could definitely be a component. We need to do something to bring this town together. Everyone in Hopeâs Crossing has been affected by the accident in some way or another. Donât you feel like something has been shattered?â

âOther than your arm and your leg?â Ruth said caustically, gesturing to her respective casts.

âBesides a few bones. Weâve all suffered a great loss.â

âWe should do whatever we can to heal it,â Evie said quietly and Claire smiled at her, grateful beyond words for whatever twist of fate had brought her friend here to the mountains of Colorado.

âWhat about a day of service? Neighbors helping neighbors,â Mary Ella suggested. For the first time since she came in, her lovely green eyes looked clear and unclouded by sorrow.

âYes. Yes!â Claire thought of the possibilities. Fences that needed to be painted, windows to be washed, blankets to be knitted. âWe could involve every one. Children, families, youth groups.â

âWe should have something special planned for the teenagers. Theyâve lost so much,â Evie said.

Claire thought of Taryn, a cheerleader and popular girl at Hopeâs Crossing High School, lying in a hospital bed in Denver, of Charlie Beaumont, facing serious charges in the accident, of the other teens involved.

And, of course, of Layla.

She leaned forward suddenly, an abrupt movement that sent a pain rippling up her leg that she ignored. âWhat if we end the day with a dinner dance and benefit auction. The proceeds can go to a charity that benefits the entire community. Maybe something with particular impact on the young people.â

âA scholarship in Laylaâs name,â Ruth said abruptly.

âOh.â Mary Ellaâs features softened.

Claire beamed at her mother. âOh, perfect, Mom. Just perfect.â

âMaura would be touched, donât you think?â Evie asked.

âHow soon could we throw it together?â Claire asked. âWould a month give us enough time?â

âLayla would have turned sixteen on June forth,â Mary Ella offered.

Claire calculated. Three and a half weeks. Could they make it happen in that short amount of time? âA little less than a month, then.â

âItâs too much work,â Ruth said.

âNo, we can do this. I canât imagine a better day for it.â

She pulled the rolling table with her laptop toward her, excitement flooding through her. This is what the town needed, something to hold on to. The bright beam of hope piercing the dark clouds that had lingered since the tragedy.

CHAPTER THIRTEEN

EVENINGS LIKE THIS SEEMED surreal to him. A little spooky even.

Riley drove toward his rented house past the close-set Victorian houses of Old Hope, down streets where he saw neighbors out front talking to neighbors, lawns being mowed, kids riding skateboards on homemade ramps in their driveways.

Through the open window of his patrol vehicle, he could smell fresh-cut grass mingled with the sharp sweetness of blooming sagebrush and the delectable aroma of steaks on the grill somewhere close.

It was about as far from the gritty, dark world of an undercover narcotics cop in the inner city of Oakland as anything he could imagine without leaving the planet.

With all the changes the town had seen in the twenty years since heâd been a kid, the particular sweetness of a warm spring evening seemed timeless.

Oh, he wasnât naive enough to think all was Mayberry-perfect in Hopeâs Crossing. After a month as police chief, he knew the usual elements of human ugliness simmered under the surface. Domestic violence, assault, embezzlement. Even illegal substances. On his desk right now were reports about ongoing investigations featuring all of the above.

He supposed the difference was that in Hopeâs Crossing, those things were the exception, not the norm.

It was a nice town. The influx of tourists made life a little more interesting and had certainly changed the dynamics, but Hopeâs Crossing was still a good place to live.

For most people anyway. The jury was still out for him. Maybe he wouldnât even have a job in a monthâs time when his sixty-day probationary period expired. J. D. Nyman was certainly doing his best to stir up trouble and raise doubt in peopleâs mind as to his competence.

As he turned onto Blackberry Lane, he lifted a hand to wave at Mrs. Redmond on the corner, pruning back a leggy forsythia of bright blooming yellow. She gave him a sour look and deliberately turned her back.

Lisaâs grandmother was one of those old-timers who had genuine reason not to want him there, he admitted, reasons not based on prejudice or malice. He had genuinely wronged her family in his wild youth, something he couldnât repair no matter how many hours of service he gave to the town.

Still, others in town somehow had come to blame him for everything that was wrong with the community, regardless of any rational reason. Somehow they seemed to think he was responsible for a group of teens who had suddenly gone off track, although how the hell they thought he had anything to do with Charlie Beaumont and his band of troublemakers other than being uncle to one of them, Riley had no idea.

He sighed as he drove past Claireâs house, the brick a warm, weathered rust in the evening light. A basketball suddenly rolled out of her driveway and he hit the brakes just seconds before he would have rolled over it.

âHey, Chief,â Owen called from the edge of the driveway, where he had safely waited instead of chasing into the road after his ball.

âHey, kid.â

He glanced up at the house and saw her there, sitting on a wicker chair on her front porch. She shaded her eyes against the light filtering through the trees and although her smile was guarded, it was still about a hundred degrees warmer than the look heâd just gotten next door.

He lifted a hand in greeting and she waved back with her broken arm.

âShould I wait for you to go past before I get the ball?â Owen asked him.

âNo, go ahead.â

The boy hurried to the side of the car and scooped it from where it had come to rest against the front tire. âHey, you want to play?â he asked. âMacyâs not home and my mom canât. Iâm tired of just shooting by myself.â

He should give some excuseâjust let the boy grab his ball, wait for him to return to the safety of his driveway, then drive on by. That was the smart thing to do. The safe thing. But he was feeling reckless suddenly and a quick game of hoops wouldnât hurt anything, right? And besides, he had more or less promised Owen he would play sometime.

âSure,â he answered and was rewarded with a gleeful shout.

He parked his patrol vehicle and saw Claireâs wary surprise when he stepped out.

Chester greeted him with as much enthusiasm as the hound could muster, then plopped back in the cool green grass.

âWatch this!â Owen said, going for the freestanding basketball standard next to the driveway.

âWow, Kobe Bryant. Your left-handed jump is wicked.â

Owen grinned and tossed him the ball. Riley fired it off and was gratified when it swooshed through the net.

âNice.â Owen grabbed the ball and took a ten-foot jumper. It bounced on the rim for a minute with a boing sort of sound, then fell through.

At his suggestion, the two of them played an informal game of PIGâthe younger brother of HORSEâfor a while and it was close to a perfect moment for Riley. The warm evening, the setting sun turning every thing golden, the sweet Rocky Mountain air that smelled of home and peace and summer just around the corner.

Claire had put down whatever sheâd been working on, though she said nothing, only watched them.

He was showing off for her, he realized after one particularly hotdog shot, a one-handed, behind-the-back throw that landed in the sweet spot. It was a rather embarrassing realization, a reminder of all those times when he was a kid trying desperately to make her notice him.

What would she say if she knew he still probably had the road rash scars on his back from a spectacular bike crash when he was twelve, trying to pop a wheelie in front of her house and failing spectacularly?

Hunger curled through him, slow and insistent. Stupid. Sheâd warned him away the last time he was here, told him plainly she wasnât interested in any kind of one-on-one with him. He would do well to keep that in mind.

âOkay, whatâs a hard one you canât hit?â Owen said, considering his options. While he set up the shot, Riley risked another glance at Claire and found her watching him. Their gazes locked for a moment, then she quickly looked away, a blush staining her cheeks.

A tensile thread of awareness stretched between them, taut and shimmery, and he was so busy trying to figure out what the hell to do with it that he completely missed Owenâs shot except for the swish of the net.

âThatâs G for you. I win!â Owen exclaimed after Riley took a wild shot and completely missed the hoop.

âGood game, kid.â

âHow about two out of three?â the boy said.

Riley looked at Claire. âHow about another day? I should go say hello to your mom.â

âOkay. I have to pee anyway.â

Riley set the ball down on the standardâs base, paused to pet Chesterâs brown droopy face, then headed up the three porch stairs, the memory of the kiss they had shared the last time heâd seen her playing over and over in his head. He relentlessly tried to shut it down by reminding himself of all the reasons why kissing her was a lousy idea.

Still, he couldnât resist brushing her cheek with a light, friendly sort of kiss when he reached her. If he inhaled the scent of her, fresh and lovely as the spring evening, that was nobodyâs damn business but his own.

âThanks for playing with him for a few minutes,â she said and he wondered if he was imagining that slightly husky note to her voice. âItâs a little tough for me to go in for a layup right now.â

âAnd I would guess the cast on your arm probably plays havoc with your shooting percentage.â

She smiled. âI guess Iâm a wuss in that respect. A cast doesnât seem to bother Owen, obviously.â

âI hear you went back to work today,â he said after an awkward pause, perching on the white gingerbread railing that encircled the house.

âWow. Really? I wasnât aware it made the Hope Gazette.â

âI sometimes think the Gazette is a waste of paper around here. I mean, who really needs it because everyone knows everything anyway? Donna Mazell apparently stopped in on her lunch break. She told me about how youâve got a nice comfortable chair set up by the register like the Bead Queen of Hopeâs Crossing.â

âQueen Claire. Thatâs me. I forgot Donna came in. She was looking for polymer beads for a project sheâs doing with her grandkids.â

He didnât know polymer beads from pinto beans, any more than heâd been able to figure out just how exactly Donna had guessed with such accuracy that he might have a particular interest in the comings and goings of a particular bead-store owner of their mutual acquaintance.

âShe said she walked out of the store with about seventy-five bucks in beads she hadnât planned to buy and had no idea what she was going to do with.â

Claire smiled. âItâs the beadersâ curse. Knitters, too. They call it SABLEâStash Acquisition Beyond Life Expectancy. Iâve got more beads in my personal collection than Iâll ever be able to use. You tell Donna she may as well give in. Resistance is futile.â

Now there was something he could relate to. He had no power to resist the inexorable pull tugging him to her.

His bodily functions apparently taken care of, Owen burst through the front door and started to head back to his basketball, but Claireâs voice stopped him.

âYou need to go make sure youâve got everything you want to take to your dadâs tonight.â

âOh, yeah. I forgot. Okay.â

He turned around and raced back inside at that full-throttle speed Owen seemed to use for everything.

âI didnât realize they sometimes went with Jeff and Holly on weeknights.â

âTonightâs a special night. Jeffâs birthday.â

âAh.â

âWeâre pretty flexible with the custody arrangements. Right after the separation, we tried fifty-fifty joint physical custody for a while, but it was tough on the kids. One week here, one week there. They never felt like they really lived in either of our places. After Holly and Jeff got married, we decided weekends with their dad worked better all the way around except for special occasions because thatâs when he had the most time to spend with them anyway.â

âMacy doing homework?â

âShe actually went shopping with Holly for birthday stuff after school. Owen would have gone with them, but he had Cub Scouts this afternoon, until a little while ago.â

This was nice, he thought. Sitting here on her porch in the evening while birds flitted through the trees and a light, mountain-scented breeze ruffled his hair. A curious feeling stole through him, so unaccustomed that it took him a moment to identify it.

Contentment.

Even with his unfulfilled attraction for her, the ache in his gut he knew would never be satisfied, he enjoyed her company so much he didnât mind.

âI interrupted you. What were you working on when I pulled up? Something for your shop?â

Her eyes lit up with excitement. âWe had this idea down at the store today.â

âIâm guessing by that you mean you had an idea.â

She tucked a loose strand of hair behind her ear so the breeze couldnât play with it anymore. âIt really was one of those group-think situations, everyone throwing out ideas.â

âEveryone being?â

âWell, Evie Blanchard. You met her that day in my store, I think. Your mother and mine were part of the discussion, too.â

âThis sounds like trouble, then. As chief of police, Iâd better hear what youâre up to so I can be prepared.â

She rolled her eyes. âWe want to organize a day of service where hopefully everyone in town works together to help someone else.â

âSounds ambitious.â

âMaybe, but canât you just see the possibilities? When weâre done, not only will the town be better tangibly, but I hope people will also feel a little happier. Weâre thinking the whole thing should culminate in a charity benefit. A real town celebration. What do you think?â

He pictured it, some Pollyanna-ish utopia of neighbors helping neighbors. Despite a quick cynical vision of fistfights erupting over trees overpruned or fences varnished incorrectly, he couldnât resist Claireâs excitement. Her whole face glowed with it and she was so lovely there in the evening light that he couldnât seem to look away.

âYouâre really into this, arenât you?â

âI am. I think itâs just what the people of Hopeâs Crossing need toâ¦to begin to heal.â

She smiled a little and reached a hand across the space between them to cover his fingers with hers. He stared at their joined hands and his stomach swooped as if heâd just missed a couple steps and stumbled down a staircase. He didnât want her to move her hand. Not ever.

What was happening here? His throat felt dry, achy, and his chest was tight. Heâd never felt this way about a woman before, he realized, this overwhelming urge to tuck her up against his heart.

He couldnât seem to look away, edgy and uneasy. All his instincts that had protected him through gang shootings and shaky drug deals were warning him to get the hell out of here now while he could.

Unaware of his turmoil, Claire smiled softly. âRiley, we want the proceeds to go into a scholarship fund to help the youth, in Laylaâs name. Donât you think that would be wonderful?â

âA scholarship.â

Layla should be planning her own college path. Instead his niece was dead and now Claire thought she could make everything better by throwing some kind of work party.

âWe want to have it on what would have been her birthday.â

âThatâs less than a month away. How can you possibly pull off something this ambitious in that time?â

âItâs definitely going to take work, but weâre setting up committees to handle everything. We were thinking of having the benefit dinner at the Grand Ballroom at the Silver Strike. Since itâs the off-season, I think we can swing it. And Alex of course can help with the food.â

Her voice dwindled when she must have begun to sense his less-than-enthused reaction.

âYou donât like the idea,â she said, looking crestfallen.

âI didnât say that.â

âIs it the idea of a benefit? It doesnât have to be something fancy. In fact, it would probably be better if we kept the whole thing low-key, given our time constraints.â

He was angry suddenly. Angry at fate for sending him on that mountain road, at himself for ever thinking he could come home and make this work, especially angry at her for being so decent and good and therefore completely out of his reach.

âLook at you, Claire. You canât even walk, but you still think you have to save the whole damn town.â

She blinked a little at his sudden attack. âNot true. Iâm not trying to save anyone. I just want everyone to come together. To remind the town that we can forget our pain a little when weâre reaching outside of it to help someone else.â

âYou want people to forget Layla is dead?â

âI didnât say that. Not at all.â

âYou think if you have people mow a few lawns, wash a few windows, you can stick a bandage on the whole thing and everybody will forget the pain and loss. Just kiss the boo-boo and make it all go away.â

Hurt bloomed in her eyes. âNo. Never. I want everyone to remember Layla. Honor her in a positive way. Thatâs what the scholarship would be.â

âYou want to pretend Hopeâs Crossing is this idyllic little valley town, full of peace and goodwill, hearts and flowers. Love thy neighbor and all that crap. Well, sorry to break it to you, but the people here can be just as greedy and selfish as anywhere else in the world.â

Her expression grew frosty. âIâm not an idiot, contrary to what you apparently think. I know life in Hopeâs Crossing isnât perfect. But whatâs wrong with trying to make it better?â

He had no idea why he was so upset suddenly, but it burned in him, fierce and hot. Frustration over his job, over the charges pending with Charlie Beaumont, over his impossible attraction to Claire, all meshed together in one big ball of anger.

âItâs a complete waste of energy. At the end of the day, you might have a few hundred dollars for some college scholarship that would probably be won by some annoying little overachieving punk. But the town will not change just because you want it to, because you think a few acts of service will suddenly make it so.â

âWe might not change everything, but we can help a few people.â

âFor what? At the end of the day, no matter how much work you put into this, nothing will be different. People here will still be as small and petty as they are anywhere else. Youâll still be a divorced mother whose husband left you for a ditz with perfect teeth and a boob job.â

As soon as the words left his mouth, he wanted to yank them back. He felt as if heâd just drop-kicked a kitten. She paled with a quick, indrawn hitch of breath as if heâd just shattered bone as surely as that accident.

He closed his eyes, hating himself. âIâm sorry. That wasâ¦â

Whatever he meant to say was cut off by the approach of a gleaming black Cadillac SUV that slowed in front of her house and turned into the driveway.

âThat would be Jeff,â Claire said, her voice tight and hollow.

âClaireâ¦â

She cut him off, climbing to her feet with aid of her crutches to pull open the door. âOwen, your dad is here,â she called, and from inside he heard a distant âOkay.â

Tension simmered between them, harsh and angry, as Jeff Bradford climbed out of the SUV and headed toward them. He was wearing a tight Ed Hardy T-shirt and a pair of trendy jeans with a wide belt and artfully scuffed boots, something better suited for someone ten years younger.

He looked surprised and not at all pleased to find Riley on the porch of his ex-wifeâs home.

âChief.â The word was cool and somehow edged with disdain.

âDoc,â he replied in the same tone.

The other man leaned in to kiss Claire on the cheek and Riley watched her force a smile, her color still high. âHappy birthday,â she said.

âThanks.â

âYour present is inside on the table.â

The woman could barely move, but sheâd still managed to figure out a way to find a birthday present for her jerk of an ex. That weird ache in his throat returned, all that terrifying tenderness, and he knew he needed to get out of there.

âIâd better run. Iâll see you later, Claire.â

He didnât want to leave while things were so tense between them, but he couldnât stay here and be polite to Jeff Bradford, not when he wanted to pound the guy right in the gullet of that stupid winged dragon on his T-shirt for ever hurting her.

As he hurried down the porch steps toward his patrol vehicle, he had to wonder which of the two adult males on her property was the bigger ass.

CHAPTER FOURTEEN

HIS WORDS SHOULDNâT HAVE such power to wound her. Claire knew it intellectually, but that didnât keep the echo of them from gouging under her skin and even as she watched Riley drive away, she had to fight angry tears.

Youâll still be a divorced mother whose husband left you for a ditz with perfect teeth and a boob job.

There it was, stark and unadorned. Riley saw her as some pathetic figure who hadnât been enough for her husband, only as Jeffâs castoff.

She tucked away her hurt and focused on what needed to be done at the moment, hoisting herself up on the crutches and hobbling into the house.

âOwen, hurry. Your dad is ready to go.â

âI know. Iâm coming. Just a sec,â he called down the stairs. âI want to take some Lego guys.â

Jeff rolled his eyes. âAs if he doesnât have a whole box full of Lego junk at my place.â

âHeâs got his favorites, I guess. Can I get you something to drink?â

âIâm good.â

âI need to grab a glass of water. Excuse me.â

She wasnât surprised when Jeff didnât offer to get it for herânot that she would have accepted anyway. Right now she was very sick of frustrating men.

She was so busy making her careful way down the hall that she hadnât realized he followed her until she was pouring a glass from the pitcher of filtered water in the refrigerator.

âYouâre getting along well,â he commented.

âI hate it.â

âItâs a pain, I know. This is the point where all my patients want to cut off their own legs. But you should be able to change casts in a few weeks to one that allows you to walk around more easily.â

âIâm not looking forward to a whole summer of hot, itchy casts.â

âRelax. You wonât have them all summer. Iâm guessing youâll probably be ready to lose the cast on your arm in a month or so. The one on your leg might take a few weeks longer, but Iâd still say by June you should be done.â

That was in line with what Dr. Murray had told her. âGood,â she said with a heartfelt relief.

He crossed his arms across his chest and changed the subject. âWhat was McKnight doing here?â

Besides shoving a knife into my heart and making me feel like a fool? She shrugged. âHe lives down the street, you know. In that small rental on the other side of the Stimsons. He was passing by and saw Owen playing hoops, so he stopped for a moment to join him.â

âI donât like him hanging around here.â

For a long moment, all she could do was stare. âExcuse me?â

âRuth told me he was here the other night, that heâs been hanging around. I donât like it. Heâs not a good influence on Macy and Owen.â

âYou donât like it.â Her temper, which had already been simmering like Macyâs red sauce after what Riley said, started to scorch and smoke.

âYou know his reputation with women. Youâve been friends with Alex your whole life and youâve heard the rumors, too. Heâs a tomcat and always has been. He goes through women like I go through exam gloves and then tosses them away with as little care. Heâs not good for you, Claire.â

She drew in a steadying breath, but it had little effect against the fury sparking through her. That her husbandâcurrently married to a woman ten years his junior and dressing like he was on an MTV reality show, for heavenâs sakeâwould dare lecture her about her choice of friends was beyond belief.

âI do not want to have this conversation with you.â

He ignored her quiet warning. âI care about you, Claire. I know how you can be when you pour your heart into something. You always go all the way and donât hold any part of yourself back. I would hate to see that happen with McKnight. Whatever game heâs playing, I just donât want you to be crushed when he moves on.â

Did everyone see her as some pathetic loser who, first of all, couldnât keep a man and, second of all, fell apart when said man left?

She wasnât, darn it. She didnât need either of them in her world to be perfectly content. She had a great life. Good friends, a thriving business, a comfortable home in a town she loved. She wasnât trying to fill any emptiness in her life with either unhealthy relationships or community events.

She sipped at her cold water in hope that it might cool her temper.

âRiley and I are friends, Jeff. Thatâs all.â And right now, truth be told, she wasnât sure she wanted to claim even that.

âAre you sure? Because Riley McKnight does not strike me as the kind of guy who would hang around playing basketball with a kid and pruning your trees and fixing a roof for you unless he wanted to slurp you up with a spoon.â

âApparently you and my mother have had plenty to talk about.â

âIâm concerned about you.â

She set her glass in the sink with a loud clank. âFunny, donât we have a divorce decree lying around somewhere that clearly indicates you decided you no longer wanted the right to an opinion about my friends?â

âI didnât stop caring about you just because we fell out of love.â

You fell out of love, she wanted to yell at him. That was totally a knee-jerk reaction, though, and not even true. They had become roommates those last few years of his medical training and after they first came back to Hopeâs Crossing.

Anyway, she wouldnât go backward even if she could. She wasnât the same person anymore and probably wouldnât last a week married to him, always catering to his opinion and working with tireless effort to make his life run smoothly, the same pattern sheâd perfected growing up with Ruth.

âBe careful. Thatâs all Iâm saying,â Jeff said. âThe kids donât need to see you making a fool of yourself over him.â

Oh, she so wanted to point out his Ed Hardy shirt and the Botox injections, but she was trying to be a nice person, right?

âRiley is my friend, thatâs all. He has been for years. When you think about it, heâs been in my life longer than you have. Iâm sorry if you donât like it, but Iâm not going to hurt somebody I care about by pushing him away just because you suddenly have some ridiculous notion the two of us are secretly carrying on some hot, steamy affair.â

Jeff studied her for a moment, then he suddenly smiled in a self-deprecating way. âYouâre right. Iâm being silly, arenât I?â

Conversely, his capitulation only made her feel more like that pathetic loser Riley apparently thought her.

Just once, maybe she would like to be wild, wanton, crazy. The kind of woman who could have a man make a fool of himself over her. She would prefer he didnât do it by suddenly streaking his hair and going for facials, like Jeff had done for Holly. But, hey, at this point she would take what she could get.

The sound of tromping feet down the stairs effectively ended their discussion and a moment later Owen burst into the kitchen.

âOkay, Iâm ready.â

âLetâs go, dude.â Jeff slung Owenâs bulging backpack over his shoulder.

âIâll see you after school on Wednesday.â

âLove you, Mom. Bye.â

She hugged him and felt that little clutch at her heart as she always did when they were going to stay with their father.

âDonât forget your present,â Owen said to his father as they headed for the front door.

Jeff picked it up from the console table and gave it a little shake. âHeavy.â

âI have one I bought myself with allowance and so does Mace,â Owen informed him. âThat oneâs from all of us.â

âGreat,â Jeff said as he opened the door for their son. âThe Escaladeâs unlocked. Go ahead and get in the backseat.â

Owen gave Chester one last squeeze, then raced for the Escalade.

âThanks for the gift, Claire.â

âSorry about the wrap job. Iâm not at my best one-handed.â

âIâm sure Iâll love it.â

She had thought so, too, when sheâd purchased the framed photograph at a gallery several weeks ago.

He pulled her into a hug and she thought of all the history between them and how strange it was that, as much as sheâd once loved him, she had no desire to share anything with him now except their children.

âJust be careful with McKnight, okay? Even a friendship with him might not be the best course right now, politically. I wouldnât be surprised if the city council tosses him out on his can. This accident has people in an uproar. As a small businesswoman trying to make a living in this town, you canât afford to alienate people by aligning yourself with the wrong sort.â

She instinctively wanted to defend Riley, but she had no wish to prolong the argument with Jeff, so she gave him a polite smile. âIâll keep that in mind,â she said.

After he left, she closed the door behind him, then sank onto the bench in the foyer, her bones aching. She wasnât at all certain she had the energy to even move to a more comfortable spot. Working all day and then dealing with two frustrating males had completely wrung her dry.

Each creak and groan of the big old house seemed to echo as she closed her eyes and considered her options for the rest of the evening.

What she really wanted right now was a long, luxurious soak in the claw-foot tub upstairs in the master bath that she had insisted on keeping when they renovated the house. But because she still wasnât sure about her ability to handle fifteen narrow stepsâand because she couldnât very well soak in the tub anyway given the blasted castsâshe would have to settle for the pitiful alternative of a shower using the chair the home care nurses had rigged that first day she was home.

Chester apparently decided he was done with his outdoor nap and ready to try the sleeping accommodations inside. He gave his deep, yowly rarh-rarh-rarh bark and she climbed to her feetâwell, foot and crutches anywayâand opened the door for him.

He waddled inside, his tail wagging with more energy than the rest of him, appearing delighted to see her. âYouâre such a good dog. Yes, you are,â she cooed, rubbing his acres-long ears. âYou love me, donât you, buddy?â

He gave her a doggy grin that looked so incongruous with his sad, droopy eyes and deep jowls. As she rubbed at the spot he loved just behind his collar, Claire could feel her shoulders relax and a bit of the tension of the past half hour seep away. At least one of the males in her life was relatively trouble-free. Food and a warm bed, thatâs all he needed.

âYou want some dinner, donât you?â

In answer, he waddled toward the kitchen, his paws clicking on the wood floor and his tags jingling.

She followed him and refreshed his water and food dish, a bit of a chore with her limited mobility but not impossible.

When the dogâs immediate needs were taken care of, she opened the refrigerator and considered her own options. Right now, that last piece of Alexâs sinful chocolate cake with the layer of raspberry sauce and the chocolate curls on top looked mighty appealing.

She could have chocolate cake for dinner if she wanted. After the day sheâd had, didnât she deserve it?

âYou wonât tell, will you, buddy?â

Chester barely looked up from his dinner and Claire decided to take that as a yes.

She pulled out the cardboard box with the resort logo and set it on the table. She was sticking a fork into all that chocolaty goodness when she heard a low rapping at the back door.

Chester didnât bark, only wagged his tail eagerly on the kitchen floor, moving around a couple of chocolate cake crumbs she hadnât realized she dropped.

With a sigh, she pulled out the fork and set it on the plate, then hobbled to the door and peeked through the filmy curtain. She supposed she wasnât really surprised to find Riley on the other side, hands in his back pockets.

Heâd changed out of the trousers and dress shirt heâd been wearing earlier for work to jeans and a casual cotton red shirt, the sleeves rolled up to midforearm in the still-pleasant evening.

Her stomach did a long, slow roll and she was tempted for a moment not to answer the door. All she wanted was to eat her chocolate cake dinner in peace, have a lousy, awkward shower with half her body wrapped in plastic and then crawl into bed. Was that too freaking much to ask?

Fighting with Riley again didnât fit into that agenda whatsoever.

The only trouble was, he knew sheâd seen him. Theyâd made eye contact, so she couldnât just go back to her cake and ignore him, much as she would like to.

With a sigh, she opened the door.

âI saw the lights on back here and took a chance you were in the kitchen,â he said. âI didnât want you to have to make your way through the whole house to the front.â

Drat him for being so thoughtful and kind sometimes. And for making Jeffâs pretentious attempts to look young and hip seem so ridiculous in contrast to Rileyâs completely natural deliciousness.

She wished again that she were that sexy, wanton woman who could fling open the door and jump into his arms without any regard to the consequences. Not that she would do that. Despite their few heated kisses, Riley was only a friend, right?

Still, a girl appreciated choices.

âCome in,â she finally said and held the door open farther. After an awkward sort of pause, he walked past her into the kitchen, bringing the scents of the May evening, of sage and pine and loamy dirt.

He looked at the solitary slice of cake on the table. âIâm interrupting your dessert.â

âRight. Yes. My dessert. Thatâs exactly what it is.â She wasnât about to admit the cake comprised the totality of her nutritional intake for the evening.

âIâm sorry. This wonât take long. I just came to apologize.â

She said nothing, not sure if she was ready to forgive that easily. He had made her feel small and pathetic and she wasnât sure she could get past that to act as if nothing had happened.

âIâm an ass.â

Since his words still stung, she wasnât about to disagree. âI can see where that might be a problem for you, generally speaking.â

He smiled a little, although his eyes were still dark with regret.

âIâm sorry, Claire. What I said before, completely uncalled for. I donât see you that way.â

âYou must or you wouldnât have said it.â

âI think Iâd like to see you that way,â he admitted. âIt would beâ¦safer to help me keep some distance.â

âWhy?â

He didnât answer her and electricity suddenly crackled in the air. She found her gaze on his mouth again and quickly jerked it away, but not before a couple of wild fantasies flashed into her head, the two of them tangled together, his mouth exploring her skinâ¦.

Right. No. They were friends. She wasnât going to wade into those dangerous waters.

âItâs a pretty evening,â he said abruptly. âFeel like getting out? I thought we could take a walk, if youâre up to it.â

She should say no, return to her backup plan of cake and a shower. But the night was lovely and the idea of a solitary evening had lost most of its appeal. Rileyâs presence seemed to have blown away her exhaustion like cottonwood puffs on the breeze.

âSure. Okay. A walk would be nice,â she said quickly before she could let common sense change her mind.

âItâs cooling down now that the sun is setting. Do you want a jacket?â

âProbably.â

âIâll get it for you. Just point me in the right direction.â

She had a half-dozen lovely sweaters she couldnât wear over the cast without stretching out their left sleeves irreparably, so her buttery-soft apricot pashmina would have to do.

âIâve been using a wrap. I think I left it hanging over the back of one of the chairs in the living room.â

He found it quickly and returned to the kitchen. âNow the wheelchair.â

âI can walk, if you have the patience to wait for me.â

âI donât mind pushing. I was thinking we could walk over to Sweet Laurel Falls. Thatâs probably a bit too far for you to handle on your sticks here.â

She hated the wheelchair, but he was right. She could maybe make it to the end of the street and back, but that was probably her limit before she lost feeling in her arms.

âOkay,â she finally said with reluctance.

âWhat about Chester? Whereâs the leash?â

At the magic word, Chester let out a single deep bark and his morose expression lifted a fraction of a degree. Riley grabbed down Chesterâs retractable leash and hooked it onto his collar. The dog gave a snuffle of approval and did a little stubby-legged sidestep of excitement.

Next, Riley wheeled in the chair from the family room where sheâd left it and carried it down the stairs. Claire followed him on the crutches, but after watching her unwieldy efforts, he shook his head, scooped her into his arms and let the crutches fall away with a clatter as he started down the steps.

âRiley,â she exclaimed, feeling heat soak her cheeks. âCompletely not necessary. I can walk.â

âHumor me.â His arms tightened around her and she tried not to notice that sexy afternoon shadow on his features or the enticing scent of him, musky and male. She wished again that she could be light and foolish, could kiss him right here on her back porch.

He carried her easily down the stairs and set her in the stupid wheelchair, gripped the dogâs leash and they were off.

The moment they hit the sidewalk, Claire wanted to tell him to turn around. She only needed a pair of granny glasses to look just like an old lady being pushed around the yard of her nursing home, especially with the wool pashmina tucked around her shoulders.

She glanced at her watch, the chunky beaded one Owen had made her, and saw it was past 8:00 p.m. Families on Blackberry Lane were settling down for the night, working on homework, relaxing in front of the television. As the sun slid down behind the mountains, the air took on a bit of a nip, as nights did here even into July and August.

âTell me more about your plans for this benefit,â Riley finally said after they reached the corner and turned toward the mountains.

She tensed, the echo of his harsh words still loud in her ears, then forced herself to relax. She didnât want to fight with him. Not tonight when the evening was so quiet and peaceful.

âLetâs talk about something else,â she suggested. âWhatâs been the toughest thing to get used to again about coming back to Hopeâs Crossing?â

âOld friends who ignore my questions. Seriously, I want to hear about the benefit. Is this a one-woman show or are you setting up committees?â

She turned her head to look at him but found no trace of sarcasm in his expression or his voice. He sounded genuinely interested. âIâm organizing the auction portion of the evening and the service project side of things. Alex agreed to arrange the food for the dinner, with her contacts among the local restaurant scene. Evieâs handling the decorations and, uh, Holly, Jeffâs wife, insists on doing the publicity.â

âYou seriously just came up with this whole thing today and now youâve got a full raft of committees, and on the very day you returned to work. How is that humanly possible?â

âI told you, once we started talking about it at the store, everything sort of snowballed and everyone jumped on board to help. Everybody we talked to has been really excited about it.â

âExcept me.â His voice was low in the cool air and in the hazy light, she couldnât see his features clearly.

âWas it the benefit you objected to or just my involvement in it?â

âNeither.â He grew silent as they approached the twenty-foot waterfall and she could hear the muted rumble. âIâm a cynical jerk, Claire. What youâre doing sounds nice and noble on the outside. Iâm just not sure it will make any kind of difference in the town or the way people are dealing with the accident.â

âI canât say whether it will make a difference or not, but whatâs the harm in trying? I only know whenever Iâm serving some need outside my own inherent selfishness, I always feel better.â

He pushed the wheelchair to the small weathered bench some civic-minded person in years past had placed here where it had a lovely view of the falls in one direction and the city slightly below them in the other.

Riley sat down on the bench facing town and the flickering pinpricks of light in the gathering dusk. Chester sniffed around the bench, in full hound-dog mode.

âSt. Claire. Always so willing to see the good in people.â

âNot true,â she protested. She thought of her tangled relationship with Holly, how she tried very hard to like the other woman but just couldnât seem to move past her negative feelings to be truly friends.

âNobodyâs all good or all bad, Riley. Iâm sure youâve seen that in your line of work.â

âYeah, point taken. Iâve seen hardened criminals sob their beady little eyes out at those made-for-TV movies on Lifetime.â

She smiled, enjoying the cool night and the rippling sound of Sweet Laurel Falls and Rileyâs company.

âIs that really true?â

He cocked an eyebrow. âWhen have you ever known me to stretch the truth?â

She laughed. âOh, I donât know. How about the time you told Alex and me you heard on the radio every New Kids on the Block had been killed in a plane crash? We cried for an hour until we turned on the news and figured out you made it all up.â

âAll right, I may have prevaricated on that one. Give me a break here. I only wanted to make you notice me.â

âI think you only wanted to torment your sister and I was just collateral damage.â

He shook his head. âNo, Claire. It was you. It was always about you.â

His words curled around her like the May breeze. She didnât know how to answer as that slow, sultry tension eddied between them again.

âWhy didnât you ever say anything back then?â she finally asked.

âWhat was I going to say? You were three years older than me.â

âI still am. Thank you for the reminder.â

âThree years means nothing now. But back then, we were on completely different social planets. Think about it. I was only a freshman when you were a senior. You might as well have been a movie star for all the chance I figured I had with you. Anyway, all you ever saw was Jeff Bradford.â

He was absolutely right about that. She had wanted her happily ever after, a peaceful family life with a man who adored her and would never have an affair with some biker bar cocktail waitress.

She had fallen hard for Jeff because he had been smart and ambitious and had seemed to want the same things she did. His family had seemed so normal after the scandal that had rocked her young life and his parents had adored her. Sometimes she wondered if she hadnât married Jeff so she could have his parents for in-laws.

He closed his hand around hers and played idly with her fingers. âWhat if I had said something? What would you have done back then if I had told you how crazy I was about you?â

Her stomach swooped as if sheâd just dived off the top of the waterfall into the small pool below. âI donât know,â she answered honestly. âThe old Claire was pretty stupid.â

âWhat about the new Claire?â

She curled her fingers, nails pressing into her flesh. âShe would probably wonder why youâre wasting your time with a divorced mother whose husband left her for a ditz with perfect teeth and a boob job.â

He closed his eyes. âYou wonât let me forget that, will you?â

âI would still like to know the answer to the question. Why are you here, Riley? Why do you keep coming back, even though both of us know you shouldnât?â

He gazed at her for a long moment and then he tipped a finger under her chin and kissed her.

CHAPTER FIFTEEN

SHE CAUGHT HER BREATH at the tenderness of his kiss, sweet as the night air around them. She wanted to curl into him, to wrap her soft throw around both of them and stay there in his arms in the dark while crickets chirped in the bushes and a great horned owl hooted somewhere in the distance.

Some part of her warned her loudly to push him away while she still could, but she ignored it, sliding into the kiss like she had wanted to slide into that warm, scented claw-foot tub earlier.

This was not going to end well. Riley McKnight was going to shatter her heart into a thousand shards of glass and in that moment she knew there was not a single thing she could do about it.

He edged backward, his face a blur in the moonlight. âI canât stay away. I keep telling myself all the reasons we both know this is crazy. But something keeps pulling me back.â

She said nothing, trembling a little at the fear and desire that warred inside her.

âYouâre freezing,â he said.

She wasnât about to tell him the reasons why. âA little.â

âIâd better get you back to your house. This seemed like a good idea earlier this evening, but I sometimes forget how quickly the temperature can drop in the mountains.â

They were both quiet as Riley pushed her down the slight hill toward her house. She didnât have the first idea what might be on his mind, but she couldnât stop thinking about that stunning, tender kiss.

Something was happening here, something she wasnât sure she was ready to face. Her feelings for Riley were a conflicted muddle. This was no longer about simply being attracted to a gorgeous man who made her feel vibrant and alive.

He took a different route home, a little more direct, that led them along the creek and past the small Craftsman cottage where Maura lived. A light was on inside, and Claire could see a figure move across the window.

âOh, stop. Please stop.â

He looked down at her, that unreadable look in his eyes again. âItâs late, Claire.â

âSheâs awake. I just saw her. I havenât had a chance to see her in person since the accident. Alex and I stopped this morning on my way to work, but Maura didnât answer the door. Weâve talked on the phone, but itâs not the same. Please.â

He didnât want to. She could see it clearly in the hard set of his mouth and the stiffness in his movements, but he finally shrugged and turned her wheelchair into his sisterâs winding front walk.

The house had four steps leading to the porch, and he parked her at the bottom.

âWait here. She doesnât always answer the door.â

Claire folded her hands together and waited while he knocked softly. After a long moment, just when she thought this would be one of those times Maura wanted to avoid company, the door swung open and his sister stood there in her porch light.

She looked thinner, gaunt almost. Her dark curls were flat and lifeless and she wore a faded Hopeâs Crossing High T-shirt and sweats. Surprise flickered for a moment in green eyes so much like her brotherâs, but she quickly blinked it away as if she didnât have the energy to spare.

âRiley, hello. What are you doing here so late?â

âClaire and I were out for a walk and saw your light on.â

Maura looked down the steps and saw her. Claire had never hated the limitations of her injuries as much as she did right at that moment, when she longed to climb those stairs and embrace her friend. Without her crutches or at least a cane, she didnât dare attempt it. To her relief, Maura made the move toward her, walking down the steps in her bare feet. Claire gripped the armrests of the chair and forced herself to stand, balancing on her good leg and the tip of her cast. She hugged Maura tightly with both arms, even the casted one, ignoring the pain. Sometimes the only comfort a person could give was a quiet embrace. She had been the recipient of that same comfort many times and just stood for a moment now, wishing she could absorb Mauraâs pain into herself.

âIâm so sorry I havenât been able to stop before now.â

âDonât be. Youâve had your own stuff.â

âThatâs no excuse. Not really.â

After a moment, Maura moved away and Claire sank back to the wheelchair. She watched as the other woman reached down to pet Chester. The dog looked a little baffled at being the recipient of only a perfunctory pat instead of the ebullient love Maura usually gave him.

âMom told me about this benefit youâre cooking up.â

Claire searched her features in the glow from the porch light, but she couldnât read anything in her expression. âItâs not much, but at least itâs something.â

âYou canât fix this, Claire.â

Mauraâs low words echoed just what she had already heard from Riley. She shifted her gaze to him and found him watching her steadily, though without a trace of an I-told-you-so in his eyes.

Claire sighed. âI know, honey. Nothing can fix it. But we all want to remember her, too. This is a small thing, but if it helps bring a little more peace and maybe makes the town a little better, donât you think itâs worth it?â

âI wonât come. Donât ask me to.â

âDo you want us to forget the whole thing? We can put everything on hold, Maur. Itâs early days in the planning process.â

Maura was silent for a long moment, her fingers working a fraying edge of her T-shirt. Riley was watching his sister, his jaw tight. Finally she shook her head. âNo, itâs a loving gesture. Donât think I donât appreciate it. But right now, I justâ¦I canât.â

Claire reached for her hand and squeezed it tightly. The benefit and day of service wouldnât make things right, but maybe they could make things better.

âLooks like your front doorâs coming off the hinges.â

Riley had a too-casual tone she found grating. Only when she looked hard at his features in the moonlight did she see the vast pain in his eyes.

Maura gazed at the door as if she hadnât noticed. âIâve had a few visitors lately. I guess itâs been overworked.â

âIâll stop by tomorrow after my shift to fix it.â

Maura opened her mouth to argue, but closed it again and simply nodded.

He embraced his sister, and Maura, usually so competent and together, seemed as fragile as antique handblown beads. âTry to get some sleep,â he said, kissing the top of her head.

âThanks, Ri. Claire, thank you for stopping by.â

He waited until Maura returned to the house before he turned and pushed Claire back down the sidewalk toward the road. Both of them were silent as they traveled the remaining distance to her house. Even Chester seemed subdued, although when they turned onto Blackberry Lane he picked up a little more energy, apparently eager to be home.

As they passed Mrs. Redmondâs house on the corner, Claire spied the elderly woman, dressed in her favorite pink housedress, wrestling her big garbage can out to the street.

The garbage can probably weighed more than Mrs. Redmondâs eighty pounds. She shifted, guilty suddenly at her thoughtlessness. She hated to ask him for something again, but she couldnât ignore a neighbor in need.

âRiley, wait. Can you go help Mrs. Redmond with her garbage can? I usually do it, but I havenât given it much thought lately. I forgot tomorrow was garbage pickup day.â

He suddenly tensed, she could see it in the set of his jaw. âOf course,â he said after a slight pause. He set the brake of her stupid wheelchair and then approached the elderly woman. âLet me help you with that, Mrs. Redmond.â

âWhoâs there?â She squinted into the darkness.

âItâs Claire, Mrs. Redmond,â she called quickly to allay the womanâs suspicions. âClaire Bradford, along with the police chief. Why donât you let him roll your can out to the street for you?â

âThe police chief? That McKnight boy?â Scorn dripped from her voice. âI donât think so. Iâll get it myself.â

âCome on, Mrs. Redmond. Let him help you. Iâm sorry I havenât thought to arrange someone else to take care of that for you.â

âI donât want his help. Heâs rotten to the core, that one. You know he knocked up my granddaughter, donât you? Ruined her, thatâs what he did. She was a good girl until he came along. Then he gets her pregnant and drops her the minute he found out.â

Oh, heavens. Claire had completely forgotten Rileyâs high school girlfriend was Mrs. Redmondâs granddaughter. She knew the old scandal, even though sheâd been away at college at the time. Alex had been livid with her brother for the whole thing, for hurting his mother and being stupid enough in the first place not to wear a condom.

âNot true,â Riley said now to Mrs. Redmond, his voice tense. âI never dropped Lisa. You and everybody else knew I wanted to do the right thing and marry her. Even after she had a miscarriage, I would have married her.â

Lisa Redmond had been a cheerleader, popular, pretty. Sheâd been sixteen, Riley seventeen, when sheâd gotten pregnant. Claire knew from Alex the girl had miscarried just a few months into the pregnancy, while their families were still trying to sort through their options.

âI was ready to marry her regardless,â Riley said again. âBut your son and daughter-in-law sent her away.â

Mrs. Redmond made a disparaging sound. âTo get away from you. You think they wanted her to marry someone like you if she didnât have to? Being married to you would have been a misery for that girl. You would have ruined her life even more than you already had. A clean break, I told my son. Like yanking off a bandage, do it fast and sure. Thatâs the only way. And I was right. You left town the minute you could, didnât you?â

âRight.â

Claire couldnât see his features, but she heard the grim tightness in his voice and her heart ached for him. She could tell he hated this. For the first time, she had a glimpse into how difficult things must be for him here in Hopeâs Crossing, how there were still plenty of people who would never see beyond the hellion heâd been once.

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RILEY REFUSED TO ALLOW the words of an angry, bitter old woman to wound him, especially when he had earned every ounce of her vitriol. It was difficult, though, especially on the heels of their visit with Maura.

âMrs. Redmond, please let him help you with your garbage can,â Claire said in that soft, persuasive voice. âThis is silly. That was all nearly twenty years ago. Lisa is happy now. She married a very nice man, a pharmacist from Highlands Ranch. I went to their wedding. They have a son, right?â

âA lucky escape from him.â

âIâm sorry you feel that way,â Riley said, layering the same thin veneer of calm over his underlying tension he used in difficult police situations. âAll I want right now is help you take your garbage to the curb. Thatâs what Iâm going to do. You can still hate me all you wantâafter this moment, if you never want to speak to me again, you donât have to. But like it or not, Iâm taking your garbage to the curb.â

She blustered as he grabbed the can from her. âI donât want your help. Iâll have you arrested for trespassing!â she said, her voice querulous.

âYou can try, but I am the chief of police, so you might have a hard time convincing anyone in my department to take me in for the terrible crime of wanting to help you.â

She followed him out to the curb, blustering the whole way. Riley would have liked to just dump the can on the grass and walk away from the old bat, but he knew he couldnât do that with Claire looking on. Okay, he probably would have stopped to help her anyway, even if Claire hadnât been with him. A month in Hopeâs Crossing must be rubbing off on him.

When he finished, he turned back to the thin old lady, her features now the same shade as her pink housedress.

âFor what itâs worth, Mrs. Redmond,â he said quietly, hoping Claire was too far away on the sidewalk to overhear, âIâve made a lot of mistakes in my life. Iâll be the first to admit that. But what happened with Lisa is one I regret the most. I was seventeen and stupid, but thatâs no excuse for what happened.â

âYouâre damn right itâs not. You took advantage of a naive girlâs hopes and dreams.â

He bit his tongue to keep from responding that he hadnât been Lisaâs first boyfriend or sexual partnerâor that she had actually done most of the pursuing in their relationship.

âI hope youâre not doing the same with Claire, taking advantage of her,â the old womanâs voice was pitched just as low as his own, thank the Lord. âSheâs a good girl whoâs had a hard time of it, just like my Lisa. She doesnât need the likes of you ruining her life.â

Her words sliced right to his gut, reinforcing everything heâd been thinking since they left Mauraâs. She was right, damn it. Claire didnât need him. She had a life here she loved. He would only complicate that for her.

He had to stop this. He couldnât trust himself around Claire obviously. Every time he told himself he could keep their relationship on a friendly level, he ended up sharing another of those mind-blowing kisses with her.

He turned his back on Mrs. Redmond and strode back to Claire. After releasing the brake on the wheelchair, he pushed her back the short distance to her house.

âIâm sorry about Mrs. Redmond,â she said when they reached her driveway and that was all it took for his frustration to explode.

âWill you stop apologizing for the whole damn town, Claire? First your mother, now Mrs. Redmond. Give it a rest. We reap what we sow, right? Isnât that what Father Joe was always cramming down our throats? I made some lousy choices when I was a kid. Now I have to deal with those.â

âYou shouldnât have them thrown back in your face every moment.â

âI was crazy to think I could come back and have any hope of functioning competently in my job, with all this latent hostility thatâs been simmering for years.â

He hadnât meant to say that, but the words were out and he couldnât take them back.

âPeople here have long memories, but donât underestimate the people of Hopeâs Crossing. Theyâre capable of moving on and behaving with civility, even if they canât forget. Look at your mom and Harry Lange.â

He blinked a little at that non sequitur. âWhat about my mom and Harry Lange?â

In the light from her porch, he saw her eyebrows rise in surprise. âThey loathe each other. Didnât you know?â

He scoffed. âMy mother doesnât hate anyone. I donât even think she holds a grudge against my father, for Peteâs sake, after everything he did to her.â

âHarry must be the exception, then. She canât stand him and Iâve heard her say as much. I get the feeling he feels the same.â

âWhy?â

âNo idea. Mary Ella wonât say. Theyâre always polite when Iâve seen them together.â

He just couldnât wrap his head around the idea of his calm, even-tempered mother having a feud with anyone. If he had to pick someone, though, it would probably be Harry Lange. The guy was a lightning rod for resentment and anger. People in town either revered him or despised him. When he gathered the original investors together and sold his own large chunk of property in Silver Strike Canyon for what would later become the ski resort, people either seemed to think he saved Hopeâs Crossing from eventual extinction or ruined the small-town bucolic lifestyle forever.

âYou just need to give the town a chance,â Claire went on. âOnce they see the good job youâre doing as police chief, once they have a little more time to get to know you, people will come around.â

She looked so sweet and earnest in the moonlight that his chest ached. âItâs a nice theory, Claire, but donât you think I ruined any chance of that when I caused an accident that killed my own niece?â

âRileyââ

He cut her off, not eager to tug any harder on this particular thread of conversation.

âCome on. Letâs get you inside.â

âYou donât have to carry me up. If you could just bring the crutches down, I can show you how much better Iâm doing on the stairs.â

With that, all the myriad emotions heâd been trying to keep capped and controlled burst out, a geyser of frustration. âShut up. Just shut up, will you? Iâm really not in the mood right now to listen to someone else tell me all the frigging reasons they donât want my help.â

Eyes wide, she opened her mouth but closed it again when he scooped her out of the wheelchair and stalked up the stairs and through the door, the dog bounding ahead of them.

âWhere do you want me to put you?â

âUm, the family room, I guess,â she said, her voice low and he felt like a world-class jerk all over again for taking his sudden bad mood out on her.

He set her on the sofa she favored in her warm, cozy family room. âIâll bring in your crutches and the wheelchair and take Chester off the leash. Give me a minute.â

With guilt riding him hard, he lifted the wheelchair inside, setting it in the kitchen, then carried in her crutches. The hard metal retained the cold from being left outside and he appreciated the reminder. He had already done enough to hurt her physically, right? He didnât need to make things worse.

He walked into the family room and set the crutches where she could reach them. âCan you handle things by yourself from here?â

âIâ¦ Yes. Thank you.â

âGood night, then. Thank you for the walk,â he said, his voice more curt than he intended. He turned to go, but her words stopped him.

âWhy are you mad at me, Riley?â She didnât sound angry, only confused and maybe a little forlorn.

He sighed. All evening, heâd done nothing but take his bad mood on her. He owed her better than that. He owed her the truth, no matter how difficult it was for him. âAgain, because Iâm an ass.â

He sat beside her on the sofa and took her hand in his again, although it took several moments for him to figure out how to word what he had to say.

âIâm not mad at you. Iâm mad at myself.â

âWhy?â

He sighed. âIâve still got a crush on you, Claire. Actually, thatâs not true and hasnât been since I came back to town. I think my feelings are deeper than that, though Iâll admit Iâm not positive because Iâve never been in this situation before.â

Her hand trembled slightly in his but she didnât pull away. âThe thing is,â he went on, âIâm afraid friendship is not going to be enough for me anymore. At the same time, I know as well as you do that anything more than that is impossible.â

âIs it?â she finally asked quietly, her eyes a soft, glittery blue. âAs crazy as it seems, Iâm beginning to, um, have feelings for you, as well. I wouldnât have thought this a few weeks ago. Or even, maybe, a few days ago, butâ¦I think maybe I would like to see where things go here.â

For one instant, joy burst through him, wild and fierce, but as quickly as the next breath went cold and dark like a blazing mountainside doused in fire retardant.

He dropped her hand and eased away on the sofa. âIâll tell you where it will go. Where it always goes, when it comes to me and women. You said it yourself. You wonât have a fling with me. Thatâs all this would be. Weâll have a hot, passionate relationship for a few weeks and then Iâll start to feel edgy and restless, smothering in my own claustrophobia, and Iâll do or say something colossally stupid and end up hurting you.â

âNice of you to give me the program notes ahead of time so I can follow along.â

He glared at her glibness, at that hint of a smile on her features. âItâs not funny, Claire. This is far beyond funny. Iâm not willing to do that. This is different. Every thingâs different. Youâre important to me. Besides that, youâre my sisterâs best friend. Youâre practically part of the family. You deserve better than to be the latest in a long line of women Iâve ended up hurting.â

What the hell was wrong with him? He couldnât believe he was being so noble. After all her words a few nights ago telling him she didnât want a fling with him, Claire Bradford was basically giving him the green light to see how things might develop between them. He ought to just shut the hell up and kiss her, for crying out loud.

Did he have to pick this moment to do the right thing? Yes. When it came right down to it, he didnât have any other choice. The memory of Mauraâs pain and Mrs. Redmondâs anger only reinforced that.

âIâm sorry, Claire. Thereâs too much at stake here, for you and for me.â

He brushed his mouth against her cheek one last time, burning the scent of her into his memory, and then let himself out.

CHAPTER SIXTEEN

FOR THE FIRST TIME SHE could remember, Claire was grateful for the rapid-fire pace of her life. Juggling all the whirling plates in her life left little time and energy for anything else.

Between end-of-school-year parent-teacher conferences, follow-up doctor appointments for her and the children, the business of running String Fever and the rapidly approaching service day and benefit, the only time she could spare for regret were those few moments just before she crashed in bed each night. She would lie under the Western Star quilt her grandmother had made when Claire was a girl and try to ignore the aching sense of loss for what might have been.

The rest of the time, she was frenetically busy, like now. With only two weeks before the Giving Hope benefit, Claire was pushing herself to finish the most ambitious necklace she had ever created for the auction, in between customers at the store.

She had two customers currently in the store, and they couldnât have been more different. Janie Hamilton was a plump, pretty, tired-looking woman who had recently moved to town. She sat at the worktable making a colorful pair of earrings out of wire wrap and lampwork beads, while the thin and elegant Sarah Colville, a summer season regular, leafed through a beading magazine for ideas.

âThank you again for letting me use your tools.â Janie smiled tentatively. âSomehow in the move, Iâve lost a box of supplies and I havenât had time to replenish them. They were really good quality and I hate to buy inferior products just to get by until Iâve had a chance to look through everything.â

Claire smiled. âNo problem at all. Iâm glad of the company. How are you and your children settling in after your first few weeks?â

âGood so far. Everyone has been very kind to us.â

Claire wondered about the other womanâs story. She had heard from Ruth that the woman was a widow who had moved with her three children to be closer to her mother and aunt. Moving this close to the end of the school season seemed an odd choice for a mother, but Claire wasnât about to pry.

âIf you donât mind my asking, what are you working on?â Janie asked. âIt looks as if itâs going to be exquisite. I love that big heart pendant. Is it rose quartz?â

Claire closed a jump ring with her pliers. âIt is. It was found by a rock hound friend of mine not very far from here.â

âItâs a great centerpiece to the design.â

âThank you. I hope it will come together soon. Iâm afraid Iâm not at my best beading form right now. Itâs a necklace Iâm making for the scholarship benefit.â

The challenging piece used various precious and semiprecious gems all found natively in the Rockies. She had designed it using a variety of beading techniques and right now, Claire didnât feel proficient at any of them.

âI imagine the cast makes things awkward.â

She smiled. âA bit, but Iâll soldier through it. Iâm hoping the piece does well at the scholarship benefit.â

âOh, you are a wicked girl. Let me take a look.â Sarah shifted toward the table and Claire wanted to hide the whole thing suddenly. Sarah was a true artist, in every sense of the word. The renowned painter owned a vacation home in the area with her husband, but unlike most of those who purchased second homes in the area to take advantage of the skiing, they rarely spent time in Hopeâs Crossing in the winter. She said they preferred winters at their primary residence in Tucson, but both came to the cooler mountains to paint in the summer.

She was one of Claireâs favorite customers and she always enjoyed having her in the store, except today when she was struggling so much with the necklace design.

âItâs still a work in progress,â she said.

âOh, donât be coy. You know itâs going to be spectacular, especially the contrast between that aquamarine and the topaz. Why donât you let me just pay you for it now and forgo all the trouble of having to bid for it at this auction?â

âWhatâs the fun in that?â

âYouâre going to be difficult, arenât you?â

âIâve got to have something to auction off. Iâm in charge of the whole thing.â

âI hadnât heard about an auction,â Janie said. âWhen is it?â

âTwo weeks from tomorrow. Weâre actually having an entire day of activities to encourage people to help their neighbors. Itâs in honor of a girl who was killed in a car accident last month.â

Janieâs eyes softened. âWhat a lovely idea!â

âYou bought a house over on Sage Hill Road, right? If you have anything around your new home you could use help with, please let us know. Right now we have more volunteers than projects.â

âI canât think of anything. Our house is quite well-maintained, but Iâd love to volunteer my children. If nothing else, it will get them out of the house and perhaps help them make some new friends.â

âWeâre hoping itâs fun for everyone who participates. Weâve got raffles and giveaways, free food throughout the day. Weâre going to set up a bounce house and several other inflatable attractions like that over at Minerâs Park and for every half hour of time they volunteer, the children get a ticket.â

âSounds like youâve thought of everything.â Janie smiled as she finished off her second earring. âI have to say, Iâve been really impressed with Hopeâs Crossing. I didnât expect to feel so welcomed from the very first day we arrived.â

âItâs not perfect,â Claire said, thinking of Riley and the opposition that had become vocal and annoying, led by J. D. Nyman. âBut itâs a nice place.â

âItâs why we keep coming back year after year,â Sarah said. âEvery time we think itâs just too difficult keeping up two homes, we remember thatâs one thing we love most about Hopeâs Crossing, besides Walterâs beloved fishing streams. We donât find that same sense of community during the winter when weâre home in Tucson.â

âThe moving van wasnât parked at our house ten minutes before we had four or five neighbors over asking if they could help us unload,â Janie said. âIt was a bit disconcerting, if you want the truth. I thought it was because they somehow knew my husband had just died.â She forced a smile. âBut I donât see how that could be possible. I have a feeling they would have showed up regardless of our situation.â

Claire tried to imagine losing her husband after a long, debilitating illness, as Ruth had told her was the case. She couldnât wrap her head around it. She vowed to have Janie and her children over to dinner as soon as the craziness of the benefit subsided and she could breathe again.

âYou know,â she said as she was ringing up the other womanâs bead purchases, âyour family might be interested in helping with the construction of new playground equipment at that small park near you, the one that has only a couple measly little swings and a slide now. I can get you the information if youâd like.â

âI would love it!â

She handed over one of her many lists. âWrite down your contact information for me and Iâll let that project coordinator know. Hereâs my card, too. If you donât hear from someone by next week, call me back and Iâll put you in touch with them.â

âThank you!â With her new dangly earrings catching the late-morning sunbeams, Janie looked somehow lighter as she left than she had when she came in. This was why Claire loved owning a bead shop. People came here for pretty little luxuries they might not otherwise allow themselves. Creating the pieces themselves added an extra layer of enjoyment and they invariably left happier than when theyâd walked through the doors.

One bead at a time, she was trying to make the world a little brighter.

When she left, Sarah set down her magazine again. âI didnât want to say this when you had another customer, but I think what youâre doing for this town is marvelous. Iâve been thinking about it and I would like to donate a painting to your auction. Just last week I finished an oil on canvas of the resident elk herd browsing in that meadow above Dutchmanâs Pass. Itâs quite lovely, one of my favorites in quite a while.â

âAre you sure?â Claire asked, awed at the offer. Sarahâs exquisite paintings hung in galleries across the West.

âWell, I canât guarantee anyone will buy it, but Walter will at least bid on it so I donât humiliate myself.â

No one buy it? Sarahâs work was sought after by collectors across the country. Sheâd heard somewhere her paintings were selling well into five figures. Goose bumps popped out on her arms. âSarah, my word. Thank you. Itâs too much.â

âItâs too much only if I say itâs too much. I want to do this. My heart has been broken for Maura since I heard about the accident. She has always been kind to us when we go for coffee at her bookstore. This is just a small thing, but if it helps ease her pain a little, I want to do it.â

Maura had a way of drawing people to her. Dog-Eared Books & Brew was as much a town institution as the Center of Hope CafÃ©. Earlier in the week, Claire and Alex had stopped at Mauraâs house and she had been dismayed at the changes in her friend. Everyone who knew and loved her was keeping collective fingers crossed this benefit would help her find a little hope herself.

âIâll warn you,â Sarah went on, âyou wonât catch me out raking leaves or building playground equipment or painting up some rickety old shed or whatever. A painting is all youâre getting out of me. But at least itâs something.â

Claire smiled and on impulse hugged Sarahâs whippet-thin shoulders. After a surprised moment, Sarah returned the hug briefly, then stepped away.

âIâd better go. I told Walter I would pick up some of that gooey macaroni and cheese he loves from the cafÃ© for his lunch. If I donât hurry heâll be grousing around like a hungry grizzly, tearing open kitchen cabinets and knocking shelves out of the refrigerator.â

âWe canât have that.â

âIâll take this magazine. I think Iâm going to make that charm bracelet for my granddaughterâs birthday. Do you have all the supplies Iâll need?â

Claire quickly perused the list and nodded. âWe should. Iâve got another copy of this. Iâll have all the findings ready for you when you come back and youâll only need to pick out the beads you want to use.â

âThat is why I put off all my bead projects until we come back to Hopeâs Crossing for the summer, my dear. That and, of course, Chester.â

At his name, her lazy hound thumped his tail on the rug. Claire smiled at both of them and rang up the magazine for Sarah.

When the other woman left, she let her dog out into the back garden. She had just returned inside and headed for the worktable when her cell phone gave a soft little wind-chime ringtone. It took her a moment to remember she had changed her motherâs ringtone to something a little more benign than the nuclear meltdown warning. She supposed that was progress.

âHi, Mom. How are you?â

âOkay. Are you busy?â

Claire thought of all the phone calls she still had to make today for the benefit, the Venetian glass bead order she had been trying to place for a week and her pitifully slow progress on the necklace she was thinking of naming the Heart of Hope.

âNot bad. Whatâs up?â

âAny chance you can close the store for half an hour and come down to the bookshop? I was going to come over there after the lunch rush, but Iâve got a handful of customers who think I have all day to hang around.â

Claire chewed the inside of her cheek, grateful her mother couldnât see her fighting a smile. Somehow Ruth hadnât quite caught on that running a business had more to do with meeting your customersâ needs than vice versa.

âEvie should be coming downstairs in a few minutes. She can cover for me.â

âGreat. Iâll see you in a while. Iâve got to go. No, sir, Iâm afraid we donât carry any climbing guide books with Norwegian translations,â she heard her say in the background before Ruth cut off the call.

Claire set down her phone, marveling at the changes in her mother in just a few weeks. Ruth could still revert to her needy, demanding self on occasion, but working at the bookstore in Mauraâs absence seemed to fill a need in her mother to be useful.

If sheâd known how much Ruth would thrive in a retail setting, Claire would have encouraged her mother to get a job years ago. Not at String Fever, of course. The changes in her mother werenât that extreme.

Mauraâs bookstore was across the street and up Main Street on the opposite corner, three storefronts from the cafÃ©. Fifteen minutes later, after Evie came down for her shift, Claire grabbed the cane she used these days instead of the crutches for stability and headed out into the gorgeous late-May afternoon, warm and sunny.

Everything had greened up beautifully except the very tops of the mountains, which retained their snow-caps year-round.

She couldnât believe school would be out in only a week. The children had a summer full of fun activities planned, from baseball teams to tennis lessons to sleepaway camp. Add to that the impending arrival of their new half brother in a few months and the summer was bound to be as hectic as the past few weeks.

Claire walked past the bike shop and the year-round Christmas store the tourists loved, with its twinkling lights and the train in the window that ran three hundred sixty-five days a year. She crossed at the crosswalk and headed toward the bookstore. If only they could have this sort of perfect weather on Giving Hope Day, with only a few plump white clouds to mar the vast blue skyâ¦.

Ooomph. She was so busy sky-gazing that she plowed right into a solid bulk and caught her breath as a couple of strong arms grabbed her to keep her from stumbling.

âIâm sorry, Claire. My fault. Are you okay?â

Riley. Her insides tumbled around and she looked up. Yep. He was as gorgeous as ever. She hadnât seen him up close since that night at her house. Even though he had driven past a few times when she had been outside with the children on his way to or from his own rental house, he hadnât stopped.

Somehow sheâd forgotten the shock of those green eyes, the angle of his jaw. He wore a tan jacket and a light blue dress shirt with no tie, his badge clipped to the front breast pocket, and she had an insane urge to just rest against him for a moment. Or a hundred moments.

His eyes were dark with concern and he looked as if he wanted to whip out his cell phone and call the paramedics at the slightest provocation.

âIâm fine,â she assured him, feeling her cheeks heat. Why could she never have a single encounter with him that didnât somehow result in her coming off as an idiot? âI should have been watching where I was going. I was justâ¦ Itâs a beautiful day and I havenât been outside all morning. Iâm afraid I got a little distracted.â

âI had something else on my mind, too. Youâre sure youâre okay?â

âFine. Great.â

âYou look like youâre getting along well. No crutches, I see.â

She held up her foot. âWalking cast. Weâre on the home stretch, according to the good Dr. Murray. Iâm supposed to get the one on my arm off in a couple of weeks and this one a week or two after that.â

âHow do you feel?â

She remembered that tender kiss between them, the heat and magic, and hated that they had been reduced to this bland, boring chitchat.

âBetter than I expected.â

âThatâs great. I like your bling.â He gestured to her cane, covered in glued-on fake jewels.

âHolly and Macy surprised me with it last week. Itâs what all the stylish cane users are wearing these days, apparently.â

What she had thought so trendy and cute at the time now made her feel old and decrepit compared to Riley, brimming with strength and sheer gorgeousness.

âHow about you?â she asked.

âIâm still here.â He said it as if it were a joke, but she knew things couldnât have been easy for him the past few weeks. Sheâd heard J. D. Nyman was collecting a petition to have the city council reconsider their hiring decision, although she hadnât been approached with it yet. She pitied the first person to ask for her signature.

They stood awkwardly for a moment and she hated again that things had come to this.

âIâm meeting someone for lunch,â he finally said, âor Iâd offer to buy you a sandwich over at the cafÃ©.â

âThanks anyway, but Iâm actually on my way over to the bookstore to meet my mom.â

âAnother time, then.â After another awkward pause, he leaned in and kissed her cheek and headed on his way.

She drew in a breath and hobbled the rest of the way to Dog-Eared, wondering how it was possible that Riley could manage to scrub all the happiness right out of the day, in five minutesâ worth of conversation. She sighed and pasted on a smile as she opened the front door of the shop.

She found her mother ringing up a customer Claire didnât know who was buying a tall stack of childrenâs books. âI think youâll find your grandchildren will very much enjoy this author. I know when I read the books to my grandson, he thinks theyâre a hoot.â

Claire waited, browsing through the new releases while her mother finished up.

âOh, itâs been crazy in here all morning,â Ruth finally declared after the bells on the door chimed behind the customer. âIâm exhausted. I swear I havenât had a minute to breathe today.â

âThatâs what pays the rent, Mom.â She smiled. âI love the window display of gardening and wildflower books. So clever to use seed packets and real potted plants. Did you do that?â

Her mother looked pleased. âI did. I thought we needed a little something to remind us summer is almost here.â

âIt really works together. I should have you come spruce up my window display at the bead store. Youâve got a real knack.â

Pleasure warmed her motherâs eyes, made her look years younger. âIâll have to see. Iâm pretty busy right now.â

The change in her mother astonished her. Ruth straightened the display Claire had just been looking over with a sense of proprietary pride.

âYouâre really into this, arenât you?â

Ruth shrugged as she aligned the books with the tableâs edge âI think itâs mostly fun because I know itâs only temporary. Sage will be back from university for good in a week or so. She can take charge and Iâll fill in until Maura thinks sheâs ready to come back.â

Claire hoped that would be soon, but Maura seemed a long way from ready to return to life.

âWhat did you want to show me?â she asked.

âOh. Right. Itâs in the back.â

With a careful look around the bookstore at the few browsing customers, she led the way to Mauraâs stockroom, piled high with boxes, a hand truck, wire shelving.

From the quilted book tote Claire had given her mother for Motherâs Day a few weeks earlier, Ruth extracted a thin box.

âI know what youâre going to say before you even open your mouth. Let me just tell you Iâve given this a great deal of thought and I believe this is the right thing to do. I want to donate great-great-grandmotherâs necklace and earrings for the auction.â

Claire gasped. âMother! You canât! You cherish those.â

When she was a girl, she was only allowed to even look at the antique jewelry set on very special occasions. âI wanted to talk to you about it because, really, itâs your legacy. If you donât want me to donate it, I wonât.â

âItâs a piece of Hopeâs Crossing history.â

She knew the story well. Her ancestor, Hope Goodwin Van Duran, had been the first schoolmistress when this area was just a hardscrabble mining camp. Sheâd fallen in love with a rough miner who had ended up owning the claim where the largest, most pure vein of silver in the entire canyon had been found. Their fortune had once rivaled any of the silver barons of the day.

Silas Van Duran had founded the town, naming it after his beloved wife. Poor investments and the depression had wiped out most of the family wealth, but out of silver mined from that original strike, Silas had commissioned a lovely necklace of fine-worked silver filigree, centered by a trio of semiprecious stones also culled from the mountains. Claire had loved the necklace. Sometimes she thought perhaps that was the inspiration for her own early fascination with jewelry and beading.

âI want to do this,â her mother said. âIf it helps with the benefit, itâs a small sacrifice. I think great-great-grandmother Hope would have agreed.â

The generosity seemed so unlike her mother, Claire didnât know what to say.

âDo you mind so much?â Ruth asked at her continued silence.

She felt a small pang of loss for the lovely piece, but her mother was right.

âWe can place a fairly high reserve on it,â she suggested. âIf it doesnât look as if it will exceed the reserve, you can always hold it back and possibly donate it to a museum somewhere.â

âYou would know more about that sort of thing than I do,â Ruth said. âThe truth is, the actual value of the necklace is not more than a few hundred dollars, at least according to the appraisal I did a few years ago.â

âBut historically, itâs priceless.â

âIâm hoping someone else in Hopeâs Crossing will think so, as well.â

âMother, thank you.â

âJust be careful with it. Put it in a safe place until the Giving Hope benefit.â

âI will,â Claire promised as she gave her mother an impulsive hug. Ruth tolerated it for a moment, hugged her back rather awkwardly, then eased away.

âIâd better get back out,â Ruth said.

âOf course.â

Claire followed her mother out of the stockroom and watched with that amusement again as her mother gave a careful look at the few customers in the bookstore to make sure no one needed anything before she turned back to her.

âThe children are with Jeff and Holly this weekend, arenât they?â

âTheyâre going shopping for cribs, I think.â An activity Macy would love but Owen would abhor. Jeff probably would never clue in that an eight-year-old boy had zero interest in outfitting a nursery.

âNeed some company? Iâm supposed to go listen to some chamber orchestra concert at the resort with Janice Ostermiller, but I can probably back out if you think you might be lonely.â

Where was that coming from? Sheâd been alone every other weekend for the past two years and her mother had never jumped to keep her company unless she needed something from Claire.

âDonât change your plans. Iâm fine. The truth is, Iâll enjoy the quiet. Iâve got plenty of work to keep me busy for the benefit.â

âOwen told me he hasnât seen the police chief around for a while.â Ruthâs tone was deceptively casual. âIâm glad to hear you listened to my advice.â

And there went the warm glow from her motherâs generous gesture. It fizzled and popped a forlorn little death.

She sighed, remembering the heat of his hands on her arms out on the street a short time ago, that ridiculous urge she had to just close her eyes and rest there against him for a week or two.

âI told you, Riley and I are just friends. We still are. Nothing has changed in that department.â

âWell, I donât expect heâll be around much longer.â

The thought of his leaving clutched at her heart. âWhy? What have you heard?â

âNothing. Not really. Oh, you know how people talk.â

âExcuse me, Iâm looking for your regional photography section.â A man she didnât know, probably a tourist, she guessed, interrupted them before Ruth could answer, much to Claireâs frustration.

âOh, yes. Let me show you.â

âIâve got to go. Iâll see you later, Mom. Thank you for the donation. You can still change your mind, you know.â

âI wonât,â Ruth said firmly, then headed off to help her customer.

Claire paused there for a moment in Mauraâs cozy, warm bookstore, then she pushed the door open and headed back out into the May sunshine.

The delicious smells of yeasty bread and something spicy and delicious emanated from the cafÃ© and Claireâs stomach rumbled. She needed lunch and right now the idea of the cafÃ©âs hot chicken salad on a croissant was close to her idea of heaven.

She pushed open the door and immediately wished she could back right out again. Iâm meeting someone for lunch or Iâd offer to buy you a sandwich over at the cafÃ©.

Riley hadnât mentioned that someone was a young, beautiful redhead with long fingernails and a particularly grating sort of laugh.

She wanted nothing more than to hurry right back out, but she was hungry and her foot hurt and Dermot Caine, owner and operator of the cafÃ©, was greeting her.

âClaire, darlinâ. Havenât seen you in here in an age!â

âHi, Mr. Caine. Hey, can I have a chicken salad sandwich to go? Iâm kind of in a rush.â

âComing right up, doll. You sit right there and Iâll have it for you quick as a wink.â

The five minutes it took him to make her sandwich were excruciating. Even though she studiously avoided looking at Rileyâs booth, she couldnât help overhearing the redheadâs grating laugh, with a very flirtatious edge.

Finally Dermot brought out her sandwich wrapped in a white paper bag. She paid quickly and, steeling herself, finally looked toward Rileyâs booth and forced a casual wave. He gave her an unreadable look but lifted a hand to return the greeting.

When she was certain she was completely out of sight of any patrons in the cafÃ©, Claire sank onto a bench against the wall, one of several conveniently placed around the downtown for footsore shoppers.

She leaned her head against the sun-warmed brick and closed her eyes. She was definitely going to have to get a grip on herself. Hopeâs Crossing was a small town and they were bound to run into each other on a regular basis. Riley was going to date other women, there was no question about it. Claire had no claim on himâheâd made that clearâand she certainly couldnât fall apart every time she saw him with someone else.

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

RILEY EASED HIS PATROL vehicle into the driveway of his rental house, looking forward with great anticipation to a cold beer and the last few minutes of the NBA playoff game heâd set the DVR to record when he left home going on fourteen hours ago.

It had been a hell of a day, one that must have been designed to make him question what he was doing in Hopeâs Crossing. He had alienated a group of older ladies when heâd had to tell them their traveling poker game was technically illegal because Colorado didnât allow games of chance for money, especially when their stake had grown to more than a thousand dollars. Heâd been off duty an hour ago when heâd seen a speeding vehicle weaving around over on Pinenut and ended up pulling over and subsequently arresting a drunk tourist going fifty-six in a twenty-five-mile zone. The guy had tried to play the âpowerful friendsâ card, claiming his girlfriend worked in the governorâs office. As if Riley cared. He hadnât cared about anything except yanking the idiot off the streetsâuntil said idiot puked on his shoes, splattering his slacks, and Riley had been forced to change into the backup jeans and T-shirt he kept in his office.

The bright spot to the whole day, he was chagrined to admit, had been those brief moments at lunchtime when heâd seen Claire.

Heâd missed her these past few weeks. It had taken all his determination not to swing by several times after work. To resist temptation as much as possible, heâd ended up taking a circuitous route home most days, coming in from a completely different direction so he wouldnât even pass her house down the street.

As he climbed out, he thought he saw a dark blur near the garbage can next to the house. Probably those blasted raccoons that could sometimes be a problem in this area. Heâd already had his canâs contents spilled one night about a week earlier.

He grabbed the bag containing his disgusting slacks and decided just to chuck them rather than wash someone elseâs puke out. Call him fastidious, but he had his limits.

He lifted the lid, making as much noise as he could to scare away any annoying creatures, threw in the bag and closed it again. Suddenly the shape he thought heâd seen materialized into something furry heading straight at himâfamiliar tail wagging and ears drooping nearly to the ground.

His trespasser howled a little greeting and waddled over to him. Not a raccoon at all, but a very familiar basset hound.

A disbelieving laugh escaped him. All his determined efforts to keep away from her, and fate just kept sending a completely different message.

âYouâre not supposed to be here, bud.â

Chester gave what looked very much like a âYeah, so?â sort of look and just continued to sniff around his darkened yard.

He was probably picking up the cat living across the street that tended to make itself at home with arrogant disregard for property lines.

âCome on. Weâd better get you home before the kids start to worry.â

Chester headed into his backyard and with a sigh Riley set his beer-and-basketball fantasy on the shelf for a minute and looked inside the patrol car for something he could use as a makeshift leash, finally settling on the leather belt heâd taken from his disgusting slacks earlier.

âHere, boy. Come on, Chester.â

The dog rounded the house in answer to his name. Riley quickly clipped the belt through his collar, looping it through the buckle, and headed down the street toward Claireâs house.

The evening was lovely, the air cool but comfortable and scented with pine, lilacs and the early climbing roses bordering the house next door. This just might be one of the sixty or so frost-free nights the good people of Hopeâs Crossing could count on each year.

As he neared Claireâs house, he heard her call out softly in that peculiarly pitched voice people use when theyâre trying to command attention but not wake up their neighbors.

âCome on, boy. Where are you? Chester! Here, boy. Come get a treat. Come on, boy.â

Riley should have been braced for the dog to lunge when he heard his name, but with no loop to hold on to, the makeshift leash slipped from his fingers. With more speed than Riley would have ever given him credit for possessing, the dog poured on the juice and hurried to the front porch, leaving him in the dust.

âThere you are,â Claire exclaimed, relief in her voice. âYou scared me!â

When the dog waddled up the steps, she reached down and grabbed hold of the trailing end of the belt, frowning.

âWhat in the world?â

Riley sighed and stepped into the light from her porch. âMine. Sorry. I improvised after I found him sniffing around my yard.â

âIâm sorry he bothered you,â she said. âI donât know whatâs gotten into him. He never runs off. I think one of the children must have left the fence unlatched and I didnât notice it in the dark when I put him out earlier. I canât believe he went all the way down the block.â

âI think the Stimsonsâ cat was on the prowl tonight.â

âThat would explain it. Not a big cat lover, our Chester.â

âIâm afraid Iâd have to agree.â

She bent down and struggled a moment to unhook the belt, hampered by the awkwardness of her cast.

âHang on. Let me get that.â

He joined her on the porch, trying not to notice the scent of her, strawberries and springtime, or the way her white cotton blouse gaped open probably a button more than she realized, revealing a tiny hint of the lacy bra beneath.

The belt had seemed a good idea at the time, but removing it proved more difficult than he expected. He finally knelt to the level of the dogâand within perfect view of Claireâs legs beneath the knee-length flowered skirt she wore, one in a cast and the other bare and smooth. The toes of both feet had been painted a vivid, adorable pink.

He cleared his throat and yanked the belt free, looping it around his hand to keep from sliding his fingers up that delectable length of legâ¦.

âThank you,â Claire said again. âIâm sure he would have wandered back, but I appreciate your going to the trouble to bring him home.â

He rose. âNo problem. I didnât want to risk him going into the next block and not being able to find his way.â

She studied him for a moment there and he thought he saw indecision on her features. âWant to come in for a moment?â she asked, the words tumbling over each other quickly. âAngie brought some cinnamon rolls over earlier this evening.â

âMy sister Angie?â

âThe Demon Seed is what I like to call her, especially when she comes bearing her cinnamon rolls. She brought a whole dozen over, but the kids are gone all weekend. If I donât find somebody to take some of them off my hands, Iâm going to eat the whole pan myself.â

âThat woman knows how to hold a grudge. I couldnât make it to Sunday dinner at her place last week and to pay me back, she makes you cinnamon rolls and conveniently forgets I live only at the end of the block.â

âMaybe she thinks youâre able to find your own pastries,â she murmured.

Something in her tone had him looking closely for any sort of double meaning, but she only smiled blandly.

âYeah, itâs definitely a job hazard when youâre a cop. Seems like there are always doughnuts available, whether you want them or not.â

âThose, too.â She opened the door. âAngie brought me more than enough rolls. Come in and Iâll try to find a container for you to take some home.â

âIâve always got room for Angieâs cinnamon rolls. Theyâll make a great breakfast before my shift tomorrow. Thank you.â

She only limped a little as she led the way into the entry and through the hall.

He was struck again by how warm and welcoming she had made her house. It was the sort of place designed for kicking off shoes and settling in. The kitchen smelled delicious, of lemons and spice and roasting meat. His stomach rumbled, but he ignored it as Chester headed straight for the water dish and Claire bustled around her kitchen, pulling out a disposable plastic container. Riley leaned against the doorjamb as she moved half of the round pan into the container.

âSomething smells good in here.â

She made a face. âDinner. I know, itâs late, but the kids are at Jeff and Hollyâs, so Iâve been catching up on work. I marinated chicken all day and forgot to throw it in until I got home an hour ago. So how was your lunch?â she asked, then immediately looked as if she regretted the question, although he couldnât for the life of him figure out why.

âGood. Do you know Sharilyn Lundberg? Sheâs a deputy county attorney.â

âI donât think Iâve met her, no. She seemed lovely.â

He hadnât noticed anything about the woman other than her sharp legal mind and her annoying habit of touching his arm entirely too often whenever she made a point, as if that brush of physical contact would somehow give more credence to whatever she was saying.

âWeâre working together on the charging documents against Charlie Beaumont and the other teens involved in the crime ring.â

âOh. Right. Of course.â Claireâs features suddenly seemed a little more rosy than they had a moment earlier. âWhere do things stand with the charges?â

All the frustration of the meeting with Sharilyn pushed back onto his shoulders. âNot well. Small-town politics are a bitch.â

âYouâre in a difficult situation, Charlie being the mayorâs son and all.â

âItâs tough.â All he wanted was to do the job heâd been hired for, to be a cop. Instead, he had to wade through this frigging minefield. âThe mayor, of course, is trying for a deal, trying to plead down the charges, but thatâs going to be impossible. The county attorney wants to make an example here and try Charlie as an adult because he just turned seventeen. He was drinking. Not much, true, only point-zero-four in his system, well under the legal limit for an adult. But as a minor, heâs not supposed to have any alcohol. Laylaâs dead and Taryn Thorne is still in a coma and may not come out of it.â

âKatherine said there have been encouraging signs the last few weeks.â

âWe can hope and pray for that. Either way, though, Charlie wonât be able to squeak out of this, no matter how many strings the mayor tries to tug.â

âMy heart is sore for the whole family. Mrs. Beaumont comes into my store sometimes. So does Gen, of course. Sheâs very upset by the whole thing. From what I understand, her fiancÃ© has some political aspirations. Gen worries his family will now see her as a liability.â

A timer on the stove went off before he could answer. âThatâs my chicken,â she said.

He straightened. âIâll leave you to your dinner, then.â

Again, he had the odd sense she was debating something. âHave you eaten?â she finally asked.

âIâm not going to eat your dinner.â

âI made plenty. When the kids are with Jeff, I always make a little extra for leftovers so I donât have to cook for myself. Iâll warn you, itâs not much. Lemon-rosemary chicken and rice.â

His stomach rumbled again. Even though he knew it wasnât smart, he was temptedâand the food was only part of it. In the past ten minutes here in her kitchen, the stress and tension of his day seemed to have seeped away. He felt more calm than he had in weeks. He wanted to say yes, to sit down and enjoy a meal and conversation with her in this quiet, peaceful kitchen. The ferocity of the desire scared the hell out of him.

âIâd better not. Iâve got about three hours of paperwork to finish tonight that Iâve been putting off all week.â

âOf course.â She hid it quickly, but he didnât miss her disappointment. âI understand. Youâre busy. Let me fix you a plate and you can take it home and eat it while you work.â

She reached into a cupboard and his throat just about closed up. She had been working hard all day, too, struggling with the frustration of double casts, and she still wanted to take care of him.

Oh, he was in deep, deep trouble.

âYou know, my paperworkâs waited this long. Another half hour or so wonât hurt.â

âGreat. Let me just toss a quick salad.â

He took the plates from her and set them on the dining nook table in her kitchen and quickly pulled flatware from the drawer. He found it more than a little disconcerting that he was beginning to know where to find things in her kitchen. A few moments later, Riley sat down to what looked like the best meal heâd had in weeks, even counting the always-good food at the diner.

âThis is delicious, Claire,â he said after the first bite. âMuch better than the cold pizza I probably would have had for dinner.â

âThank you. Fresh rosemary makes all the difference. Alex taught me that, FYI.â

âAlex gives you cooking lessons, Angie brings you cinnamon rolls. Youâre more a part of my family than I am.â

âNot true! Your mom and your sisters all adore you.â

Would they still feel the same if he decided to leave Hopeâs Crossing? He quickly changed the subject. âIs it tough for you when Owen and Macy are at their fatherâs, being alone here in this big house?â

She took her time answering. âThe house certainly seems quiet. I usually try to work late on those nights whenever I can. Iâm still not crazy about the silence.â

He was so used to silence that he didnât know any different. Heâd never lived with a woman and hadnât had a roommate since his freshman year of college.

âI miss them,â she went on, âbut itâs important for them to spend time with their father and the new family he and Holly are starting. I understand that. Every time Iâm tempted to just pack up and go as far away as I can, I remember this is best for the kids.â

He stared. âI thought you loved Hopeâs Crossing and wouldnât dream of living anywhere else.â

âI dream,â she said simply. âDonât get me wrong, I do love it here. For all the occasional glitz and glam during the ski season, this is a small town at heart, full of good people who care about each other. If I ever wonder again, I only have to remember the overwhelming support weâve received for the Giving Hope Day.â

âSo why would you even think about leaving?â

âI could come up with a few reasons. Wondering what else is out there. Feeling trapped. My mother. Do I need to go on?â

He laughed. âBut you wonât leave, will you?â

âNot while the kids are young anyway.â

âDonât you think most people in your situation would rather escape the awkwardness?â

âIâm no saint, Riley. Weâve established that. My motives are mostly selfish. I love running String Fever, and my friends and support system are here, too. Iâm comfortable here.â

âYou belong here.â

âSo do you.â

âIâd say the jury is so far out on that one that nobody knows where they are anymore.â

She studied him for a long moment. âWhy did you come home? Really? Donât tell me it was only because the position of police chief opened up. Iâm sure when you decided to leave the Bay Area, you could have found a job in a hundred places.â

âMaybe.â He sighed. âWhen I found out Chief Coleman had decided to retire, I had just spent months undercover as a pimp and a drug dealer. Before that, I spent nearly a year posing as a white supremacist. I needed to wash the dirt out somehow and the job here just seemed right.â

âYou needed to be home,â she said softly.

âI wouldnât have put it that way. But yeah, I guess.â

âYouâre doing a good job, Riley. J. D. Nyman is an idiot and he always has been. Just give people a little time. When the wounds of the last month arenât so raw, people will see youâre exactly right for Hopeâs Crossing.â

Her staunch defense of him, the faith he knew he didnât deserved, warmed him. He gazed at her, so earnest and lovely. He ached to kiss her, to pull her close and just hold on.

He released a slow breath and pushed away his half-eaten dinner. âThis was delicious, Claire, but itâs late. Iâd better go.â

She looked a little disconcerted by his abruptness but nodded. âThank you for staying. It was nice to have company besides Chester.â

He glanced at the dog, now splayed out on the floor. âIâll go check to make sure the gate is latched before I leave so he doesnât escape on you again.â

âThank you.â

He left through the back door, grateful for an excuse to put a little badly needed distance between them. The high mountain air cooled his face and he filled his lungs with it. He should never have walked into that house. He should have just brought back her grumpy little dog, left him on the porch and headed back to his own space where he could be safe.

He had lived among despicable thugs for months, but he found Claire Bradford far more frightening than any of them.

He took his time walking around the backyard, steeling his will against making a stupid move. Finally he knew he couldnât put it off any longer and he returned to the kitchen to find sheâd cleaned up and was closing the dishwasher door.

âYouâre right, the fence was ajar. I latched it now, so your escapee should have a harder time making his break.â

âGreat. Thank you.â

âGood night, then. Thanks again for dinner.â

âYouâre welcome,â she said as he headed out onto the back porch. âOh, wait. You forgot the cinnamon rolls.â

Keep them, he almost said but he knew she would insist on his taking them.

He stepped inside while she walked back to the kitchen for the container, then she returned and held it out for him.

âThere you go. Throw in a coffee from Mauraâs place in the morning and youâve got the breakfast of champions.â

He managed to return her smile, although he kept one hand tight on the doorknob and the other gripping the container of cinnamon rolls like it was loaded with C-4 ready to blow.

âThis was nice,â she said. âSee? We donât have to throw away a perfectly good friendship just becauseâ¦â

Her voice trailed off and she blushed a little.

He closed his eyes. âBecause I canât spend sixty seconds near you without wanting to smear Angieâs frosted cinnamon rolls from your head to your toes and then lick it off inch by slow, delicious inch?â

She gulped and her eyes darted to the rolls, then to his mouth, then back to the pastries. With a defeated groan, he threw the box on the counter and grabbed for her, shoving the door closed with his foot.

He devoured her mouth, tasting cinnamon and coffee and a lingering hint of rosemary. Her lips parted and he dipped his tongue inside, sliding along the length of hers. She made a sexy little sound and buried her hands in his hair, pulling him closer, and he lost his grip on the last tangled thread of his shredded calm.

The kiss was wild, heated, tongues and lips and teeth, full of all the pent-up frustration and longing of the past two weeks.

Somehow through the urgent ache, he held on to one semirational thought, that he couldnât leave her standing here when her leg was in a cast. If he wanted to continue kissing herâand did he!âhe would have to move her to a more comfortable position.

Without breaking the connection of their mouths, he scooped her up into his arms. She gasped a little but didnât pull awayâinstead, she wrapped her arms around his neck and held on as he carried her through the kitchen and into the family room.

He lowered her to the sofa, but she didnât release her hold around his neck and he had no choice but to follow her down, careful even in the midst of the wild hunger scorching through him to take care with her injuries.

They kissed for a long time, stretched out side by side on her sofa while the old house shifted and settled around them. He lost track of everything but her softness and heat, the welcome of her mouth, of her body.

âI havenât been able to think about anything else but this for two weeks,â she murmured against his mouth. âI dreamed about you every night and hated waking up alone and aching.â

He closed his eyes while the silky heat of her words slid down his spine like the flick of her finger.

What was he supposed to say to that? She might have dreamed about it for a few weeks, but heâd been thinking about her for years.

He kissed her, overwhelmed all over again that Claire Tatum Bradford was here, in his arms, kissing him as if she couldnât get enough.

That sentiment he certainly shared. None of this was enough. He should have known it wouldnât be. He wanted more, he wanted their bodies tangled together, he wanted to lose himself in the sweetness of her skin, every lush curve and angle.

He eased up on one elbow, entranced by the fluttery pulse at the base of her neck. Thinking only to steal a taste, he dipped his head and flicked his tongue there. She gasped and arched her back a little. The cotton of her shirt was soft, warm from her body, as his fingers moved to the first button and worked it free, revealing more of that delectable lace of her bra underneath. Taking a chance, he unbuttoned the next one down, leaving the shirt only fastened by two or three buttons near the bottom.

His body was hard and heavy with need as he brushed his mouth along the slope of her breast above the lace. The scent of her here intoxicated him, strawberries and wildflowers, and he wanted to sink his face into her skin, drunk with her.

She made a tiny sound of arousal and he slid his mouth to the edge of lace, licking and tasting as he went.

âMore,â she murmured, her voice low and throaty, and with one hand she worked the fastenings of her front-clasp bra and pulled the sides away.

The world receded, everything else fading to nothing except for Claire and this moment and the surge of his blood.

He dragged his gaze away from those alluring curves and found her watching him with a shadow of nerves in her eyes. âIâm thirty-six and Iâve had two children. Just keep that in mind,â she whispered, a hint of color dusting her cheekbones.

âYouâre beautiful,â he growled. âLook at me. Iâm shaking, youâre so beautiful.â

He lowered his head and kissed first one peak and then the other, then he took his time there, flicking a tongue over the rosy nipple, tasting and exploring.

She made that sexy little sound again and gripped his head, holding him in place, her body shifting restlessly on the sofa.

When he couldnât think straight another moment, he slid his hands across her abdomen, loving the way the muscles there contracted under his touch. He needed to touch her, to feel wet, silky heat. He slid a hand to the waistband of her skirt, but just before he would have worked the buttons free, she shifted restlessly and he caught a flash of navy blue.

Her cast.

The sight of that hard, bulky casing on her leg hit him like a bucket of snow dumped over his head.

He sat up abruptly, his breathing ragged and his heart racing and his body just about howling with frustration.

âWhatâs wrong?â she asked, her eyes huge and slightly unfocused.

He scrubbed his face. âIâ¦ We canât do this.â

She blinked a little and he thought he had never seen anything as beautiful as Claire half reclined on her sofa, tousled and undone, her lips swollen and her gorgeous full breasts white and lovely in the lamplight.

âYou have a broken leg and a broken arm. I donât want to hurt you.â

âYouâre a creative guy. Iâm sure you can come up with some clever way to work around them.â She gave a tiny, sensual smile. âThose arenât the critical regions anyway.â

All those delectable curves, that luscious expanse of skin, made him want to whimper.

âI canât, Claire. Right this moment, Iâve never wanted anything more in my life. You areâ¦everything.â

âThen why stop?â

He sighed. âHavenât we been through this a few dozen times? I donât think either of us wants to face the consequences.â

Her smile faded and after a moment, she grabbed the edges of her shirt and tugged them together. She eased up a little higher on the sofa. âWhy do there have to be consequences?â

âBecause thatâs who you are, Claire. A woman who needs, I donât know, some kind of a commitment before she takes such a step.â

âMaybe I donât want to be that woman anymore,â she said a little wildly. âIâve been alone for two years. Maybe Iâd like to be the kind of woman who wears something besides boring white underwear. Who makes love under the stars orâ¦or who lets a man lick whipped cream off her.â

âYou are. You absolutely should do and be those things. Just not with me,â he said quietly, although the thought of her with another man gutted his insides worse than a prison shank.

He forced himself to rise and move away from the sofa, away from all her sweetness and warmth. âClaire, I feel things for you Iâve never felt for another woman. Never wanted to feel. The truth is, Iâm more than halfway in love with you. I think I have been since I was too stupid to know the prettiest girl in town would one day grow into a smart, kind, incredibly sexy woman.â

She stared at him and he saw a hundred emotions flit across her expressive eyes. Shock and uncertainty and the remnants of that hunger. And, he thought, a sharp flare of joy, quickly hidden. âRileyââ

âI love you, Claire. But despite how incredible I know it could be between us, not thisââ he gestured to the sofa ââbut all of it, some part of me can still only think about running, just like my old man did. Like Iâve always done when anyone gets too close. I wonât hurt you like that. I canât.â

âWhat do you think youâre doing right now?â she asked, her voice low and filled with pain. âDo you think I would be here with you like this if I didnât care about you, too, Riley? I havenât been with another man in my entire life except my ex-husband. My plan was to wait until the kids were a little older and things were more settled before I even thought aboutâ¦about letting another man into my heart. And then you came home and everything changed.â

He had never hated himself as much as he did in that moment, never wanted so desperately to be a different kind of man.

He wanted to tell his conscience to screw off so he could just take what he wanted. But the images of all the women heâd failed in his life seemed to be crowding his brain, starting with Lisa Redmond, pregnant and scared at sixteen. He thought of Oscar Ayalaâs chica, killed in front of him while he did nothing, of his sisters and his mother.

Of Layla.

If he did this, indulged himself in her arms and her body, Claire would expect things. That was the kind of woman she was. The hell of it was, he wanted to give her those things. He had a crazy vision of living with her here in this house, of helping her raise her children, of cuddling in bed at night while the January snows blew under the eaves and piled up on the driveway.

That picture seemed rosy and wonderful right now, but how long would it take for him to start panicking and edging toward the door?

Better to just do it now before he could do serious damage.

âI canât, Claire. Iâm sorry. So sorry.â

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FOR ABOUT TEN SECONDS after the front door closed behind Riley, Claire sat clutching the edges of her shirt, stunned and achy and still trying to cope with the jarring shift from delicious heat to this icy, terrible cold.

What just happened here? She drew in a shaky breath and tried to button her shirt with fingers that trembled. After a moment she stopped with a frustrated cry and just whipped the whole thing off and picked the soft knit throw off the back of the sofa. She huddled in it, shirtless, limbs trembling.

Hot tears burned her eyelids, but she refused to let them escape. Damn him. Oh, damn Riley McKnight straight to whatever hell that had spawned him for doing this to her. How could he tell her he loved her with one breath and then walk out the door without looking back again, leaving her lost and reeling?

Itâs not you, itâs me. He hadnât said it in so many words, but his meaning had been the same. She wasnât buying it. She felt old and desiccated, about as appealing as a frost-killed flower garden.

Covering her face in her hands, she rocked for a minute there on the sofa, aching and more lonely than sheâd been one single moment since her divorce.

The worst part of all of this? She was in love with the idiot. Somehow Rileyâwith his solid strength and his blasted charm and his innate ability to make her laughâhad slipped into her heart, filling all those cold, empty corners.

What was she supposed to do now?

Those tears pressed harder and she wanted nothing so much as to give in to them, just sprawl here on this sofa and weep and sob and rail against him.

Chester chose that moment to nudge her leg with his nose. His eyes drooped at her with such empathetic sorrow that, conversely, she gave a shaky laugh and buried her face in his warm, furry neck.

For some strange reason, Claire suddenly remembered that silly horoscope sheâd read the morning after her store was robbed, minutes before Riley came back into her life.

Fun and excitement heading her way. Thatâs what the thing had claimed.

Stupid freaking horoscope.

Right now she was pretty sure she would prefer to spend the rest of her life staring down excruciating monotony if it meant she could avoid this agonizing sense of loss for something sheâd never had in the first place.

CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

THIS WAS WORKING. SOMEHOW, despite the crazy hours, the logistical nightmare, the conflicts and confusion, they had managed to pull it off.

By 3:00 p.m. the Saturday of what would have been Layla Parkerâs birthday, it was apparent the townâs first-ever Giving Hope Day was an overwhelming success.

Claire sat at a worktable outside the community center with her leg propped up on a crate and her hands deep in dirt, transplanting flowers donated by the nursery into containers.

They couldnât have asked for better weather. Someone had definitely been smiling on them. It had rained on and off the previous week and she had been praying they could escape another storm. Much to her relief, only a few high, puffy clouds marred the vast blue perfection of the Colorado sky. The June afternoon was lovely, warm and sunny and beautiful, the mountains a brilliant, gorgeous, snow-topped green.

The scent of dirt and petunias and the sharp, sweet tang of pine mingled on the breeze. It smelled fresh and new and, corny as it sounded, rich with hope.

Vehicles had been coming and going all day from the community center, which had become command central. Even though sheâd witnessed the endless stream of people all day, she still couldnât believe the turnout. Everywhere sheâd been today, the crowds had overwhelmed her. Seniors wielded paintbrushes alongside teenagers at the high school as they repainted the flaking old bleachers. Little kids carried tools and nails and water bottles for their parents as they worked to build a new playground on land donated byâsurprise!âgrouchy Harry Lange. Inside the community center, a dozen quilts at a time had been set up for gnarled hands to tie for the childrenâs hospital in Denver and Claire had even seen two sworn enemies, Frances Redmond and Evelyn Coletti, smile tentatively at each other as they snipped yarn.

She smiled at the memory, pulling out another plant start from the flat on the worktable. She rotated her shoulder, aching everywhere, but it was the kind of satisfied exhaustion she loved.

She couldnât regret any of it, not the long hours of preparation, not the paperwork, not the sleepless nights of worry.

The day wasnât over yetâthe dinner and auction were still several hours awayâbut even without that, she thought maybe the goals of she and the others planning this day had been met. The people of Hopeâs Crossing were talking to each other more, reaching out to neighbors, working together to lift and help those in need.

The Angel of Hope, whoever it might be, must be smiling right about now.

She picked up the trowel, savoring the feel of it in her unencumbered hand. Three days after her cast had been removed, she still felt strange without it. Although she was a long way from regaining full use of her arm, at least the skin had lost a little of that shriveled, puckered look.

She was setting in the last start of this container and packing down the dirt when a voice spoke behind her.

âThis is a good thing youâve done for Hopeâs Crossing.â

Claire jerked her head around with a little cry of happiness.

âKatherine!â She instinctively reached to hug her friend, forgetting all about her grimy hands.

âOh, dear,â she said when she pulled her hands away and saw the dirt streaks she left on the older womanâs pale peach sweater set. âIâm sorry. I wasnât thinking. Now youâre all dirty.â

âIt will wash. Donât worry. It was never one of my favorites.â

Claire gave a rueful smile, shaking her head. Katherine never changed. If someone burned down her house, she would probably claim she had been thinking about moving anyway.

âHow wonderful to see you!â Claire exclaimed. âI never expected you to make it, with everything you have going on. Howâs Taryn?â

Katherineâs normally graceful features looked haggard, the lines etched a little deeper. Her hair was a few weeks past needing a color and trim and Claire wished she could bustle her away right now to a hair salon for a quick pick-me-up.

âThings arenât going as well as weâd hoped, to be frank,â Katherine said. âI guess we had some quixotic idea that once she finally started to come out of the coma a few weeks ago, things would quickly turn around.â

Claire and Alex had visited the hospital in Denver the day after that last devastating encounter with Riley two weeks earlier and both of them had been heartened to see Tarynâs eyes open, although the girl had still been largely unresponsive. She had wanted to visit again, but pinning down all the necessary details for this daylong event had sapped her time and her energy.

All that seemed unimportant now. She should have made the effort, figured out some way to make it happen. A visit would have been a much better pick-me-up than a hair color, especially if Katherine had been struggling with this discouragement on her own.

âI thought she was improving.â

âEvery day is still a struggle.â Katherineâs elegant chin wobbled briefly and she made an obvious effort for control. âIâm afraid weâll soon have to accept sheâs never going to be our same Taryn.â

âOh, Katherine.â She squeezed her friendâs fingers, sad all over again at how one single moment could change so many lives. As devastating as the accident had been for Maura and her familyâlosing a child must bring unimaginable painâKatherine and her son, Brodie, had endured setback after setback in Tarynâs painstakingly slow recovery, measuring each moment in tiny little steps.

âMaybe she wonât ever be the same Taryn,â Claire said carefully. âBut sheâs tough. Iâm still praying youâll all come through this.â

âThank you, my dear.â Katherine smiled and finally released her fingers and stepped back. âYou and the others have certainly been busy.â

âItâs been a wonderful day so far.â

âWe needed this. A reminder that no matter how difficult our own journey, sometimes the only thing that can ease our path is to stop for a while and gather strength by lifting someone elseâs burden.â

Claire nodded. âYou and Mary Ella have taught me that lesson well over the years.â

âHand me that extra trowel there and that six-pack of alyssum.â

Claire wanted to argue that Katherine wasnât dressed for it, in her cream trousers and pastel twinset. But because she had already ruined the other womanâs sweaterâand it âwasnât her favorite anywayââClaire doubted Katherine would listen.

She handed Katherine the trowel and the six-pack. âIâve got an extra pair of gloves around here somewhere. Give me a minute to find them.â

âNo, donât bother. I think I need to stand in the sunshine and get my hands dirty today.â

Although Claireâs heart ached, she smiled. The two of them worked side by side in companionable silence and she thought she could see a little more sadness and tension leave the other womanâs features with every passing moment.

Katherine finally spoke when she was adding the last plant to the container. âI do think itâs a wonderful thing youâve done, but you shouldnât have worked so hard. Youâre still healing yourself.â

âWhat were you just saying about losing your pain in lifting someone else? I needed this, too.â

She never would have dreamed how much she would need the solace and comfort. If not for the myriad details she had to deal with, she probably would have fallen completely apart after everything that happened with Riley.

âAnyway,â she went on, âI only came up with the idea and then everybody else has just taken off with it. Itâs been truly heartwarming to see the town come together.â

âI miss Hopeâs Crossing,â Katherine said. âEveryone is very kind at the hospital in Denver and at the apartment building downtown where weâve rented a place so we can be close to the hospital, but itâs not the same as being home. This whole thing has taken a toll on Brodie, I can tell you that. My son has never been the most patient man. Heâs too much like his father was in that respect.â

Claire had generally found Katherineâs son to be cool and disapproving. How such a warm and generous woman could produce such a son mystified her. She didnât wonder that Brodie was struggling with a daughter who might end up permanently disabled from the accident.

She opened her mouth to answer, but the words died when she saw a familiar silver extended-cab pickup truck pull into the parking lot, its bed filled with lumber.

Whatever she had been about to say flew out of her head as Riley climbed out of the cab. She hadnât seen him since that night and she braced herself against the pain she knew was stupid and useless.

He turned in their direction but seemed to stop short when he saw her. After a pause, he continued toward them without once meeting her gaze.

âKatherine, hello.â He pulled the older woman into his arms and kissed her cheek. When he set her away, they shared an awkward moment when under normal circumstances he might have greeted Claire the same way. Instead, he gave her a strained sort of smile and shoved his hands in his back pockets. âClaire.â

âRiley,â she murmured, and plucked a hapless dracaena out of the flat.

âUh, I think weâre done at the playground. Weâve got some extra supplies and somebody at the site said to bring them back here.â

Oh, she missed him. Everything inside her wanted to jump into his arms, to wrap her arms around his neck and hold on tight.

For two weeks, she had told herself each morning she could get through this. Sheâd survived a divorce, the dissolution of a ten-year marriage to her childhood sweetheart. She could certainly get over Riley McKnight when theyâd shared only a few kisses.

So why did her throat ache, her eyes sting?

She cleared her throat. âUm, right. Weâve temporarily created a pile where people can donate unused building materials to anyone who might need something for a project. A clearinghouse kind of thing. Itâs on the side of the community center, by the Dumpster. Do you need me to round somebody up to help you unload it?â

âIâve got it, thanks. See you, ladies.â

He climbed back into his pickup and backed up, then headed for the other side of the parking lot to start clearing out the lumber from his truck.

Claire gazed after him as long as she dared before forcing herself to turn back to her planter. After a moment of continued silence, she looked up and winced when she found Katherine watching her closely, an expression of curiosity and compassion in her eyes.

âIâm sorry things arenât going well for our new chief of police. It makes me so angry that certain people are so wrapped up in their own agendas and ambitions that they donât want to give him a chance.â

She dearly hoped none of her naked longing was obvious in her expression. âWhy do you say that? What have you heard?â

âOh, this and that. I havenât completely let my responsibilities on the city council lapse, you know. I came back last night for the city council meeting and we went into closed session to discuss a few personnel issues. There are a few voices who think we ought to part ways with Chief McKnight when his probationary period is over at the end of this month.â

âJ. D. Nyman among them.â

âIt doesnât help that his brother is also on the city council. Or that Riley is at the top of the mayorâs you-know-what list right now.â

Claire knew Mayor Beaumont was doing his best to get Charlie cleared of all charges, something everyone else in town except William Beaumont knew wasnât going to happen.

âItâs not fair! Riley cares about the people of this town and is a good police chief.â

âRelax, Claire. I agree with you.â

âHe has done nothing wrong.â

She realized she was crushing the poor dracaena and relaxed her fingers. If she were being truthful, sometimes late at night she thought it might be easier if Riley did end up leaving town. At least then she wouldnât have to worry about the chance encounter at the grocery store or the gas stationâbut she didnât want to see him go like this.

âThis is small-town politics and nothing more,â Katherine said. âA few people have grudges for things that happened years ago and theyâve been whispering in the ear of some of the council members whose memories might not be that long.â

âWhere do things stand?â

âSo far the vote is three to two in favor of keeping him. The mayor can only step in when itâs a split voteâif we have someone whoâs absent or chooses to abstain, which is why I left my granddaughterâs hospital bed to make sure I didnât miss the meeting.â

âDoes Riley know?â Claire asked, risking another glance over at his silver pickup.

âIâm sure the rumors have reached him by now.â

If he hadnât made it so plain that he didnât want to talk to her, she would have tried to at least offer words of encouragement, to let him know she supported him no matter what.

The whole thing left her terribly sad and feeling helpless.

âWhere are you planning to put the planters?â Katherine asked.

âAlong Main Street, on those hooks on the lamp-posts they put up a few years ago, you know, where they put flags for the summer music festival and the art fair. Weâre going to stagger them on every other lamppost.â

âTheyâll be lovely, Claire. Really beautiful.â

A few other men had stepped in to help Riley unload his truck and she watched him carry the last load of lumber and set it on the pile. A moment later, his pickup backed out of the space and he turned around to leave. She watched for a moment, then jerked her attention back to the work.

âDo you plan to stay in town long for the dinner and benefit tonight?â she asked Katherine.

âYes. Brodie is staying in Denver with Taryn this weekend. I promised him I would represent the family for him. Is everything ready? Mary Ella tells me youâve made an exquisite necklace and earring set. And I heard the news that Ruth is actually putting Hope Van Duranâs silver necklace up for bid. I was stunned. Iâm definitely planning to take my checkbook.â

âHereâs hoping everyone else in town decides to do the same thing,â she said.

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âHASNâT THIS JUST BEEN the best day ever?â

Riley looked down at his mother in his arms as they danced to the string combo in the corner of the Silver Strike Hotel ballroom, playing a particularly nice arrangement of âIâve Got You Under My Skin.â

Mary Ella looked lovely, although she still had dark shadows under her eyes and a few more strands of silver in her hair, reflecting the twinkling lights overhead.

She wore a satiny blue dress he thought he remembered from the big birthday party a few years ago the family threw at Lilaâs place in Malibu for her and her twin sister, Rose. Lila was divorced and a hotshot businesswoman in California, while Rose had married a successful dermatologist and moved to Utah several years ago, where the population was young and the skin apparently lousy.

âItâs a lovely night following a beautiful day,â Mary Ella said.

âHow could it not be lovely when I get to dance with the prettiest girl in Hopeâs Crossing?â he said, earning only an eye roll in response.

âItâs true,â he protested. âYouâve still got it, you know.â

She smiled a little, her fingers tightening in his. âYouâre very sweet to say so, son.â

âIâm serious, Mom.â It seemed a night for questions somehow. Anything to distract him from mooning over Claire. Every time he turned around, she seemed to be directly in his line of vision. She was exquisite in a backless black cocktail dress that set off her lush curves.

As he turned his mother on the dance floor, he caught sight of Claire near the dais being set up for the auction, straightening the cloth on the table, for heavenâs sake. As if no one else in the room could take care of that detail.

All evening, she had been in perpetual motion. He wondered if sheâd had a chance to get off her walking cast for even five measly minutes. He would have liked to grab her and make her sit down somewhere for a breather, but had to remind himself Claireâs typical overexertions were none of his damn business.

He jerked his attention away and focused on his dance partner. âMa, why didnât you ever marry again after Dad left? You had to have had offers.â

He rarely brought up that dark time in their lives after James McKnight left. He would rather forget the whole thing, even though, like a bad patch of stink-weed, it permeated every part of their lives.

Mary Ella looked surprised at the question. âNot as many as all that, but yes, I had a few chances.â

âWhy not take one?â

âI could ask the same of you. Youâre thirty-three years old, Riley. Donât you think itâs time you stopped acting like youâre still in a fraternity somewhere?â

He didnât miss her abrupt change of subject. It was a tactic he employed often when interrogating a subject, but he was no more immune to it than the dumbest criminal.

âUnfair,â he said automatically. âIâve been in Hopeâs Crossing two months now and I havenât dated anyone.â

âClaire doesnât count?â

He missed a step and barely avoided stomping on his motherâs foot. âHow did youâ¦ Iâm not dating Claire.â

âToo late. Youâre not as slick as you think you are. Iâve seen the way you look at her.â

âYouâre imagining things, you crazy old bat,â he said with what he hoped was a casual grin. If he made a joke, maybe she wouldnât notice the heat he could feel rising up his neck. âYou must need your bifocals checked.â

She pinched the back of his neck.

âOw!â

âThatâs for being disrespectful to your mother.â She pinched him again. âAnd thatâs for whatever you did to hurt our Claire.â

âWho says I did anything?â

âI say. Youâre the reason sheâs got that lost look in her eyes these days, arenât you? Drat you, James Riley. What were you thinking? Claire isnât one of your stupid California bimbos.â

âI know that. Believe me, I know,â he said in a low voice.

His mother stared at him, eyes narrowed. He tried to look away, but she must have seen something in his eyes because she stopped moving, just stood stock-still right there on the dance floor.

She gripped his face in her hand and looked into his eyes and he couldnât look away, although he was grimly aware all the misery eating away his insides must be right there for the world to see.

âYouâre in love with her. Oh, sweet heavens.â

âNo,â he said quickly and pulled his face away. âSo are we done dancing? The music is not quite over.â

He should have just pulled a double shift, as heâd wanted to. That had been his master plan, but Katherine Thorne had basically ordered him here to make an appearance. Did the half hour he had been here already cover any political obligation he might have?

âWhat did you do to her?â his mother asked, a voice loud enough they were starting to draw attention.

âNothing,â he insisted. âAbsolutely nothing. Can we talk about this another time?â

âNo, I want to know what you did. Did I actually raise my son to be that big of an idiot that he wouldnât recognize a woman like Claire for the best thing that ever happened to him? Yes, she might be a bit older than your usual ditzes, but that only gives her a depth and maturity. Sheâs smart, sheâs beautiful, sheâs compassionate. What else do you need, for heavenâs sake?â

âMa, please stop. I agree. Claire is wonderful. You donât think I know that? Sheâs perfectâ¦and Iâm not.â

She stared at him for a long moment, her eyes wide and slightly stricken.

âRileyââ

âJust give it a rest, Ma, okay? Thanks for the dance.â

He walked her to the edge of the dance floor, gave her a brief hug and then walked away before she could say any of the arguments he could see brewing in the green eyes he had inherited.

He had to get out of here. The crowd and the music pressed in on him and he was desperate for fresh air. He headed out the double doors into the lobby of the resort and kept going through the massive carved outside doors.

The cool mountain air was fresh and sweet. No matter where he eventually ended up, that particular scentâsage and pine and wildernessâwould always mean home.

The jazz music was still audible out here, though muted. Riley took a deep breath, wishing suddenly for a cigarette. He hadnât smoked since his rebellious teens and had no intention of ever starting again, but once in a great while the fierce craving for that nicotine rush hit him like a fist to the gut.

A thin blur of smoke drifted to him. Cigar. An expensive one. Apparently someone else had the same craving.

He turned his head, squinting into the shadows. He saw only a dark shape there and the red glow of the cigar until the other man stepped into the light from the chandelier of entwined elk antlers that hung from the massive log support beam overhead.

âMcKnight,â Harry Lange greeted, his voice gruff and the cigar clamped between his teeth.

âMr. Lange,â he said just as curtly. He wasnât in the mood to be polite, especially not to the sour bastard who owned half the town, including this resort. He should just keep walking, maybe stroll around the hotel perimeter just to make sure Langeâs security was up to par. He started to take a step, but the other man spoke before he could.

âBig turnout.â

Riley sighed. He couldnât be rude, much as he would like to. âIâm surprised to see you here.â

Harry harrumphed. âWhy? Because I think most of the people in this town have shit for brains?â

Riley couldnât help his small smile. Was it because Harry Lange had more money than God that turned him so contrary or had he been that way even before the real estate deals that had cemented his fortune?

âYeah, something like that. I didnât think you were generally part of the town social scene.â

Harry puffed his cigar. âSeems like a good cause, a memorial for that dead girl. I figured I might bid on the Sarah Colville painting. Iâve got a couple of hers already. Iâd like to add a few more to my collection, but for some reason she refuses to sell me any more, at least not directly. I figure this is a good way to pick one up on the cheap. People around here donât know quality when it bites them on the ass and I figure Iâve got deeper pockets than anyone else in town. It will probably be a steal.â

Using a benefit auction to hunt for bargains. Definitely sounded like a Harry Lange tactic. The man had turned being unpleasant into an art form. He remembered suddenly that Claire had told him Harry and Mary Ella were carrying on some sort of feud. He could easily picture Lange holding a grudge over anything, no matter how inconsequential, if he were in the mood. But Riley still couldnât wrap his head around the idea that his mother would ever retaliate in kind.

âThe dead girl was one of your sisterâs kids, wasnât she?â

Riley released a heavy breath, picturing Layla, all Goth and attitude.

âYeah. Mauraâs youngest.â

âMaura. Sheâs the one who married that musician, right?â There seemed to be more than normal curiosity in the other manâs voice, although Riley couldnât figure out why Harry Lange would be so interested in his family.

âYeah. Laylaâs father was Chris Parker. The rock star.â

Maura hadnât had the greatest of luck, men-wise. She was another McKnight who struggled in the relationship department. Sheâd gotten pregnant with Sage when she was only seventeen, although sheâd never revealed the fatherâs identity. Whoever the son of a bitch was, heâd never stepped forward to support his kidâjust another reason Riley had been so determined to marry Lisa Redmond when they found out she was pregnant. He had seen how rough things had been on Maura and on Sage. No way would he have put a kid of his through that.

Maura started dating Chris Parker when Sage was three or four, although none of the family had been too sure about the relationship, Riley remembered. At the time, Parkerâs rock band was playing weekend gigs at bars and casinos. Theyâd married, but stayed together just a handful of years, long enough to have Layla, before Parker hit the big time. Maura didnât talk about it, at least not with him, but Riley had a feeling the guy hadnât wanted the burden of a family on his climb to the top.

âI havenât seen your sister around tonight.â

âShe didnât make it,â he said. No way would Maura have been strong enough emotionally for this. She was still lost and grieving and refusing to let anybody try to help.

Harry puffed on his cigar. âI would have thought sheâd at least show up to say thank you, what with everybody going to all this trouble in her kidâs memory.â

He didnât dislike that many people, but for a brief instant, Riley wanted to reach a hand out and shove that cigar right down Harry Langeâs throat. âSheâsâ¦having a rough time,â he managed to say calmly. âRight now she needs to grieve in her own way.â

Harry puffed again. âDo you remember I was there?â he said after a moment. âAt the scene? There wasnât a thing anyone could have done for that girl. She was dead before I even made it to the scene, just a few minutes after the accident. I guess itâs some relief she didnât suffer.â

Was that Harryâs idea of offering his condolences? It was a damn good thing Maura hadnât come. Riley didnât think she would necessarily find that a comfort.

âWhat were you doing out that time of night in the snow when you spied the break-in?â he asked suddenly, a question heâd wondered but never had the chance to ask in all the craziness after.

âWalking my dogs,â Lange said, his voice curt again.

That struck him as both incongruous and rather sad. He knew Lange lived alone in a huge house near here. His wife had died years ago and as far as Riley knew, the man had never remarried. Heâd had a son several years older than Riley whoâd left town just out of high school and rumor was the two of them had come to blows beforehand.

For all his success, the man had no one except some dogs to share it, and had become bitter and reclusive in his old age.

No parallels whatsoever to his own life, Riley assured himself.

âWe should probably go back in,â he said. âThe music has stopped, which means theyâll be starting the auction soon. Youâve got a painting to steal out from everyone else, donât you?â

The old man tipped his cigar, a look of almost amusement in his eyes. âWeâve got time. Theyâll save the good stuff for last. Right now theyâre probably getting ready to auction a quilt or a flower arrangement or some other garbage like that. I hear youâre having a bit of trouble with the city council.â

Riley scratched his eyebrow. He should have walked away when he had the chance. âSo I hear.â

He probably ought to be a little more upset by the apparent wavering of confidence in him by the people who had hired him. He had no doubt he could easily prove himself to the town in time, but the truth was, he couldnât bring himself to care much, especially because he was considering leaving anyway. The last two weeks had been hell, living down the street from Claire, driving past her store on patrol, knowing she was so close but impossibly out of reach.

âI think itâs a bunch of hooey, if you want my opinion,â Lange said. âThat J. D. Nymanâs a pissy little prick and always has been. Stirring up trouble behind a manâs back. What a pansy.â

The words surprised a smile out of him. âManâs got a right to his opinion.â

âI guess.â Lange gave him a long, measuring look before puffing one last time on his cigar stub, then tossing it in the ashtray. âDoesnât mean his opinion holds a drop of water.â

He didnât quite know how to respond to that rather flattering, if unspoken, seal of approval.

âFor what itâs worth, Iâve got no beef with the job youâve done since you came here. I was there that night. I saw you back off the chase and shut down your lights when you realized how slick the road had become. I donât see how anyone can blame you for what happened.â

âIâ¦ Thank you.â

âUnlike J. D. Nymanâs, my opinion does matter around here. One of the few benefits of being the richest man in town. People tend to listen when I open my yap. You want me to, I can make it clear to those boneheads on the city council I still think youâre the right man for the job. That should shut them up.â

Riley scrambled for an answer. âUh, while I appreciate the offer, to tell the truth Iâm beginning to think this job might not be the best fit for me after all. Maybe it would be better all the way around if I just saved the city council the trouble and paperwork of firing me.â

Harryâs expression was scathing. âYour mother must be so proud to know she raised her only son to be a quitter, running away like a little girl at the first sign of trouble.â

Oh, right. Now he remembered why Harry Lange was so universally disliked. âWhatâs the shame in admitting I may have made a mistake?â he said stiffly. âMaybe Iâm just not sure the life of a small-town police chief is right for me.â

Over the other manâs shoulder, he saw through the wide windows that the auction had started. He didnât recognize the auctioneer who had taken to the dais and was now holding what appeared to beâas Lange has predictedâa quilt with a big multicolored star in the middle.

Claire stood on the edge of the dais, apparently helping to organize the order of the auction items. Through the window, he could see her smile at something one of the other assistants said and something hard lodged in his chest. He couldnât do this. He had spent his boyhood watching and wanting her. Why put himself through that as an adult?

âMaybe it would be better for everybody if I just stepped down and let Hopeâs Crossing find a police chief whoâs a better fit.â

At Langeâs continued silence, Riley finally turned and found the man watching him with uncomfortable perception. His gaze flicked between Riley and the auction inside and then back to Riley.

âAah.â

Riley glowered. âWhat the hell does that mean, aah?â

âNothing, kid. Nothing.â

âNo, tell me. Youâre the one who said your opinion was so damn important around here. Iâd like to know.â

âPretty girl, that Claire Tatum.â

âBradford,â he corrected.

Harry made a dismissive sort of noise as if her ten-year marriage meant nothing. âHer mother can be a pistol, but Claireâs one of the nicest people in town. Genuinely nice, not just-because-youâre-loaded nice.â

Riley had no answer to that. This was not making him feel better, although he doubted that was Harryâs intention anyway. Why did the guy think anything about Claire mattered to him? First his mother guessed his feelings for her, now a virtual stranger. Was he wearing a frigging sign?

âGuess itâs a good thing youâre leaving, now that I think on it. Stupid asshole like you doesnât deserve a nice girl like that.â

Why, again, was he standing here listening to a crazy old man? âNever mind. I donât want your opinion after all.â

âThatâs because you know itâs the truth. She deserves better than an idiot with one foot already out the door. Iâm going to give you a little advice, kid.â

âPlease, donât hold back.â

Harry ignored his sarcasm. âMost people would say Iâve got everything I could ever want. Fancy house, priceless artwork, enough money to buy and sell most of the town. But I can tell you this. Regret makes a bitter companion. Think hard about what youâre giving up. Thatâs all.â He straightened. âNow if youâre done yakking at me, Iâve got a painting to buy.â

With an abrupt pivot, he turned and headed back into the hotel, leaving Riley standing alone with the echo of his words mingling with the sounds of the auction as the doors opened and then closed behind him.

Riley stared out at the night and the dark shadows of the mountains. Think hard about what youâre giving up.

Only everything he had never admitted he wanted.

This town. Home, family.

Claire.

Lange was right. He was an idiot.

His father had thrown everything away to selfishly go after his own dreams. How the hell was Riley any better than that? He was throwing away his dreamsâthe chance of a wonderful, joy-filled life here with the woman he lovedâbecause he didnât trust himself not to turn into his father. He was not James McKnight. He never had been. Suddenly Riley knew without question that he would cut off his arm before he walked away from his obligations to pursue his own selfish desires, as his father had done.

He was in no danger of becoming like the man. He had spent nearly the last twenty years proving it. That fear was only one more excuse, a convenient rationalization to avoid allowing himself to be vulnerable. He was afraid of failing, of reaching out to grasp everything he had ever wanted for fear that he would screw up everything.

He had told Claire he didnât want to hurt her. The bald truth was, he was more afraid of this tenderness inside him, this overwhelming need to be with her, to watch her smile, to become a better person just because she thought he could.

Why should he fear it? Claire offered peace and comfort. Every time he was with her, life seemed brighter and richer.

He had told her he didnât want to cause her more pain. He would hurt her by walking away, just as James McKnight had done. Why would he do such a stupid, self-destructive thing when everything he wanted was right here?

CHAPTER NINETEEN

THE PLACE WAS PACKED. He couldnât see an empty chair anywhere. Claire must be thrilled at the turnout. At this rate, maybe they could raise enough green for two or three scholarships.

With nowhere to sit, Riley leaned a shoulder against the back wall to watch. He scanned the crowd, only half listening to the bidding going on for some kind of antique necklace. He could see his sister Angie and her husband, holding hands and looking easy and sweet together. His mother sat with Ruth and Katherine near the front and it looked like sheâd already bid on something, judging by the package on her lap. Alex was there with some guy he didnât know.

There were a couple of seats, he finally noticed, near Mayor and Mrs. Beaumont. Nervy of them to come, he thought, when they were trying to extricate their son from the consequences of his actionsâone of which resulted in the death of the girl the town had come together to honor.

Was it a coincidence that the two of them sat slightly apart from the crowd? Laura Beaumont looked as composed and distant as always in what looked like a designer dress, her makeup perfect, a flashy piece of bling around her neck. The two sat side by side, not even brushing shoulders and when she turned briefly in his direction, he saw dark circles under her eyes her makeup couldnât completely conceal.

He had been so frustrated with the mayor these past few weeks that this unexpected pang of sympathy took him completely by surprise. Yeah, the man was handling the situation completely wrong, but Laura and William must be heartsick, seeing their sonâs future implode.

Kids put their parents through hell. He certainly had. It was a wonder his own mother was willing to still talk to him after all his crap.

âCome on,â the auctioneer was saying. âRemember, this is a part of Hopeâs Crossing history, made from silver taken out of the original Silver Strike lode.â

Riley turned his attention to the auction and saw the bid was for a flimsy filigree necklace on a velvet-covered form.

âYou have the chance to take home a piece of history here, folks. Bid is two thousand dollars. Do I hear twenty-one? Twenty-one? No? Going once, going twice, sold to number seventy-five for two thousand dollars. Sir, you may come up and collect your item and provide your information to our lovely assistants.â

Holly Bradford jumped up with a little squeal and hugged her husband, then the two of them headed to the side of the dais, where Claire now stood holding the necklace. He was close enough that he could see her expression. Her mouth seemed tight and he thought he saw a glimmer of sadness in her eyes, but he wasnât sure whether it was a trick of the lighting, especially when she smiled graciously enough when Holly gave her a giggling hug.

He couldnât hear their interaction but he could guess, especially when Holly turned around, leaving Claire to fasten the necklace on her.

That cheerful smile never left her features even amid her ex-husbandâs younger wifeâs excitement, and Rileyâs throat constricted. In that moment, he loved Claire so fiercely that he couldnât breathe around it.

âOur last piece of jewelry of the evening is this exquisite handmade piece created by the organizer of todayâs incredibly successful event, our very own Claire Bradford. Folks, letâs give her another round of applause.â

Riley clapped the loudest and Claire slanted a look toward him. Their eyes met for a long moment, hers guarded, his solemn. Something significant passed between them, unspoken but intense.

When she turned away, she was blushingâand he was determined to take her from here as soon as he could.

The auctioneer picked up the necklace, also displayed on a velvet jewelry form. He didnât know anything about beading but even he could see the piece was exquisite, a tangle of color that gleamed brilliantly in the ballroom lights, anchored by a stunning rose-colored heart.

âClaire tells me this is made out of precious and semiprecious gems, each of which can be found in the mountains of Colorado. Weâve got aquamarine, the state gem of Colorado, as well as topaz and tourmaline. She estimates about a hundred hours of work went into thisâand keep in mind, this was all done while the designer and creator had a broken arm.â

The crowd applauded again and Claire gave an embarrassed but pleased smile.

âClaire calls this piece the Heart of Hope. Fitting, donât you think? Letâs start the bidding at a hundred dollars. Anyone?â

Riley looked at the necklace gleaming there in the light and then he turned to the woman he loved, whose strength and beauty would always outshine anything else.

He smiled, knowing just what he had to do. He stepped forward and raised his hand. âTwenty-five hundred dollars,â he called out.

All eyes turned to him and a few people gasped. He didnât care about anyone else or about how foolish he felt bidding on a necklace. He only cared about Claire. Her expression was stunned, her eyes huge and her mouth slightly open. After a moment she swallowed, the look of shock changing to something else, something bright and glittery.

âOkay.â The auctioneer hesitated for only a beat. âNow thatâs what Iâm talking about, folks. The new chief of police starts things out right. The bid is twenty-five hundred, do I hear twenty-seven-fifty?â

âThree thousand,â a gruff voice called out.

Riley spun around and found his competitor was Harry Lange, the old bastard. The guy gave him an annoying smirk and Riley wished again heâd shoved that stogie down his throat.

âThirty-five,â Riley said immediately.

âThirty-seven-fifty,â Lange countered.

âFour,â Riley said. Oh, he was in it now. He knew Harry had no desire for the necklace, he was only goading him on. He didnât know what Harry was playing at and at this point he didnât care. He had finally figured out just what treasure he had been about to throw away and he wasnât letting some grouchy old man yank it out of his hands.

âWeâve got a bid of four thousand. Do I hear forty-five?â

âForty-two-fifty,â Lange said before the words were out.

âForty-two-fifty, going once, going twice.â

âFive,â Riley said quickly.

âDo I hear fifty-two-fifty?â

He waited for the other guy to counter, holding his breath. While Lange might have endless pockets, Riley unfortunately did not. He did have a healthy nest egg he had built through shrewd investments and he had no problem using some of it for this cause. At heart, this was about a scholarship fund in his nieceâs name, not about Claireâs necklace.

The silence seemed to drag on while everybody waited for the little drama to play out.

âFive thousand, going onceâ¦going twiceâ¦â

Lange made a little gesture of defeat to Riley, that smirk still on his features.

âSold, to the new police chief for five thousand dollars. Chief, do you want to come up and collect your item?â

As he made his way to the dais, he heard the swell of whispers, the speculation about why the unattached chief of police would spend five grand on a pretty piece of jewelry.

âThatâs going to look smashing with your badge,â his sister Angie teased as he passed her.

He ignored her and Alexâs narrow-eyed look of suspicion. Out of the corner of his gaze, he caught his motherâs bright, delighted smile, but he didnât return it, focused only on moving forward to reach out for his prize.

He supposed while he was up there, he might as well pick up the necklace, too.

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AS RILEY SEEMED TO MOVE toward her in slow motion, Claire couldnât manage to grab hold of her wildly whirling thoughts.

Five thousand dollars for her necklace! It was outrageous. She had been hoping for a tenth of that and would have been over the moon if it had sold for a thousand. Five! What was Riley doing?

She couldnât hear anything over the pounding of her pulse in her ears as Riley continued moving toward her, his green eyes full of an emotion she couldnât name. He looked delicious in an elegant tux that seemed out of character but absolutely right on him.

She had tried not to stare at him all eveningâwhen heâd been dancing with his mother, when heâd stopped to tease Angie, when he had flirted outrageously with a couple of the older ladies who came to the senior citizen beading group. She couldnât help it if he happened to spend entirely too much time in her line of vision. Purely unintentional, she had told herself.

Now she couldnât seem to look away.

âHi,â he murmured when he was only a few feet away. The auction was continuing on without them. They could have been selling the deed to her house for all she knew or cared right then.

She cleared her throat and worked the fastenings connecting the necklace to the form. âYou paid entirely too much for this.â

âI disagree. Itâs for a good cause.â

Claire was entirely too aware that several people around themâprimarily his family and her motherâwere just as oblivious to the auction still going on, focusing instead on their little drama.

âUm, I have a box for it so you can take it home.â

âIâll just take it now. No box necessary. Thank you.â

He held out a hand and she didnât know what else to do. She handed it to him and couldnât help thinking how incongruous it looked, all those pretty, glittery stones in his masculine fingers.

âTurn around,â he ordered.

She stared. âExcuse me?â

âTurn around so I can put the necklace on you.â

They were drawing even more attention, Claire thought as she stood frozen. Harry Lange, of all people, was giving them a very amused look, as close to smiling as sheâd ever seen him. Strange. Ruth was glaring, no surprise there. Jeff and Holly were both looking baffled, while Katherine and Mary Ella beamed at each other.

âI donât understand,â she finally said.

âWhatâs to understand? I bought it for you.â

âYouâ¦what?â

âItâs yours. It rightfully belongs to you. You named it the Heart of Hope, didnât you?â he said, his voice low. âI figure itâs only proper, then, that it should belong to the person who is actually the Heart of Hopeâs Crossing.â

She stared at him, her heart pounding at the heat in his eyes and the glittery emotion there.

She knew she was blushingâeven more so when he moved behind her and removed the necklace she was wearing, a simple strand of pearls that had seemed to fit her dress better than any of her other pieces. More people had turned in their direction, she saw. Even the auctioneer seemed to sense he had lost the attention of his bidders and he was waiting for the moment to pass before continuing.

Riley fastened the necklace she had made around her neck and she felt the weight of it, cool and smooth.

âThere,â he murmured. âPerfect. Absolutely perfect.â

He wasnât talking about the necklace. Her gaze searched his and she saw a fierce tenderness in his eyes.

He leaned in and kissed her cheek, right there in front of everyone in town.

âYouâre perfect,â he murmured in her ear, so no one else could hear. âAnd now youâve got both of my hearts.â

Claireâs breath left her in a whoosh. She wanted desperately to trust this was real, but how could she? Love wasnât about grand, romantic gestures. It was hard work, it was struggle, it was compromise. It was cleaning up fallen branches after a storm and fixing broken bicycles and taking care of each other.

Much to her relief, the auctioneer made a funny comment and managed to grab attention back to the item currently on the block, the painting Sarah Colville had donated.

âDo you have to finish things up here or can we go somewhere and talk for a minute?â he asked.

Claire looked around at her well-organized committee, who had handled everything so far with competent flair. She could make an excuse, tell him she had too much to do. Some part of her urged her to do just that. He had already hurt her by walking away. What would be different this time?

But then she thought of her misery the past two weeks, the gray pall that seemed to hang over everything, the regret eating at her insides for what they might have had together.

Riley had risked his life in that accident to save her and her children. What kind of coward would she be if she refused to take any sort of risk in return?

âOkay,â she finally answered.

Rileyâs brilliant smile sent hundreds of glittery butterflies fluttering in her stomach.

He took her hand and headed for the door. Claire wobbled along on her cast and the single strappy heel she wore on the other foot, struggling to keep up with him. After a few steps, he must have realized she was having trouble. He stopped, took a careful look at the crowd where a few people still furtively watched them, then he scooped her up, cast and all, her evening dress fluttering over his arm.

She heard a few gasps and titters behind them, but in that moment, Claire didnât care, not with the bubbling laugh pulsing through her.

He was out the door and through the lobby in the time it would have taken her to lodge a protestânot that he would have listened anywayâand then they passed through the wide, carved doors into a cool mountain evening, sparkling with stars.

âThat was quite a romantic gesture, Chief McKnight. Iâm sure you set more than a few hearts aflutter.â

He grinned, looking dark and dangerous and gorgeous, and Claire fell hard for him all over again. âWhat can I say? Iâm a romantic guy.â

âWhere are we going?â

âYouâll see.â

He carried her just a few more feet until they reached a bench angled toward the canyon and the distant gleam of Hopeâs Crossing.

Even though she could hear the distant sounds of the auction, of a few vehicles coming and going from the hotel, they were completely alone here. She shivered a little and Riley instantly removed his tuxedo jacket and slipped it over her.

âClaire,â he murmured. Just that, her name, and then he slid his hands to the lapels of his own jacket, drew her closer and kissed her. She caught her breath and returned the kiss, clutching her hands on his shirt front and probably hopelessly wrinkling it. Oh, heaven. Right here, in his arms. Tears burned her eyes at the sweet ache of it, the slow, easy tenderness of his mouth on hers.

She wanted so desperately to trust him, to trust this, but that little flag of caution waved tentatively for attention and she finally slid away and released her grip on his shirt.

Striving for calm and sanity, she swallowed and drew in a shaky breath. âIâm sorry, Riley. Youâre going to have to catch me up here. Last time we talked, you were telling me all the reasons you werenât good for me.â

âAll still very true.â

âYet here we are.â

He was silent for a long moment, then he reached for her hand. âIâve been informed by more than one person tonight that Iâm a first-class idiot.â

âDonât believe everything you hear,â she whispered.

âIn this case, theyâre right.â He squeezed her fingers. âIâm a cop, Claire. Iâve never turned away from rough situations. I volunteered for every one of my undercover assignments, even though I knew what I would be facing. Iâve been in the middle of hostage standoffs, Iâve had perps try to run me over, I told you I got shot once when a drug deal went bad.â

âYou dived into the icy waters of Silver Strike Reservoir for us.â

He dismissed that with a shrug. âIâd be lying if I said Iâd never been nervous in any of those moments. I know what fear is. Or at least I thought I did.â He paused. âIn all those years on the job, nothing prepared me for this.â

âThis?â

He gazed into her eyes and she held her breath, her chest achy and tight at the emotion there. âComing home and falling in love.â

She stared at him, that tentative joy flailing, trying desperately to fight its way free inside her. âRileyââ

âI love you, Claire. Iâve been fighting it with everything Iâve got since I came back to Hopeâs Crossing, coming up with a hundred reasons why it was crazy to think anything could come of it. All those things made perfect sense. They still do.â

She clamped down hard on that joy and braced herself so she could be ready when he pushed her away again. Instead, he drew her fingers to his mouth and kissed the bead-callused tip of her index finger.

âHereâs the thing, though. No matter how hard I run, I somehow end up right here. Tonight I realized that none of those reasons amounts to anything compared to the regret I know will eat me alive if I run for good. I love you, Claire. Youâre everything Iâve ever dreamed about, all Iâve ever wanted. I want a life with you, here in Hopeâs Crossing.â

She pressed a hand to her mouth. Sheâd never run into a hostage standoff or been shot by a criminal, but she knew plenty about fear. Fear was hearing her father had been murdered by a jealous husband. It was watching her mother slip away into a haze of drugs and alcohol. It was standing by helplessly while her childrenâs secure home life crumbled along with her marriage.

It was wondering if she had the guts to seize this gift he offered.

She drew in another shaky breath. âYour mother once told me that fear and courage are like thunder and lightning. They start out at the same time, itâs just that the fear always hits first. If we wait long enough, the courage we need will be along soon.â

âMy mother is a wise woman. Sheâs one of the ones who told me I was an idiot if I walked away from the best thing that ever happened to me.â

Just like that, any remaining doubt shot into the air and disappeared like glowing embers from a campfire. This was right. She loved this man, this strong, kind, wonderful man who made her feel beautiful and alive.

Cherished.

Just as he had the night of that terrible accident that had changed everything, when he had saved her children and stayed with her, murmuring quiet words of comfort, she suddenly knew Riley McKnight would do everything in his power to take care of her.

Finally she released the happiness her fear had been containing and allowed the joy to burst through her, bright and vibrant. She eased forward and kissed him. âI love you, Riley,â she murmured against his mouth.

He let out a soundâof relief or happiness, she didnât knowâand then he kissed her fiercely, his arms strong and warm around her. âThank you for buying my necklace,â she said after a long moment. âMaking it these last few weeks has been a sort of therapy for me, in a lot of different ways. It would have been hard to see it go.â

âIâve got big plans for that necklace,â he murmured.

âDo you?â

âDonât forget, Iâve got twenty years of Claire fantasies to turn into reality. In the not-very-distant future, I intend to live out a fairly recent one where youâre in my bed wearing nothing but that.â

His words sent a delicious, heady heat pulsing through her. âI think that could probably be arranged. Have I mentioned Iâve been beading a long time? I have lots and lots of necklaces.â

He made a sexy sound in his throat. âYouâre killing me here, Claire.â

They laughed together, but her smile faded at the tenderness in his eyes when he kissed her again.

âYou didnât want to see the other necklace go to Holly, did you?â he asked. âI wish Iâd been in time to bid for that one.â

She stared at him. âI didnât think anyone noticed. I thought I was being so casual and okay about it.â

âNo one else could probably tell it bothered you.â

Did he know her so well, then? she wondered. It was a rather overwhelming thought.

âItâs a family heirloom my mom decided to auction for the benefit,â she said. âNot really worth much monetarily, but priceless, history-wise, to our family. Jeff knows that. Heâll guard it well. Holly might wear it from time to time, but heâll take care of it and keep it safe for Macy. Thatâs all I would have wanted.â

He shook his head, his eyes warm. âYouâre an amazing woman, Claire.â

âIâm not. Iâve wasted entirely too much of my life trying to make sure everything is just right. That every one gets along. I didnât want to be my mother, so needy all the time, so instead I told myself I didnât need anyone. I could handle everything just fine and wore myself out trying to take care of everyone else. Iâm afraid of how much I need you, Riley.â

âI wonât hurt you,â he promised. âI swear it.â

âI know,â she answered, rather smugly. âYour sisters and your mother are my best friends. The way I see it, if you screw this up, youâve got a lot more to worry about than I do.â

He gave a mock groan, although she saw the amusement in his eyes. âIâll just have to be sure not to screw it up, wonât I?â

She found it impossible to believe she could go from bleak heartache to this blooming happiness in such a short time. âI should probably get back inside. The auction will be ending soon and I need to make sure someoneâs taking care of the cleanup and taking down the chairs and arranging for theâ¦â

His kiss made her completely lose her train of thought, but she didnât care. He was right. She didnât have to take care of the world by herself anymore. Someone else in Hopeâs Crossing could step up.

This was exactly where she needed to be, in the arms of the man she loved.

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